amber affair

Distressed, he said softly: "If you don't wait any longer, Sanada-kun must be on his way."

"No need, let's go." Biting his lip, saying goodbye to everyone in Qingxue, Ryoma turned and walked towards the boarding gate.

Anyway, I won't see you again for a long time, so let's just leave it at that.That person never told himself that he liked him, even though his actions and expressions always made him feel that he liked him, but he never said it.It would be a lie to say that he is not disappointed, so he will come back, and he will definitely come back after the four Grand Slam champions that he promised to that person are completed.

Sanada-senpai, just make up your mind, I will never let you go just like that.

Because, I really like you.

Suddenly, hurried footsteps came from behind, which was very clear in the noisy hall.Turning around abruptly, seeing the familiar figure running towards him in a hurry, the golden cat's eyes suddenly widened with joy. "Sanada-senpai!"

"Echizen!" Looking at the boy who turned his head to face him, Sanada breathed heavily.Standing in front of him, looking down at the smiling cat eyes, Sanada whispered, "Sorry, I was delayed on the road."

Stretching out his hands to tightly wrap around his sturdy waist, and pressing his face against his warm chest that rose and fell violently, Ryoma smiled. "Idiot, you refused to call me over yesterday, and you almost lost sight of me."

Yeah, almost never seen it.Tightening his arms to embrace the young boy's petite body, Sanada tightly closed his eyes and let out a long breath.Being blocked on the road just now, he was so anxious that he lost his position.Regardless of the taxi driver's persuasion and obstruction, he ran all the way for several kilometers.

I can't imagine how much he would blame himself if he missed this last chance to meet.Because, this is the last time, say goodbye to him, never see you again, he doesn't want to miss it.

Looking up at Sanada, his fingers lightly touched the handsome face with some bruises, Ryoma's eyes were slightly puzzled, and he asked in a low voice, "What happened?"

"I accidentally did it yesterday when I was practicing kendo." Sanada casually held the little hand that was caressing his face, his black eyes looked deeply into the golden fundus, and he said in a hoarse voice: "When you go to the United States, you have to know Take care of yourself, don't drink Fanta all the time, and don't always pick people up."

"You started again." Although he complained on his mouth, there was a hint of sweetness in his heart, making Longma smile and bend his cat's eyes.Standing on tiptoe, he kissed his tight lips as if no one was there, and he whispered softly: "I will call you as soon as I arrive in the United States, remember to keep in touch with me."

Silently embracing the flexible body in his arms, Sanada closed his eyes and rubbed affectionately on his lips.

I won't contact you again, Echizen.I don't want to bother you anymore, I hope you can take AP without distraction, and then reach the peak that belongs to you as soon as possible.In this way, I will live up to today's resolute let go of you.

"By the way, I forgot to give you this thing." A blush rose on her fair face, and she leaned weakly against her broad chest. Yang felt shy. "Keep it with you all the time."

Taking the small silver chain and holding it tightly in the palm of his hand, even though the hard edges and corners hurt his skin, he refused to let go, Sanada lowered his head again, pouted the little mouth that was slightly swollen from his own kiss, Kiss reluctantly.

I thought I was ready enough to say goodbye to you, but I still can't.Because once you say goodbye, you really will never see each other again.I miss you, Echizen, if I keep you, will our time together be longer?

The fiery lips and tongues entangled recklessly, until the bodies of each other were burning uncontrollably, Sanada reluctantly released a little distance.His foreheads were lightly pressed against each other, and he looked deeply at the beautiful eyes that were rippling with mist. His lips trembled, and he said in a hoarse voice: "You should board the plane, go ahead."

The delicate eyebrows and eyes were slightly frowned, staring closely at Sanada's deep eyes, Ryoma hesitated for a moment, and whispered: "Don't you have anything to say to me, Sanada-senpai?"

The confession to him that night on Christmas Eve has never received a response, which has made Ryoma nervous these days.It turned out that it was so uncomfortable not to get a response, but now I can finally understand how uncomfortable Senior Fuji and the Minister were at the beginning.

Do you really have nothing to say to me, Sanada-senpai?I thought you liked me, and I listened to my mother and confessed to you first, but why didn't you even respond at all?What am I to you?

I have fallen in love with you since a long time ago.

