amber affair

With a smile on Sanada's lips, Ryoma got up and took the backpack that was thrown on the ground, took out the golden medal, and smiled: "Hey, I'll give you a quarter of the gift first."

It was the medal of the US Open champion, a champion that was hard won after several years of hard work in AP, and it was sent into the palm of Sanada so lightly and delicately.

"Congratulations, Echizen." Sending his blessings sincerely, his dark eyes gleamed with joy and relief, Sanada gently embraced the boy who was leaning towards him, and his lips were branded on his forehead without desire, completely pampered light kiss.

Squinting his eyes to enjoy the rare tender pampering of the other party, his soft mouth slightly raised an arc of satisfaction, Ryoma smiled lightly, and promised: "Sanada-senpai, I will give you the rest, I won't Made you wait too long."

Suppressing the throbbing in his heart, and stroking the boy's slightly messy hair with his fingers, Sanada was silent for a moment, and asked softly, "How long are you planning to stay in Japan?"

It seems that every time, he is asking himself when he will leave, does he really not want to stay with him?This kind of cognition made Longma's heart ache slightly, biting his lip and not saying a word for a long time.In the end, he showed a lonely smile to the person who had been staring at him, and said in a low voice, "It won't be too long. I'll go back after the New Year and prepare for the Australian Open."

It's so fast, every time we meet, it's like counting down the time, and this time is no exception.But since he chose to send him away in the first place, he naturally had to bear the pain of such a parting, it was his own fault.

Then, let's indulge again, look at him more, remember more time with him, even if there are only memories left in the future, you can remember it longer.We who have no future, this love without the future, only memories are left.

Taking a deep breath, holding her delicate face lightly to make him look at her, Sanada sighed softly, "Come back to Kanagawa with me."

(53)

The Sanada family always had a happy dinner time, but because of the boy's arrival, the atmosphere seemed a little unnatural.Not for anything else, just because the boy who had become a taboo in the Sanada family and was careful not to be mentioned was suddenly brought back by his own children.

Although Sanada still maintained his usual condensed and serious expression, there was a sadness in his eyes that couldn't be concealed, and a hint of despair, which made the elders present couldn't help but feel distressed.Their Genichiro is embarrassing himself again.

The always confused teenager devoured the carefully prepared dinner, until he noticed something strange, then raised his head to look at the Sanada family who had barely moved.There was obvious confusion in the golden eyes, and he gently pulled the corner of Sanada's clothes, facing the cold eyes of the other party, he asked in a low voice: "Why don't you eat?"

How could he not understand what the elders were thinking, Sanada pursed his lips, raised his hand and put the grilled fish that had been cleaned of fish bones into Ryoma's dinner plate, and said softly: "Eat quickly, didn't you just keep saying that you want to eat grilled fish?" fish?"

"Yes, Echizen, it's a rare time for you to come back, so don't be polite." Masako Sanada forced a smile with a hint of complexity in her gentle eyes, and said softly to Ryoma.

To be honest, she really likes this proud and occasionally confused child, and she also understands how much her own son likes him, so even if she knows how painful and desperate Sanada likes him, she can't hold a trace of hatred.Many times, she wanted to have a serious talk with Sanada, but when she saw those cold and restrained eyes, she couldn't say anything, and could only let her son suffer.

She understood that no matter how painful or desperate it was, it was Genichiro's own choice, not the child's fault.That child is also very sad.Like each other, but can't wait for a response, hurt each other, and gradually move away.

"Well, thank you." Muttering in a low voice, Ryoma took a bite of the grilled fish, but felt that the taste he always liked had changed now.Frowning slightly, he looked around at the people who were obviously uncomfortable, and said in a low voice, "I'll only bother you for a few days and leave, I won't bother you for too long."

The slender fingers froze slightly, clenched the chopsticks in his hand, Sanada looked down at the boy's slightly pale face, and pursed his lips.I really want to tell him that you can live as long as you want; I really want to tell him not to leave for the rest of my life, but he can't say anything, he can only keep silent.

Compared with Sanada Masako's tolerance and understanding, Asi obviously felt more distressed about the child she raised. She stared at Ryoma silently for a long time with an unforgivable look in her eyes. She suddenly smiled and said, "Xianichiro, Have you considered the girl your father told you about last time?"

girls?Hearing Asi's words, Ryoma suddenly raised his head, fixedly staring at Sanada's handsome face that suddenly changed color, his eyes were full of doubts.What girl, what to consider?

