Zha Gong cried bitterly for me after rebirth

Each of them took back their transfer letters. Xu Jing folded the paper and put it away. As soon as he got up, he heard Xia Changyan say, "In your opinion, do you only have a few months in the Xia family?"

Xu Jing smiled slightly: "If possible, I don't want to have it for a day."

Just like the first five years, there was never any intersection, never met, he walked his way, and I walked my single-plank bridge, how wonderful.

Xia Changyan frowned tightly, holding a hot teacup in his hand: "Xu Jing, I found this name for you. The one with the most names is me, every day."

"Don't tell me."

Xia Changyan held his wrist, as if pleading: "Xu Jing, are all the things you said to me false? Are you lying when you say you don't want to leave me and that you like me?"

Xu Jing pulled out his arm violently, his emotions a little out of control: "You can believe what a fool says! I became a fool, isn't it thanks to you? I was trapped in Xia's house, wasn't I deceived by you? What right do you have to ask? I."

Xia Changyan's eyes were dull, and he fell into deep self-blame: "Bai Qingjiu is right. You can't return to a normal person for a long time because the person you hate is me, and the person you don't want to see is me. I'm sorry. I'm being selfish."

"Xia Changyan." Xu Jing couldn't help trembling, his teeth chattering: "Don't think that four years can change anything, don't think that a fool's crazy words can prove anything, I hate you, I hate you from the bottom of my heart, I hate you, Every minute I spend with you, I can't wait to wipe it from my mind, what happened that night is really disgusting!"

Xia Changyan closed his eyes: "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to."

"Oh, what a hypocrisy, you weren't so hypocritical before, Xia Changyan, look at you now, your selfishness and viciousness haven't brought you any benefits, you won't get anything."

"..."

"Forget it, the farce ends here, I never want to see you again."

Xu Jing walked away coldly and arrogantly, but he didn't know that every sentence cut a knife in his heart, why it hurt so much, that fragile little fool was no longer there, why did he feel paralyzed because of leaving, and felt extremely sad.

It is ridiculous, extremely ridiculous, to have loved the most impossible person when you were most innocent and defenseless.

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Just like many children who were injured, they only knew to look for their mother at the first time. Bai Qingjiu stood outside the Malay Royal Court and lingered several times: "I want to find Princess Alamo."

The leader of the guard said: "Princess Alamo passed away two years ago."

Bai Qingjiu was stunned, his eyes flooded with water: "I...can I worship her?"

"None of the royal family are allowed to enter, who are you?"

"I am her son, and I am Chinese."

Princess Alamo married to China more than 20 years ago, but this cannot be used as evidence: "What can you prove."

Bai Qingjiu looked down at herself, there was nothing, her mother did not leave her anything to prove her identity, on the contrary, she also hoped that her child would never be exposed.

"I do not have."

"If you don't, let's go."

Bai Qingjiu turned around desolately, and a voice suddenly came out: "I can prove it."

Standing inside the gate was Princess Alamo's personal entourage and Murongqin's wet nurse. Bai Qingjiu was startled: "Teacher Suma."

The guards let go of the door, Bai Qingjiu stepped into this place that could not be called home for the first time, tears could not stop falling down.

Suma patted him on the shoulder lightly: "Why are you here alone? Didn't Murong Qin accompany you?"

"I want to see my mother alone, Mr. Suma, why are you back?"

"You can call me aunt just like Murong Qin. Today is the anniversary of the death of the princess. I will come back and chant scriptures for her."

When Suma came to the backyard and brought her to the princess' tomb, Bai Qingjiu knelt down and murmured: "Mom."

Suma said, "We don't need to kneel here."

"I want to use Chinese rules." After he finished speaking, he kowtowed three times, and when he raised his face, tears were streaming down his face.

Suma said: "The princess misses you the most. When I said I found you, she was very happy. I asked her to come to China to see you, or I brought you to her. She refused and said everything. There is no need to force it, it is arranged by God.”

Bai Qingjiu wiped away tears silently, blaming himself for coming too late, or that he should have been with her four years ago instead of staying on the island selfishly.

"My child, the princess never blamed you. You are the person she can't let go of in her life. Maybe she finally got rid of it. In Murong's house, just like Murong Qin has been searching for you for many years, what about you? What can't you let go of?"

Bai Qingjiu shook his head: "I don't know."

There are too many things backlogged in my heart, and I can't tell which ones can be let go.

"I don't know, just wait, time will give us the answer."

After seeing his mother, Suma took him to the front hall: "Do you need me to arrange a place for you? There are many of your family members here."

Bai Qingjiu's eyes were red from crying: "I only want to see my mother, the rest..."

He still shook his head lightly and had no extra words to say.

