the wind is also you

Yes, it will definitely rain tonight. "

Shen Qian responded, and casually put the broom in the corner.

Yang Chen probably wanted to go out. He changed his clothes, and his stubbled face was cleaned up. He looked a few years younger.

When he went out, he saw Shen Qian in the yard with a smile on his face, and Shen Qian could see the embarrassment in that smile.

People are animals of memory, no one can pretend that nothing happened, even if three years have passed, for Shen Qian, he would dream about this event every day for the past three years.

But elders are elders after all, Shen Qian still nodded: "Uncle."

Yang Chen probably didn't expect Shen Qian to say uncle, his Chinese face was stiff, and he quickly reacted and stroked his smooth chin and said, "Hey, I woke up so early, I didn't sleep much."

Shen Qian said lightly: "I can't sleep."

This seems to be stuck here, Yang Chen didn't know what to answer, he glanced at Shen Qian, then at the yard, and talked about the topic forcefully: "Young people can't sleep, I'm old I just fell asleep, and the snoring sounded..."

Shen Qian hummed, looking like he was about to enter the room, Yang Chen stepped aside and stood by the door to look at him, when Shen Qian passed by him, Yang Chen wrinkled his nose, and suddenly said to his back: "Are you still here?" Remember that?"

His voice was neither soft nor heavy, and it happened that only Shen Qian heard it. Grandma was still cleaning up the dishes in the kitchen, Yang Ziming was sitting on the sofa playing games with mic, and the room was silent.

Yang Chen watched him stop, smiled wryly, and said: "You remember... I couldn't control it at the time, and I didn't have any worries when I spoke... You were a child at the time, so I just talked about you. This is uncle's fault."

Shen Qian thought it was ridiculous, especially ridiculous.

He didn't look back: "Let's leave it at that, I don't want to talk about it."

"Shen Qian, if you still blame uncle, uncle will pay you now." Yang Chen took a few steps forward, and could see Shen Qian clenched his fists.

"Uncle." Shen Qian breathed a sigh of relief, and turned his head to look at his face, "I have no right to comment on elders, just like my dead brother, no one has the right to say anything about him, let alone bring out his affairs to curse anyone."

Yang Chen couldn't speak, his face became more and more embarrassing, he stood still, the grandma in the kitchen heard the movement, she put down the bowl and came out, Yang Ziming paused with his hands, and didn't say anything.

"Qianqian..." Grandma called him softly.

Shen Qian took a deep breath, his irritability burst out like a seed in his heart, and he became more and more restless. The anger that had been suffocating all this time could finally be restrained: "Uncle, you shouldn't ask me if I forgive you, you should ask Xiao Ning , you should ask him."

It wasn't Shen Qian who was being talked about, but Shen Zining who was brought up even after his death!It was his own brother, the child who died when he was only eight years old.

Grandma sensed that the atmosphere was not right, she stepped forward and pulled Shen Qian's arm and said, "You are old, and grandma knows you will remember, but your uncle..."

"I know." Shen Qian loosened his fist, "He is my uncle, my elder." So no matter how angry he is, he can't offend anyone, he can't speak rudely, and he can't blame his elders, because elders are elders, what do elders do? , are reasonable.

"I'm tired." Shen Qian turned and walked out the door, leaving a sentence, "Go for a walk."

Yang Chen hasn't spoken since just now. He hung his head like a child who made mistakes. When Shen Qian left, he said dryly, "Mom... I'll go back first, and I'll come back after the Chinese New Year."

Grandma didn't nod or shake her head, she just stood there for a while, unable to say what was right or wrong, turned around and went into the kitchen again.

Yang Ziming turned off his phone and said to Yang Chen, "Dad, I'll go to Dongcheng with you."

"Don't you still have classes?" Yang Chen calmed down, "I remember that you will not be on vacation for more than a month."

Yang Ziming looked at his father's sallow face full of grooves and wrinkles like the surface of the wind, he looked down at the phone and said: "Finally, it's all for review, and it's useless after learning, so I will Let's go out with you."

