As the class monitor, after I helped Mei Can's roommate

"I like you."

Fu Guyuan's voice fell, and the world was quiet, as if the mute button had been pressed.

Fu Guyuan saw Chi Yu standing there in a daze, his hands were still holding the doorknob and preparing to close the door, at this moment he froze in place, looking at Fu Guyuan with a confused expression.

In fact, Fu Guyuan was extremely terrified.

Everyone panics while waiting for an unknown answer.

Eager to get the answer you want, but also afraid that everything will not be as you wish.

But the moment he saw Chi Yu, Fu Guyuan suddenly lost his timidity, and a thought gradually became clear in his mind.

If he didn't say this sentence today, he would definitely regret it for the rest of his life.

"Squad leader, what did you say? I didn't understand." Chi Yu asked in a daze.

Fu Guyuan sighed softly.

He thought Chi Yu's reaction was so cute.

"Chi Yu." Fu Guyuan spoke clearly and repeated again, "I like you, the kind of love I love, I know my confession is strange and sudden, and we are both boys, you don't even hate it Strange, but you are going to England soon, I must tell you this, I don’t want to regret it, I have never liked anyone before, you are the first, if..."

Fu Guyuan took a deep breath: "If you like me that much, when everything is settled, can you come back from England to find me?"

The young mind is pure and straightforward, unable to think of any hardships and tribulations ahead, only knowing that they like each other, then they should be together.

But isn't it enough to have such courage?

Fu Guyuan's words were so reckless and without thinking.

No matter how dazed he is, Chi Yu has come to his senses at this moment. Following Fu Guyuan's words, his eyes turned red little by little, and tears filled his eyes.

"What, what's wrong? Why are you crying?" Fu Guyuan suddenly felt overwhelmed, wanted to comfort Chi Yu, but didn't know where to put his hands and feet, "Don't, don't cry, you were, frightened?"

"Squad leader, I'm sorry..." Chi Yu rubbed his eyes with the back of his hand, choked up and said.

Fu Guyuan's movements froze, and his heart turned cold. He gave a soft 'ah' and forced a smile: "...It's okay, I'm also...prepared mentally."

In the middle of the sentence, Fu Guyuan couldn't continue, he felt that his heart was tightly clenched by dry claws, and the pain made him unable to breathe.

This is the first time in Fu Guyuan's life that he likes someone like this, his heart is always on his mind, his eyes follow him, that's why he bumped his head against the south wall like this today, regardless of it.

But now, the wall hit, and the pain followed.

"I'm sorry, I... interrupted... You go to England, remember... take care of yourself, cough, I've said too much... sorry..." Fu Guyuan said intermittently, when he looked up, he saw Chi Yu still rubbing the back of his hand Eye.

Chi Yu seemed to be restraining himself from crying, so that his eyes were blood red from rubbing, which was really scary to watch.

"Okay, don't do this, it hurts so much!" Fu Guyuan couldn't stand it anymore, and stretched out his hand to grab Chi Yu's wrist.

Chi Yu lowered his head and choked with sobs, desperately suppressing himself, not to look at Fu Guyuan.

"Chi Yu." Fu Guyuan let go of Chi Yu's hand, not daring to scare him, and said softly, "It's my job to confess, if you don't like me, it just means I'm not good enough, you don't have to feel sorry, no matter what So, don't hurt yourself again, you have to understand that you are really good, be more confident, and you must live a happy life in the future, Chi Yu, I like you."

After Fu Guyuan finished speaking in one go, with the feeling of reluctance for the last time, he stretched out his hand to gently rub Chi Yu's hair, and turned to leave.

The heart was still hurting, densely numb as if bitten by needles and insects, Fu Guyuan sighed, unable to recover, lamented that the first time he was happy when he was young, it ended in such an embarrassing way.

But at this moment, someone suddenly grabbed his wrist.

Fu Guyuan was taken aback, and turned his head away in confusion.

Chi Yu pulled him, exhausted all his strength, and said with red eyes.

