The Regent has turned black again

"Sima Yi, how long have we known each other?" Lu Xun deliberately didn't look at Sima Yi, but looked at the ceiling.

Otherwise, it's as if he's so hungry.

Sima Yi rolled his Adam's apple: "25 years."

They knew each other very early, and they had a very good relationship during their father's generation.

Sima Yi is one year older than Lu Xun, and the two have known each other since childhood.

When we were still wearing crotch pants, we played together.

When he was very young, he often liked to follow Sima Yi, calling him brother and brother.

When he grew up, Sima Yi had a calm personality, but Lu Xun became a little overlord, commanding Sima Yi every day, leading Sima Yi to do a lot of mischievous things, the point is that Sima Yi will be blamed in the end.

Sima Yi never said no, he would do whatever Lu Xun asked him to do.

When being punished, he is always the first to stand up and bear all the mistakes alone.

I don't know since when, Lu Xun stopped being called Brother Sima Yi, and he became uncute at all!

Sima Yi is not his brother, and he doesn't want Sima Yi to be his brother!

It seems that since childhood, the two rarely had conflicts.

Even if there was a conflict, it was all done by Lu Xun alone. Sima Yi would never be angry with Lu Xun.

Even when Sima Yi was protecting Lu Xun, those who fought with Lu Xun said that Sima Yi was like protecting his wife.

The ignorance of youth and the outburst of hormones, when Lu Xun did that for the first time, he slept on the same bed with Sima Yi.

They have a strong relationship, and occasionally they like to go to Sima Yi's house to play, so they live in their house.

But that night, he dreamed of himself and Sima Yi...

When I woke up again, I found myself...

Then that day, Lu Xun ran away in despair, and didn't even have time to say hello. After returning home, he quietly took a shower and washed his clothes.

Then, he felt that he had become very strange, very strange, very strange.

From then on, he never dared to spend the night at Sima Yi's house.

I really can't finish talking about what happened with Sima Yi when I was a child.

Lu Xun felt that he would like Sima Yi, not only because Sima Yi was handsome, but also because of another very important reason.

In his youth, Sima Yi was almost the only one!

There are no other girls, because men and women are different!

Sima Yi was really kind to him, even better than his father, and this stupid fool was easy to bully, so he became his queen's backer.

I also blame Sima Yi for being too kind to himself, and fell into the trap accidentally, and now he is deeply trapped and unable to extricate himself, but Sima Yi is now alone.

Yes, they have known each other for 25 years, and he has liked Sima Yi for ten years.

Secret love is really a very painful thing, he didn't dare to tell Sima Yi, maybe it was because of cowardice, maybe it was because of worldliness.

In the past, he was afraid that it would bring trouble to Sima Yi, but now, seeing Chu Feng and Mo Shiyuan, Lu Xun also wanted to give it a try.

It's just... Mo Shiyuan and Chu Feng are in love with each other, and he and Sima Yi are probably wishful thinking on his part.

Sima Yi is so outstanding, there are quite a few people who have secretly promised General Sima, and I heard that the threshold is almost broken.

If he didn't work hard, Sima Yi might really be snatched away.

And that Sima Yi's prospective fiancée, although not yet married, is almost a certainty.

Lu Xun didn't know what to do, let alone whether Sima Yi likes him or not, even if Sima Yi likes him, how did the two of them pass the family test.

Lu Xun sighed: "It feels like we have grown up in an instant."

Sima Yi added in his heart that he has not yet grown up, and Lu Xun will always be a child who has not grown up in his heart.

Children need to be protected, they are still so naughty and have never grown up.

"Sima Yi..." Lu Xun called Sima Yi's name and opened his mouth.

Obviously he has a lot to say, he hasn't gotten along with Sima Yi like this for a long time.

But at this moment, he couldn't say anything.

When they were young, they had no secrets and talked about everything.

But when he grew up, he felt that he had something on his mind. He didn't dare to see Sima Yi, he was afraid of seeing Sima Yi, and he didn't dare to tell Sima Yi what was on his mind.

And when Sima Yi grew up, he kept everything in his heart.

It took Lu Xun a while before he said, "I feel like we are getting farther and farther apart."

Although their relationship is still so good, they are still friends, but they really don't know each other anymore.

I can never go back to my childhood.

Something flickered in Sima Yi's pupils, and he replied seriously: "No."

They never got farther and farther, he was always by Lu Xun's side.

Lu Xun said confusedly: "Really, but, one day, you will have your family, and I will have mine, and we will never go back."

