amber affair

, I have seen too many years of your sorrow that should not belong to pride.

Are you trying to stay away from me this way?When I finally figured everything out and wanted to say those words to you, you didn't even give me a chance.Is it because you have persisted for so many years and finally tired?

This time, let me insist, Ryoma.

Even if Yukimura said that you are already dating him, I believe that is not true, because when Yukimura said these words, you kept avoiding my eyes, and Yukimura did not feel the slightest joy.Being able to get you, the unique you in the world, he should feel happy, but he has nothing, so I have to doubt.

Standing behind the curtain, looking silently at the tall figure who was drenched by the heavy rain but never changed his posture of looking up, Ryoma bit his lips tightly, and his teeth left deep blood marks on his pale lips.The fingers gripping the curtains were painfully tense and convulsed slightly, but it was far less than the sharp and dense pain in my heart.

Sanada-senpai...

Why do you want to do this, obviously my existence is a kind of distress for you, so distressed that you try your best to stay away from me, why do you still insist on coming to see me every day.Even if Atobe-senpai and the others ruthlessly blocked you out, why didn't you go back.

you don't love me, don't you?

That's right, even though I'm the same gender as you, I fell in love with you. This kind of relationship is dirty for you, so you want to push it away.

Please, don't come here again. Looking at you like this will make me feel that you still have feelings for me, and I can't help but want to pester you again, and I will fantasize that we may still be together.

After leaving your house that night, I wanted to visit the temple we visited together that year, and to see what you said to me at that time.It's a pity that God didn't even give me this chance, maybe this is fate, we are destined not to be together.

"Ryoma, it's time for you to get a massage." Leaning against the door, quietly watching the slender and lonely back, Yukimura's amethyst-like eyes were dimmed.You don't need to look, you know what he is looking at at the moment, Sanada has never left since the beginning.

"Okay, I'm here." Taking a deep look at the figure still standing upright in the rain, Ryoma closed his eyes, suppressing all emotions behind his indifferent eyes, and slowly walked towards Yukimura.

Caressing Ryoma sitting on the edge of the bed, sending a customary light kiss on the smooth and white forehead, Yukimura lowered his head, lifted his loose trouser legs, and carefully massaged the stiff skin with glaring scars. "Have you felt better recently, are your legs more flexible than before?"

"Yeah." He replied blankly, still thinking about the lonely person standing outside the window in the rainstorm, his golden cat eyes gently closed, and he said in a hoarse voice: "Senior Yukimura, you said that I was not standing at the entrance of the hospital at that time?" , maybe we won’t know each other.”

Slightly taken aback, Yukimura did not look up, his elegant lips trembling and a vague smile.Pressing his fingers vigorously on the skin that was too pale to see the color of blood, after a long silence, he said softly: "Even if I didn't know each other at that time, there are still many opportunities to know Ryoma, right?"

Yes, even if I missed the chance to meet you at that time, as long as I see you, I will still fall in love with you.You are born with the qualities of attracting others' attention, so I have never understood Sanada, why I can give up when I have the opportunity to have you.If the person you fall in love with is me, even if it is desperate, I will be with you, Ryoma.

However, if I hadn't stood in front of the hospital and drenched in the rain like a fool, maybe that person and I wouldn't be here today.

There was a bitter smile on the corner of his lips, his fingers lightly twirled Yukimura's hair that had fallen down his cheek, and Ryoma whispered: "You are an idiot, Yukimura-senpai." You have already refused so obviously, why do you still insist.

"It's not bad to be a fool of Ryoma alone." With the same bitter smile, Yukimura raised his head, looked deeply into the beautiful amber cat eyes, and said softly: "Don't think too much, just do it Just do what you want." Don't think too much, I love you, and it has nothing to do with whether you love me or not.

After the simple conversation, the two fell into silence again, only the pattering rain outside the window was particularly clear.Suddenly, a bright flash of lightning pierced the sky, and a moment later, the sound of thunder that shook even the glass made Ryoma's face turn pale.

That person, that person was still standing outside, such a big thunder, what if, what if, he didn't dare to think about it.Standing up abruptly, regardless of Yukimura's anxious cry, he ran out quickly.Grabbing the umbrella on the porch, and stubbornly pushing aside Atobe's obstruction, Ryoma rushed into the rain and headed straight for Sanada.

