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During the sports meeting, the evening self-study was canceled, but the class teacher's lecture was still a repertoire.Before saying goodbye to Jiang Ye by the railing, Xie Lian asked Jiang to wait for him at the same place, but now that the head teacher had finished talking, he picked up his schoolbag and was ready to leave.

"You packed it up. It's just right, let's make up four and take a taxi there first." Wang Hongbo turned around to greet him, and then stretched out his hand to beckon two people.

"You guys go there first." Xie Lian said, "I have to pick someone up."

"Oh yeah, I forgot about that. Is it the one you said you'd take over later?"

"Who is it?" A person who just came over was very curious, "Which class has such a big face that you can still let you pick it up."

"Hey Xie Lian, this man and woman you want to take with you? Don't suddenly want to reveal your girlfriend?"

The three of you asked questions, and Xie Lian didn't answer any of them. He just smiled and pulled off his schoolbag, "Let's go first."

After leaving the school gate, Xie Lian trotted to the outside of the railing on the playground, but he didn't see the person who was supposed to be waiting here.

Fortunately, the little rabbit who was bouncing around came back quickly and did not lure Xie Lian's uneasiness into fleeing.He ran from a distance, and the corners of the light blue school uniform raised, and blue waves rose between the rolls, gently wrapping the red in the middle.

--red?

Xie Lian slightly squinted his eyes, and vaguely saw something red and bright in Jiang Ye's arms.It was too far away to see the shape clearly, and it wasn't until Jiang Ye stood in front of him panting that he realized that it was a heart-shaped plush toy.

"Have you been waiting for a long time?" Jiang Ye hugged the red heart with one hand, put the free hand in the side pocket of his schoolbag behind him, and then took out a cup of milk tea, "I'm going to buy this for you. You wear it today Less, drink something hot."

"……thanks."

Xie Lian took the milk tea, and quickly received the warmth in the palm of his hand through the paper cup.He was wearing sports shorts for the game today, and his calf was exposed in the air, embracing the fall.In fact, he is not too cold, but Jiang Ye's concern is so meticulous and sincere, he would not mind being warmed up a few more degrees.For love, he would rather have excess than lack.How much he wanted to hug the boy who gave him so much love, and say I love you so much, but he suddenly felt ashamed when he said the words.The least of love's forms of existence is language.

"However," he pointed to the red heart, "what is this?"

"I caught it in the claw machine outside the store!" Jiang Ye looked so happy, his eyes were squinted with a smile, and there was a small arc at the end of the eye, "It's a gift, congratulations on getting No.1!"

Xie Lian put the soft gift under the palm of his hand and kneaded it gently.The red heart was squeezed and deformed, and after the applied force was removed, the sunken part returned to its original shape again.

This is a heart that Jiang also gave him.

"I like it very much." Xie Lian laughed.

KTV does not allow alcohol to be brought in, Xie Lian was stopped in the lobby with milk tea.

Jiang also looked remorseful, "Ah, I haven't been here for a long time, I forgot..."

"It's okay." Xie Lian didn't care too much, "It's not much, we'll go over after I finish drinking."

The staff in black uniform saw the school uniform on Xie Lian's arm, and thought it looked familiar. He hesitated and said, "Maybe you are Xun Maoze's classmate?"

Xie Lian was busy chewing pearls, and nodded casually upon hearing this.

"Say it earlier, classmate," his tone suddenly became polite, "1020 is to go straight to the room on the left of the head, you two go straight there."

Xie Lian glanced at him, and said in the same neutral tone, "It's okay, I'll just finish my drink here."

Seeing him standing still, he couldn't say anything more, so he smiled and left.

Xie Lian bit the straw and continued to drink his hot milk tea.

Jiang didn't smell anything strange in the air, and he was still wondering about what happened a few seconds ago.He stared at the back of the man in black uniform for a while, then turned his head again, passing his question to Xie Lian through his eyes.

"This KTV is run by a classmate from another class." Xie Lian thought for a while and added, "I don't have any friendship with him."

"Opened by a classmate..."

Jiang also quickly looked around, and after confirming that this was indeed a very high-end KTV, a look of shock slowly appeared on his face.For him, the conditions of Xie Lian's family were already very good, but he didn't expect that the family of the classmates around Xie Lian was even more superior.Unlike the rust mottled in the three of them, the circle in the middle is gleaming gold.

Jiang also looked at Xie Lian's side face, and found that the expression on that face was calm and leisurely. Under the purple-blue spotlight, the outline between sharp and soft added a circle of cold light.The top student who was the most serious at the table was now leaning on the wall in a natural posture, and every time he raised his eyes and raised his eyebrows lazily seemed to have been rehearsed a thousand times.God's children shine forever.

"What's wrong?" Xie Lian asked.

Jiang also shook his head, and suddenly saw Xie Lian's huge heart hanging on the side of his schoolbag.He suddenly doubted himself, could the things I gave really match Xie Lian?And what about myself?