He didn't want this day to come, but it would come.

They are not young anymore, he is 25 and Sima Yi is 26.

At their age, many children can make soy sauce.

Even if they have no children, most wives have married several families.

In fact, since Lu Xun was 20 years old, his father began to urge him, but Lu Xun has always been under this pressure.

"We haven't talked like this for a long time, let's talk today."

"..."

"In these years, I haven't gotten married because I like someone for a long time, and I'm waiting for him."

"..."

"That's a big scumbag, he cheated my heart."

"But he didn't even give me a chance. If he really wanted me to give up, why did he treat me so well?"

"When I was young, when I was bullied, he was the first person to stand up and protect me. Whether I was right or wrong, he thought I was right. He would carry me home and resist all mistakes. He He will give me all the good things, he taught me a lot, including what it means to like."

"I don't know how long I can wait for him. I don't know if he also likes me for a moment."

Lu Xun said to himself, with a smile on the corner of his mouth: "Actually, there is nothing we can't face. The important thing is to be brave. If we can be together, I don't care about anything."

"Sometimes, I am quite envious of Chu Feng and Mo Shiyuan. At least they like each other."

"Sima Yi, we have grown up and we should make a choice. I didn't put pressure on you, nor did I mean to force you."

"I just think, if you reject me two more times, I will give up!"

Lu Xun smiled, but his eyes were filled with tears.

He had really held back these words for ten years, and today he finally mustered up the courage to say them.

Although Chu Feng asked him to use bitter tricks, Lu Xun felt that bitter tricks might only work for Mo Shiyuan, because Mo Shiyuan really loved Chu Feng very much.

What he and Sima Yi wanted was not a bitter trick, but a choice and a decision.

Many times, they are avoiding this matter, but avoiding is not the best, they always have to face it, right?

If Sima Yi didn't like him, he would give up his heart as soon as possible.

Then...then listen to your father's words and marry two more daughters-in-law.

After two years, when his sons are full, he will ask them to call Uncle Sima Yi every day!

Sima Yi's Adam's apple rolled, why didn't he know what Lu Xun said.

Lu Xun is not married, nor is he...

If he didn't like it, why did he do so much for Lu Xun since he was a child, and why he only treats Lu Xun well.

However, the only difference between him and Mo Shiyuan is that Mo Shiyuan has the ability to give Chu Feng a world and protect him well.

But now, he doesn't have the ability to protect Lu Xun, so that no one dares to say that Lu Xun is wrong.

Sima Yi didn't want Lu Xun to suffer any harm, but now, there seems to be a kind of rigid rules in this world. If you don't abide by this rule, you will be criticized.

He didn't want Lu Xun to be wronged.

At the very least, let him take care of things at home first.

So, wait a little longer, okay, wait a little longer.

……

It was already night when Sima Yi returned home.

Old General Sima saw him, waved and called him over.

"Father." Sima Yi called out.

"Where did you go today? Didn't you agree to have dinner with Qingqing?" Old General Sima said in a thick voice.

Qingqing is the girl that the old General Sima wanted Sima Yi to marry. It was indeed an appointment to have dinner together today, but because Lu Xun was sick, Sima Yi went directly to Lu Xun.

"Father, I have always regarded Qingqing as my younger sister." He told the old general Sima many times that he didn't like her and would not marry, but the old general Sima's attitude was also very firm and tough.

Sima Yi felt that he was not brave enough, at least he hadn't done anything for Lu Xun.

However, he feels that a person should live for himself throughout his life, not for his parents or the world.

He doesn't like Qingqing, he won't marry.

He was not firm enough before, but now he has to be firm again!

"What do you want to say." The old general looked at him with sharp eyes: "The matter between you and Qingqing has been delayed for so long. Last time I was delayed going to the border with the prince. I can see that the time has passed for a long time. Now, pick a time and decide on your marriage directly!"

"I have someone I like!" Sima Yi said firmly: "I have someone I like, and I will not marry Qingqing."

"You bastard, Qingqing's father has shown such great kindness to our family. If it weren't for him, I would have been the one who died!" Old General Sima reprimanded: "If you really want to marry someone you like, then you should marry the person you like first." Qingqing, I will not object to anything after that!"

In ancient times, three wives and four concubines were the norm, and the old General Sima did not object to Sima Yi taking concubines.

I even hope that Sima Yi can have a few more children, and pass on the demeanor of their Sima family to the general!

Sima Yi said flatly: "The person I like is a man."