Hearing the young man's puzzled question and staring at the pair of expectant eyes, Sanada's heart ached and he clenched his teeth.Close your eyes hard, press all the chaotic thoughts and turmoil back to the bottom of your heart, and then open your eyes, the black eyes are as quiet as night again.Caressing the warm and smooth delicate cheeks with her fingers, she looked at him with nostalgia for a long time, and said softly: "You must continue to work hard after entering the AP, Echizen."

"That's it?" Staring disappointedly at the handsome face that was as calm and condensed as usual, Ryoma lowered his head and pursed his lips tightly.Are you still unwilling to give me an accurate answer, Sanada-senpai?

Staring at the expressionless face for a long time, Ryoma gritted his teeth, turned around angrily, and said sullenly, "I'm leaving, and I'm never coming back!"

That's it, Echizen, never come back.There's nothing here to hang on to, you just have to go straight ahead.I believe that the throne of world champion will be yours one day.

For this goal, I can bear anything, including the feeling of liking you.

Staring at the petite figure that was getting further and further away, a bitter smile appeared on Sanada's lips, and he closed his eyes heavily.

Give me a pair of hands to rely on you

give me a pair of eyes to see you go

Give me a moment to love you

give me a lifetime to send you away

Goodbye, never see you again, this liking is only my business from now on, and has nothing to do with you from now on.

(47)

Reviewing, preparing for exams, graduating, after the little boy left, everything was still proceeding in an orderly manner.

Use busyness to numb yourself, even if you have occasional leisure time, spend it all in your own dojo, and discipline yourself with the Sanada family's family motto of "Do not move the gods". Only in this way, it seems that you will forget the love that you have never forgotten .Although, every night, thinking back to the various alluring expressions of the young man, the scar in the bottom of my heart would be dripping with blood, and the pain was so painful that I couldn't breathe.

But it's all over.

The love that I once treated wholeheartedly is like the three years of junior high school life, it is over.No matter how time goes back, only memory is left, and it can only be memory.

Sitting in Lihai's magnificent auditorium, looking at the rain of pink flowers flying outside the window, her condensed black eyes were silent.Speaking of which, they have seen the red maple and the white snow together, but they have never seen such a series of mountains, which can be sprinkled with thousands of piles of cherry red when blown by the wind, which is not a pity.

But there is no chance anymore, since he left, he has lived on the other side of the ocean for three full months.In the past three months, from one phone call a week at the beginning, to gradually no news, even though he deliberately avoided it, he should forget about himself now.

Taking a deep breath, Sanada forced to restrain his chaotic thoughts, turned his head to look at Yukimura who had been looking at him hesitantly from the beginning, and said indifferently: "What's wrong?"

"You have changed, Genichiro." There was a little sadness in the smile, Yukimura stared at his friend quietly, with a hint of complexity in his purple eyes.He has indeed changed, since Echizen left, this condensed and serious person seemed to be a different person, desperately scolding himself, even others would feel distressed when they saw it.

"I don't know what you're talking about." Sanada looked away indifferently, looking out the window quietly, his expression didn't change at all, only the slight twinkle in his eyes betrayed his mood.

Has it changed?As early as the moment he fell in love with Echizen, he was no longer himself.Heartbroken for him, nervous for him, everything about him can easily shake me, and I can do many things that I think are unbelievable when I think about it now, and I feel that they should be like that.

Sighing softly, Yukimura looked at Sanada's tough side face and asked softly, "Have you ever regretted it, Genichiro. If you didn't like Echizen, you wouldn't be in such pain." I am the same, if you don't like If you love that child, there will not always be a trace of delusion.

Do you regret it?I never thought about this problem, because everything happened so naturally.From the first time he saw that radiant smile, he fell deeply in it.Those cat eyes, which were brighter than the sun, had sunk unknowingly as early as the first time I saw them.

If time can go back, if everything can be repeated, he will still fall in love with that proud child.Proud and flying, occasionally confused and cute, can make people easily tempted.

Pursing his lips tightly, squinting at the falling cherry blossoms, Sanada shook his head: "I won't do anything that I regret." So, I won't regret falling in love with him, and I won't regret that I didn't say that I liked him. Will not regret let go decisively, let him chase his dream.

Yes, falling in love with that child, no matter who it is, is willing.Even if it is painful, it will be happy.Smiling slightly, Yukimura was silent for a moment, and said, "What are your plans in the future? Genichiro really doesn't plan to play tennis anymore, so what do you want to do in the future?"

"Nothing special