As the class monitor, after I helped Mei Can's roommate

"What?" Fu Guyuan frowned, "Aren't you going back to the dormitory again? Are you asking for too much leave this week? It's only Thursday, and you've already asked for leave three times."

"Recently, there is something...something at home..." Chi Yu avoided Fu Guyuan's eyes and answered vaguely.

Fu Guyuan: "..."

While talking, the two had already walked out of the cafeteria. It was dusk and sunset, and the sky was melting with gold, like wanton splashes of vermilion lacquer and ink painting.

Fu Guyuan suddenly stretched out his hand and gently held the sides of Chi Yu's arms: "Chi Yu, no matter what happens, you can come to me, if you can't, call me and tell me where you are , I will definitely run over to find you!"

Chi Yu looked at Fu Guyuan in a daze, and suddenly smiled.

He was like a traveler who had to embark on an unknown journey, originally uneasy, depressed and hesitant.

But now, Chi Yu suddenly mustered up the courage to face those haze with confidence.

Perhaps at the end of this dark and boundless road, there is freedom and light.

"Squad leader, thank you." Chi Yu said.

"Thank you for what?" Fu Guyuan asked.

Chi Yu said: "Thank you for helping me chase the dog 12 years ago."

Fu Guyuan laughed out loud: "Why did you mention this all of a sudden? A hero doesn't mention his bravery back then."

Chi Yu rolled his eyes: "Squad leader, I'm leaving."

"Okay." Seeing that he looked normal, Fu Guyuan stopped being suspicious, let go of his shoulders, rubbed his head, lifted his forehead hair, and looked into those bright eyes.

"Squad leader, goodbye." After Chi Yu said this, he turned and left the school.

Fu Guyuan watched him leave, one leaf knows the autumn, the wind blew up in the evening, and the dry yellow leaves and blinding sand were blown up all over the place, Fu Guyuan turned his head to avoid it, and when he raised his head again, he found that Chi Yu's figure was already in sight disappears.

Chi Yu walked out of the school gate, looked around, and saw a familiar car parked on the side of the road waiting for him.

He walked over, sat in the co-pilot, and fastened his seat belt.

Liu Zisi started the car and drove smoothly.

"It's going to the hospital, right?" Chi Yu asked.

"Yes, I will take you to meet her." Liu Zisi replied.

The Psychiatric Inpatient Department of the Municipal Third People's Hospital, because it is quite special, is located in the suburbs, the surrounding area is remote, and there are many tall trees.

Chi Yu followed Liu Zisi into the hospital filled with the smell of disinfectant, he clutched his schoolbag uneasily, not daring to look around, and stared at the ground in front of him.

Passing through the depressingly long corridor, Liu Zisi met a doctor. After the two had a few words, the doctor brought Liu Zisi and Chi Yu to a ward, and then left.

"She's inside." Liu Zisi turned to look at Chi Yu, "Are you ready to see her?"

"En." Chi Yu nodded.

"Okay, let's go in." Liu Zisi said.

Chi Yu took a deep breath, pushed open the door, and walked into the ward.

The ward is narrow and cold, except for a hospital bed, there is almost no room for anything else. The spittoon is placed in the corner, and the windows are lined with iron bars. There is an indescribable depression everywhere.

A person sat quietly on the bed, holding something in his arms, shaking it absent-mindedly, humming an inexplicable song.

Chi Yu looked at her with sore eyes.

He suddenly remembered that in the past, he locked himself in the room, alone, unwilling to go out, and did not know spring, summer, autumn and winter.

Suddenly one day, Liu Ziqi pushed open the tightly closed door, took his hand, led him out of autism, and let him see the warm sun.

And this time, it was his turn to do it.

Chi Yu walked slowly to the bed, looked at Liu Ziqi and asked softly, "Do you still know me?"

Liu Ziqi raised her head and looked at him in confusion.

Her long hair was disheveled, draped over her shoulders, and her cheeks were sunken due to thinness, which really made people feel distressed.

It was only then that Chi Yu realized what Liu Ziqi was holding in his arms.

is a baby toy.

Liu Ziqi hugged the toy tightly, shook it gently, and said with a smile, "This is my child, child..."

Sorrow and guilt suddenly rushed into Chi Yu's heart. He looked at the scene in front of him with a lump in his throat, unable to speak.

In the final analysis, Liu Ziqi's illness was caused by the loss of her child.

It's him, it's all his fault.

Chi Yu couldn't help thinking of the day before Liu Ziqi went missing, and drove himself out of the house in a frenzy.

That was actually her truest thought, wasn't it?

If Liu Ziqi hadn't had a miscarriage because of herself, she and Papa Chi must be a happy family of three.

Thinking about it now, Chi Yu only felt that the jealous child was pitiful and hateful.

Liu Ziqi and Papa Chi were reorganized families.

And he was not one of them, how could he not see this clearly because of Liu Ziqi's gentleness.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Chi Yu choked up and repeated these words in a murmur.

"Huh? What's wrong with you? Why are you crying?" The stupid Liu Ziqi looked at him, confused, "Don't cry, let me show you the baby."

Speaking of which, Liu Ziqi hugged the baby toy in her arms towards Chi Yu: "His name is Chi Qing."

Chi Yu was taken aback for a moment: "Chi Qing?"

