I'm a star

The explosion accident when you were five years old was like a black hole, sucking away your light, and the fire light still frequently appeared in your dreams. In the dream, you were held in Liang Yi's arms, and you watched the research institute where your parents were. Engulfed by the flames, Liang Yi held you in his arms, and then there was darkness, darkness.

Two best friends of your parents—Caslow Grant and Shane, who are also an AA couple adopted you. They have a child conceived by a double sperm combination and an external uterus. Chris Grant—Alpha, male, black hair Blue eyes, five years older than you.

Their family has not had such a young child for several years. Carlos and Shane have made up for you a lot of knowledge about children's education and PTSD treatment.

One of them is one of the top international lawyers in the world, and the other is a well-known financial tycoon in the business world. They are busy with everything, but in the first week of your arrival, they made sure that someone will stay with you at home at all times.

You start sucking your hands because of PTSD. This re-child behavior is a sign of insecurity.You're ashamed of it, but you can't help it, and Chris never stops you, like a lot of parents do, just rip your kid's fist out and say it's not right.He just wipes your little fists with licorice-scented hand and mouth wipes to ensure that no germs will enter.

After the incident, you don't cry, make noise, talk, or eat.So the family has prepared sweet and salty snacks for you 24 hours a day.And through the monitoring of your smart bracelet, they found that your heart rate will decrease when you are being hugged, and your heart rate will rise sharply in the dark, so there will always be someone holding you.You become a chubby baton, the athlete is mostly caslo or chana during the day, and it's chris at night when you sleep, the light doesn't let him rest well, but allows him to pat you in time when you have nightmares You, hold you upright, gently wake you up.

Chris even sprays himself with Omega spray, because it is believed to reduce the aggressiveness of Alpha pheromones and make people feel at ease, but this can easily lead to ridicule from classmates.You throw the bottle of spray into the trash in front of him, and Caslo laughs, "Seems like Joey likes your smell, Chris."

You do like it, it's cedar, it's very reassuring.

Before going to bed, he will read a book for a while, you lie on his chest and look at him for a while, you were a fat baby when you were a child, Xia Nai bought you a lot of bear clothes, but he never said "Baby, you are too heavy, lie on the pillow How about you?"

You like to stare at him, his handsome face and stern demeanor attract many people, the pile of love letters can become a pink mountain, but he never accepts those date requests, he comes back to accompany you as soon as school is over .

You opened your mouth and said two words silently, and he turned his head to make a questioning expression.

"Brother, brother." You said softly.

He seemed to freeze all of a sudden, and two seconds later, the smart bracelet on his hand issued a loud reminder of "Please pay attention, your heart is beating fast".

When you were in junior high school, he was in high school. His classmates would never have imagined that the student council president known as the "male god" would put socks on the sleepy-eyed you every morning by the bedside.

But I don’t know when it started, he began to avoid physical contact with you intentionally or unintentionally, you feel a little uncomfortable about this, and conclude that your brother has entered a rebellious period.

You wanted to start a band in high school, but you were the only one. When choosing a name, you asked your brother: "Brother, what do I look like?"

He was silent for a while and answered you, "You are a star, radiant and powerful, with a strong attraction."

So your band was called "Gwiazdy", which means "star" in Polish, and you admired a Polish guitarist at that time.But you always accompany yourself on the piano.

That day you went to a small open-air stage to perform after class. It was organized by some comrades, and there were not many people.You are waiting in the audience, enjoying the performance by the way, warming up the tune to be played with your fingers on your thighs.

Suddenly a blond boy with a guitar on his back came onto the stage. Is it a temporary program?You feel a little upset about being cut in line.

The blond boy said into the microphone, "Dedicated to the person I admire." The audience screamed, but you smiled.

Then you hear a familiar tune, yes, that Polish guitar piece you've heard countless times and filled in after your classmates recorded "Your Favorite Song".

The blond boy smiled at you as he played, and you nodded politely.

A pair of hands rested on your shoulders, "Joyce, haven't you come to your show yet?"

It's brother, he never misses your performance.

"No." You grabbed his fingers, "Squeezed out. Shall we go home, hungry."

Brother leads your bag, you kick the stones on the road.

"My brother can practice better than him." He said abruptly.

You laughed to death, "I can do it too." You tilted your head, "I just think the piano is more suitable for my style of music."

Brother is your first planet.

Because of the S gene, you often had a fever and fainted when you were young, but under Liang Yi's treatment, you gradually improved a lot.But recently, it may be because you are about to become an adult. You have had a low-grade fever for several days. Your fathers are too busy to see. You didn’t tell them that Chris asked for leave to accompany you.

You have already slept in separate rooms, but sickness makes people vulnerable. At night, you grabbed your brother's hand and said, "I'm really having a hard time today, can you stay with me, brother?" Don't worry, so that night you hugged your brother's body again after a long absence.

Who knew that the S gene was too domineering, you were hot all over, and there was only one source of coolness around you, and you were helplessly calling "brother" in the face of a strange and menacing desire.

You don't know what happened that night, you only know that when you woke up the next day, you were surrounded by your brother covered in hickey marks and semen spots.

You blame yourself for forcing your brother. He has been deeply marked and can no longer establish an intimate relationship with others in his life. Your brother said in front of his fathers that he was the first to seduce you, but you think it was just for you excuse.

In fact, in his heart, his love for you has long been not out of family affection and companionship, but appreciation and admiration.He was able to make excuses for himself before, but when he saw you being confessed that day, he found that his heart was not the anger of "the rose that was raised with difficulty was stolen by a thief" but the jealousy and panic that you would accept the confession, he no longer Can't lie to myself anymore.

Has he never thought about the resistance between you, fathers will object, they will suspect that he uses his status as a brother to coerce and lure you; outside public opinion will criticize fathers for adopting a friend's child just to prepare a partner for their own child; in addition, His future career in politics is bound to be hindered—whether an AA partner is eligible to adopt a child is already a controversial topic in society, not to mention that in order to quickly pass your adoption procedures, Castro and Shane also used some relationship.Your union is sure to be portrayed by the anti-AA marriage party as "gay love influenced by adoptive fathers".What he is most afraid of is that you only have family affection for him, but no love.

But no amount of reason, he can't resist the urge to touch you.

This is love, and this cannot be hidden.

He accidentally overheard the discussion of your fathers about your S gene, and knew that you can deeply mark Alpha.Depth marks are not only the entanglement of the body, but also the fetters of the soul.He knows the inequality of this relationship. As a heaven-defying S, you can continue to label others, but this just makes up for the guilt in his heart.He is willing to be your planet, surround you forever, and protect you.