Prosperous White Lotus Planting Manual

"Hello."

Hello.

"You are a little fatter than when we met last time. You should have a good appetite recently."

Yeah, I didn't even notice it myself.

"I care about you, and there are many people who care about you."

Thank you.

"You came in today for new cufflinks, which suit your shape perfectly."

Thank you.

"Are you looking at this? On the plate are the small biscuits that my brother baked for the first time. He asked me to give them to you. You can taste them if you like."

no need.

"Did you sleep well last night?"

......

Zhuo Wen looked out the window and pursed his lips.

very bad.

The room was covered with thick carpets, and the decoration was very warm and simple, but the atmosphere was once stagnant.

In the corridor outside the house, a cold voice was coming through the phone.

"Mr. Luo, if you don't come over tomorrow, I'm afraid it will be more difficult to cooperate."

Luo Pan was walking around with his mobile phone, and explained anxiously: "Secretary Zhang, you give the phone to Brother Tang, and I, Luo Pan, begged him to answer it."

After searching for a while, Secretary Zhang said in a low voice, "Mr. Luo, Mr. Tang really doesn't have time."

"No time, no time! Are you busy picking up girls!" Luo Pan yelled, "Fuck, I've never seen such a young girl. Every day I know how to urge, urge to die, urge, Zhuo Wen is almost dead, urge him@ #￥%&￥”

"Hello." There was a quiet male voice on the other end of the phone.

Luo Pan immediately changed his words, changing his face so quickly that he almost lost his waist.

"Brother Tang, alas, you answered the phone, I told you that you would not be so ruthless, hey..."

"Say what you just said again."

Luo Pan quickly confessed: "Brother Tang, Uncle Tang, I beg you. I really can't make it through, can you give me a few more days?"

"Luo Pan, do you know what it means to delay for a few days? You are nineteen now, not nine. Do you think it's you children playing house, and you come out as soon as you think about it? There are so many people waiting for you here, How much is one hour lost? Have you ever thought about it."

Luo Pan pursed his lips and was about to cry: "Brother Tang, I know I'm a waste, I'm an asshole, but I... I really can't do anything this time. In the past two years, I... Zhuo Wen's illness It was getting heavier and heavier, and I couldn't communicate with ordinary doctors at all. I finally found Professor Lin from NST. The situation is really bad...Brother Tang."

Luo Pan leaned against the wall and begged, "I have to atone for the sins I did, Brother Tang. What should I do now, if Zhuo Wen really died last time, I will never be clear in my life, Brother Tang !"

There was silence for a while, Luo Pan thought he had hung up, he looked at the phone screen, he was indeed still on the call, and asked cryingly: "Brother Tang, are you still there?"

After a while, Tang Yuanshun said, "You just said that Zhuo Wen almost died?"

Luo Pan nodded sharply: "Yes, the medicine he's taking now has serious side effects, but the effect is mediocre. I didn't dare to tell anyone about that last time. Fortunately, it's close to the hospital and the gastric lavage was timely."

"Oh, you really have enough backbone." Tang Yuanshun commented indifferently.

Luo Pan grabbed a handful of hair: "Brother Tang, you can say whatever you want. Hey, who doesn't know that Zhuo Wen committed suicide because of Xu Hanchang, and some people said that he made himself mentally ill and that he deserved it—— "

"Let Zhuo Wen check his mailbox at night." Tang Yuanshun said, "I have a video to send to him."

As soon as he hung up the phone, the pale Zhuo Wen came out of the room.

After exchanging glances with the attending doctor, Luo Pan accompanied Zhuo Wen to the accommodation department.

Professor Lin's Institute of Psychiatry does not look like a hospital, but a private university, and no one can imagine that there are hundreds of people with various mental illnesses struggling here.

"You go first, I can go back by myself." Zhuo Wen said.

Luo Pan really wanted to communicate with the doctor, repeated the room number again, and quickly turned around to chase Professor Lin.

Zhuo Wen walked quietly in the semi-open corridor.He actually felt that he was in good condition, but the dose was increased.

Not very useful.Zhuo Wen looked at the ivy outside and lightly touched its tentacles.

Just add the medicine, Zhuo Wen is understandable.He wasn't trying to commit suicide at all last month, he just hadn't had a good night's sleep in too long and was too tired.

He just took a few more sleeping pills, but he still couldn't sleep, so he took a few more.