Yang Chen thought for a while, then lifted the bag at the door and said, "Okay, I need to ask your teacher for leave first."

……

Shen Qian was wandering aimlessly on the road, he was wearing a down jacket, there was still a gust of wind coming in from nowhere, it was chilly, the moisture in the air stuck to his skin, he couldn't help his teeth chattering from the cold.

The street lights on the main road are hung with fiery red strips, twisting like snakes in the cold wind, which looks a little funny.

Shen Qian picked up a stone on the ground and threw it at the red strip, but missed, the stone fell on the flower bed, scratching the layer of frost on the leaves, it seems that the cold is really cold, the cold in the south seems to be at night Arrived, and then slowly revealed from the morning.

He put his hand back into his pocket and reached for his phone.

It seems that I haven't seen Li Huai'an for some days.

He looked at the fork in front of him, there was a small sign standing there, and Qiao Si Road was to the left, where Li Huaian lived.

Only after Jiang Ping's funeral was held that time did he realize that a person's death can be taken lightly like this, and even the last step of the final chapter of life is only present with a caregiver and a stranger.

When Li Huaian hugged him and cried, he was not at all as cool as usual.

Unknowingly, he came to Qiaosi Road, Shen Qian passed Malatang, and saw Zhang Qing was arguing with a group of people in the shop, the voice was slightly noisy, and could be heard through the glass door.Zhang Qing's red hair was dyed pink and green again, and he was gesticulating with his hands.

"Don't give me nonsense... We don't care about the guests..."

Opposing Zhang Qing was a man in a chef's uniform. He was obviously more excited than Zhang Qing, and spit and scolded: "I'm...you know what the hell you did..."

Zhang Qing was not happy anymore, he puffed his chest and stared at him and scolded: "Don't you fucking make trouble for me! I will admit what I said, and no one will force me to admit what I didn't say. You reflect on what you did It's up to you!"

"You didn't say? You didn't say they could say that? Do you think I'm stupid? Ah??"

……

Shen Qian can probably understand that it seems to be a business conflict. The male chef is the manager of the spicy hot pot shop on the opposite road. He feels that his business has not been good recently because Zhang Qing has spread rumors with customers that the ingredients he sells are not fresh.

The more they quarreled, the more excited they became, and there was a tendency to fight.

Shen Qian took out the Bluetooth headset from his pocket and put it on. After he walked a few steps, he heard the sound of something smashing to the ground behind him, followed by the sound of glass breaking, and people began to surround him.

"It's almost Chinese New Year, why can't you talk about it, don't do it..."

"Yo, there was a fight."

"Look what's going on here..."

It was only then that Shen Qian realized that he hadn't clicked on his song, so he took out his phone and played a song casually. Soon the noise in his ears was replaced by the music, and his depression gradually settled down with the melodious music.

The author has something to say: I need to collect/(ㄒoㄒ)/~~

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Finally, he reached the downstairs of Li Huai'an's house. The door was closed tightly. He knew he couldn't push it open, but he still walked over and pushed it tentatively.

Sure enough, I couldn't push it away.

The feeling of being unspeakable came back again, and it happened before. In school, a person quietly brushed the questions, and sometimes he became irritable when there was nothing wrong, such as accidentally knocking off the front desk. He took out the pencil case, and the back table accidentally touched him.

The smoldering fire in the bottom of my heart made me unable to breathe.

But it can't happen again.

He scratched his hair and was about to leave when the door opened suddenly.

Li Huai'an was wearing light gray pajamas, he looked like he had just woken up, his hair was a little fluffy, his eyes were sleepy, and those pretty Ruifeng eyes were a little swollen now.

When he saw Shen Qian at the door, he was obviously taken aback, and unconsciously clenched the hand holding the doorknob.

Shen Qian considered his words for a while, and spoke after a while: "Are you awake?"

After he finished speaking, he regretted it. Are you awake?you're awake?Those who didn't know thought he was waiting downstairs last night for Li Huai'an to wake up...

Shen Qian automatically closed his mouth when the water splashed out.

