As the class monitor, after I helped Mei Can's roommate

Chi Yu had actually been waiting in the dormitory for a long time.

After the accident happened in the morning, the atmosphere of the whole class became uncomfortable.

The people around Chi Yu sat far away from him, lowered their heads and whispered from time to time, and looked at him with contemptuous eyes.

After the third math class, the math teacher asked everyone to hand in the math homework assigned last night.

After Chi Yu found the math homework book in his schoolbag, he turned around and handed it to the students in the back row: "Please help me pass it to the team leader."

Unexpectedly, the students in the back row who are usually helpful frowned: "Can't you give it yourself?"

Chi Yu was stunned: "I..."

The students in the back row didn't intend to pay attention to him, and turned to chat with their friends.

Chi Yu realized something and fell silent. He stood up, took the math homework book, walked to the team leader's desk in the back row, and carefully placed the math homework on the team leader's desk.

"Hey."

The team leader called him impatiently, picked up the math homework on the table and threw it back to Chi Yu: "I have already handed over the math homework for our group to the teacher, who made you move so slowly, you can take the homework by yourself Go to the teacher."

The math homework hit Chi Yu's chest and fell pitifully into his hands. Chi Yu said "OK" vaguely, and went to hand in the homework silently.

The end of math class was physical education class. When Chi Yu returned from handing in his homework, there were only a few people left in the classroom. Usually, Chi Yu's deskmate would call him to go to the playground together, but this time, no one answered Chi Yu.

Alienation and ignorance turned into a transparent wall, standing around Chi Yu, squeezing towards him, and Chi Yu shrank alone in the suffocating narrowness, no one could touch it, and no one wanted to touch it.

Chi Yu didn't show any mood swings, he came and went quietly alone, as if this was his normal state.

In the physical education class, after queuing up for roll call, we warm up and run laps as usual. Because there is no time limit, it is easier. Everyone gathers in groups of threes and threes, chatting and running.

Chi Yu silently followed the team, running alone in the inner circle of the playground with his head bowed. At this moment, he was accidentally bumped by someone, and his body suddenly became unstable. He fell heavily, with his elbows and knees on the ground on the ground.

No one helped him, everyone looked at him indifferently, and continued to run around.

The pain at the moment when the palms and knees were scratched by the sand was extremely unbearable. Chi Yu swallowed the air enduring the pain, stood up, and limped back to the class assembly point.

Only then did the physical education teacher discover that Chi Yu had fallen, and told him to go to the infirmary to apply medicine.

Chi Yu thanked the physical education teacher, but instead of going to the infirmary, he went back to the dormitory directly.

The blood from the knee oozes out and sticks to the trousers, and it hurts when you bend it even a little. When it came, it went straight to people's hearts.

Chi Yu healed his injury and sat silently by the bed until Fu Guyuan pushed open the dormitory door.

When Fu Guyuan saw Chi Yu in the dormitory, he was taken aback for a moment, then put down his basketball and schoolbag, dragged a chair over, and sat in front of Chi Yu.

As soon as he sat down, Chi Yu lowered his head and handed over an envelope.

"What is this?" Fu Guyuan was puzzled.

Chi Yu said softly: "My living expenses..."

"What do I need your living expenses for?" Fu Guyuan felt puzzled.

"But I..." Chi Yu held the envelope helplessly, his voice trembling with fear, he had been facing the isolation in silence all morning, who would have thought that the person in front of him was Fu Guyuan, and he broke down instantly. Congratulations, "...I don't know what else I can give you..."

"What happened this morning?" Fu Guyuan asked with a frown.

Chi Yu answered irrelevantly: "...will you still teach me...teach me how to play basketball?"

Fu Guyuan thought that Chi Yu was fooling himself, and was a little annoyed: "Ah Bai, did you push him downstairs?"

A long silence, a long silence.

Fu Guyuan took two deep breaths, forcing himself to calm down, and his voice softened: "Chi Yu, it wasn't you who pushed it, or it wasn't you who pushed it. Just say 'not me', and I believe you."

Chi Yu's eyes gradually turned red, he lowered his head, pressed his eyes with his palms, muttered for a while, and slowly spit out three words.

But those three words were not the three words Fu Guyuan wanted to hear.

Chi Yu said: "...I'm sorry."

Fu Guyuan: "..."

Isn't this an admission in disguise?

Fu Guyuan stood up, he didn't know whether he was disappointed or angry, or both, these emotions rushed into his heart for a moment, like the sea rushing towards the cliff, setting off overwhelming waves called 'sorrow'.

"Chi Yu, you're really good at it, well, I'm stupid!! Count me as blind!!" Fu Guyuan gritted his teeth and dropped this sentence, turned around and left the dormitory where he didn't want to stay for a second.

Fu Guyuan walked out of the dormitory and slammed the door heavily. At this moment, Xiang Qingwu called.

"Hey, Ah Fu, Ah Bai called me just now. He is fine and has returned home from the hospital. Let's go to his house to see him."

"Okay." Fu Guyuan replied.

"Huh? What's wrong with you? I don't feel right." Even Xiang Qingwu, who was usually careless, could hear something wrong in Fu Guyuan's tone at this moment.

"It's okay." Fu Guyuan replied sullenly.

"By the way, although I don't understand why, Ah Bai asked you to bring Chi Yu there." Xiang Qingwu said.

"Bring it over?"

"Yes, take Chi Yu to Abai's house."