"Squad leader, I like you too!"

Fu Guyuan: "..."

It was Fu Guyuan's turn to be confused.

"Squad leader, can you..." Chi Yu burst into tears, he has been trying his best to restrain his emotions, but unfortunately it was in vain, "Can you wait for me, when I am settled down, come back to you, I have nothing to do now, I……"

At the end of the conversation, Chi Yu began to speak incoherently.

He knew that he shouldn't give Fu Guyuan an answer. He was now facing the unknown and malice, stepping on the edge of the abyss, maybe one day he would accidentally fall down and be smashed to pieces.

He can't even control his own destiny, so there is no stability.

But Chi Yu couldn't help it, his longing, his delusions, and the warm sun of the world stood in front of him, if he was given what he wanted in his life, how could he not chase after it.

"Chi Yu, Chi Yu?" Fu Guyuan noticed Chi Yu's emotional collapse, and hurried forward, and gently hugged him into his arms, "Don't cry, I'll wait for you, don't worry, I'll wait, come back early, Come find me."

Chi Yu was trembling all over, he clenched his teeth, trying to restrain all his emotions, but when Fu Guyuan said these words, tears flowed like rain.

"Chi Yu, are you okay?" Fu Guyuan said worriedly.

"Squad leader, I'm fine." Chi Yu shook his head and wiped away his tears, he didn't say anything, he didn't even hint that he would never put Fu Guyuan in danger.

"Chi Yu, listen to me." Fu Guyuan held Chi Yu's face and kissed his eyes and forehead lightly, "I like you, I'll wait for you, come to me."

In the days that followed, whenever Chi Yu woke up from the bloody nightmare drenched in sweat, he would think of what Fu Guyuan had said to him.

Come find me.

Chi Yu sometimes cries and trembles from fear, and sometimes laughs and loses sleep because of joy.

No matter what kind of emotion he fell into, there was only one thought in his mind.

Must go to him.

With the breeze, accompanied by light clouds, with unfinished obsessions, across the sea of ​​strangers, across the ups and downs, to find, to search, to see the appearance of light again.

After Chi Yu returned to 'home', he saw Liu Zisi sitting on the sofa smoking a cigarette, he must have waited for a long time, the ashtray on the coffee table was full of cigarette butts.

"I followed what you said, they won't come to me again." Chi Yu said, "We agreed, they won't contact me, and you won't trouble them."

"Okay." Liu Zisi was rarely straightforward, and nodded.

Chi Yu turned back to the room, he walked in, just about to close the door, when Liu Zisi yelled: "The door is not allowed to be closed."

Chi Yu: "..."

He didn't resist, just did it.

In fact, even if the door is closed, Chi Yu can't do much. Liu Zisi confiscated his mobile phone and cut off all contact with the outside world. What he does every day now is to take care of Liu Ziqi.

He didn't know how Liu Zisi would treat him in the future.

Chi Yu only hoped that Liu Zisi would let him go after taking away his property, as long as he could escape from here, there are many ways out.

What Chi Yu never expected was that in the evening, someone came to the house.

It was a strange man that Chi Yu had never seen before.

He walked into the living room, shook hands with Liu Zisi and greeted him familiarly, then turned to look at Chi Yu.

The man's eyes were full of strange scrutiny and inquiry, Chi Yu felt a little uncomfortable, and turned back to the room.

"Come to the study to talk." Liu Zisi invited.

"Okay." The man followed Liu Zisi into the study, and closed the door behind him.

Liu Zisi asked the man to sit down on the leather chair, lit another cigarette, and asked straight to the point: "How much is the hospitalization fee for the two of you?"

"It depends on the medicine. If the medicine is expensive, the hospital will be expensive." The man seemed to be a doctor, and replied, "But I saw that boy just now, unlike the schizophrenia you said. If he is emotionally stable, it is not recommended to be hospitalized. You know that , located in the suburbs, and fully enclosed..."