Li Huaian stretched his arms, stretched his limbs stiffly, and said to Shen Qian who was at the door: "Why don't you come in and have a meeting."

The two looked at each other, it was quite cold outside, with gusts of wind, but Shen Qian was fine, wearing a coat.

Li Huai'an was only wearing thin pajamas, and his calves shivered from the cold.

Shen Qian hesitated, let's go, it's not good, let's not go, it's a bit weird, standing at the door hesitating, Li Huai'an's mind was blurred by the cold wind, he stomped his feet and walked in, Li Huai'an Quickly shut the cold air out of the door.

"Would you like some hot water?" Li Huai'an asked after him.

Shen Qian shook his head, and sat down at a random place. The room was different from before. It was hard to say what was different. The most obvious thing was that the stickers on the wall were torn off, and there were still paintings by Xiao Tang before.Thinking of Xiao Tang, he knew that the village committee had taken Xiao Tang away, saying that Li Huaian was fighting every day and was unable to raise a child.

The table was wiped clean, as if it hadn't been eaten.

Shen Qian touched the tip of his cold nose, and looked at the back of Li Huai'an pouring boiling water. He was tall, with slippers on his feet, and his dark gray pajamas were loosely supported by his wide frame. Seen from behind, there was a kind of fragile coquettish.

After Li Huaian poured the water glass, he moved to the table, put the water glass in front of Shen Qian, and looked at him.

Shen Qian said thank you, picked up the water glass and took a sip.

"How did you come to my place?" Li Huai'an asked casually.

"See how you are preparing." Shen Qian said, "I can give you some suggestions, some basic information."

Li Huaian let out an oh, and naturally sat next to Shen Qian. He opened the phone page and handed it to Shen Qian.

On the screen are three thousand words in English.

Shen Qian looked at his user record on the left, showing that he had memorized more than 100 words.

He was a little surprised: "Is it so fast these days?"

"That's not true." Li Huai'an smiled, "I've been sitting at home all day long, and I slept a little longer."

Shen Qian admired him a lot, after all, a junior high school dropout has not forgotten the phonetic symbols after so many years.

Li Huai'an unconsciously approached Shen Qian, pointing to the bottom of the screen next to him: "This is my goal, fifty words a day."

Shen Qian said, "You don't have to fight like that."

"It's not hard work, it's much easier than hard work." To be honest, he was out picking up couriers all day, running takeaways, keeping accounts and collecting money, all of which were more troublesome than memorizing vocabulary.

Shen Qian felt the same way, although he hadn't done any physical work himself, the truth was true.

"Let me send you all the previous materials, so that you can learn something along with it." Shen Qian took out his mobile phone from his pocket and dug out some materials.Li Huai'an looked at him sideways, lost in thought.

Shen Qian looks like a pampered skin, his face is fair without any blemishes, his skin that can be broken by blows penetrates into his collar like a white python, and his half-exposed collarbone can be vaguely seen, but his eyebrows are sharp and thin. Lips straight nose, a standard handsome young man.

A strange emotion entangled with those words in memory, turned into a seed, and germinated in the bottom of my heart... Li Huai'an didn't know what was going on with him either.

He didn't hear what Shen Qian was saying, but seeing the other party looking at him, Shen Qian's eyes were suspicious: "What are you looking at?"

"No." Li Huaian rubbed his wrist, "What did you just say?"

"I said I sent you the information." Shen Qian showed him the phone screen, "In WeChat, there are a total of three files, and there are categories in them. You can find them yourself."

"Thank you." Li Huai'an looked at the document sent by WeChat.

"You're welcome, it's good if you think about it." Shen Qian put away the phone and said, "What I said earlier is true."

Children and old people are not deceiving, genuine goods at a fair price.

Li Huaian smiled slightly: "At that time, I didn't even think that it was you who came to comfort me." To be honest, he was very irritable at that time. Zhang Qing, Ying Zi, and Brother Tong all came to persuade him, but he refused to accept it. Their advice, yelling at them to go away, he just wanted to be alone.

His most vulnerable side was quietly hiding in the corner, and those people really left.

