uncommitted man

On the first bus in the morning, my eyelids were still fighting.Looking at the fully-filled trunk, there are all kinds of people, men and women, old and young, those who like cleanliness and those who don't.I put the sunglasses on my face and was about to catch up on sleep.At this time, an aunt selling breakfast came up.

I took the change out of my bag and bought two eggs and a bottle of mineral water.While eating, I took out my phone to look at it, and suddenly remembered that I had turned it off, and I didn’t know what else I could do without playing with my phone along the way.

Recalling that I sneaked out of the house and arrived at the company, it was still dark.After waiting for a long time, the head of another department came to open the door. He found me squatting at the foot of the wall with a bag, and I was so surprised that I was beyond my reach.

"Ms. Qin? Who are you this weekend?"

At that time, I stood up rubbing my numb legs and said, "I'm going to go to other places to collect music, and I'm going to come here to get the equipment."

"Ouch." He quickly came over to help me pick up the bag on the ground, pushed the door to let me in and said, "How rushed, you always know the opening time of the company, if you don't care, just give me a call."

I thanked him and said, "I just don't know if you are the one who opened the door this week."

After I packed up the company's things, I left a very old note for Mr. Bao, which means that I will go to the mountains to collect wind, and the phone signal is not expected to be very good.And because the inspiration came in a hurry, I apologize for not asking the leader for instructions in person.

The vibrating sound of the bus about to leave brought my thoughts back. After I threw all the eggshells into the trash can on the car, I thought about it seriously. The bed sheets were rolled, and then one of the protagonists woke up and sneaked up and ran away.Although I don't understand the mood of the protagonist who was left behind after waking up to find that the person who had been warm by his side all night ran away, I can understand the mood of the person who sneaked away at this moment.

Nima, I feel ashamed to meet that person.

I covered my face with one hand, just thinking about the scene last night, I felt that I still have no face to live in this world.A boy, who has no hair at all, is five years younger than me and a boy who is still a college student. I actually slept him, and he was still quilt!I go!

Most importantly, he is still Qin Qi's classmate. I can think that after Qin Qi finds out about this, I will never have a peaceful life in my life.

The car had already driven away, and when it was leaving the passenger station, the car body turned sharply, and my head, who was not paying attention, was thrown away and hit the glass window with a bang.Grinning my teeth, I thought, sure enough, the retribution came so quickly!

I thought wildly along the way, and slept a few unsteady sleeps. After four and a half hours, the bus finally stopped at a town I was most familiar with.I got out of the car, took out my pitifully small luggage, and strolled in this place full of local accents.

Walking through two streets, crossing a small alley and turning over a rapeseed field, I saw that familiar figure drying clothes that were still dripping at the door.

"Mom!" I walked over and called excitedly.

A kind rural woman with half hair on her temples, wearing an ugly blue apron, turned around to look at me, and said in surprise, "Lang? Why are you back?" said.

"Mom" I dropped the bag in my hand, put my arms around her and said, "I miss you, come back and have a look."

"Didn't you just leave for a month?"

"That month also has 30 days."

Hearing me acting like a baby, my mother seemed very happy, but she just looked at me with more or less inquisitive eyes, as if I was worried about whether there was something wrong when I came back.Although knowing children is better than mother, in fact, as long as I return to this place with her old man, I will feel at ease in everything.

"Did you come back alone? Did you have lunch?"

I also shook my head and said grandly, "I didn't eat it!"

"Go!" My mother bent down, as if she was going to help me pick up the bag on the ground again, but I snatched it quickly.My mother didn't get the bag, so she took my hand and continued, "Mom will cook for you."

"Yeah." While responding, I suddenly felt guilty and bitter about my mother.I was afraid that my eyes would turn red again in front of my mother, so I could only answer her previous question and say: "Xiao Qi'er is going to class, and he said he came back to accompany you after the holiday."

Mom nodded in front of me: "I know."

When I entered the yard, I didn't see the man I called Dad, so I asked my mother, "Where is Dad?"

The mother who entered the door didn't pause for a moment and said, "I'm going out."

I looked at this woman who was nearly 30 cm shorter than me. With such a small body, what kind of concept did she hold on to this family for nearly [-] years.Thinking of this, I stepped forward and put my arms around my mother's shoulders again, and asked her, "Why don't you use the washing machine I bought for you? Are you not tired after washing so many clothes? Let's talk about the work in the soil, I am If you don’t eat or don’t wear it, you have to do it.”

My mother looked at me with the strong expression that I have seen for more than 20 years and said, "I'm used to it, why don't you let me stay here every day and watch the mountains?"

My heart moved, and I said, "Then you can go with me this time."

"It's not like you don't know, I'll be fine if I go there for three to five days, and I'm still not used to living there all the time."

I said, "Just be stubborn!"

She stretched out her long arms and wanted to pat my head. When I saw it, I squatted down to pat her. Suddenly, my mother was happy.The kind of music that wants to cry and laugh.I suppressed the tears that had already rolled down and teased her and said, "Look at your ugly face."

Suddenly I thought of Xiao Xiao again. Once upon a time, when he was hit, he was so happy to suffer.It's just that I know very well in my heart that there is not even the slightest possibility between me and him, so why bother to provoke Gao Zhen No. [-]?

Later, my mother made me a bowl of homemade noodles, boiled with lard in water, and my mother put a lot of seasonings in it, which was very fragrant.I ate a big bowl of noodles, and my mother was looking at me at the table.

I said, "You got so much for me, so you don't want to give me dinner."

Mom smiled contentedly and said, "Let's have dinner."

"Look at your big pot, like feeding a pig, you obviously don't want to feed it to me at night."

My mother did cook delicious food at night. She killed a chicken and stewed it in clear soup.It smells delicious, but I really can't eat it.The old man insisted on stuffing me with a bowl of soup, and she grabbed my arm and said, "Look at you skinny, you have suffered a lot outside, right?"

I looked back at her with a smile: "I really haven't experienced much hardship outside." She didn't believe it. In fact, what I said was true. Apart from feelings, I really lived a good life. At that time, I was quite satisfied.I feel that work is what I love, and people are also... I don't hate it, I can still be filial to my mother now.How can you not be satisfied?

At night, when my mother and I were sitting on the laundry bridge by the fence and counting the stars, I said to her: "Mom, if I don't want to get married in this life, will you be in a hurry?"

With the light from most of the open dam in the main room, I saw my mother first looked at me with a particularly surprised expression, and then slowly became a little sad and said with some understanding: "I won't rush you, including Xiao Qi'er, you two brothers can live as you want, I won't rush you."

I vaguely remember that my mother once said that she and my father were the ones my grandfather picked for her back then.

"Mom, if so, I'm using an analogy."

"Ah."

"If Xiao Qi'er finds me a sister-in-law who is five years older than him. I'm really just hypothesizing. Don't get excited."

My mother urged me impatiently, which is rare, and said: "You continue to assume."

"Then think about it, my sister-in-law is 30 and Xiao Qi'er is only 25. Will he suddenly dump her one day?" At 30, Xiao Qier is only 40? Tsk tsk tsk..." I shuddered and said, "That's for sure!"

When I came back to my senses, I found that my mother was staring at me with special eyes. I said with some guilt: "Don't think about it." In fact, I despise myself deeply in my heart. Who is this thinking about?

I patted my forehead and entered the room in a daze.