[Xingren] Faith

Nioh has always considered himself a man of strong will.

But now he finds that the definition of "firm-willed" also depends on the situation.

For example, facing his boyfriend who has officially dated him for just one month...

Raising his hand to cover his face, Nioh found that he had been doing this movement a bit more frequently recently.

At that time, he was once again (yes, again) helpless and dragged by Yukimura to the tennis club. There was a match of not quite the same strength (did Yukimura really evolve in the U17 training camp?!) It's called "exercise", and once again (although I hate to mention this word) I was sent back to the dormitory after exercising (well, the goodbye kiss at the door has gradually become a habit?).

No, Nioh is not complaining about sports, he likes playing tennis.

he just thinks...

Ever since he agreed to Yukimura's confession, his life has taken a strange direction ==

At the beginning, he also thought about what it would be like to develop from a friend of more than ten years to a lover.

But the facts tell him that other people can't keep up with Yukimura's thinking.

That man's self-confidence is not annoying. You clearly know that he has bad intentions, but you still can't refuse.

Nio later recalled that Yukimura didn't really care what his answer was when he confessed that night.Because in that man's heart, whether he agrees or not, the result is the same.

What a sad fact.

What's even more sad is that their way of getting along has not changed at all, and they are very suitable for "couples".

What does this mean?

Pfft, I seem to have been boiled in warm water for a long time without realizing it...

Covering his face with his hands again, King Ni had a rare reflection: Am I a little stupid for not using my brain for a long time?

Or is it that I have faced people with IQ and EQ far lower than mine in the past few years, so that my sensitivity and responsiveness have deteriorated?

I also dug a lot of holes for Yukimura back then (otherwise I wouldn’t have thought of Yukimura’s anomaly at the beginning as settling accounts).

For example, in the beach strike-up competition before the start of the national team match, when Yukimura used his dream to attract the blonde girl, he used his mental power to interfere, which caused Yukimura to bring back a womanizer man who lost the game and had to eat Akuto rice balls ...

Another example is that after taking a picture of a boy in the same grade confessing to Yukimura, he gave the video to the editorial department of the school magazine, and successfully got the girls in the editorial department to put his name on his derivative works for a year. Front……

Another example is when Yukimura learned from Cinderella's lesson at the Kaihara Festival in high school and wrote a bloodier and more interesting script, when he created a one-two-three incident, Yukimura had to wear women's clothing to perform on stage...

and also……

Counting like this...

Nioh raised his head and felt guilty: Oh, I have caused so much trouble for Yukimura?Why didn't you notice it before?

In any case, the days passed smoothly like this.

Compared with Nioh who seemed passive after losing the opportunity, Yukimura obviously had a much happier life.

Once he has made up his mind, he will not hesitate or back down, so the stubbornness of not looking back after bumping into the south wall is packaged on Yukimura's appearance, only showing tenacity.Emotional problems, of course, can't be called stubbornness, it's good to replace it with persistence.

When Chuchu found out that he liked it, Yukimura didn't intend to say it out loud, because such things were after all against the mainstream of society, and he didn't intend to drag others into the water until it reached a certain level.

But since I said it, or since I had the idea to say it at a certain moment, then the liking has become deep.Accumulating and accumulating, quantitative change to qualitative change is also predictable.

I want to be with him.

I don't know when and where this idea started to germinate, and when it was discovered by Yukimura, it was no longer to the extent that it could be buried casually.

Let's be together then.

This is Yukimura's original intention.

Yukimura can't do such things like silently liking and waiting silently behind his back.

What he would do, that is, when he found out that this relationship had exceeded his expectations, he would drag the other person into the water neatly.

"...Minister, when did you start planning?" Nioh, who was belatedly aware of it, asked this question.

Yukimura raised his head and thought for a while: "When? Not sure."

"...Pfft~" King Ren narrowed his eyes slightly after dragging his voice.

Seeing his expression, Yukimura laughed: "You care so much?"

"I don't really care." Nioh tilted his head and looked at Yukimura from another angle, "I just want to know."

"What about you? You promised so quickly, did you realize that you like me too?" Yukimura asked with a smile.

and also.

Niwang slandered: The use of the word "also" is really natural.

He frowned slightly, and his tone became lower: "It's not so much that I realize that I like you, it's better to realize that no matter what request you make, I don't want to refuse."

It seems that while having the guess "Yukimura might like me", he didn't consider the option of "refusal if he is confessed".

It was unbelievable, for him.

A fraudster who is full of lies is actually very afraid that one day his truth will be completely exposed to another person.

