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No matter what I said, my mother still picked me up from school the next day.Originally, I thought I would have to wait a few more days to meet Chen Feng, but at seven o'clock that night, I was doing my homework in the room when I suddenly received a call from Chen Feng.Surprisingly, although we often send text messages, we seldom make phone calls.

"Hello, Chenfeng?"

"I'll give you 3 minutes, I'm at the bus station in Xingfu Community."

I suddenly jumped up from the chair: "What did you say?!"

"What the hell, hurry up! I'm about to freeze to death!"

I didn't care what pajamas I was wearing, grabbed a coat and rushed out of the room.Fortunately, my mother was taking a bath in her room at this time, and my father hadn't come back yet, so I didn't even bother to change my shoes before going out.

From a distance, I saw a person standing by the stop sign, smoking a cigarette against a lamppost.The dim streetlights stretched his shadow very long. He squinted his eyes slightly, exhaled smoke rings, and looked particularly... charming from the side.

"Chenfeng!" I laughed like a fool and rushed over, throwing myself into his arms without even thinking.

He seemed to be stunned for a moment, then laughed, threw away the half-smoked cigarette, held my head with both hands, pulled me away from his arms, looked down at me with a smile all over his face Meaning: "Fuck, I haven't seen you in half a month, why did you suddenly become so enthusiastic? Come on, let me take a closer look, is it my idiot?"

It was only then that I realized how inappropriate the hug I just had was, the heat on my face suddenly went up, and the smile became awkward: "Uh...I saw you happy..."

He still held my face, bent slightly to look at me at the same level, the distance was too close, I swallowed secretly, afraid that I would not be able to hold back the kiss.

He looked at me so closely for a while, then suddenly smiled and rubbed my nose with the tip of his nose, then let go of me who was blushing, stepped back, and said, "If you were a woman, I kissed you just now. up."

This nonsensical sentence knocked me into a daze, and I stared at him with wide eyes in surprise.

But he didn't seem to care much, looked me up and down, and said with a half-smile: "Fuck, what are you wearing?"

Embarrassed, I tightened my coat and said, "I'm afraid you've waited too long. Why did you come here suddenly?"

"You idiot, do you want to freeze to death wearing this?" He took out a SIM card from his pocket, stuffed it in my hand, and immediately waved his hand at me impatiently like chasing flies: "Hurry up, hurry up, I want to become a monument Yes or no?"

It was rare to meet him, but I was reluctant and looked at him eagerly.

He pushed me hard, and said loudly: "Are you paying homage to the remains? Get out of here!"

At this moment, there seemed to be a force in my body that forced me to almost lose my mind, and I wanted to shout "I like you", but fortunately a voice interrupted me: "Xiao Mu?"

I turned around, but my father's car was driving in front of me, and he was poking his head out of the car window to look at me in surprise: "What's wrong with you? Why are you dressed like this? What are you doing here dressed like this?"

I subconsciously looked at Chen Feng, but there was no trace of Chen Feng.

Dad seemed to be frightened by me. After returning home, he kept complaining that my mother didn't think well of me.My mother was obviously also very frightened, holding my hand and asking non-stop, both of them thought I was stupid in reading.

"Dad, Mom, I'm fine. I...I'm just tired from reading and want to go out for a breather."

"You silly child, even if you want to go out, you should change your clothes anyway. If you are like this, what if you catch a cold? You don't change your shoes, what the hell are you thinking?"

"Sorry……"

"Mom and Dad don't blame you, they're worried about you. Well, don't read tonight, go take a hot bath and go to bed early, Mom will make you a cup of milk, remember to drink it after you wash up later, huh?"

When I walked to the corner of the stairs, I heard my mother worryingly say: "Husband, do you think there is something wrong with this child?"

"It's not all about you. You always put pressure on him. I think he is just like this because of too much pressure."

"Then... what should I do then? Do you want to take him to see a doctor?"

"What kind of doctor do you see? From now on, don't keep telling him to take the first place in the exam."

"How can it be done? I have already boasted in our unit, saying that Xiao Mu will definitely get the first place in the final exam this time, and then our family will go to Japan to play. If Xiao Mu doesn't take the first place in the exam, I will Where do you put your face?"

"You deserve it, who told you to say that?"

"Is there any way? Wang Xia in our unit talks about her son winning this award and that award every day. I get angry when I hear it..."

