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"Abai, I like you, stay with me, okay?"

Hearing Xiang Qingwu's words, Bai Mingfeng turned his head away so that Xiang Qingwu couldn't see his expression clearly.

"Let's talk about this after breakfast."

"Ah Bai..." Xiang Qingwu called out pitifully.

Bai Mingfeng didn't intend to eat this set: "Let go of me, I'll cook the porridge."

Xiang Qingwu had no choice but to let go of his wrist in frustration.

Seeing Bai Mingfeng get up and walk out of the room, Xiang Qingwu put his head in his hands, ruffled his hair anxiously, thinking about what to say.

On the other side, Bai Mingfeng was absent-minded while cooking the porridge, and was scalded by the steam when he lifted the lid, but fortunately it was fine.

The clear porridge was cooked quickly, it was sweet, soft and glutinous, and very delicious. Bai Mingfeng moved a small bed table, placed it in front of Xiang Qingwu, and brought the porridge in front of him: "Eat."

Xiang Qingwu scooped up a spoonful of white porridge and fed it into his mouth. The milky white rice soup was mixed with fine-grained white rice, and his body was so comfortable that his body warmed up. "

Bai Mingfeng didn't respond, and took a temperature gun to measure the temperature of Xiang Qingwu's forehead to ensure that the fever was gone, then he took a sigh of relief.

Seeing how busy he was for himself, Xiang Qingwu suddenly summoned up his courage and said loudly, "Ah Bai! Let's talk!"

Bai Mingfeng: "...OK."

He put away the temperature gun, sat on the edge of the bed, and looked at Xiang Qingwu.

"Ah Bai, I..." Xiang Qingwu wanted to speak, but was interrupted by Bai Mingfeng.

"No, you listen to me first." Bai Mingfeng's expression was indifferent, and his tone was calm, "Qingwu, since you were young, your uncles and aunts didn't care much about you, so when you were young, you longed for company and a relationship more than your peers of stability."

Xiang Qingwu was taken aback for a moment, not understanding why Bai Mingfeng would suddenly bring up this matter.

"I am your young playmate, it will make you dependent, and it will also..." Bai Mingfeng paused, he took a breath before he could continue, "It will make you feel delusional."

"Illusion?" Xiang Qingwu was stunned, "What illusion?"

Bai Mingfeng said softly, "I like my illusion."

"..." Xiang Qingwu's face changed slightly, from doubt to surprise: "Ah Bai, what are you talking about?"

Bai Mingfeng gritted his teeth, and his tone became serious: "Xiang Qingwu, wake up, you don't like me at all, you have clearly said it before... In short, you can't like me, you just long for it because your parents didn't care enough about you when you were a child. Young playmates can accompany you, don't ruin yourself, find a...find a girl, the same..."

In the last sentence, Bai Mingfeng's words trembled.

He thought he was ridiculous.

The relationship he has longed for for nine years is close at hand, and he obviously just needs to nod, everything will fall into place.

But the more cherished and affectionate you are, the easier it is to shrink back and be afraid.

He couldn't harm Xiang Qingwu.

"Abai, you mean..." Xiang Qingwu struggled to understand, "I just want someone to accompany me, so I confessed to you?"

"Yes." Bai Mingfeng nodded firmly.

He had discovered this before, and Xiang Qingwu was very afraid of being alone, and took his feelings very seriously.

It's not hard to understand why, after all, Xiang's father and mother are too strict and busy with work, so there is very little love for Xiang Qingwu spiritually.

Xiang Qingwu who grew up in such an environment, how could he not yearn for company, and would mistake those reluctance for lust.

He knew Xiang Qingwu too well.

"So... don't stumble where you shouldn't fall." Bai Mingfeng lowered his eyes, "Xiang Qingwu, recognize what you are thinking, and don't waste time on me. You will move out next week, and you will meet ……meet……"

Others couldn't say a word, Bai Mingfeng changed the wording: "You will get used to it, get used to not having me by your side."

Xiang Qingwu looked at him, was silent for a moment, and said softly, "Ah Bai...you really do learn psychology very well."

Bai Mingfeng laughed jokingly.

He felt that Xiang Qingwu understood and reacted.

"But." Xiang Qingwu scratched his head, "According to what you said, if I just longed for the company of friends, why didn't I go to A Fu? When I was young, I knew A Fu first and then you. I was in the same class as him in high school, so if you think about it, aren't I closer to him than I am to you?"

Bai Mingfeng: "..."

Ah... this...

Bai Mingfeng was dumbfounded by the question.

Wait, right?

why?

Fu Guyuan, who was far away in another city, sneezed violently.

Chi Yu, who was recording the solvent ratio data, suddenly raised his head and looked at him worriedly.

"Have you caught a cold?!" Lin Yunjin, who was also in the laboratory, asked him.

"No..." Fu Guyuan rubbed his arms with a solemn expression, "I just felt a sudden chill."

Vaguely felt that someone was trying to harm him.

At this moment, Bai Mingfeng was thinking of words: "Maybe... because... because..."

He did it for a long time, but nothing came out because of it.

Aside from other emotional factors, the friendship between the three of them is really strong, it is simply a perfect equilateral triangle.

And when it comes to companionship, Fu Guyuan's gentle personality is much more suitable than him, at least he won't scold Xiang Qingwu's evil pen at every turn.

"Ah Bai." Xiang Qingwu looked at him and smiled, "You can think I'm stupid, but you can't think I'm so stupid that you can't even tell the difference between friendship and love, right?"

Bai Mingfeng: "..."

For the first time, he was incoherent in front of Xiang Qingwu: "But...but..."