Xie Lian dawdled for about ten minutes before finally bottoming out a cup of milk tea.He walked to the side of the trash can to throw out the trash, lowered his head and then looked up, and there was an old acquaintance standing in front of him.

"Why didn't you answer your call!" Wang Hongbo yelled loudly, "What kind of milk tea are you drinking here? That shitty little girl likes to drink it. Hurry up, the wine is ready, and I'll be waiting for you. "

After arguing for a long time, he finally saw a boy following Xie Lian.

"Hey, classmate, you are Xie Lian's friend! Hello, hello, I am Wang Hongbo, Xie Lian's friend is my friend. But why do you look so familiar to me? I seem to have seen you somewhere... Fuck, what the hell? When did you meet?"

Wang Hongbo was still contemplating, but Jiang was the first to recognize him.

"Before the chemical experiment..."

"Yes, yes, it's you! I remembered! My friend, it's a fate." Wang Hongbo happily reached out to pat Jiang Ye's shoulder, but Xie Lian slapped him away halfway.

"Who the hell is destined for you." Xie Lian coughed twice with a smile, his voice became a little hoarse, "This is Jiang Ye, it's mine—"

Xie Lian paused for a moment, then looked at Wang Hongbo, hoping that friends who knew his sexuality could understand the meaning of the pause.It's a pity that this idiot Wang Hongbo has a question mark on his head, and the confusion in his eyes is clearly revealed.

This put Xie Lian in an awkward predicament.He and Jiang have never discussed how to introduce each other among friends. "Friends" are too unfamiliar, "lovers" are too high-profile, and among the [-] commonly used Chinese words, none are suitable for gently describing same-sex relationships.Before he could figure out how to introduce, suddenly his sleeve was tugged.He turned his head to look over, and Jiang Ye took his hand off his sleeve again, quickly and without any hesitation.Xie Lian's eyes towards Shang Jiangye - the place he loves most - are flickering with panic at the moment, it is begging, don't talk.

Jiang Ye's eyes were pitifully rippling, but the determination in his rejection was [-]%.

So he didn't want others to know about our relationship, Xie Lian thought.

The corners of his mouth curved into a gentle arc, but there was no joyful twinkle in his pupils.Facing Wang Hongbo, Xie Lian grabbed Jiang Ye's hand next to him, and ruthlessly made a mark on the inside of his wrist with his fingers.

Jiang Ye's whisper was drowned by Xie Lian's hoarse voice, "This is Jiang Ye, my boyfriend."

"Xie Lian, how can you say that!" Jiang Ye was so anxious that sweat broke out on his forehead, "How can you directly tell your friends about our relationship!"

"Do you feel ashamed?" Xie Lian's voice was cold, "Or, you never took me seriously?"

Two minutes ago, after Xie Lian finished saying that, Jiang also struggled to move his hand away.Wang Hongbo sensed an undercurrent in the air, he laughed in embarrassment and then slipped away, leaving only the two of them still facing each other.

Xie Lian took a step forward and lowered every aggressive syllable, "Don't we have that kind of relationship? If so, why can't I say it? Let me ask you, Jiang Ye, what am I in your heart? Why do you never want others to know about our relationship?"

The dispute between the two caused several people to look sideways, and Jiang Ye was anxious and embarrassed, "Don't quarrel here, please, wait until you get back..."

Xie Lian laughed self-deprecatingly, "—Is it because you think homosexuality is shameful?"

"How can you think so?" Jiang Ye looked at him in shock, "I've never..."

"Then what do you want me to think? Huh? Jiang Ye, can you tell me what I should think?"

Jiang also almost went crazy.Faced with a man who is already crazy, you can either be more crazy than him, or leave him alone to cool down slowly.He slowed down, and said softly: "It may not be suitable for friends who know you. Next time, let's think about it carefully next time, let's talk."

He turned around, but heard Xie Lian growl behind him, "Stop!"

Jiang also paused, but soon lifted his heels and continued to walk forward.

"I said stop, do you dare to take a step forward?"

His struggling like a trapped animal failed to keep Jiang Ye, but cut his heart a few more times.Seeing Jiang Ye took a few more steps forward, he yanked off the red love heart hanging on the schoolbag, almost gnashing his teeth, "If you take another step forward, I won't care for the crap you gave me. "

Jiang also wanted to cry.Hearing what Xie Lian said, he was about to die of grief.But there is also a strength in his bones, which is hard to find but does exist, so his stubborn footsteps did not stop, and he still walked forward.

Walking and walking, every step is a countdown, and every step is waiting for judgment.Finally, when he stood still in front of the elevator, a small and dull voice came from the ground behind him.

Jiang also knew that the heart he sent was broken.

Why is it always like this, the things he cherishes will always be treated as rags by Xie Lian, which can be soiled and discarded.It hurts.

When the elevator arrived, Jiang walked in, quickly pressed a floor, then lowered his head, never looking ahead.

Therefore, he didn't see that it was a cyan school uniform that fell on the ground, and he didn't see the red love heart being held in Xie Lian's hands, and it wasn't stained with a little dust.