"The other party's parents hope that you can meet each other. Although you are still young, it's okay to meet each other. You can also learn more about each other." Avoiding Masako's reproachful eyes, Asi lowered her head, her soft voice was quiet It was very clear in the dining room: "It's hard for you to come back, why don't you meet him tomorrow."

As smart as Sanada, how could he not know that A Si told the teenagers around him on purpose.He wanted to refuse, but after thinking about it carefully, he felt that it was unnecessary, so he didn't make a sound, so he should acquiesce.

It doesn't matter whether it makes him misunderstand, this relationship is wrong in the first place, and it won't be blessed.Rather than procrastinating like this and making each other miserable, it's better to let him give up and break this evil relationship.Talk about letting him win the four Grand Slam championships, although that is indeed a sincere expectation, but it is also delaying time and trying to make him forget himself.

Echizen, I like you, I really like you, and only you.But this liking is wrong in the first place, breaking it will be good for you.You should be able to find someone who truly loves and pampers you, but it’s not me, I can’t give you the happiness you want, and it will only become your burden.

Looking at Sanada who didn't say anything in confusion, and then at Asi who was smiling all over his face, Ryoma seemed to understand something, and all the blood on his exquisite face suddenly disappeared.Standing up silently, turning his back around, he said softly, "I'm tired, I'm going to rest first."

Watching the young man walking away quickly, Sanada closed his eyes in pain, his fingers deeply embedded in his palm.His mother's worried call came from his ear, he took a deep breath, looked seriously at the elders who were staring at him, and said hoarsely: "Don't hurt him, please."

"Xian Ichiro!" Seeing Sanada's pained and almost desperate expression, Asi suddenly realized what a stupid thing she had done, looked at the black eyes that were out of focus, and tremblingly said: " Why do you still like him in such pain? Didn't you promise me that you don't like him anymore? "

"I don't like him anymore..." Looking at Asi quietly, a painful smile appeared on the corners of his lips, Sanada covered his face tightly, and his low and hoarse voice was uncontrollable: "I love him, except for him, I love him. I can't fall in love with anyone again. But please rest assured, I have a measure."

I know that this relationship will not see the sun, and it will not bring him any troubles, so I will definitely not embarrass the Sanada family.He is destined to belong to the arena full of honors, and I will live the life I deserve. I will not let him know this love.

Turning his head away, not wanting to think about the astonished and angry expressions the elders would show, Sanada staggered, chasing the boy's messy footsteps and leaving quickly.

"Echizen..." Pushing open the half-covered door, Sanada leaned against the door, staring at the young man curled up on his bed, choking in a low voice, with complicated eyes.

He really wanted to tell him that none of those things were true, and that he would not meet any girls alone, but when his eyes touched the shining US Open gold medal that was left alone, Sanada held back.Sighed lowly, didn't say anything, let the silence spread between each other.

"What Nanny Asi said is true? Are you going to meet another girl?" Ryoma raised his head, with reddish eyes, staring closely at Sanada's quiet eyes, and his voice became hoarse.

Silence, still deathly silence, Sanada clenched his teeth and did not make a sound.His teeth were already bitten painfully, and the fingers deep in the palm of his hand convulsed violently. Resisting the urge to walk over and hold him in his arms, he just silently looked at the dim cat eyes that were gradually rising from the mist.

"Don't go, okay?" Walking over barefoot, hugging Sanada's strong waist tightly, Ryoma buried his face in his warm chest, choked up and said, "Don't go see her, Sanada-senpai."

Gently hugging the trembling slender body, Sanada closed his eyes tightly, and said in a hoarse voice: "Didn't you say you are tired, go to bed early."

When I wake up tomorrow, I will no longer be by your side. Let this misunderstanding continue like this.Whether you hate me or blame me, it doesn't matter.Between us, there has never been a beginning, so naturally there will be no end, so let's forget it gradually, the more you move forward.

"Shut up! You still want to see her, right?" Looking up at Sanada's condensed and expressionless eyes, Ryoma bit his lip tightly, his little face turned pale, and roared in a trembling voice, "You asked me to reject the minister. What did you say when you were with Fuji-senpai? Why did you refuse to agree when I asked you? What am I to you? "

Yes, if I hadn't intervened at that time, you might have agreed to Tezuka or Fuji.If you associate with them, maybe you will not be so sad today.Those two people will give you happiness that I can't give you.

Sorry, Echizen.Forgive my selfishness,