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When we arrived at Xingfu Community, Chenfeng got off the car with me.I belatedly remembered that Chenfeng lived near the hospital of traditional Chinese medicine, and the bus I took didn't go to the hospital of traditional Chinese medicine at all.

So...the reason why Chenfeng took the same bus as me is because...

My face was secretly hot, and I couldn't help sneaking a peek at him from the corner of my eye.

"Fuck, where do you live?" He was looking around and suddenly looked at me.

I was taken aback, and hurriedly looked away, and said, "I... I live near here."

"Tsk tsk, you are indeed the young master of a rich family. Isn't the house price in this neighborhood cheap?"

"Huh? I don't know. I've lived here since I was a child."

He said "Oh", and suddenly said with a smile that was not a smile: "Why? Why don't you invite me to your house?"

"Huh? Do you want to go to my house?" I was very surprised.

He stretched out his hand and patted my forehead, saying: "What a nervous fart, I'm just joking with you. All right, get out, I'm going back too."

"Are you going to wait for the 283 bus? I'll wait with you."

"Fuck, who wants you to accompany me? Get out of here."

"Come on, I'll wait until you get in the car before leaving."

"Fuck, it's less pissy, don't you think it's not cold enough this day?"

People who got off at this stop left one after another, and no one else was waiting for the bus at this time.It was getting late, and only Chenfeng and I were left at the bus stop in Xingfu District.

"Hey……"

I waited for the car seriously and immediately turned my head: "Huh?"

Chen Feng's face could not be seen clearly in the darkening sky: "You today...why are you so angry?"

"Ah? I'm not angry." Isn't it you who got angry?

"You still say no! Then why do you not answer the phone or answer the text message? Is it really just because I made you wait for 10 minutes?"

"Er..." How do you say this?I haven't figured it out myself yet.

"You...couldn't it be because of Zheng Yuyan?" A slightly hesitant voice said.

"Ah? Who is Zheng Yuyan?"

"It was chasing you and beating that woman at noon!"

My heart skipped a beat, and I felt that Chenfeng had sensed something, and I became flustered all of a sudden, and didn't dare to answer directly, "You...why do you ask that? Who is she...?"

He seemed to hesitate for a moment before he said, "My girlfriend."

Although he knew it already, it was quite a shock to hear him say it in person.But I didn't dare to reveal the slightest bit, so I forced a smile: "Ah, it's pretty, but it's a bit fierce, haha."

His peach blossom eyes stared at me: "Is it because of her? Because she hit you but I didn't help you out, so you are so angry that you don't want to talk to me?"

"……what?"

"Fuck," he seemed a little irritable, and he brushed his flaxen hair carelessly, and said, "I pretend not to know you because I don't want that woman to trouble you, understand?"

Uh... Is it really okay to call my girlfriend "that woman"?

"It's not just her, I haven't told anyone that we have a private relationship, let alone that you have been to my house. I just don't want anyone to disturb you and destroy our relationship..." He seemed to be in a moment I don't know how to describe it, I struggled for a long time and finally had to give up: "Anyway, don't think too much!"

I vaguely knew what he wanted to say. He didn't introduce me to the people around him, but he didn't want others to intervene in the harmonious and harmonious relationship we had finally established.After all, the disparity between us is too great. If two people like this make friends, others will not understand it, and many rumors will arise.

Thinking about it this way, all the boredom and unhappiness disappeared miraculously, and the "what should I do if I really like Chenfeng" that I was still struggling just now seems not so important.He cares so much about our friendship, what more can I ask for?No matter what kind of relationship comes from, as long as we can always be together, wouldn't it be fine?

Instantly relieved, I couldn't help laughing and said: "Well, I know, I promise I won't do this again, don't be angry with me."

"I'll wipe it," he pinched half of my face, dumbfounded, "I should say that, right?"

I chuckled: "Then...don't be angry?"

He looked into my eyes, I don't know why his eyes are deep, and he looks serious all over: "In the future... you have to say whatever you think, who knows what you are thinking if you are silent!?"

I froze for a moment, then smiled slightly: "Okay."

But Chenfeng...some things on my mind can't be said...

Once we say it, it will never be like this between us...

Maybe you will feel lucky to lose a friend like me who harbors evil intentions towards you... But... just thinking about being rejected and alienated by you makes me feel so sad...

So, please forgive me for not being able to tell you all my thoughts.