When Shen Qian came in, he was quite surprised, and then replaced it with anger. When he called Shen Qian to get out, he could almost predict that the other party would punch him and leave, but unexpectedly, Shen Qian did not After leaving, he hugged him instead, and said such words to him, the solid psychological defenses were defeated, and he easily showed his most vulnerable side in front of Shen Qian.

It was a little bit embarrassing, but when I think about it, I am very moved. At that time, the elders were still feeling aggrieved and unable to vent. This venting was all given to Shen Qian.

Shen Qian understands his feelings, everyone has a vulnerable side, and he himself is no exception.

He was very lucky to meet Li Huai'an, a very genuine person.

"It's not difficult for an adult to take the self-examination. If you come up with this place, you just need to work hard." Shen Qian found his previous grades for him, and looking at the bright red numbers on it, Li Huai'an was silent.

"I'll help you later when I have time."

Shen Qian smiled,

This was the first time Li Huaian saw Shen Qian smiling at him.

If he doesn't smile, it's like thin snow and jade, but when he smiles, it's like the sky and the earth are bright.

"What do you mean?" Li Huai'an didn't quite believe it, "Come to my house to help me study in the future?"

"Ah."

……

"Then don't go back on your word."

"As for it." Shen Qian looked at Li Huaian's hook finger with disgust, and he hooked it compromised: "Okay."

some days passed...

Yingzi came to Qiao Silu with a bag of fruits and melon seeds. He put on new clothes. It seemed that the weather was getting colder and colder, and his white breath could be seen in the air with naked eyes.

When he reached the downstairs of Li Huai'an, he yelled upstairs, "Brother Li!"

After a while, a head poked out from the window: "You come up."

It was Li Huai'an who spoke. He still had a pen in his hand. After shouting, he turned and returned to the edge of the table. Shen Qian sat beside him looking for materials for him, and asked casually, "Who?"

"Yingzi, I'm here to deliver food. In the afternoon, I have to go out to buy some things and send a few aunts. They often take care of Xiao Tang. I also want to return some gifts to thank you." Li Huaian turned to the next new word, and he put The book moved to Shen Qian's side: "How to read this."

Shen Qian glanced at it and said, "Didn't I teach you the phonetic symbols? Try reading it yourself."

Li Huai'an hesitated for a moment, then stuttered and read: "Uh, it's so special..."

"What part of speech?"

"vt, is a transitive verb."

"how to use?"

"A noun can be added after adopt to represent what to adopt."

Shen Qian asked seriously: "For example?"

"For example, adopt advice, or you can also say Toadoptanorphan..." Li Huai'an was stunned suddenly after saying this, a trace of unnaturalness flashed across his face.

Seeing the loneliness in his eyes, Shen Qian took out the book in his hand and said: "It's okay, he looks like a good student in junior high school, English is not difficult, just memorize it honestly, follow the textbook, there is nothing difficult, a lot People don't spend their time, but they call those who spend time geniuses, academic masters..." Shen Qian patted him on the shoulder: "You will soon become a scholarly master."

Li Huai'an smiled: "I'm exaggerating, I'm only at junior high school level, and there's still a long way to go."

He still has to make up for the two years of the second and third years of junior high school, and the three years of high school. There are so many things to learn.

Shen Qian snorted: "You don't need to be polite to me at this time, aren't you good at mathematics? I think you are very fast in science. The last time I gave you a test paper, it was Yang Ziming's imitation from the third year of their school. It took you only half a month to get the test paper, and you did quite well in the test."

Although junior high school mathematics is simple, after all, people who haven't studied mathematics for a long time can score 110 points in the mock paper of the third year of junior high school in half a month. Shen Qian still has to admit that Li Huai'an has two brushes.

Li Huaian elbowed Shen Qian and raised his eyebrows: "Tell me, what major should I choose in the future?"

Shen Qian retracted his arms slightly, and said without moving his face: "You choose yourself, you still have to ask me about this?"

Li Huai'an made fun of himself, turned his pen in his hand and said, "How about I also major in finance?" Although there seems to be no good major in junior college, you can also choose a major similar to finance.

