tattered

——Obviously you didn't want me first.

The slightly relaxed atmosphere before was diluted, and the keen cat smelled a trace of uneasiness, took a bite of the remaining chicken breast in Guo Jiangye's hand, and rushed down the stairs in one go, no longer mixing with the undercurrent of interaction between the two-legged beasts.

Xie Lian frowned, subconsciously retorted: "I didn't."

However, soon he felt his heart tighten: Did he really not have it?

Those harsh, vicious, and unscrupulous words that Jiang also felt that were spoken on KTV resurfaced at this moment, with clear and hurtful sentences.But that's because he cared too much about Jiang Ye, so as long as he touched the slightest bit, he would quickly lose control.

Besides.Xie Lian pursed his lips unwillingly. He had obviously done a lot for Jiang.

The two were so close at hand, Jiang also had a panoramic view of Xie Lian's tiny expressions.

He stared fixedly at Xie Lian, the light in his eyes dimmed.

Xie Lian's eyebrows, eyes, nose bridge and mouth are all beautiful, even though the lights are dim, they are still very beautiful.It's just that every arc of these facial features has nothing to do with apology.

Xie Lian didn't seem to have learned to reflect.

Jiang also thought of the messages Xie Lian sent him, which were too sweet and not sincere enough.All he clearly wanted was a simple apology.His heart is so small and soft, and there is too little resentment that can hold it. It only takes a little sincerity from Xie Lian, and his heart will soften into a mess, and all the unhappiness will disappear.

However, Xie Lian would only say in the message: I care about you too much.

Jiang Ye was looking at the message, his fingertips trembling.Those mistakes in the name of "love" are like covering a dagger with a layer of veil. Even with a little false warmth, it still hurts to pierce it.

The way to save him is so simple, why doesn't Xie Lian understand?

"Xie Lian," Jiang Ye's throat moved slightly, "Do you really know what I want?"

"..."

Jiang also supported his knees. Because he had been squatting for too long, his body wobbled slightly when he stood up.Xie Lian subconsciously got up and wanted to help, but Jiang Ye avoided him.

"Wait until..." Jiang Ye lowered his head and took a step back timidly, "Let's meet again when we have all figured it out."

When Xie Lian came back to his senses, Jiang had already left.He walked so quietly that he erased all the traces of him being here for more than ten minutes.

"Meow~"

The kitten ran out again, this time with an extra cardboard box beside it.

Xie Lian silently poured a bottle of water, put it in the small paper box, and tore the rest of the chicken breast into it, then picked up the business card of "run away from home" lying in the paper box with two fingers, He sighed softly to the cat: "Little thing, I wish you had come out earlier." He put away his business card and was about to go home, but when he tilted his head slightly, he could see the cool-toned light from the house out of the corner of his eye.

Xie Lian was taken aback.

Turning around, he saw that the door of the house was open, and Feng Ruzi's hand was still on the doorknob, his expression could not be seen clearly with the light behind him.

***

Xie Lian changed his shoes and entered the room, followed Feng Ruzi, slowly walked to the sofa beside her and sat down.

Feng Ruzi picked up her glasses from the coffee table, put them on, and flipped through a magazine.Her eyes fell on the pages of the book, and she said softly, "Is the trash out?"

Xie Lian nodded silently.

"It's cold outside, next time you go out at night, wear more clothes." Feng Ruzi said again.

"……it is good."

After being quiet for a while, Feng Ruzi raised her eyes to look at him, "What are you doing sitting here, go back to your room and sleep, tomorrow you have to—"

Xie Lian finally couldn't help but said, "Mom."

"You know it all."

Feng Ruzi closes the magazine.

Through a thin layer of lenses, she looked at her child so close and so clearly.It seemed that she hadn't seen the grown-up Xie Lian so clearly for a long time.

Feng Ruzi sighed, "You guys..."

"Then why didn't you stop it?" Xie Lian twitched the corner of his lower lip, "I thought you would object immediately if high school students fell in love, or with the same sex."

Feng Ruzi was stunned for a moment, then laughed, "They are still two children, they know nothing about dating."

Xie Lian didn't expect that Feng Ruzi didn't care about his and Jiang Ye's affairs because she didn't take this relationship seriously.

Xie Lian was in a delicate mood.

Being treated like a child who doesn't understand emotions is really frustrating, but this may be the best situation.He wanted to defend himself, but he suddenly thought that on the day of KTV, uncontrollable words would only cause more trouble.

If he really confessed his sincerity and poured out the youth's grievances, then Feng Ruzi would take it seriously, and then tell Jiang Ye's mother about the two of them.

What about Jiang?

Out of control turned out to be controllable.Xie Lian felt hot in his left chest, but his heart was peaceful.

Something seemed to have changed quietly, but he couldn't tell.

Feng Ruzi closed the magazine, took off her glasses, and pressed the center of her eyebrows. Her tone was a little tired, "You will understand about feelings one day. Now don't think about it, go to sleep."

Xie Lian looked at Feng Ruzi's back as she walked towards the bedroom.

The woman in her 40s still maintains a good figure, still wearing pale pink pajamas like a girl, with long black hair.It's just that no matter how young she is, the old wounds on her heart have been washed away for a long time in the long river of time, and it is difficult to restore the smoothness of the cardamom age.

She learned how to be a mother, but she never learned how to feel.

Xie Lian collapsed backward on the sofa, with the bright white woven lamp hanging above his head, he closed his eyes tiredly.

——Emotions, you will understand one day.

But the only thing he wanted to know was Jiang Ye from the beginning to the end.

He remembered Jiang Ye's last words before he left:

"Do you really know what I want?"

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