But when facing Yukimura, he will always unknowingly reveal his hidden sincerity.

Habits developed from adolescence continue into adulthood, which will really have terrible consequences.

Nioh thought, he raised his eyes to see Yukimura's reaction.

I met Yukimura's eyes which became deeper.

Even when he was an adult, the man who could still be called "clear and beautiful" reached out and rubbed his hair. The ends of the dyed hair were slightly astringent, but soft to the touch.

Don't want to say no to...?

He has already seen it, such an attitude.

Yukimura raised his brows and said, "I will take such words seriously."

King Ren raised his eyebrows, but didn't answer.

After more than ten years of understanding, Yukimura has a basic judgment on Nioh's words. His attitude is this: take what sounds good to your ear as truth, and what sounds bad to your ear is false.

So when he heard that sentence, he first reflexively felt that this kind of words probably belonged to the category of "sweet talk"?

It's just really pleasing to the ear.

So be it.

The hand behind Nioh's head exerted a slight force, and Yukimura leaned over and put his other hand around Nioh's shoulder.

Nioh, who somewhat expected this result, followed Yukimura's strength and raised his head: "It's true..."

His ending sound disappeared between the touching lips, and the slyness in his eyes was completely suppressed when he raised his eyebrows.

Raising the wristband around Yukimura's neck, Nioh thought to himself while pulling the person towards him, originally thought that Yukimura was a handsome male god, but in fact he was no different from normal men?

One sentence can provoke me, should I be happy, or should I be more vigilant...?

The progress of Yukimura and Nioh's relationship is either fast or slow.

Nioh secretly struggled with the fact that he could kiss and intimacy with a man without any grievances.

He thinks he should have a transition period no matter what?

It was so natural to accept it, and I thought it was pretty good.

Is it the wrong person, or is there something wrong with me?

Such entanglements were quickly put aside by King Ni.

Anyway, no matter whether he is entangled or not, he really thinks...it's pretty good.

Then what are you asking for?

People will grow old if they think too much, Nioh thinks he can be naive for a few more years.In order to achieve this goal, it is clear that many questions do not require deep thinking.

Rather than worrying about why I can accept intimacy with men so easily, it's better to worry about another problem.

...cough, further question.

Nioh felt that his love for Yukimura would probably last for a long time.

Because as the relationship got longer, he was indeed more and more attracted to Yukimura little by little.

Before crossing that line, I didn't feel it. After crossing, many ambiguous attitudes gradually shifted their angles.

Then in this way, they can also consider more in-depth questions?

In fact, Nioh thinks so: Assuming that the two of them will break up in the future... yes, it is just an assumption.Assuming that the two of them will break up in the future, then he hopes to break up with enough memories.

It is enough to try everything, otherwise it is not a relationship.

For example, his first girlfriend, getting along was so dull that he didn’t even go to the movies together, and he didn’t seem to remember whether he held hands or not. Anyway, he never kissed lips (Nioh refused to admit that it was his own problem), As a result, he can't even remember the girl's name and appearance now.

Although Yukimura is an important part of his life even if he doesn't do anything, but if he does...won't he lose money?

No, Nioh didn't think there was anything wrong with his thinking like this.

And he doesn't consider himself a pessimist either.

...presumably as a rainy day?

Yukimura, who let Nioh's wild thoughts, said, let him go.That guy's brain activity has always been very rich, and thinking about something or not can probably give him a sense of security.Anyway, no matter what that guy thinks, says, or does, he has a way to deal with it.

Yukimura is very confident in himself.

Well, the result of letting Nioh's wild thoughts is that Nioh thinks that he and Yukimura can try a deeper contact than kissing.

But how do you say this to Yukimura?

Wouldn't it be frivolous to say something like this after only a month of dating?

Or to prepare ahead of time for something that will happen sooner or later?

...Why on earth am I struggling with this kind of problem here!

Nioh once again raised his hand to cover his face, feeling that he had done this movement too frequently recently!

... something happened to make me make up my mind, or just move things forward?

Niwang thought so.

He soon got his wish.

The author has something to say: I really want to write the v587 written by the fox...

But why is it getting more and more popular ORZ

Obviously the fox wants Su Su to be handsome and cool ORZ

As a result, the entire aura was suppressed by Sachiko the Great Demon King...

In fact, he was just a little unconfident and uncertain, after all, he was facing Yukimura.Fox subconsciously felt that he should be looking up at Yukimura, so there would be a sense of gap.

I am trying to show the entanglement, difficulty and contradiction of the person whose motto is "riding a black and white horse back and forth". Yes, I am talking about the fox ORZ