"No need." Fu Guyuan squeezed the space between his brows, "Chi Yu has already admitted it."

"Ah? What?" Xiang Qingwu wondered, "What did Chi Yu admit? Ah Bai just told me that he was not pushed down by Chi Yu, and I have to apologize to Chi Yu later! Okay, I won't tell you anymore, I'm going to visit Abai's house, see you later, goodbye."

The phone was hung up, Fu Guyuan listened blankly to the busy tone on the other end, unable to recover for a long time, after a while, Fu Guyuan called Bai Mingfeng.

"Hello? I'm fine. I'm at home. Come and find me." Bai Mingfeng's voice sounded in good spirits.

"Ah Bai, didn't you get pushed down the stairs by Chi Yu?" Fu Guyuan asked.

"What the hell, who told you that I was pushed down by him?" Bai Mingfeng was surprised.

Fu Guyuan asked, "Why did he ask you to go to the third floor?"

"He apologized to me, didn't I have a conflict with him in the dormitory last time?" Bai Mingfeng said, "I think there are too many people in front of the class, so I went to the corner from the second floor to the third floor to chat with him. I followed him downstairs, he said sorry, I was surprised, I took a step back towards the handrail, who knew that the handrail was broken, I couldn’t stand firmly, and accidentally fell down.”

Bai Mingfeng said dumbfoundedly.

"But..." Fu Guyuan said, "Someone saw him pushing you."

"What push? Isn't this nonsense? He stretched out his hand to grab me." Bai Mingfeng defended Chi Yu, "When I fell, he was a full meter away from me, how do you push? By mind or qigong ah?"

"And he just admitted it, damn it, why did he..." Fu Guyuan rubbed his hair angrily, he was annoyed at himself.

"Admit it?" Bai Mingfeng was confused, "What did he say?"

"I asked him if he pushed you down, but he kept apologizing and saying I'm sorry." Fu Guyuan sighed, full of annoyance, "I thought... I thought..."

Bai Mingfeng pondered for a moment: "Go and ask him."

Fu Guyuan: "Ask?"

Bai Mingfeng: "Well, ask him why he apologized, well, I won't tell you anymore, come to my house later, remember to bring Chi Yu with you."

Fu Guyuan put away his mobile phone, knocked his head to force himself to calm down, took a few deep breaths to calm himself down, then turned and walked back to the dormitory.

Chi Yu sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, his red eyes were empty.

Hearing the sound, he looked up numbly.

Seeing that the person who came was Fu Guyuan, Chi Yu was surprised at first, and then his eyes lit up slightly.

Fu Guyuan walked up to him, and asked bluntly: "Ah Bai called me just now, he was not pushed downstairs by you, Chi Yu, why didn't you explain, why did you apologize?"

"Because..." Chi Yu tried to keep calm, but his eyes were still choked with tears, "Because I called him out of the classroom, if I hadn't called him, he wouldn't have fallen from the stairs, it's all my fault, it's me My fault... I'm sorry..."

It was enough that the disaster started from him.

Enough to convict him, enough to make him feel guilty for a lifetime, just like the incident a few years ago.

When Chi Yu was ten years old, Chi's father brought back a beautiful girl.

Her name is Liu Ziqi. She squatted down, smiled and said to the young Chi Yu: "You are Chi Yu, right? Hello, I will be your mother from now on. Although I am a mother for the first time, I will Try to be a good mother."

She did what she said.

Chi Yu has been withdrawn since he was a child, and he likes to hide in the room alone and play with jigsaw puzzles. He doesn't answer when adults ask him anything. After one or two times, few people are willing to talk to Xiao Chiyu again.

But Liu Ziqi is different, Xiao Chiyu hides in the room and ignores others, so she hides in the room with Chi Yu and plays with him.

She wouldn't tell Chi Yu what it was shameful for a boy to hide in the room every day.

She would only smile and say to Chi Yu: "Hey, teach me how to play this puzzle?"

"Wow, Xiaoyu, you are so smart, you can do such a difficult puzzle, it's too good."

Liu Ziqi took care of Chi Yu with all her heart and responsibility, as if she was her own child, even if she was slandered by neighbors, she never complained.

Chi Yu lost his mother when he was born, and Chi's father was busy with business day and night, never caring about him, but Liu Ziqi, who laughed at Yanyan, was the first ray of sunshine that shone into Chi Yu's lonely life journey.

Three months later, Chi Yu changed his address and called Liu Ziqi: Mom.

The next two years were Chi Yu's happiest days. His family was complete, he had a busy but loving father, and a gentle and caring mother.

Suddenly one day, an early morning when the summer cicadas were chirping loudly.

Liu Ziqi excitedly said to Xiaochi Yu: "Xiao Yu, you are going to have a younger brother or younger sister soon!"

Seeing that Xiao Chiyu was puzzled, Liu Ziqi gently took Xiao Chiyu's hand, placed it on her swollen belly, and smiled slightly.

With the palms across the belly, I can feel the curiosity of a new life towards this strange world.

Xiaochi Yu's heart throbbed, he was looking forward, looking forward, waiting for the birth of the child who would change his life.

"Our little Yu will become a good brother, right?" Liu Ziqi asked Chi Yu with a smile.

Koike Yuji nodded with certainty.

At that time, Chi Yu didn't know that the gears of bad luck had already started to spin, and he would be hit in the head in the days to come, bringing him pain that he would never forget in this life.