Being able to reconcile is really happier than getting the first place in the exam.That night I had a big appetite and ate two extra bowls of rice. My parents were overjoyed and thought it was a sign that I was going to grow up.I am ashamed to say that although I am a high school student, I am often mistaken for a junior high school student because of my small stature and thin body.

It would be great if I could grow as tall as Chen Feng...

In this way, we can take the bus together in the future, and I can help him block people.

With such an idea, the milk that I used to spit up when I smell it can also be poured down without changing my face.During the free time in physical education class, everyone else went back to the classroom to read books, so I took a basketball and played on the playground by myself.It was probably the first time for the physical education teacher to meet a Nanhai student who loves sports like me. He was very pleased. He not only appointed me as a sports committee member, but also taught me how to play basketball. material.

Looking at the enthusiastic face of the physical education teacher, I was very ashamed. I was really embarrassed to tell him that I didn't like sports when I was young. The reason why I wanted to play basketball was just to grow taller.

There is another thing that has been confusing me recently, I always feel that I am excluded by the girls in my class.And it's not as simple as one or two, it's the whole class of girls.I didn't feel anything at first, after all, my sense of presence in the class is very low, and I usually don't take the initiative to talk to girls.But when I asked the deputy class leader a question, she ignored me; the group leader accepted the exercise book and did not accept me; and when there were group activities in class, no girl in the class was willing to be with me. girl isolated.

My friendship with the girls in the class is very average, because of the relationship at the same table, I get closer to the monitor and deputy monitor.But no matter how slow I was, I could tell that the squad leader and the deputy squad leader were the ones who took the lead in isolating me.I didn't care at first, but gradually, even my deskmate didn't seem to want to talk to me very much.

what on earth is this kind of happenings?

I thought about it, and finally remembered - the squad leader sent me a confession text message.

Could it be...that text message wasn't a prank?Because I didn't respond, the class leader drove all the girls in the class to ignore me?

If that's the case, it's a headache.

Forget it, anyway, I'm used to being a loner, so if I'm pushed out, I'll be pushed out, I have Chen Feng and that's enough.

Thinking of going to climb Fengfeng Volcano with Chen Feng this weekend, all worries were thrown away.

I didn’t dare to pretend to be sick anymore. On Saturday I went to the cram school as usual. After one session, I pretended to have a stomachache. The cram school teacher didn’t suspect it. I guess it was because he was afraid of taking responsibility. He immediately agreed with me to go back and rest, so I ran to find It's windy.

"You said that you are a native of the country, and you have never climbed to the top of Maple Volcano. Is it reasonable?"

I was ashamed of what I was told, laughed a few times, and changed the subject: "By the way, Chen Feng, you said you are not a local, so why did you come all the way here to study?"

At this time, we were on the bus, and Chen Feng was sitting next to me, near the aisle.Hearing my question, a gleam of light flashed across my eyes, and then my expression faded: "I don't want to stay in my hometown."

I could see that he didn't want to talk too much. Although I was curious, I didn't dare to ask more questions, so I quickly changed the subject and said, "I seem to have been confessed."

He who was still immersed in his own thoughts immediately looked over: "What did you say?"

"Eh..." I scratched the back of my head in embarrassment, "Actually, I'm not sure, I always think it's a prank."

But he seemed to be interested, sat up straight and asked: "Damn, what's going on? Tell me."

"Just...just before, I received a text message from the monitor of our class, saying...that she likes me...but I didn't believe it, deleted it, and didn't reply. She seemed very angry and mobilized all the girls in the class not to follow me. I speak."

With a "poof", Chen Feng couldn't help laughing.

I blushed all of a sudden, and smiled awkwardly: "It really is a prank, right? Ha ha."

"Hahahahaha! Are you an idiot?" He laughed heartily and said, "That woman likes you, and she thought you were rejected when you didn't reply, so of course she was angry! Hahahaha... unexpectedly someone would like you, an idiot, haha ..."

"Ah? Ah... is it..." I still feel unbelievable, how could the monitor like me?This is even more incredible than my being elected president.

He laughed enough, then raised his eyebrows and looked at me jokingly: "That woman, is that the one you said to remember your name last time?"

"Huh? Well, but I found out later that she didn't remember my name."

"It seems that I really like you. Fuck, you idiot actually thought it was a prank. I don't bother to talk nonsense with you."

"Uh...but, but...why does she like me? There's no reason..."

"Fuck you ask me who am I asking? It's not that I like you, how would I know?"

An inadvertent sentence was like a slap in the face. I wasn't mentally prepared for it, and I was so shocked that I couldn't recover for a long time.Probably because his complexion was too ugly, Chen Feng couldn't help frowning: "What's wrong?"