"Aunt Suma, thank you, I'm leaving."

"It is estimated that Murong Qin will come after him soon."

"No, he didn't know I was coming."

As soon as Bai Qingjiu walked out, he saw Murong Qin running away outside the door, grabbed him and asked, "How long has he been in? Why hasn't he come out yet?"

Bai Qingjiu was speechless, biting his lip and stagnating.

Suma saw the clue: "Did you quarrel?"

"No, there was no quarrel, it's just..." Bai Qingjiu lowered his face, not knowing how to explain it.

"I can't talk to others about my own affairs. Murong is a straight-minded kid, just like his father. If you have more patience, the problem will always be solved."

Bai Qingjiu walked out of the gate slowly, looked up at him, he didn't speak, his gaze was fixed steadily, Bai Qingjiu quickened his pace, and he followed closely behind.

The weather here is too hot, Bai Qingjiu took off his scarf and coat, Murong Qin followed up and consciously continued: "Jiujiu, we've been walking for a long time, let's sit down and rest for a while."

"You..." Bai Qingjiu hesitated to speak, there was an open-air tea restaurant not far away, and the two sat facing each other, there was another lengthy silence.

Murong Qin ordered: "Two glasses of hot orange juice."

Bai Qingjiu said, "Why do you drink orange juice?"

"Tropical fruit is sweet."

"How did you know I was here."

"I can't imagine you going anywhere else."

"So you just threw Ah Jing to find me, you really are..."

"A Jing is not happy, a candy can be coaxed, you are not happy, I really don't know what to do."

Bai Qingjiu clenched his fists: "I'm not angry, do I need to report to you wherever I go?"

"Of course! No, that's not what I meant. You don't have to tell me, but you can't stop me from coming to you."

Bai Qingjiu took a sip of the hot drink: "It's up to you, follower."

He can still joke, it seems that he is not completely hopeless, Murong Qin looked at him quietly for a while, and said: "So, you didn't run away from home because you were angry with me."

"Well, I have nothing to say to you."

It seems to be more serious...

Murong Qin picked up the chair and moved it to his side, the old man was not shy at all coquettishly: "Jiujiu, I know I was wrong."

"You are right, how could President Murong be wrong, everything you do is for my own good, for the good of the child, if I blame you, I will not know good from bad."

"That's what I said, but it's still my fault. I shouldn't hide it from you, I shouldn't use protection as an excuse, and I shouldn't make decisions on my own. We are equal, and we love each other, and everything should be done by you." The two of us figure it out together."

Bai Qingjiu sighed, and slowly turned the straw: "You can solve everything that can be solved."

"No, there are more important things to come, such as Ah Jing's growth, our marriage, and the birth of our second baby..."

"Pfft—" Bai Qingjiu couldn't help but spit out: "You know all about it? It must be that guy Shen Zhuo."

Murong Qin was aggrieved: "Jiujiu, you don't tell me such an important matter, can we get even?"

"Absurd."

Bai Qingjiu put down the cup, got up and left, what does this mean, Murong Qin followed anxiously: "Jiujiu, I'm here to apologize to you seriously, Ah Jing's appearance was on purpose, but this child God's coming is God's will!"

"God's will is to let us be one by one, and no one will lose."

Murong Qin was terrified: "Jiujiu, are you joking, you don't really want to leave me, do you?"

Bai Qingjiu snorted, bought a ticket to the pier, and Murong Qin followed behind endlessly: "This is impossible, don't even think about it, even if I, Murong Qin, go bankrupt, I can't lose you. "

Bai Qingjiu took out the earphones from his pocket and put them on: "In public, pay attention to your quality."

There was no place for him in the front, back, left, and right sides. Murong Qin held onto the railing and stared at him closely. The driver repeatedly told him to find a place to sit, but he insisted on standing. Those who didn't know it thought he was being chased by evil forces.

When the car arrived at the pier, Murong Qin was dizzy from being thrown all the way, and followed the pedals in a daze.

"Sorry sir, you haven't bought a ticket yet."

"Sorry, please wait for 2 minutes before sailing."

The boat was waiting, and when he came back after buying the ticket, he heard: "Excuse me sir, the crew is full, please sit on the next one."

"I... my wife is on the boat!"

"Sorry, that's not accommodating."

The chain was loosened, the cruise ship blew the horn, Bai Qingjiu stood on the plywood on the second floor, his hair was blown by the sea breeze, he held two tickets in his hand, and raised the corner of his mouth slightly: "Let's go first."

Murong Qin looked up at him, anxious and irritable, and always treated him as a little white rabbit who didn't know anything. Unexpectedly, the little white rabbit had already grown fat. Not only could the wolf not eat the rabbit, but it couldn't even run away from the rabbit.