Shen Qian's heart moved slightly, and his eyelashes trembled: "Do you like finance?"

The corner of Li Huaian's mouth curled up, he clicked his tongue, and said in a very low voice: "Stupid..."

Before Shen Qian could hear what he was muttering, Yingzi pushed open the door. He looked at the two people in the room who were very close together, and his face was slightly unhappy, but he still carried a big bag of food and put it on the table and said : "Brother Li, my mother told you to come to my house for dinner at night."

Shen Qian turned the pages of the book silently, rubbing the corners of the pages with silent fingers, Li Huai'an looked at the pile of food on the table, and said, "I'll go, why are you being so polite? I'll go to your house tonight Yes, I haven't bought anything for my aunt yet."

Yingzi saw the textbooks in their hands, and asked in surprise, "Brother Li, are you reading?"

"That's right." Li Huaian patted Shen Qian's shoulder triumphantly, and rubbed it inadvertently: "This is my elder brother."

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Shen Qian bowed his head and flipped through the book: "Don't talk poorly, memorize the vocabulary of this unit first."

"Brother Li, is this your plan?" Ying Zi asked.

"Take the adult self-examination." Shen Qian said before speaking for Li Huai'an, "I'm going to take him to take the adult self-examination."

……

Ying Zi met Shen Qian's gaze, and he concealed his displeasure: "That's good, that's good." Then he turned to Li Huai'an and said, "Brother Li, I can also lend you my book."

Li Huaian smiled: "You read your own, and Shen Qian is here to help me, so there is no need to waste your books."

Shen Qian felt that these words were strange, he frowned and looked at Li Huai'an, Li Huai'an didn't pay attention to his expression at all, and greeted Ying Zi: "You sit first, I'll get you an apple to eat."

Ying Zi hurriedly said: "No need, just remember to come to dinner tonight." How could he stay in the same room as Shen Qian...

Li Huai'an saw that he was leaving, so he took two apples for him: "All right, then I'll go there later, be careful on the way."

Ying Zi held the glowing red apple and nodded: "Okay, Brother Li, then I'll go."

After Ying Zi left, Shen Qian always felt unhappy in his heart, and couldn't tell what was wrong, so he said without any trouble: "You talk a lot."

Li Huai'an was closing the door, and he was a little dull when he heard this: "Huh?"

"Hurry up and recite the vocabulary, you are going to eat at night, what can you recite." Shen Qian pulled out the vocabulary list.

After sitting down, Li Huai'an said, "Brother, can't you hear the polite words? It's useless to recommend you."

If he refuses, Ying Zi may ask him for a long time, why not agree first, then give someone a gift and leave, how can he stay for dinner, and besides, he will go to the village committee to see Xiao Tang later.

The unhappiness in his heart dissipated, and Shen Qian nodded with satisfaction: "Well, hurry up and recite."

Li Huai'an rode a motorcycle to the big shopping mall in the center of Nanyuan, bought some daily necessities, and bought a few boxes of milk and fruit. When he came back, the car stopped under Shen Qian's building, and Nini yelled at the door. Get up, wagging tail excitedly.

Yang Ziming asked for leave in advance and went to Dongcheng with Yang Chen, only Shen Qian heard the sound of the car downstairs, got up and looked downstairs.

Li Huaian waved at him like a peacock spreading its tail: "Shen Qian, come down."

Shen Qian didn't want to go down. He was just about to go home to read a book and take a rest when this kid started looking for trouble again.

"What are you doing?" Shen Qian put his hands on the balcony and looked at him with a leisurely expression.

Li Huai'an showed his small canine teeth, and gave him a handsome smile: "Come down, hurry up!"

He was in a hurry, Shen Qian clicked his tongue, reluctantly changed his shoes and went out. As soon as he opened the door, Li Huaian said excitedly: "I just found a good place."

"what?"

"I'll take you to see that good place first, and then we'll go to see it at night." Li Huaian patted the back seat, raised his eyebrows and raised his chin, looking like a child proud of himself.