"Ah? Ah... no, hehe, that's right, why ask you, I'm so stupid..." I don't know how I laughed, and I don't know what I'm talking about, I'm always thinking " "Buzzing" sound, chest tightness, I couldn't help turning my head and looking out the window, and took a few deep breaths.

As I was silently calming down the turbulent emotions in my heart, a hand suddenly reached out, pinched my chin, and forcefully turned my face away.When I saw his sharp peach blossom eyes, I felt a sharp pain in my heart. I hurriedly lowered my eyes and pulled the corners of my lips: "What's wrong?"

He said confidently, "I don't know."

"..." I couldn't laugh or cry, I gently pushed his hand away, not knowing what to say.

After being silent for a while, he lowered his head and looked closely at my face: "Are you upset?"

"No." I sat up straight, looked ahead, and said with a smile: "Someone likes me, why am I not happy? Ha ha."

He tilted his head, stared at my profile, and said, "What about you? Are you going to accept it?"

"Huh? Ah... You mean the class monitor? Uh... I never thought about it..."

"Didn't you say that you hope someone can chat with you and play with you? If you have a girlfriend, wouldn't you be able to be together and kiss me all day long?"

My face turned red again disappointingly: "I don't mean this kind of thing... Besides, I don't know what to talk about with girls, I'm not interested in anything they like..."

"It's true. I hate shopping with women the most. It takes me a long time to pick out a piece of clothing. Damn, if I have that free time, I might as well go home and sleep."

If that's the case...then why do you still have a girlfriend...

You can't ask, and you can't ask.

There was a war between heaven and man in my heart, and after hesitating for a long time, I still couldn't help opening my mouth: "You...you and your girlfriend..."

"Shut up." The tone was not very fierce, but it was full of impatience.

I was still taken aback, shut my mouth guiltyly, and silently turned my face to look at the street scene outside the window.

"Tsk, why are you staring outside?" He suddenly leaned over, his head next to mine, and looked out the window.

My whole body stiffened in an instant, and I said nervously, "No...no..."

He turned his head, the tip of his nose brushed against my face, and there was a "boom", my whole face burned red, and I could even hear the sound of "Ziz" smoking out.

"Fuck, what have you been eating lately? Why is your skin so slippery?" He was already so close, so close that I could kiss him directly if I turned my head slightly, but he still felt that it wasn't enough, so he tried his best to kiss him. My face is close, and there is a half-smile on my face.

I was already stiff like a fossil, I turned my neck mechanically, pointed the back of my head at him, and was so nervous that I could speak incoherently: "That...milk... just... just drink it every day..."

"Pfft ha ha ha ha ha ha... I fucked! Milk? Ha ha ha... You haven't been weaned yet?" He laughed and fell on the chair, rubbing my head vigorously, his breath, scattered with the distance opened.

I secretly let out a sigh of relief.

"Hey."

"Huh?" The heat on my face hadn't faded yet, I pretended to look at the street scene, not daring to turn my head away.

"I'm talking to you!" The voice suddenly rose an octave.

I quickly turned my head to look at him: "I'm listening."

He leaned back, folded his hands on his chest, looked at me, didn't speak, just smiled.Sunlight brushed across his face through the car window, melting his expression.The long eyelashes are flickering, and those peach blossom eyes seem to be washed, especially transparent.It seems to be flowing like waves, and it looks a little warm and affectionate.

My heart was beating faster and faster, and I looked away stiffly: "You...don't you have something to say?"

"I find you've been a little weird lately."

"Huh? Where is it?"

"When I first met you, you always stared at me like a little pervert, but recently I found that you seemed to really don't want to see me, and you didn't even know where you were looking when I was talking to you? Say! Are you How? Where did I mess with you again?"

Huh?Am I being so obvious?

"No...nope," I couldn't help the corners of my mouth twitching as I'm not good at lying: "I...I was looking at the street scene outside. I'm usually so busy with school, so I didn't take a good look at this city..."

He rolled his eyes with black lines all over his face: "Fuck, what's so interesting about a broken city? Is it as interesting as me?"

I was amused, hehe laughed and said, "Yes, yes, you are the prettiest."

In fact, this... is serious...

In my heart, you are indeed the most beautiful person.

Although I really want to look at you all the time, but I dare not.

I am afraid of getting deeper, and I am even more afraid of being seen through by you.

At that time, I may not even have the chance to peek at you...