After finally squinting for a while, he was pulled up by Luo Pan crying and shouting, and he was taken to the hospital.

Ding.

Zhuo Wen looked at his phone, it was from Tang Yuanshun.

The last chat record was last year.He randomly clicked on the video.

He suddenly widened his eyes, hurriedly quickened his pace, and started running in the corridor.

Zhuo Wen panted heavily, locked himself in the room, and watched the video Tang Yuanshun sent over.

At the beginning, Xu Hanchang is holding a small plastic bag filled with soup and water. The photographer is also walking, so it is hard to see what he bought.

Zhuo Wen thought, it might be small wontons, Xu Hanchang likes to eat wontons the most.

In the past, during the physical training camp, the farmhouse provided breakfast, and he could drink two bowls every morning.

The person in the picture was asked for directions while waiting for a red light at an intersection, and Zhuo Wen saw his profile for a few seconds.

It was Xu Hanchang, that was Xu Hanchang two years ago.

It was the face that Zhuo Wen used to raise his head and call out his name every day, no matter how soft the voice was.

It was the person he could never find in the past two years.

Two years is too long, more than 600 days, Zhuo Wen is very happy to dream of him once.

Zhuo Wen has fallen into despair more and more frequently recently.

Xu Hanchang, if I can't find you again, I almost forget what you look like.

He opened his eyes wide, held back his tears and looked at Xu Hanchang on the screen. In the video, he looked embarrassed and talked to the passerby.

Pointing fingers, looking more anxious than the wayfinder.

This is indeed the case. When Xu Hanchang is asked for help, he will always feel a little guilty if he can't help.

Zhuo Wen couldn't help laughing, and wiped the corners of his eyes carelessly with his fingertips.

Then there was a long period of black screen, Zhuo Wen anxiously tapped the screen to check if the video was still playing.

The time on the progress bar was still moving forward, Zhuo Wen didn't dare to quit, and he didn't dare to fast forward, so he could only wait anxiously.Looking at his stubble-covered chin reflected on the screen.

After about ten minutes of darkness, the picture appeared on the screen again.

This time the photographer was shooting down from a height. It was a staircase at the gate of a building, about five or six floors.Xu Hanchang was sitting in a corner by the side, surrounded by many people, some were smoking and chatting, some were in a hurry.

What is this place?Zhuo Wen was puzzled.

He soon came up with the answer. Many of the passers-by were wearing white coats.

His heart clenched.

Xu Hanchang was sitting at the door of the hospital crying, the boy's thin chest bulging with his breath.He buried his head down, huddled into a ball, and his whole body was shaking after hugging his legs.

Zhuo Wen's tears welled up from his eyes in an instant, and he couldn't wipe them off.

He couldn't see the screen clearly, and wanted to bring the phone closer, tears wet the screen.

He tried to wipe it with trembling hands, but couldn't hold it steady, and dropped the phone on the carpet in one fell swoop.

Zhuo Wen knelt down to pick up his cell phone, which was turned upside down on the ground, and the video was still playing, making bustling human voices.

His hand touched the cold edge of the phone, but he clenched his fist in despair and powerlessness, and he didn't have the courage and strength to turn it over.

Zhuo Wen squatted on the ground, whimpering like a trapped animal in his throat, he was really in pain.

How much his brother Xu has suffered in a place that he can't see.When I don't know, how many times will I cry in despair like this.

Zhuo Wenguang's heart would break just thinking about it.He grabbed his collar tightly and pulled it down, and suddenly fell to the floor, his heart seemed to be full of shards of glass.

He was going to be out of breath.

Zhuo Wen practiced martial arts since he was a child, and was often beaten and beaten.Grandpa always praised him for being able to endure pain and being a man.

But grandpa, how can I bear this kind of pain, tell my grandson, how can I bear this kind of pain!

The chandelier above the head was full of light, dazzled Zhuo Wen's eyes.

The person who took the video was far away from Xu Hanchang, and the sound could not be brought close even though the magnification was multiplied.

Zhuo Wen wondered if Xu Hanchang had made a sound.But in the background sound, there was the cry of a strange woman from a distance, hoarse.

This voice is very normal in the hospital.

His body was tense and he couldn't relax at all until he was exhausted after a long time.

He turned around and grabbed his phone.Just lay there on the floor and play that video again.