Shen Qian lightly punched him on the chin: "Why don't you memorize the words?"

Li Huaian waited for Shen Qian to sit down before he started the car. On the way, Shen Qian could see his uncontrollable smile from the rearview mirror.

He didn't know where this bastard had found, and he was so excited, but when Li Huaian turned the car and drove towards Ying Zi's house, Shen Qian recognized the road, and he patted Li Huai'an from behind: " Where are you taking me, playing with me?"

"After delivering the things to Ying Zi's house, I'll take you to see it." Li Huaian had a thick face, no matter what Shen Qian's expression was behind him, he stepped on the accelerator and drove to the door of Ying Zi's house.

Yingzi was sweeping the floor at the door, and when she saw the two people on the motorcycle, her face turned dark again.

His hand holding the broom froze in place: "Brother Li?"

Li Huai'an brought a box of milk and fruit and put it at the door, just as his mother came out, she saw the two handsome boys at the door, and said happily: "Huai'an! Come in for dinner, this is your friend Right? Come in together!" Auntie warmly greeted Shen Qian.

Li Huai'an waved his hand: "I don't want to eat anymore, I will go to see Xiao Tang later, this is a small gift for you."

"Look at you! What else do you bring when you come here?" Ying Zi's mother wanted to stuff the milk back. Li Huai'an was really not good at this kind of folk-friendly humility, so he simply stuffed the milk and fruit to the dazed Ying Zi's hands , and then pulled Shen Qian quickly, the two did not give each other any chance to speak, they pulled the accelerator, and the speed was full.

Shen Qian slowed down for a while, then smiled in the back seat: "Damn it, awesome, it's the first time you see a pushover, and you deal with it quite decisively."

Li Huai'an smiled, seeing Shen Qian happy, he hesitated to speak, some words stuck in his throat, he wanted to say many times, but every time he saw Shen Qian's face, he couldn't speak.

It would be considered a pervert... Li Huai'an unconsciously tightened his grip on the handlebar.

He has been dreaming these days.

Dreaming of weird things... For example, dreaming of Shen Qian... dreaming of him kissing Shen Qian... Thinking of this, the picture flashed, making him tremble with fright, and the car shook slightly.

Shen Qian cursed and said, "Your driving skills have regressed."

"Really?" He asked absent-mindedly, Shen Qian sensed that Li Huai'an seemed to have something on his mind, so he didn't speak any more.

Since Jiang Ping's death, he tried not to mention sensitive topics in front of him, and tried not to let Li Huai'an think of bad things. This is the only thing he can do as a friend.

The car stopped at the gate of the village committee. Shen Qian hadn't seen Xiao Tang for a long time. He saw the little guy having fun with Aunt Zhang.

Xiao Tang heard the sound of a motorcycle at the courtyard gate, so she froze in place, watching Li Huai'an at the gate motionless.

Li Huaian stood beside Shen Qian and said, "You go."

Shen Qian looked at him: "Aren't you going to hug her? It's been a long time." He knew that Li Huai'an always hid nearby and looked at Xiao Tang from a distance. Since Xiao Tang was adopted by the villagers, Li Huai'an It can be regarded as having no legal relationship with Xiao Tang.

A gangster who has just turned [-] can't take care of a five-year-old child. Not only Li Huaian himself thinks so, but everyone in the village thinks so.

Li Huaian pinched the bridge of his nose, and took a step back: "No, let her be so happy, she won't think of bad things without seeing me."

On the day of Jiang Ping's death, many people surrounded his house. Xiao Tang didn't know what happened. He had never seen this scene. He kept crying for his mother. With the noise coming from all directions, he finally couldn't bear it anymore, and shouted at everyone: "Get out!"

Xiao Tang was frightened, Li Huai'an didn't realize that he had frightened the child, he stretched out his hand to hug her, Xiao Tang screamed in fear, he stared blankly at the way Xiao Tang hid behind... It's like being gouged out...

In the end, Xiao Tang was taken away by the village committee. Aunt Zhang who took care of Xiao Tang advised Li Huai'an to think about it, not to visit the child in the near future, and to give the child some time to relax.

