Guangsha ten million

054

"Say! Who is that man?" Chen Yan repeated in a deep voice.

Just now, Chen Yan was driving to the airport to fly to City G for the New Year's Eve. At the intersection, he suddenly saw Gu Xiaoyang and a man with a good temperament saying goodbye to each other. Save face at the end.He immediately turned the car around and pulled Gu Xiaoyang into the car.

Gu Xiaoyang had already figured out the reason for Chen Yan's anomaly in surprise. He should have bumped into the incident where he and Chu Xun bid farewell at the street corner, and then misunderstood his relationship with Chu Xun.

What and what is this really?

Regardless of the fact that he and Chu Xun didn't have that kind of relationship, even if he was a normal adult who had the right to make friends and choose a partner, why bother?Still being interfered by a person who broke up with him three years ago!

No matter how good-tempered he is, he will get angry in the face of such unreasonable interference: "That's my friend!"

"what kind of friends?"

"Do I need to explain to you?"

"You don't need to explain, I will check it myself."

"Investigate? Why do you investigate? They are neither illegal nor criminal, and have nothing to do with you. Even if you resort to means, you have violated | other people's privacy."

"If he has a relationship with you, he has a relationship with me!"

"Chen Yan!" Gu Xiaoyang snapped, "We have no relationship for a long time! Since you resolutely left three years ago, there is no relationship anymore."

"Gu Xiaoyang!!" Chen Yan looked at Gu Xiaoyang in disbelief, "I didn't expect you to say that!"

"Then what do you think I will say? Say that I actually know what you have done in the past three years, what is the reason for your determination in the first place, and that I will never forget you? All the bits and pieces related to you are carefully collected. Are you even reluctant to change a lock that may be pried open at any time?" Gu Xiaoyang looked at Chen Yan, his eyes were more sad than questioning, "Chen Yan, you have been on the tip of the knife every day for the past three years. To make a living, you have to pay attention to many things all the time, but you must not experience the feeling of having nothing to do and being so lonely."

Gu Xiaoyang bowed his head: "I live in this kind of loneliness every day, in an empty home, in the silent night, I can't get excited about doing anything, I don't even want to eat dinner, I suffer from insomnia all night, even if Du Shen Pulling me to be an agent didn't change the status quo. I'm so lonely, I want someone to talk to me, even if it's just to say good night to me. But no... Every night I'm in I spent my time in a state of near madness, I hope I can be like a normal person and have a normal life..."

Gu Xiaoyang's voice became softer and softer.

Since seeing Chen Yan again, all his words and deeds have been chaotic. On the one hand, he is trying to stay normal, and on the other hand, he is being crazily drawn by Chen Yan's words and deeds. He hates himself like this, but he has long been Even the thought of struggling has been lost.

He even foresaw his own future. On a very ordinary day, he was lying in his home and ended his own life.

The more Chen Yan heard it, the more frightened he was. He never thought that Gu Xiaoyang, who was always cheerful and sunny, would become like this. He realized the meaning of Du Shen's words more deeply than ever before. Much, Gu Xiaoyang thought through everything according to his emotions, including the future between them.

Gu Xiaoyang believed that Chen Yan could do many things, but he did not believe that they would still be together.

Adhering to this view, Gu Xiaoyang gave up on love, but every moment of his life reminded him of his past, making him suffer while giving up.

If there is someone who can comfort Gu Xiaoyang at this time, maybe he can get out of this love, but...because of his existence, Chen Yan, and because of his obsession, Du Shen blocked everything for Gu Xiaoyang from trying to walk into him inner man.

Under the endless torment, Gu Xiaoyang finally walked into the abyss of depression.

Chen Yan was very scared, and subconsciously hugged Gu Xiaoyang tightly: "Don't think like that again! Never think like that again."

Gu Xiaoyang felt Chen Yan's tight embrace and the trembling of his arms. He lost his mind for a moment. At the same time, he instinctively reacted with nostalgia. In three years and more than 1000 nights, he had fantasized about this warm feeling countless times. And the familiar embrace.

However, at the moment when he regained consciousness, his rationality made Gu Xiaoyang react in the complete opposite way. He pushed Chen Yan hard: "Let go!"

Chen Yan made a choice between letting go according to Gu Xiaoyang's wishes and not letting go by expressing his inner voice. The former can ease the atmosphere of the scene, but it will cause the gap between him and Gu Xiaoyang to deepen; conflicts, but there may be unexpected reversals if you fight hard.

Chen Yan hugged Gu Xiaoyang even tighter: "I won't let go, never let go again."

