Chasing after that warm male brother

Regarding Wei Nan's matter, Qiao Anda could refuse to admit it to death, even if he didn't say anything, Shen Yanqing would not do anything to him.

However, he suddenly felt that there was nothing to hide.

He also doesn't like himself who is always being affected.

Before he knew Wei Nan, Qiao An lived a messy life, no one cared about him, and no one cared about him, as if his daily life was just to survive, eating, sleeping, and painting all constituted this It is a factor of survival, repeated and uninspired, and he doesn't think there is anything wrong with it-if a person's life is always in this state, then there is no way to detect good or bad.

However, all these changes began when he met Wei Nan on that rainy night.Wei Nan talked with him, introduced him to friends, took care of him, and helped him.Being with Wei Nan, Qiao An realized for the first time what shame, uneasiness and low self-esteem are. This stems from his own difference, which is completely different from other people's goodness, and is a kind of 'badness'.Joan sometimes thinks that there are so many differences between him and ordinary people, so much that he doesn't know how to change.

So until now, he didn't know if getting to know Wei Nan was a good thing.

But hearing Qiao An's words, Shen Yanqing did not show any contempt, "It's good to go to him."

For the first time, Joan felt calm, so calm that he didn't want to lose his temper.He explained to Shen Yanqing, "Things are not that simple."

Shen Yanqing paused, looked up at the sky, "Maybe things are very simple, but you think too complicated."

Joan didn't speak for a moment.

The cats were full and took a nap around them. The mother cat licked Qiao An's hand with her tongue gratefully. Shen Yanqing suddenly smiled, "Look, the little animals like you so much, it means that you are not a bad person, at least I don't think a bad guy would go to a convenience store to buy cat food."

Joan said with a straight face, "You don't know, it's just that you haven't been beaten by me."

"Haha." Shen Yanqing laughed, "How can a villain say that he is a villain, you are actually a fool." He paused, and before Qiao An became angry, he said seriously, "Listen to Qiao An, if I If it’s you, I’ll go to him, it’s okay, it’s human nature to pursue what you like.”

Joan frowned again, this was not the answer he wanted very much, in the end he just said, "It's time for you to go home."

Shen Yanqing stood up and patted the ashes on his pants, "That's right, it's getting late, I should go home." He looked up at the sky again, the bright moonlight illuminated everything around him clearly, Shen Yanqing suddenly smiled He smiled and turned to Joan.

"Joan, have you ever wondered why you said these things to me?"

……

After Shen Yanqing left, Qiao An sat on the bench and did not move for a long time.

He was a little guilty, because the other party's words actually exposed his true inner thoughts.

Shen Yanqing is obviously very dull in normal times, but at this time, he is too sensitive, and there is no room for people to ignore it. People who are especially talented in art probably have such abilities, Qiao An thought.

He actually understood what Shen Yanqing meant by that sentence.

Shen Yanqing knew that he wanted to find Wei Nan.He also knew that Joan just lacked an excuse.

No matter whether he had a reason or not, and whether the other party could see him or not, Qiao An's heart said a word from beginning to end.He wants Wei Nan.

This doesn't seem to have changed since the beginning.

Although there have been hesitation and retreat, it is a pity that since he has come into contact with a better life, why is he still nostalgic for the numbness of the past.Joan couldn't bear it if life was as dull as before.

Joan suddenly stood up from the chair.

The cats around were startled by his actions and looked at him with reproachful eyes, but Qiao An didn't have time to apologize. In fact, he didn't even put on his coat, so he hurried to the subway station.

It's eleven o'clock now, the last train out of service, and the radio at the station keeps broadcasting the news that the station will be closed soon. Qiao An found the train train leading to Wei Nan's house based on his memory.

He walked directly into the carriage without thinking. Looking at the empty carriage at the moment, he sneezed.

……

"Brother Xiaonan, I'm off work, pay attention to safety." During the time from the office to the gate, people kept saying hello to Weinan.

Wei Nan rubbed the tip of his nose, yawned wearily, and responded one by one.

Because he promised Jiang Bozhou to take care of Shenglan's business, Weinan now has to work at Shenglan until midnight every night.Shenglan is an entertainment club that integrates catering and leisure. It has grown from a store at the beginning to the current one-story scale. It is currently somewhat famous among young people in W City.

Three years ago, the three of them never expected that Shenglan could develop to this point.At that time, Wei Nan and Gao Yi were very young, and Jiang Bozhou was a little older than them, but he was still childish.Trembling and trembling, they began to test the water for the first time, and then slowly began to explore and grow. Only they themselves know what hardships and difficulties there are.

After all, he didn't come from a management background. In the first few days, Wei Nan was not familiar with Shenglan's people and things. Fortunately, he is a person who is used to doing things, and his subordinates are very obedient, so it has been smooth until now.

It's just that it's almost one or two o'clock in the middle of the night when he finishes counting the business of the day and returns home.

While riding home, Wei Nan suddenly thought of what Gao Yi said to him in the morning.

