Bite back

Ming Qi is indeed extremely charming on the bed, Qiu Ge is dumbfounded by every look, every movement, and the astringency overflowing from those eyes seems to be the astringency of someone who can seduce, which is indescribable.

Even knowing he was nothing more than a devil in harmless human skin was intoxicating.

Skins are scary sometimes.

"Okay, I got it, I'll bring you a condom tomorrow." Ming Qi said, grabbing Qiu Ge's hair in retaliation, forcing him to raise his head and let go of his mouth.

Qiu Ge stepped back a little, his blood-stained lips curled up.

Ming Qi reached out his hand to wipe off the blood on his lips, then kissed him lightly and said: "I won't disturb your rest, I'll go first."

He let go of Qiu Ge's hair, helped Qiu Ge clean up, looked at Qiu Ge's eyes half closed, seemed to be looking at himself in confusion, couldn't help smiling, and couldn't hide the satisfaction in his heart.

"Qiu Ge, you will be happier if you understand each other, do you understand now?"

Qiu Ge hummed, her misty eyes trembled, then closed, and fell asleep with her head tilted.

Ming Qi stared at him for a while, felt that there was nothing wrong, then turned and left, and wrote observation records in Qiu Ge's medical record as usual before leaving.

Qiu Ge was indeed sleepy. Although he intentionally showed this fragile appearance in front of Ming Qi, he was really exhausted, so he used his tricks and continued to lower Ming Qi's vigilance so that his plan could continue. .

After sleeping until the afternoon, Qiu Ge was blindfolded and found that Xu Zhou had returned and was doing his homework.

Qiu Ge called him hoarsely, "Xu Zhou?"

Xu Zhou was frowning, looking at the exercise book with a twisted face, he was stunned for a moment, then turned his head and said, "Well, what are you doing?"

"I want to drink."

Xu Zhou groaned, keeping his eyes on the exercise book, stood up and said, "I also brought fried rice, do you want to eat it?"

Qiu Ge smacked his mouth, "Eat, I'm starving to death."

"Wait a minute, I'll heat it up." Xu Zhou handed Qiu Ge a glass of water.

Qiu Ge paused for a moment, then raised his head and drank it all, then looked at Xu Zhou again.

Xu Zhou hadn't turned his head yet, seeing him like this, felt a little helpless, so he simply found a bottle of mineral water for him from his bag.

Qiu Ge took the mineral water, and the corners of his mouth curled up almost inaudibly, revealing a weird smile.

Xu Zhou didn't see it, and went to heat up the meal on his own.

This is something from Xu Zhou's shop. He warmed up briefly and turned to look at Qiu Ge. Seeing that he was not moving, he relaxed a little. He raised his hand and saw that the mineral water beside Qiu Ge hadn't taken a few sips, so he asked, "What are you doing?" Not thirsty anymore?"

Qiu Ge shook his head, and took the food, "No, I don't have any water to drink at night, it's hard, so I'll save it for the night."

Xu Zhou's hands paused slightly, but his face remained unchanged, and he said, "All right, eat quickly."

Qiu Ge picked up the spoon, scooped up a large spoonful of rice and put it into his mouth, muttered while chewing: "Well, it's delicious, it's not usually this kind of fried rice, isn't it all bread? Could it be you made?"

Xu Zhou nodded.

"The craftsmanship is good." Qiu Ge smiled, "In the future, you can open your own restaurant."

Seeing him, Xu Zhou's eyes instantly became gentle, probably because he liked Qiu Ge's overtures, and said casually, "What are you driving? I can't."

"If you don't work hard, how do you know it won't work?" Qiu Ge replied with chicken soup.

Surprisingly, Xu Zhou didn't dislike this sentence, but was a little dazed. After a while, he suddenly said, "I'm sorry."

Qiu Ge's spoon didn't stop, nor did he raise his head, he just continued to eat, "What? Guilt for helping people like Ming Qi to imprison me?"