"Well, the green grass by the Qingqing River." Liu Ziqi nodded, and she asked, "Do you know why I named him that?"

Chi Yu naturally didn't know: "Why? Why is it called this name?"

"Because..." Liu Ziqi seemed to think of something, and smiled slightly, "He has an older brother."

"Brother?" Chi Yu became more and more confused.

"Yes." Liu Ziqi smiled softly, "He has an elder brother named Chi Yu, An Zhiting Lan Yu Yu Qingqing, so I named him Chi Qing, our little Chi Yu is a very good child, He will be a very good brother, and our family will be very happy."

Although the lights on the ceiling of the room are not bright, they can still fill every corner of the room in the dark.

Chi Yu covered his face with his hands, slowly bent down, and wept wantonly in front of Liu Ziqi's eyes.

At the end of autumn and early winter, the earth-shaking changes come unexpectedly.

What made Fu Guyuan feel at a loss the most was that Chi Yu suddenly stopped coming to school.

The person who was chatting and laughing with me the day before suddenly disappeared like this.

I didn't return to the dormitory, and the seats were always empty.

At first, Fu Guyuan thought that Chi Yu was sick, so he called worriedly, but no one answered.

As a last resort, Fu Guyuan approached the head teacher to inquire about the situation.

The head teacher also seemed very distressed: "It is said that there is something at home, so I suddenly suspend school. The formalities for the suspension of school have not been cleared yet! Why don't you come to class..."

Only then did Fu Guyuan realize that something had happened to Chi Yu.

He quickly found Bai Mingfeng and Xiang Qingwu, and discussed countermeasures with them.

Fu Guyuan: "I think something must have happened to Chi Yu! No, I have to find him!"

"Wait." Bai Mingfeng stopped Fu Guyuan who was in a hurry, and told Fu Guyuan what Chi Yu said to him before.

"Take care of the adoptive mother?" Fu Guyuan repeated.

"Yes." Bai Mingfeng nodded, "Chi Yu chose the path himself, just trust him."

"Why do you believe him?!" Fu Guyuan rarely behaved very irrationally, "His uncle must have made trouble! Something must have happened to Chi Yu, so I'll go find him! How could it be possible to just suspend school!!"

"Brother, where are you going to find him?" Xiang Qingwu asked.

"I know where his home is." Fu Guyuan turned and ran away, but Xiang Qingwu and Bai Mingfeng didn't stop him.

Fu Guyuan rode a bicycle and ran all the way to Chi Yu's community. After he parked the car, he trotted all the way to the front of Chi Yu's house.

He was extremely thankful that he had been here before and knew the way.

Fu Guyuan clutched his mobile phone ready to call the police at any time, and knocked on the door nervously.

After a while, the door was opened.

To Fu Guyuan's surprise, it was Chi Yu who opened the door.

"Chi Yu!" Fu Guyuan called his name.

When Chi Yu saw the person coming, he was surprised: "Ban..."

He didn't finish his sentence, because Fu Guyuan rushed over and hugged him.

Embrace warm, heartbeat and peace.

"Are you okay?!" Fu Guyuan tightened his arms and hugged him with lingering fear.

When he rode over just now, all kinds of words lingered in his mind, such as kidnapping, coercion, and he couldn't be blamed for that. People always like to think about it when they don't know it.

"Squad leader, I'm fine." Chi Yu's heart almost jumped out of his chest, he pretended to be calm, "Squad leader, why are you here?"

"You still ask me why I came here." Fu Guyuan felt annoyed and funny, "Why didn't you go to school, I thought something happened to you!"

It turned out that he would be so worried about himself.

Warm ripples flowed in Chi Yu's heart.

He finally couldn't help it, stretched out his arms and hugged Fu Guyuan tightly, his eyes were red.

If, he is not what he is experiencing today.

If he can spend the rest of high school with Fu Guyuan well.

Then one day in the future, he will definitely convey his heart to Fu Guyuan.

On that day, it must be sunny and full of flowers, and he would walk towards Fu Guyuan with his head held high and a smile on his face.

And now...

Chi Yu gradually calmed down, let go of Fu Guyuan, and said softly, "Squad leader, my uncle is not here, come in and sit for a while."

Although Fu Guyuan came once, but the last time he came, he just stood at the porch and didn't go into the house.

This time, he also ran over as soon as his brain got hot, and he didn't even think about what he could do when he came here.

After Fu Guyuan entered the room, he sat on the sofa cautiously. Chi Yu poured him a glass of water. After Fu Guyuan took the water, he asked repeatedly, "Why don't you go to school? The suspension of school now affects you too much. , is it because your uncle won't let you..."

"No." Chi Yu shook his head, "Squad leader, I decided not to go by myself."

Fu Guyuan was taken aback, and asked: "Why?!"

"Squad leader, I found my mother." Chi Yu said, "She is very mentally ill now, and someone must take care of her."

"Chi Yu, have you ever wondered why your mother was found just after you realized that your uncle has a problem?" Fu Guyuan was anxious, "There must be something wrong."

"I thought about it." Chi Yu said calmly, "But so what? Anyway, at least I found my family."

Fu Guyuan was taken aback.

At this moment, a woman's cry suddenly came from one of the rooms. In addition to the cry, there was a loud noise of smashing things.

Chi Yu's face changed slightly, he got up in a panic and walked towards that room.