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So our small-bellied classmate Ye didn't talk to our attentive classmate Li for several days because of envy and hatred... It made our classmate Li feel a little fuzzy, not knowing what was going on.Based on the principle of seeing is believing, I ran to our classmate Ye's school again.

Of course, this time it was not a surprise attack, but we greeted our classmate Ye in advance.Our classmate Ye was very confused, what happened to this product?There is a Yangtze River between the two schools!This guy can't be so self-abuse just to get back the one hundred meals he promised at the beginning... And the explanation given by our classmate Li is that the last time I went to your school in a hurry and didn't come to see the scenery, this time it just happened It's okay to go shopping and enjoy the campus scenery of your school... Otherwise, he would be embarrassed to tell others that he has been to OO University...

Faced with such a perfunctory excuse, our classmate Ye was even more confused... I wanted to find an excuse not to meet him, but I lay on the bed at night and felt my conscience... Li helped him a lot, and he was in the two When he was not too familiar with him, he went to his school, and he was so honest with him.Now he wants to avoid people because his heart is a little sour, it's really not a thing!So we still have to be good friends with Li!We still have to entertain him as a landlord!

Our classmate Ye tried his best to interpret his inner anxiety as his jealousy of classmate Li, so he despised himself from the moral high ground, and forced himself to still regard classmate Li as a good friend who supported each other with a vicious tongue in two dimensions , to face classmate Li who made him more and more uneasy.

It is very difficult for us, Ye, to show such an attitude towards Li.Because classmate Ye, since he was a child, has been a kind of obedient child in the eyes of his teachers and parents, with good grades and never causing trouble.He can get along with anyone, and when everyone mentions him, they will say, "ah, he has a good personality." But in fact, he doesn't have a heart-to-heart relationship with anyone... The so-called friendship between gentlemen has always been the standard of friendship that our classmate Ye pursued.Because what I have accepted since childhood is not to cause trouble to others, not to make my parents lose face, this is the education of a good child.He is afraid that others will discover his shortcomings, and thus lose face to his parents and himself, but he has a fatal "shortcoming" that cannot be accepted and cannot be corrected by the standards of today's society.It is precisely because of the miserable depression in real life that our classmate Ye will take off the mask in the dual dimension, showing the true side of himself as a little white bastard who is kind and a bit nosy, because in the dual dimension, even if It was him who was stupid, was ridiculed by others, and was known to be gay by others. He didn't have the pressure to lose face to his parents, and as for the pressure to maintain his own face, there was no pressure.In Sanyuanci, Ye did not live a day for himself, pretending to be a good child to please everyone. Of course, he was used to this, and he didn't feel any inconvenience.He sometimes thinks, once his sexual orientation is exposed, how will his parents treat him?For parents, he has become their lifelong stain.So earning face for them before becoming a taint for them can be regarded as compensation for their upbringing.While he longs for his parents to forgive him for his so-called stains, he is also afraid of facing the possible reality of how his parents and family will treat him if he is not perfect.Because I was afraid of being hurt, I forced myself to be a cool person in the third dimension.Once someone makes him uneasy or feels dangerous, he will not hesitate to alienate this person to make himself comfortable... But when our classmate Li made him feel this way, he found all kinds of excuses to force himself to face him, This is a rare thing.

Classmate Li came on time again this Saturday, and our classmate Ye also received us on time, and even borrowed a bicycle for our classmate Li from our classmates.After that, I dutifully acted as a tour guide and introduced the campus scenery. Everything was as normal as the set procedure, except for two people who were equally disturbed for different reasons.

"Why have you ignored me in recent days..."

"Ah? No... I have a lot of classes these days, so I'm busy."

"Really?"

"Well, it's really...it's getting late, let's go have dinner."

The two were having dinner awkwardly, when suddenly our classmate Li said: "By the way, you haven't taken me to the most prestigious place in your school yet!"

"Ah? What is the most prestigious place? Why don't I know!"

"Lover Poe, you didn't introduce me when you went to school just now! You're going to take me there after dinner!"

"Er...our school doesn't have a lover Poe..."

"Nonsense, didn't you say that all the schools in N City have lovers, how could your school be an exception!"

"It's true... You just saw that our school doesn't have slopes!"

"This is really... It's really a flat river... Then where do the couples in your school go on a date?!"

"I took you to see the lake to the northeast of the school..."