"Needless to say, I'll give you [-] yuan, and the hospitalization fee will be calculated separately. I'll send the two of you to the hospital in a few days." Liu Zisi interrupted the man directly, and took a puff on his cigarette.

The man is still hesitating: "Is it...too hasty?"

"15, will you accept it? If not, I'll find someone else." Liu Zisi said impatiently.

"...Okay, I see, you can contact me when the time comes." The man nodded.

Liu Zisi got up to see off the guests.

The man walked to the door, held the doorknob, and was suddenly taken aback.

The door was half-closed, revealing a crack.

The man remembered that when he walked into the study, he obviously closed the door.

"What's the matter?" Liu Zisi followed behind him and asked.

"It's okay." The man thought he was confused, shook his head, said goodbye to Liu Zishu, and left.

Chi Yu was completely unaware of Liu Zisi's actions.

That night, Chi Yu bit his finger, thinking about what to do after a night.

He had to take Liu Ziqi away and find a way to settle down.

He can go to work, he is an adult now, it should be easy to find a part-time job.

But what about the first days?

Ask Liu Zisi for some, will he give it?

These naive and unrealistic thoughts ran in Chi Yu's mind all night, until it was almost dawn, and he fell asleep in a daze.

Before going to bed, Chi Yu still remembered to set an alarm clock, thinking about getting up to make breakfast for Liu Ziqi and telling her to take medicine.

During the daytime the next day, the alarm clock rang on time.

Because Chi Yu was too sleepy and tired, he didn't hear it all at once.

Just when he was in a daze, someone picked up the clock next to his pillow, turned off the alarm, and said to him softly, "Go to sleep, and sleep for a while."

The voice was ethereal and distant, but gentle as water.

Without the loud and annoying alarm clock, Chi Yu quickly fell asleep again.

When he woke up again, it was almost eleven o'clock. Chi Yu was taken aback, annoyed why his alarm clock didn't go off, and got up in a hurry, wanting to take care of Liu Ziqi.

Chi Yu walked out of the room and was about to knock on the door of Liu Ziqi's room when he was suddenly taken aback.

He heard the sound of cooking from the kitchen.

Strange, who could it be?

Chi Yu walked to the door of the kitchen and stared blankly at the people inside.

Liu Ziqi was wearing an apron, holding a sharp kitchen knife, chopping vegetables one by one.

"Mom." Chi Yu came to his senses and walked into the kitchen quickly. He saw Liu Ziqi holding a knife and was a little afraid that she would hurt him, "Let me do it."

"It's okay, Xiaochi." Liu Ziqi chopped up the vegetables and threw them into the hot pot, "It will be ready soon."

Chi Yu was a little confused.

These days, because of his careful care, Liu Ziqi's mental state has improved a lot.

But she suffers from bipolar disorder, and she still suffers from sudden depression or mania, so she stays in the room all the time and rarely comes out.

"Go, get the bowls and chopsticks." Liu Ziqi said to Chi Yu.

"Okay." Chi Yu nodded obediently.

Liu Ziqi finished the meal, brought it out of the kitchen and asked Chi Yu to eat with a smile.

"Eat more." Liu Ziqi filled a bowl full of rice for Chi Yu.

"Mom, is your illness better?" Chi Yu said with some anxiety while holding the chopsticks.

"I feel much better today, is the food delicious?" Liu Ziqi asked.

"Delicious." Chi Yu breathed out.

Liu Ziqi's mental state improved, and that was one step closer to their goal of escaping from here.

That day, Liu Ziqi did not fall ill. She chatted with Chi Yu, played puzzles, and listened to him talk about his school friends until Chi Yu fell asleep at night.

In the middle of the night, Liu Zisi came back from the outside. Today's real estate transfer procedures went smoothly. Without accident, he will be able to get everything he wants next week.

After Liu Zisi opened the door with the key and walked into the entrance, he was suddenly taken aback.

Liu Ziqi sat in the living room dressed in white, looked at him and said, "Zi Si, let's have a chat, brother and sister."