He can bear those memories alone.

……

Shen Qian walked over to the little guy, Xiao Tang stared at Shen Qian timidly with big eyes, she turned her head suddenly and squeezed into Aunt Zhang's arms: "Aunt~ I'm afraid~"

Shen Qian paused.

Aunt Zhang looked at him and said shyly, "The child has been affected too much... I dare not see people now... If you come back in a while, maybe you will get acquainted with him."

Shen Qian looked at Xiao Tang who was huddled in Aunt Zhang's arms, he was speechless with downcast eyes, stood for a while, and then said dryly: "Then I will come next time."

Aunt Zhang nodded, she looked at Shen Qian's leaving back, shook her head and sighed, Li Huai'an, who was standing by the corner over there, had no expression on his face, when Shen Qian came out, he said, "Let's go."

Along the way is speechless.

No one will mention anything about that day... People are best at avoiding things that they don't want to face.

The same is true for Li Huai'an, and the same is true for Shen Qian.

After driving for a while, we finally arrived at the place Li Huaian mentioned, which was a flat-roofed house under the dam at the foot of the mountain.

Shen Qian didn't understand the meaning of this place.

Li Huai'an led him up the narrow stairs to the second floor, where the cold wind was blowing. Shen Qian stood on the platform of the flat-roofed room, looking at the scene at the foot of the mountain, he suddenly understood why This place is called a good place.

This house is built on the mountainside, and there are streets and lanes all the way down. From here, you can almost watch the fireworks in the distance.

The city is full of human taste, all converged in the eyes.

Li Huai'an said proudly, "How about it, not bad."

"It's okay, when did you find out that you can see the whole town from this place?"

"some days ago."

He turned his head to look at the town in front of him, opened his arms and closed his eyes, letting the winter wind blow across his cheeks.

A few days ago, he couldn't sleep, so he wandered around alone at night. When he came here, he found such a small dilapidated building built on the side of a hill. When he climbed to the flat roof on the second floor, he could still see the scenery of the whole town. It's really cool to vent out.

It actually looks better at night.

Shen Qian walked to the railing and held onto the railing, it was really cold, the cold feeling rushed from the palm of his hand to his heart, but it was very refreshing.

"Shen Qian." Li Huai'an's voice behind him was different from usual, he called his name in a low voice, mustering up great courage.

Shen Qian turned around and looked at him.

"Come here at night." He clenched his right fist at him, and suddenly opened his fingers, "biu~ There will be fireworks tonight."

Shen Qian was dumbfounded, and said with a smile: "What the hell, it's still biu~" Although he was disgusted, he couldn't help but also made such a gesture, and couldn't help laughing after finishing it: "Tsk, it's not mainstream enough, I like."

Then the two made fun of each other like a child for making ugly fireworks.But they are healing each other in their own way.

Shen Qian has no feelings for fireworks. After all, he has lived in Linping since he was a child. The city of Linping has strict management, and fireworks are not allowed. For the New Year, he can basically just make do with eating at home and watching TV.

But Li Huaian's kindness, he didn't want to refuse.

Look at the fireworks and you won't lose a piece of meat.

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After dinner in the evening, I went to the platform on the second floor as promised. The sprawling sparks of the town at night are really beautiful, but Shen Qian couldn't find Li Huai'an, so he was surprised where he went.The wind on the roof is very cool, and at a glance, the city is full of fireworks and lights, and every family is praying in the house for a happy blessing for the year that has not yet arrived.

Just like a dream in the world, Shen Qian looked at everything in front of him with great emotion, he sat down idly, and was just about to take out his mobile phone and ask Li Huai'an where he went.

Suddenly a head poked out from the railing, and then Shen Qian saw Li Huai'an, whose hair was tousled by the wind, was holding up the tree flower. He smiled brightly and shouted at him: "Shen Qian! Show me!"

In an instant, the tree flowers swirled and wiped the ground, splashing a circle of bright sparks, sparks radiating in all directions, gorgeous gold powder like a fairy tale, the night sky seemed to be brightened, it was so unbelievably beautiful.