"I heard that your little friend got very close to a student from the Academy of Fine Arts recently." Gao Yi's tone seemed a little regretful, but after listening carefully, it seemed that it was not the same thing, "It's a pity, the little flowers you cultivated They were taken away before they were picked."

Wei Nan was a little surprised at first, but couldn't help laughing because of Gao Yi's words, "What kind of bloody metaphor are you talking about?"

Gao Yi glanced at him, "Don't laugh, I want you to look at Qiao An, don't be busy doing things here, someone poached a corner over there."

corner?Wei Nan paused, Joan was not yet his corner.

And now he can't find time to deal with Joan's affairs.

Speaking of which, Wei Nan was not touched by Gao Yi's words. After all, he once admitted to Gao Yi that he was interested in Joan.

In fact, Wei Nan is not a very active person emotionally. This can be seen from the fact that he has so many friends but only a few true friends.He can be very enthusiastic when getting along with others, but it's just enthusiasm. I'm afraid even he himself doesn't know what his real thoughts are.

However, when he saw Joan sitting at the door of his house, shrunk into a ball by the cold wind, the surprise in his heart was not fake.

……

Coming out of the subway station, Qiao An found Wei Nan's community based on his memory, but he was stopped by someone at the door. The reason was that Qiao An was not a resident of the community. After a long time with the guard, Qiao An was allowed to enter.

Fortunately, when he came last time, he was stopped and teased by one of the security guards because he was riding Wei Nan's broken motorcycle. Now that guy recognized Joan, and seeing how pitiful he was trembling, he reluctantly felt sympathy. , allowing him to enter the community after registering his name.Otherwise, it is absolutely impossible to enter and exit such a high-end residential area without any documents.

And before finding Wei Nan's house, Qiao An sadly got lost in the community several times. The villas here were all too similar, and the lights were dim at night.Joan accidentally tripped over a step that was not clearly visible while walking.

When I stood up, my palms were worn out, and my whole body was dirty with dust.

Joan sighed dejectedly, turned up his collar and continued to walk forward tremblingly. It was a big mistake for him not to bring a coat. Now it is mid-November, and it is still very cold outdoors at night.

Sometimes he wanted to go home like this and forget it, but there was an impulse in his heart that made him persevere.

In the end, Qiao An found Wei Nan's house and it was almost past twelve o'clock. With the help of the glass room on the third floor, Qiao An recognized that this was Wei Nan's house. Unfortunately, the huge house had no lights at all, and it was completely dark.

Joan's courage was almost exhausted.

He climbed up the stairs with difficulty and rang the doorbell, but no one came to answer the door.

Are you sleeping?Still haven't come back?Joan looked around at the door of his house.

Wei Nan's broken motorcycle didn't stop here.

When he saw this fact, Qiao An was so mad at himself that he ran here without contacting Wei Nan. Wei Nan might have gone out with his friends, or, like that day, spent the night outside with Jiang Bozhou and the others. , so he wouldn't come back at night, but he was stupid, standing outside Weinan's house in this weather, blowing cold wind.

Or, subconsciously, he thought Wei Nan would be waiting for him here.

Qiao An didn't want to think about this issue, and he didn't want to think about why he thought so. He could only tell himself that Wei Nan was not a roundworm in his stomach. normal thing.

He sniffed and squatted down in the corridor in front of Weinan's house, trying to minimize the area of ​​his body in contact with the wind.

In any case, he decided to wait.

……

The moment Wei Nan saw Qiao An, he walked forward quickly. Hearing the sound of footsteps, Qiao An raised his head. At that moment, Wei Nan seemed to see a scene where a lost animal saw its owner find it.

It was a bit pitiful and pitiful, so Wei Nan couldn't help stepping forward. "Why are you here?" Still wearing so little and so thin, those who didn't know thought it was a young man who had run away from home.

Joan was dumbfounded, as if he had become a little dull due to the cold, "I..." He moved his lips twice, swallowing the words 'I want to find you', "I suddenly want to draw the roses in your greenhouse." An inexplicably gave such a reason.

Even so, Joan actually didn't bring a paintbrush or charcoal.

But Wei Nan didn't expose him, on the contrary, he seemed to accept the reason.

In fact, while Qiao An's arrival surprised him, Wei Nan also had a long-lost surprise in his heart.This feeling is hard to describe in words, as if a stone is thrown into the water suddenly, causing waves on the calm water.

He suddenly reached out and scratched his nose, "What an artist."

This move was so intimate that Joan's face turned red.But at this moment, his eyes were reddened by the wind, and he couldn't see any difference.

Wei Nan took off his coat first, put it on him, and then took out the key to open the door.

As soon as he entered the warm room, Joan sneezed again.

Wei Nan glanced at him worriedly, "Could it be a cold, why didn't you call me?"

Joan, who came out in a hurry without a coat or a cell phone, was too ashamed to speak.

Wei Nan sighed, "Forget it. I'll cook you some ginger water to warm you up first."

Joan quickly said, "Don't bother, I can just drink some hot water."