"I just took a look at the school gate, but I didn't look carefully. We'll go there after dinner!"

"What are we doing there?"

"I'm going to make a pilgrimage to the dating sites of various schools and ask for peach blossoms!"

"…All right…"

So after dinner, our classmate Ye took classmate Li to the pure natural wild lake in the east of the school, and let us classmate Li go on a pilgrimage...

Let’s talk about places for couples to date. They should pay attention to seclusion, privacy, and a little scenery...so the places for couples’ dates in N’s city university are usually artificial hills in the school, where there are dense trees, and people who are free will not climb mountains in their free time. ...But because the campus of our school is newly built, many supporting facilities are not perfect, the school did not come and piled up hills for the students to fall in love with, but the students chose the school based on the principle of creating love without conditions The lake with a very wide area and dense reeds around it is used as a holy place for dating.But this lake is surrounded by dense weeds, many mosquitoes, and the harassment of aquatic amphibians such as frogs. People who have nothing to do will not go there... Our classmate Ye thought that classmate Li just wanted to take a look at the lake, so he didn't care .

But it turns out that our classmate Ye is too naive...

After the two of them arrived at the lake, they locked their bicycles. Suddenly, our classmate Li, like going crazy, pulled our classmate Ye and ran to the lake, and then continued to drag our classmate Ye to run along the lake. Sing the inspirational song "Our Motherland is a Garden" while running.What happened next was something that our classmate Ye didn't want to recall. Those innocent mandarin ducks who were hiding in the grass and dating were greatly frightened. Classmate Ye felt that as far as he could see, all the bushes seemed to be moving.I couldn't bear it anymore and scolded our classmate Li: "You are crazy!" Li stopped, and then laughed heartily and asked our classmate Ye: "Hey, look at the situation just now, does it look like Li Qingzhao's sentence? Words, just the fight for crossing, startled a pool of gulls and herons!" Thinking of the scene just now, Classmate Ye couldn't help laughing.But still insisted: "You will pat your ass and leave later. If I am seen, I will be finished! What are you crazy about!" The tension became tighter, and classmate Li tried his best to calm down, but his face was a little red, but he said on his mouth: "I'm pulling you to make a pilgrimage together to pray for peach blossoms! Blessings and sharing, it's interesting!" "You are clearly in trouble..." "It's okay, no one will see you in the dark, but...you can call me if you really encounter difficulties. It's still early, let's go shopping again, how about continuing to scare gulls and herons by the lake?" "How boring can you be?" What..." Although he talked about classmate Li's boredom, classmate Ye still followed classmate Li honestly... "Ah, I feel much happier now. I don't know what happened today, but I feel that there is a gap between the two of us. The atmosphere was a bit weird and depressing. Now after watching other people make a fool of themselves, the depression in my heart has been swept away, and people really are animals that gloat at other people's misfortune!" Li said naturally. "Keep your voice down, I don't want to be beaten." "What are you struggling with?" People circled the lake and finally left after startling countless pairs of gulls and herons.During this period, classmate Li never let go of holding classmate Ye's hand, and finally sent classmate Ye back to the dormitory, and returned the car by the way... When saying goodbye at the end, classmate Li said to classmate Ye: "I know you are very conflicted and disturbed. , My feelings for you are what you think, don’t guess. You should think about me. The two of us met in the second dimension, and we are considered acquaintances in the second dimension. But life is in the third dimension Things, you may think that we don’t know each other very well in the third dimension. But I hope you can give me a chance to get to know you, and I hope you can take the initiative to understand me. Think about it carefully, use your three-dimensional second best raw brain."

That night, our classmate Ye thought of the Hanshan Temple outside Gusu City again, and the immortal insomnia jumped into our classmate Ye's mind again... For Li's suggestion, he was entangled, resentful and yearning.He is tired of not daring to face the weakness of his own sexuality, envious of classmate Li's freedom and at the same time resenting classmate Li for disrupting his original peaceful heart... and yearning for the love that classmate Li described to him. He is also a hot-blooded young man, and he is not frigid... I thought I would agree to him, anyway, I also have a crush on Li, and the condition of the guy is not bad, but I am afraid that I will be hurt if I take it seriously, and I am afraid that I will be discovered by my classmates It's different from normal people... While despising my entanglement, I feel that I'm thinking right.In short, our classmate Ye finally came up with the best solution... that is to pretend to be an ostrich first, and take one step at a time.