"What can you do if you don't let go? Today is New Year's Eve, all families are reunited, you should go back to the place you should go back to."

"You are where I should go back."

"You will only hurt another person's heart if you stay with me. You have a wife and children who are eagerly looking forward to your return. Are you going to make them sad like this?" Gu Xiaoyang asked.

Chen Yan suddenly remembered the day Gu Xiaoyang came to sign, the phone call he made, did Gu Xiaoyang hear it?Misunderstood?Chen Yan frowned. He couldn't tell Gu Xiaoyang the truth of this matter for the time being, because it would be a kind of harm to Gu Xiaoyang. It's better not to know about Gu Xiaoyang's current state of mind.

Chen Yan then explained: "Xie Wanxin has never put me in high regard. She and I haven't even lived together. How could there be a child?"

"Then..." What happened to that phone call?

Before Gu Xiaoyang had time to ask, Chen Yan had already interrupted: "What's more, after tonight, Mrs. Xie will no longer be Mrs. Xie. I have no obligation to go back and accompany them. I just want to accompany you and spend the rest of my life with you."

Gu Xiaoyang lost his mind again. Chen Yan said he wanted to spend the rest of his life with him?Really?Can he believe it?This is reality?Still dreaming?He seemed to have this kind of dream often before, and he would wake up after crying with joy, and the dark and cold reality would severely mock his fantasy, he hated that feeling, so he didn't let himself dream for a long time.

Today he had such a dream again, he is really unrepentant!

Gu Xiaoyang lowered his head, laughed, and then suddenly hit his head hard with his fist. He never wanted to have such a dream again, never again! ! !

Chen Yan was startled by Gu Xiaoyang's sudden action, hurriedly grabbed Gu Xiaoyang's hand, and shouted: "Gu Xiaoyang, wake up!"

The severe pain in his arm woke Gu Xiaoyang, and he looked at Chen Yan in a daze: "So... am I dreaming?"

"Yes, you are not dreaming, no!" Chen Yan said with certainty.

He is not dreaming!He wasn't dreaming! ! !Gu Xiaoyang closed his eyes, and tears fell instantly.

Chen Yan's already torn and aching heart throbbed again. He hugged Gu Xiaoyang tightly, wiped away his tears for Gu Xiaoyang, and comforted him: "Don't cry."

Chen Yan's comforting voice was very soft, and Gu Xiaoyang, who was originally hearing impaired, couldn't hear it. Maybe it was a connection between souls, maybe it was love from heaven. Gu Xiaoyang heard it miraculously, and suddenly hugged Chen Yan back, crying loudly in Chen Yan's arms:

"I know you're going to do those things, I know it's dangerous, I know you're trying to keep me out of it. But I know how dangerous it is, I worry about you every day, more than I do when I go to war A thousand times ten thousand times."

"I know that not being able to empathize is much more painful than being there."

"I miss you so much, I want to go crazy, but I don't dare to look for you, and I don't even dare to take half a step out of City H, I'm afraid that even a glimpse from a distance will kill you without a place to bury you."

"I understand, me too! Don't dare to do anything, can't reveal anything, can only think in my heart."

"You are finally back!"

"Well, I'm back."

"You're never leaving again, are you?"

"Yes, never leave."

"You want to spend the rest of your life with me, right?"

"Yes, forever!"

"Chen Yan, I miss you so much..."

"Gu Xiaoyang, I love you..."

The two hugged passionately and kissed passionately. The two long-lost bodies did not become strangers to each other because of the time interval, but became more compatible because of the time experience.

"Gu Xiaoyang, you are still mine, always have been, never changed."

"Well, Chen Yan, you are still mine, no one has ever snatched you away."

As night fell, the New Year's fireworks began to bloom. In the brilliant fireworks, the two separated from the passionate kiss and stared at each other. The colorful phantoms dressed up the inseparable love between each other.

After staring at each other for only a few seconds, the two longing for each other became gluey again.

The fireworks outside the window are blooming more brilliantly, and the sound of cracking heralds the approaching footsteps of spring, and also conceals the twists and turns of the room inside the house.

"Gu Xiaoyang, tonight I will get back all the shares from the past three years."

"Ah...Chen Yan, you are not the only creditor in these three years!"

"Okay, then pursue each other! How long do you want the recourse period to be?"

"Um……"

"Huh? If you don't ask and answer, I will force you to ask!"

"Ah... forever!!!" Gu Xiaoyang said with a smile, Chen Yan lowered his head and said affectionately: "Well, forever!"

The author has something to say: Well, the next chapter will reveal what happened to that phone call~~~