Xu Hanchang was afraid of blocking people's way, so he hugged himself against the edge of the steps, as if he could become as small as possible this way.

Several people were smoking near Xu Hanchang, standing or sitting, some with sad faces and some with numb faces.

No one asked him what was wrong, no one comforted him.

In the hospital, everyone is desperate, and no one needs to feel sorry for anyone.

Zhuo Wen didn't dare to think about the expression on Xu Hanchang's face buried in his arms.

The video didn't last long and ended soon.

Until the end, he didn't know how Xu Hanchang was sitting on the stairs at the entrance of the hospital.

What can he do, he must have cried enough, crying until he can't cry, trying to figure out a way to get money with his eyes swollen.

Xu Hanchang never sits and waits for death, he is the most upright man.

Money is the least thing Zhuo Wen cares about, but it is also something Xu Hanchang desperately wants to get.

But where can he get the money.His father couldn't be contacted, and his mother had remarried long ago in the south, so life was not good.

The only uncle who was kind to him was hard to protect himself at that time, and he couldn't be contacted at all.

He is a high school student, what can he do?

Zhuo Wen re-watched it many times like masochistic.

In the middle of the night, the circles of his eyes were red, and the tears were staggered and dry on his face, and he couldn't shed a single tear.

The video stopped at the last frame again, Xu Hanchang was a small one, standing motionless on the small screen.

Zhuo Wen tremblingly stretched out his numb hands under his body, stretched out carefully, and circled his mobile phone.

As if he was really hugging something, he slowly gathered the image into his arms with great treasure, and closed his eyes in despair.

The next day, Tang Yuanshun and Jiang Xingyuan went downstairs to the Guanjing restaurant for dinner. At the door, they saw Zhuo Wen, who was wearing sunglasses, standing next to the card-swiping girl.

He is tall, with a good figure, and he is fully armed with a hat, scarf and mask. Those who don't know may think it is some star.

But he stood at the door for too long, motionless, and everyone thought it was a bodyguard.

Zhuo Wen waited here after six o'clock in the morning, and from time to time someone came to strike up a conversation, but he rejected them impatiently.

His behavior and demeanor are like a pervert, which is dissatisfied.The security guard came over several times. If he hadn't brought the hotel's black card and ID card, he would have been kicked out a long time ago.

"That person, the person who looked for you yesterday." Jiang Xingyuan was hugged by Tang Yuanshun, afraid of being seen by others, and paid close attention to the surrounding situation.When he saw Zhuo Wen, he recognized him immediately.

In fact, Tang Yuanshun saw him standing there as soon as he got out of the elevator. He looked at the screen of his mobile phone that displayed more than a dozen unread messages, and gently touched the shoulder of the person in his arms: "It's okay, we will eat ours."

While the two were talking, Zhuo Wen hurriedly walked over to meet her.Tang Yuanshun stretched out his hand in a gesture of refusal: "Xingyuan has a bad stomach and can't stand hunger. If you're not in a hurry, wait until we finish eating."

Zhuo Wen was very anxious, otherwise he would not have sent so many messages to Tang Yuanshun before dawn.

But he saw the meaning of the other party, obviously trying to grind his temper, so he had to swipe his card and follow the two of them in.

Tang Yuanshun really wanted to teach him a lesson on purpose. He ordered several times for a buffet breakfast, and asked Zhuo Wen to pick it up again and again without asking the waiter to deliver it.

The last time Tang Yuanshun took a piece of pudding himself, Jiang Xingyuan's eyes lit up when he looked at it from a distance.

But Tang Yuanshun would only allow him to eat if he had to feed it himself, and he refused to give more.

After a few taps of the small dessert spoon, I ate less than a third of it, and then I ruthlessly cleaned up the rest under Jiang Xingyuan's unsatisfactory gaze.

Zhuo Wen was fidgeting at first, the soft leather chair under his buttocks seemed to have been wedged into a nail, and he wanted to intervene all the time.

But soon he became silent, watching the two people in front of him remain motionless.

If he had listened to Tang Yuanshun's persuasion back then, recognized his heart earlier and loved Xu Hanchang well, he would only be sweeter than the person in front of him now.

Xu Hanchang is [-] times better than Jiang Xingyuan, and deserves the best love and bright life.

For this matter, he Zhuo Wen is enough to stretch his hips.

Tang Yuanshun had been watching his situation coldly.