"Ming Qi..." Xu Zhou suddenly felt Qiu Ge's ridicule, and touched the back of his neck with some discomfort, "He is actually a very special person, although he is very scary."

When Qiu Ge heard Xu Zhou mention Ming Qi, he suddenly stopped eating, raised his head to look into Xu Zhou's eyes, and did not relax at all, "What do you say?"

Xu Zhou hesitated and said, "He hasn't killed anyone yet."

The moment his voice fell, Qiu Ge felt the blood rushing from his heart to his limbs, his fingertips were trembling, and his body became very heavy. In the endless darkness, no matter how hard he ran, he could not find an exit. , as if a beam of silver light appeared quietly, illuminating the darkness.

That person, who can override the lives of others, is ultimately bound by social morality and sucks for oxygen.

Ming Qi is just an ordinary human being.

Qiu Ge suppressed the excitement in his heart and asked, "Then why did you follow him? How did you know him?"

Xu Zhou didn't hide anything, and seemed to have found an outlet. He looked at Qiu Ge with compassionate eyes, and firmly believed that he could not survive.

"I was his first prey. I found him. He didn't want to kill me, so he raised me." Xu Zhou pulled up his sleeves, "He made it all here. He cut a lot of me with a knife like this. He will give me 1000 yuan for every cut, I don’t think it’s bad, I can get rich by helping him.”

Qiu Ge was silent for a while, and roughly guessed their relationship, domination and obedience.

To put it simply, Ming Qi is playing a game, a game of projective identification.

People immersed in this kind of game will be more eager to establish an intimate relationship than ordinary people, but they cannot see the real existence of the other party in the intimate relationship. They only pay attention to whether the other party treats themselves as they wish and treats themselves in the way they desire

To put it another way, Ming Qi, who plays this game, only longs for Xu Zhou to project his own approval.

A person like Ming Qi seems to care about Xu Zhou, but in fact what he cares about is the illusion he projects on Xu Zhou. He will induce Xu Zhou or force Xu Zhou to treat him in the way he desires, and Xu Zhou, as a He is blind to the existence of a separate person, he neither cares about what he thinks nor refuses to really know.

Xu Zhou will only be satisfied if he does things in the way Ming Qi desires, and he will not be satisfied with any other ways.

In the game of projective identification between the two of them, Ming Qi actually hides a threatening message of "you must do this, or..." to ensure that their relationship will not be out of balance, so Xu Zhou will help Ming Qi hunt like this again and again, and completely obey this The demonic Mingqi, begging for intimacy and Mingqi's approval.

Qiu Ge thought for a long time, and in getting along with Ming Qi, he had the impression that Ming Qi did have unconscious dominance behavior, and he used this as a means to control everyone to achieve the goal of self-satisfaction, but through what Xu Zhou just said, then Qiu Ge knew that even though Ming Qi was terrifying, he was still conducting experiments at this stage, and he had never actually killed anyone.

In this way, everything is back to the starting point, the war between the two of them has been reshuffled, and the almost invisible advantage is on Qiu Ge's side.

After a while, Qiu Ge asked in a deep voice, "Then am I the real first prey now?"

Xu Zhou didn't answer him immediately, but looked at Qiu Ge with pity again, "Well, the first one."

Qiu Ge nodded, "Got it."

Next, Qiu Ge ate as usual. After a few mouthfuls, he heard the sound of the door opening, followed by a series of footsteps. Kai is back.

Ming Qi didn't say that he would come back, Xu Zhou was also a little surprised, but didn't ask further.

It's just that Ming Qi is carrying a convenience store bag in his hand, which contains sandwiches, bread, and a bottle of milk.

Qiu Ge saw clearly, but didn't raise his head, and finished his meal with a dull head.

Ming Qi stood at the door, staring at Qiu Ge for a long time, and finally put the bag on the ground without saying anything.