He raised the umbrella above his head to block the pouring rain, as if he didn't dare to look at those black eyes that were full of surprises, shining like obsidian, Ryoma lowered his eyelashes that were wet by the rain, and murmured: "I don't know you, What do you do here every day? Are you an idiot if you don’t go back after such a heavy rain?”

With cold fingers trembling on the delicate face, Sanada pushed the umbrella to the top of Ryoma's head, using his body to shield him from the raging wind and rain, and said softly, "My name is Genichiro Sanada, I know you now."

Go to MD Genichiro Sanada!Go to MD to get to know each other!

Biting his lips in a little annoyance, and staring angrily at his black eyes, Ryoma couldn't help but growl softly: "Go back! If you continue to stand like this, you will get sick! I said that if I don't know you, I don't know you. Don't come here again!"

With a faint wry smile on his lips, Sanada slowly lowered his head, staring for a long time at the pair of golden cat eyes that were gradually hazy, unable to tell whether it was rain or tears.Sighing lightly, his cold thin lips left a precious kiss on his delicate and tender cheek, and he murmured promisingly: "You will remember, Ryoma, I will remind you of who I am. "

Letting go of his hand, pushing him towards Fuji who was walking quickly, Sanada turned his back and disappeared into the heavy rain.

Ryoma?He actually called himself a dragon horse?Calling her own name so affectionately, even in the most fiery entanglement, she never did.Sanada-senpai, what do you want from me?You obviously don't love me, but you pushed me away so eagerly, why do you call me that again?

Embracing the violently trembling slender body tightly, Fuji sighed sadly, and dragged the stunned youth back to the living room.Gently wiping his pretty face covered with water with a soft towel, he whispered: "If you can't forget it, try to accept it again, and don't let yourself regret it."

"I don't know him." With his head lowered, he responded like a stubborn kitten, Ryoma clutched the skirt of his clothes tightly, his hoarse voice choked imperceptibly.

"Ryoma, you proud kitten, let me do what I can do with you." I stretched out my arms to wrap my arms around the trembling thin shoulders, kissed the wet dark green hair with pity, and closed my eyes in pain. eyes. "I really want to take you away, I really don't want you to see him again, really..."

Nestling obediently in Fuji's arms, Ryoma's complexion became paler, and he choked with sobs: "Don't be so nice to me, Senior Fuji."

You are kind to me, and I always think of that person, thinking how wonderful it would be if you were that person.

I don't want anyone to replace him, and even if he doesn't love me, I don't want to forget him.He is irreplaceable in my heart.

(62)

After concealing it for a long time, Qian finally decided to tell everything to Longma, the elementary school boy who carried the dream of all of them and stepped into the elusive arena without hesitation.

Therefore, after sitting in the gorgeous and comfortable living room of Atobe's house and looking around at everyone, he told Ryoma very directly: "Echizen, judging from your current situation, you can only resume normal walking, and you want to fight again. Tennis, it's almost impossible."

The calm words without the slightest emotional ups and downs made the delicate face pale in an instant.With a drooping face, the long and thick eyelashes trembled violently, leaving a deep shadow on the porcelain-like cheeks.The hands lying flat on the knees convulsed under everyone's worried eyes, with shocking veins popping up.

"Shut up, Sadaharu! Don't think that you are a lousy expert and you can talk nonsense. I will find a better doctor than you to treat him and ensure that he can participate in AP." Gritting his teeth, handsome and arrogant His face was ashen, and he looked at the young man with his head bowed and silent with distress, and squeezed out a desperate word from between his teeth.

The cold phoenix eyes were dim, and Tezuka, who had just returned to Japan after the AP regular season, stared at Ryoma for a long time, his thin lips moved, but he couldn't utter a word, and finally turned into a sad sigh, and looked away.

"Damn, isn't there even a chance?" Even the genius was flustered by the sudden announcement of the bad news, his icy blue eyes stared at Qian's black-rimmed glasses that were always backlit, as if Wanting to see something in his eyes, she finally lowered her eyes in disappointment, her slender fingers tightly covering Ryoma's whitish fingertips.

"It's almost impossible." Sighing helplessly, Gan's mood at the moment is not as relaxed as everyone else's.His primary school brother, the proud and talented tennis prince, suddenly suffered such an accident, and everyone is heartbroken.

"Who says it's impossible..." Yukimura, who hadn't spoken all this time, suddenly sneered, wrapping his arms tightly around Ryoma's slender and flexible body, his slender fingers raised that pale and delicate face, and murmured promise-like: " Ryoma, don't forget, I am your doctor, I will make you well, I