Even though he had less contact with Zhuo Wen over the years, he still couldn't avoid it in business.

Occasionally, when working with Changsheng, I can clearly feel the growth of Zhuo Wen.He is more silent, low-key, and more calm than before.

Zhuo Wen was naturally smart and different from ordinary people, Tang Yuanshun had to admit this.

In the past, he was arrogant and conceited, and he didn't see much advantage.

Now they are silent, once they confront each other, even Tang Yuanshun is no match.

The sharp corners of youth and ignorance are frustrated one by one by the one you love, just in the softest heart that loves you.This is probably the cruelest grinding in the world.

Seeing him depressed, Tang Yuanshun let him hang out for a long time, and finally said, "It's so early in the morning, why are you wearing sunglasses?"

Zhuo Wen immediately took off his sunglasses.

"Uh." The two people on the opposite side were immediately stunned.Zhuo Wen's much-talked-about peach blossom eyes were swollen, almost to the point of disfiguring.

Tang Yuanshun didn't expect him to expose his weakness so calmly.

If in the past, Zhuo Wen smashed his teeth and swallowed in his stomach, he would not let others know that he was able to cry like this for one person.

"Yes, it's an allergy. This side is close to the mountains, so there may be bugs. I'll get you some medicine." Jiang Xingyuan made an understanding understanding and left the booth here.

After a moment of silence, Tang Yuanshun leaned back and leaned on the backrest.

"Have you made up your mind?"

Zhuo Wen nodded silently: "I will admit what I did wrong. It is fine for him to beat me and scold me. No matter what, I will chase him back. I will protect him well in this life and make him happy of."

At the end of Zhuo Wen's speech, his voice choked up, but his voice didn't decrease at all.

"He may not forgive you." Tang Yuanshun pondered for a while, and gently stirred the coffee with a long-handled gold spoon, "He was in the hospital at the time, if he had no money, do you know what it means?"

Zhuo Wen's hands trembled slightly by his side: "I know, no matter what the result is, it's all my fault. I..."

He is also in great pain, if Xu Hanchang's grandfather is really dead, then there will be a deadlock between him and Xu Hanchang.

He will never forgive himself in this life, because he indirectly killed Xu Hanchang's closest relatives because of his childish anger.

"No matter what, I will go to him. Even if he hates me, I will make atonement." Zhuo Wen forced himself not to show a depressed expression. From last night to now, his breath is full of blood, "At least I You should apologize to him seriously, kowtow and offer a stick of incense in front of the old man's grave."

"That's all right, all right, what incense. The old man is not dead." Tang Yuanshun interrupted hastily. Recently, he was a little superstitious by Jiang Xingyuan, and he felt that it was bad luck to say this early in the morning.

Zhuo Wen looked at him in surprise, his eyes were filled with the joy that almost survived the catastrophe.

"I gave you the video, can you ignore it?" Tang Yuanshun said angrily, "I went to his doctor in charge, and he paid for his treatment and medicine, and even stuffed a red envelope, but the doctor didn't Yes. The old man's operation went smoothly that year, and I didn't care about it after that, so you should pay more attention to yourself in the future. "

"Thank you." Zhuo Wen excitedly held Tang Yuanshun's hand, "Really, Brother Tang, thank you!"

Tang Yuanshun shook off his hand, and said with emotion: "You have not called me brother for many years."

Zhuo Wen's mood fluctuated greatly, and he sat on the sofa and smiled foolishly.

"You don't need to thank me. Xu Hanchang helped Xingyuan, and I helped him once. In fact, I always knew where he was, but I didn't think you cared much at that time. I was afraid that you would harm others." Tang Yuanshun said, " I made up my mind to tell you because I saw that you look like a man now and you are half dead. This child is not easy, and it is not easy now. If you don't think about it, don't bother him. "

"I've made up my mind, Brother Tang." Zhuo Wen smiled wryly, "I've really made up my mind."

Tang Yuanshun smiled with satisfaction: "Well, that makes sense. If your eyes weren't swollen this morning, I wouldn't necessarily tell you."

Zhuo Wen said a few more words of thanks to him, and eagerly urged him to tell him where Xu Hanchang worked.

"Film and TV City?" Zhuo Wen carefully read the address on WeChat several times.

Tang Yuanshun nodded: "Yes, it's the same place where Luo Pan is filming. You may not be able to drive in without saying hello in advance. Let Luo Pan take you in."