After Qiu Ge finished eating, he raised his head and handed the bowl to Xu Zhou, and said with a smile, "It's over!"

Xu Zhou took the bowl silently, glanced secretly at Ming Qi beside him, saw that his expression had not changed, he breathed out and said, "Then you come, I will leave."

"Yes." Ming Qi turned his head and laughed.

Xu Zhou was startled, and ran away in a panic holding his things.

Qiu Ge couldn't help shouting: "Xu Zhou, I want to eat this fried rice tomorrow too."

Before Xu Zhou could reply, Ming Qi spoke up and asked with a smile, "Do you like eating so much?"

Qiu Ge pointed to the things in Ming Qi's back pocket and said, "It's much more delicious than what you took."

Ming Qi suddenly laughed, "That's true."

Qiu Ge was a little absent-minded, and was still thinking about what Xu Zhou said about Ming Qi. Although he could use this to infer some things about Ming Qi's past, it was not accurate, because people like Ming Qi were always performing .

Ming Qi stretched out his hand to hold Qiu Ge's hand, "Is it cold?"

Qiu Ge snorted, "It's a bit cold during the day."

Ming Qi nodded, but did not let go of Qiu Ge's hand, "I brought some condoms."

Qiu Ge's palm was warmed by Ming Qiwen, and he broke free until he was sweating a little, and said, "Where is it?"

Ming Qi withdrew his hand, took out a box of strawberry spiral pattern condoms that Qiu Ge bought earlier from his pocket, and handed it to Qiu Ge.

Qiu Ge looked at the box of condoms and was in a daze for a moment. He turned his head and looked out the window, feeling a strange feeling.

He couldn't describe it.

"Have you tried it before?" Ming Qi asked again.

Qiu Ge suppressed the strange feeling in his heart, nodded and said: "I tried it, but it doesn't work. It's too thick. It's not as easy to use as the ultra-thin one."

Ming Qi moved closer to him, "Understood, I will bring the ultra-thin one tomorrow."

Qiu Ge nodded subconsciously.

Ming Qi smiled, hooked Qiu Ge's lips, and kissed it, as if he didn't mind the spicy fried rice he had just eaten.

For a moment, Qiu Ge felt his face was numb and stiff. He wanted to ridicule Ming Qi, but the corners of his mouth moved and he didn't say it. He swallowed what he wanted to say, because Ming Qi's expression was too gentle.

Just like the appearance of Ming Qi when he first saw him.

Qiu Ge is conflicted in his heart and knows his dislike, but he is always attracted. Fortunately, he is a rational person, but also an indifferent person.

"I just had garlic in my meal."

Ming Qi touched Qiu Ge's face, "I don't care."

Qiu Ge asked: "Then what do you care about? My life?"

Ming Qi looked at him and nodded, "I care about your life."

"Then how long is it?" Qiu Ge looked at Ming Qi, they had just met and knew nothing about each other, Ming Qi's birth, growth, and changes, a 30-year-old adult man, lived so long and so many years.

He doesn't understand Ming Qi, and now he wants to try his best to understand him, but he just finds his weakness. If he is out of such an environment, will he still be willing to understand Ming Qi?Or do you just want to enjoy having sex with him?

The answer is yes, Qiu Ge understands his indifference, his indifference to everything.

While he was thinking, Ming Qi answered Qiu Ge's questions all the time. He turned his head, looked at the gradually darkening sky outside the window, and said, "Actually, I don't know how long you asked me. In fact, I can't say what time has been set. , that is, when I can't bear it, I can do it, and I hope that during this time, you will always be by my side."

Qiu Ge's heart skipped a beat, before he could say anything.

Ming Qi approached him suddenly, grabbed his hand with great force, and suffered from pain, and then said word by word in front of his eyes: "I won't let you go until you die."

The author has something to say: part of the psychological knowledge in this chapter is borrowed from Teacher Wu Zhihong's "Why Love Hurts People"