Xiang Qingwu suddenly stretched out his hand and clasped his fingers with Bai Mingfeng who was sitting by the bed. He took Bai Mingfeng's hand and pressed it on his left chest.

Bai Mingfeng subconsciously wanted to take back his hand, but Xiang Qingwu held him tightly and refused him to back down.

With the palm of his hand through the thin clothes, he could feel the throbbing of Xiang Qingwu's heart.

Xiang Qingwu said: "Ah Bai, since you are so good at psychology, then you can help me analyze why I want to pester you, hug you, and even kiss you when I see you? Why do I want to see you? When you get close to other people, you will feel sad, bored and anxious. Why did I see that man touching you yesterday, and I was so angry? And, why is my heart beating so fast now, Abai, tell me, is this the feeling that friends will have? ?”

Bai Mingfeng: "...But you clearly said that when you were young..."

"Ah?! What did I say?" Xiang Qingwu asked.

Bai Mingfeng: "...say I'm disgusting."

"What?! Impossible! I'm sure I didn't! How is it possible!" Xiang Qingwu yelled with his eyes wide open, repeatedly denying it.

Bai Mingfeng: "It's junior high school, in the toilet..."

Bai Mingfeng told Xiang Qingwu the nightmare that had haunted him for nine years.

It's been a long time, and Xiang Qingwu's memory of this period has long been blurred. He only remembers that he was impulsive and angry at that time.

At that time, he was less than 15 years old, he was the most outspoken age, how could he make a big mistake.

"Ah Bai, you must have misremembered." Xiang Qingwu explained in a panic, "I was calling the person who bullied you disgusting, I wasn't talking about you!"

Bai Mingfeng murmured.

He suddenly remembered a word.

Spotlight effect.

People always inadvertently magnify things related to themselves infinitely, such as embarrassing things, but in fact, others don't pay much attention to them, and even forget them when they turn around.

Looking at Xiang Qingwu's flustered explanation, Bai Mingfeng discovered that the knot in his heart that had been buried for many years was tied by himself...

"Ah Bai." Seeing that Bai Mingfeng hadn't spoken for a long time, Xiang Qingwu became more and more sad and panicked, he held Bai Mingfeng's hand tightly, "Ah Bai, I'm sorry, I was such a jerk when I was young, I can't speak, don't be angry, Ah Bai, I like you, I will treat you well, stay with me, why don't you try with me for a period of time, half a year? No, no, no, three months, let's try for three months first, okay? Ah Bai, You talk, I’m afraid if you don’t talk, Ah Bai, can you?”

Bai Mingfeng: "OK."

Xiang Qingwu froze for a moment.

After a while, he asked hesitantly, "Ah Bai, did you agree?"

Bai Mingfeng nodded: "Yes."

Xiang Qingwu: "With me?"

"Yeah." Bai Mingfeng held his hand back, "I'll be with you."

Xiang Qingwu continued to be dazed, he hesitated for a while, and asked: "Can I hug you casually?"

Bai Mingfeng laughed out loud.

Although he is already a young man in his twenties, when he bends his eyes, the tiger teeth and pear dimples are still looming, just like a young man who is undefeated through the years.

Bai Mingfeng reached out and hugged Xiang Qingwu.

Someone once asked him.

Do you know what it's like to hug your lover?

Bai Mingfeng can answer now.

Warmth, peace of mind, tears in my eyes.

From then on, spring flowers are warm, summer grows, autumn is crisp, winter is abundant, and the four seasons are like the time of the world.

Xiang Qingwu happily hugged Bai Mingfeng back, and hugged him tightly: "Ah Bai, you are so kind, I like you."

"Well, me too, Xiang Qingwu, I like you too." Bai Mingfeng choked up, and said the words that had been hidden in his heart for nine years.

As relieved.

The two hugged for a while, and Bai Mingfeng let go of Xiang Qingwu, wanting to clean up the porridge bowl that was put aside.

Xiang Qingwu pulled him, refusing him to leave: "Ah Bai, can I kiss you?"

Bai Mingfeng's heart beat half a beat faster, and he muttered: "Shabi, what's the point of asking..."

Xiang Qingwu looked disappointed: "Can't you? Sure enough, I'm too impatient, I should take my time."

Bai Mingfeng: "..."

Damn, did he do it on purpose?

Bai Mingfeng's face flushed red: "If you want to kiss, hurry up! What are you asking?"

"Really?" Xiang Qingwu's eyes lit up, and he approached Bai Mingfeng, "Then I kissed? Did I really kiss?"

Bai Mingfeng quickly closed his eyes, feeling that his heart was about to jump out of his chest.

He felt that Xiang Qingwu held his cheek, and his warm and shallow breath was getting closer...

Then Xiang Qingwu smacked him on the face.

Bai Mingfeng: "..."

Bai Mingfeng waited for a long time, but Xiang Qingwu made no other moves.

He had no choice but to open his eyes and ask, "No more? Have you finished kissing?"

Xiang Qingwu smiled and said, "Ah Bai, your face is so tender."

Bai Mingfeng: "..."

Xiang Qingwu: "Don't worry, I will take my time. Let's just hold hands first. I won't scare you."

Bai Mingfeng: "..."

Xiang Qingwu: "I can control myself!"

Bai Mingfeng: "Xiang Qingwu, how old are you?"

Xiang Qingwu: "Ah? 23 years old."

Bai Mingfeng: "You really are a badass, right?!"

Xiang Qingwu: "Ah? Ah Bai, why do you look so ashamed and angry? Ah Bai, don't go, wait! I really won't touch you casually, I'm a gentleman! Don't worry!"

Bai Mingfeng: "Damn!"