The wind was blowing by my ears, and almost someone could see it in the distance, a circle of golden sparks flying up on the high platform... It burst out wantonly, like a teenager's smile, extremely gorgeous.

Shen Qian was stunned, he had never seen fireworks so close, it turned out that they could be so beautiful and thrilling, Li Huai'an smiled happily, and the tree flower swung round and round, he was facing him amidst the stars and fireworks. Shout: "Do you like it?"

Shen Qian was slightly taken aback, his heart seemed to be filled with something, he smiled and said, "I like it."

"That's good!" He flicked the fireworks vigorously, and said to Shen Qian like a happy child: "I'll show you something even more awesome."

As he spoke, he took out another handful of firework sticks, his face was full of excitement, and when he ignited that handful of fireworks, there was a sting, and his hand seemed to be holding a thousand-year-old Milky Way starlight, bursting out colorful sparks .

"Shen Qian, here." Li Huaian handed the firework stick to Shen Qian. Shen Qian held the firework with a very magical feeling. This was the first time he played with fireworks like this. If Shen Huiru knew about it, he would definitely be jealous .

Li Huai'an turned his head to look at Shen Qian's side face, the sparks in the misty night were shining brightly, as if coated with a layer of gold powder, reflecting on his cheeks, Shen Qian's eyes were full of stars, and he turned his head to look at him unexpectedly.

As if something fell directly on Li Huaian's heart, he stared blankly at Shen Qian's eyes... It was an obvious heartbeat, he felt it, following the pulse, the heart seemed to jump to the wrist, and then returned to the chest cavity Here, there is only the plopping sound, but it is deafening... It belongs to the secret throbbing of the young man.

The indescribable emotion that has been lingering in my heart in the past fades away in the fireworks and wind.Li Huaian felt relieved, he understood this feeling...

For a long time, Shen Qian heard that Li Huai'an's voice seemed to be the only one in the world.

He said clearly in his ear.

"Shen Qian, I like you."

Shen Qian stood there at a loss for a moment, that "I like you" overlapped with the wet kiss in his memory, and he was caught off guard.

But he opened his mouth and couldn't speak.

The wind blew one after another, and the fireworks in their hands were still burning wantonly, and there was a strange silence between the two of them.

Seeing Shen Qian's panic, Li Huai'an seemed to understand the answer... Immediately restraining his uncontrollable emotions as if nothing had happened, he took a step back, then looked up at him with a smile: "Shen Qian, I like you. Just listen...don't worry about what I'll do to you."

He scratched his hair in embarrassment, turned his head to glance at the scenery outside the railing and said, "Look at the scenery, don't be ruined by my words."

The fireworks in my hand fell off and turned into dust all over the place, blown away by the wind.

Shen Qian clenched the firework stick in his hand, and said in a low voice: "I'm going first." Then he turned and went downstairs.

Li Huaian looked at his back as he fled in a hurry, and lost his voice for a moment.

If you take a step forward, you will never be able to return to the original state, but those who take the first step are doomed to bear such a result, and they may not even be friends.

Li Huai'an looked at the back of the downstairs leaving, he was suddenly a little depressed, and then regretted,

Why did you say it...why did you say it...you could go on like this forever...why did you say it.

Maybe he had expected this kind of result a long time ago, Shen Qian was from Linping, he was from Liangzhu, even a small Liangzhu couldn't accept such feelings, let alone him from a big city.

As if mocking himself, Li Huai'an smiled, sat down on the ground with his head bowed, and then raised his head to look at the vast starry sky... He found that the stars are quite bright tonight...

The next day, Shen Qian didn't go to Li Huai'an to give him tutoring, but he sent many learning videos and materials to Li Huai'an.

Li Huai'an didn't ask him anything else, and the occasional chat was about how to solve the problem, and the matter seemed to be covered up without a trace.

but.

Shen Qian has been dreaming a lot these days. He dreamed that Li Huai'an forced him to the ground. At the critical moment, he woke up in fright.