As the class monitor, after I helped Mei Can's roommate

Xiang Qingwu put his arms around Bai Mingfeng, supported his head, let his forehead touch his shoulders, and then patted Bai Mingfeng's back lightly with both hands in turn to help him calm his breathing: "Don't pant so fast, it will be more comfortable if you slow down Come on, slow down, come on, listen to me, inhale, exhale, oh yes! Come again! Inhale, exhale."

Bai Mingfeng dropped his hands to his sides, inhaled and exhaled following the rhythm of Xiang Qingwu's speech, and his breathing gradually calmed down.

He could feel Xiang Qingwu's palm pat on his back.

Once, gently and powerfully.

Bai Mingfeng knew that in a busy street, two boys doing such an action might be a little eye-catching, but there didn't seem to be anything wrong with it.

At least in the eyes of careless Xiang Qingwu, this is normal.

But for Bai Mingfeng, it made him feel extremely scared.

Because every word Xiang Qingwu said and every action he made might reveal his thick disguise and expose his fragile and unbearable heart.

For example, now, even though Bai Mingfeng's breathing has become calm, he still doesn't want to leave Xiang Qingwu's embrace.

Fear spread in Bai Mingfeng's heart, making him recall some bad things.

In junior high school, Bai Mingfeng, Xiang Qingwu, and Fu Guyuan were in different classes at the same school, because they were not able to stick together every day like they were when they were young, and the relationship between the three of them was a little bit more distant than before.

At that time, something happened to Bai Mingfeng.

Because of his cute and delicate appearance, he was often teased by the male classmates in the class, saying that he looked like a girl.

An unintentional joke may not be called bullying, but after time forging, it will eventually be tempered into a wounding knife.

It was also during that time that Bai Mingfeng realized that he really seemed a little strange.

He faintly felt that he didn't like girls, but...

I like boys.

Under the double pressure of internal and external, Bai Mingfeng began to learn to use swear words and anger as armor to protect himself.

It was also during that time that Bai Mingfeng read and studied psychology books. He was desperate and hoped to find comfort from them.

But the verbal bullying of his classmates did not end. They blamed Bai Mingfeng for not being able to make jokes and gradually alienated him.

However, behavioral insults did not erupt overnight, but were the result of the accumulation of casual contempt.

One day, Bai Mingfeng was blocked in the toilet by a boy who looked like a ruffian, and he wanted to take off Bai Mingfeng's pants to check whether he was a boy.

Then the boy who looked like a ruffian was beaten.

Not by Bai Mingfeng, but by Xiang Qingwu.

Xiang Qingwu went to the bathroom that day, and happened to encounter this incident.

He pressed the boy who looked like a ruffian to the ground, beat and scolded: "I'll check your second uncle! He looks cute, aren't you jealous? Because you look like a ghost? Let me tell you, what other people look like It's not your turn to point fingers, your mother!"

Afterwards, Xiang Qingwu and Fu Guyuan ran to Bai Mingfeng's class to scold him. The two slapped each other on the podium table, and finally said harshly: "Whoever dares to touch my brother, I will never stop with him!"

Of course, the result of this matter was that the two were invited by the teacher as parents.

After Fu's father and mother understood the cause and effect, they only criticized Fu Guyuan's swearing.

Xiang Qingwu was miserable. This was a fight with classmates and disrupted discipline. Both Xiang's father and mother are strict and self-disciplined lawyers. They beat Xiang Qingwu's ass that day, so that He walked with a limp for two days.

But Xiang Qingwu said, for the sake of the brothers, it's worth it!

Although the three of them were in different classes, they started to walk together from then on, passed through junior high school safely, and were admitted to the city's key high school together. Bai Mingfeng also got the No.2 good grade in the school.

But what happened in junior high school left an indelible shadow in Bai Mingfeng's heart.

He doesn't like or even hate others to praise him for being cute, he no longer reveals his heart to anyone, he wraps himself in a thick cocoon.

He may never be able to tear off the cocoon on his body.

"Okay." Bai Mingfeng gritted his teeth, put his hand on Xiang Qingwu's shoulder and pushed him away, "It's okay, I'm recovering."

Xiang Qingwu patted Bai Mingfeng on the shoulder: "Let me tell you, Ah Bai, your vital capacity..."

Bai Mingfeng interrupted him expressionlessly: "Say one more word, believe it or not, I'll pull out your tongue."

Xiang Qingwu immediately shut up.

At this time, Fu Guyuan bought water and came back, Bai Mingfeng and Xiang Qingwu thanked each other and took a bottle.

Xiang Qingwu was yelling and running just now, he was so thirsty, he took the water and quickly unscrewed the lid, and poured it into his mouth with his head raised.

While Fu Guyuan was waiting, he slapped Xiang Qingwu hard on the back.

"Pfft!!!" Xiang Qingwu spat out another mouthful of water, bent over and coughed fiercely, and looked at Fu Guyuan in shock.

"Tell me, why did you bother me just now?" Fu Guyuan hooked Xiang Qingwu's shoulder with a smile on his face.

"I'm not messing with you!" Xiang Qingwu wiped the corner of his mouth and wiped it on Fu Guyuan's body.

"Oh, wait, you!" Fu Guyuan stretched out his hand to push Xiang Qingwu away, but he still couldn't avoid Xiang Qingwu's hand.

"Come on, brother, let's have a good talk." Xiang Qingwu grabbed Fu Guyuan's arm and pulled him to his side.

"Success, let's talk!" Fu Guyuan nodded.

Two brothers, you hug me, I hook you, standing by the curb, looking at each other affectionately.

Bai Mingfeng: "..."

Oh straight guys.Oh brotherhood.

Fu Guyuan: "Let's talk, what are you talking about, I'm all ears."

Xiang Qingwu wondered where to start.

He was sure that Fu Guyuan must have been stimulated by something during this time, and worried that the question he asked would stimulate Fu Guyuan again.

He wants to ask Fu Guyuan tenderly, tenderly, and gently what's going on recently!

Xiang Qingwu thought about it, hesitated to speak, until Fu Guyuan and Bai Mingfeng got a little impatient waiting, he took a deep breath and said, "I think you are sick!"

warmth!gentle!mild!

Fuck!

Fu Guyuan: "..."

Fu Guyuan scolded dumbfoundedly: "You are the only one who is sick!"

"No, brother! Hey! Brother!" Xiang Qingwu grabbed Fu Guyuan's arm, "Listen to me! I'm not scolding you! I mean it literally! Why don't you want to play basketball recently? We went to play, but we were looking at abuse-related symptoms!? Did you encounter something? If you have something to tell us, we are really worried about you, so don’t worry about it!"

Although Xiang Qingwu was not serious at ordinary times and would joke about it from time to time, when he said this, he was seriously worried about Fu Guyuan.

"Ah..." Fu Guyuan came to his senses, "So you mean this!"

Xiang Qingwu: "Yes!"

Seeing that the two of them finally chatted on the same channel, Bai Mingfeng helped his forehead helplessly.

"Hey, this matter..." Fu Guyuan scratched his face gently with his index finger, "It's complicated, but this matter has a magical beginning, and I even gave it a name."

Xiang Qingwu pricked up his ears: "What what?"

Fu Guyuan said: "The head teacher fights against the five generals to grab the exercises."

Bai Mingfeng: "..."

Xiang Qingwu: "..."

Xiang Qingwu: "What the hell?"