He went back to the room silently, closed the door, took off his coat and hung it up, went to the bedside and lifted the quilt to lie down, and slowly retracted his head into the quilt.The bed was cold, I curled up, remembering that when I was sleeping at Chenfeng's house, Chenfeng would surround me from behind.At that time, it was really warm and warm.

I got a new SIM card, and there is only one person's phone number stored in this card. I set an exclusive ringtone for him, which is "At least you are still there" by Lin Yilian.

I told Chenfeng that I would pay the phone bill myself, but he ignored me and would still charge me 50 yuan for the phone bill at the beginning of each month.I wanted to return the money to him, and he fought with me all day (unilaterally).It's not that I'm ignorant, but that I feel sorry for his money.Although I don't know his family situation, it can be seen that he is not well off.Sometimes I send a text message to ask him what he is doing, and he always says that he is working part-time.

In a blink of an eye, the final exam is coming, and I am busy reviewing a lot of materials. Sometimes I am afraid that I will be distracted, so I turn off my mobile phone. After turning it on, I often see a lot of unread text messages on SIM card 2.Called to explain, although Chen Feng didn't say anything, he could hear that he was not very happy.

But during this period of time, we spent almost all weekends together, because we entered the exam preparation stage, so we didn’t have to go to the cram school, so I told my parents that I always wanted to doze off when I was studying at home, so I had to go to the library to find information by the way. .My parents didn't doubt it, so I went to Chenfeng's house every weekend.

He reads comics and I read without disturbing each other.

Sometimes when he gets tired of watching, he gets up to drink water, and he will lean over curiously to see what I am doing.As soon as they saw the entire test paper and the entire practice questions, they would yell at our school for being perverted or something.

"But don't you guys have a final exam? You don't seem to care at all?"

"Never mind him, when the time comes, there will naturally be help from all sides, and it will be very easy to get a pass."

"But... but if you are like this, what will happen to the college entrance examination in the future?"

"College entrance exam? Do you have a hole in your head? Do you think I will go to college?" He laughed twice when he heard a joke.

I was stunned: "You don't take the college entrance examination? Then...then what are you going to do in the future?"

He raised his head from the comic book and rolled his eyes at me: "You don't care about me."

I will not say any more.

Yes, what right do I have to control him, that is his life...

However, as long as I think that I may have to go my separate ways after high school, I feel very sad.Originally, I fantasized about going to the same city as him, but now I know it's impossible.Do you want him to go to the place where I went to college to find a job?This was more dreamy than the previous thought.

I was immersed in my own thoughts when I suddenly heard him say: "My wife can take care of me, are you my wife?"

"..."

When I didn't speak, he sighed exaggeratedly and said plaintively: "I must have owed you a debt in my previous life, otherwise I will treat you better than my own wife in this life."

I couldn't get on with the conversation at all, so I changed the subject with a guilty conscience: "Then what, is it okay if you stay with me on weekends? Don't you need to go out on a date?"

He winked at me and said, "Don't we have an appointment?"

"...I'm serious!"

He turned to continue reading the manga, casually: "I told her that I want to work part-time."

Thinking of the girl who had met once and was beaten up, I couldn't help but feel a little lacking in confidence: "Actually, you don't need to worry about me, otherwise I won't be here next week..."

He raised his head and stared at me all of a sudden, very fiercely: "How dare you!?"

"..."

"I eat, sleep and study with you, what's your dissatisfaction?" He stood up abruptly from the sofa, pointed at my nose and said, "Say! What's your dissatisfaction? Dare you come, I rape you!"

I was laughing so hard that I was thrown to the ground by him.He scratched my waist with one hand and pulled my pants with the other.I laughed out of breath and twisted my body desperately to dodge and beg for mercy.After tossing enough, he pulled me up, let my head rest on his shoulder, then stroked my hair with one hand, and slipped his hand through the hem of my clothes with the other, along my bare back.

This feeling...weird.

I moved a little uncomfortably, and he took out his hand, cursing: "Damn, you must have been born in the wrong birth, I have never seen a man as slippery as you."

He said this with confidence, but I almost fainted, picked up the slippers and threw him.He caught it with a smile, and said, "Praise you, why are you throwing me?"

I glared at him angrily, turned around and continued to do the questions with my back to him.

He might feel bored, so he stood there by himself for a while, then leaned over and gently wrapped his arms around my waist from behind, rubbing his head against my shoulder, and said in a low voice, "Baby, come talk to me, um... "

I don't know what's going on, but I always feel that his attitude towards me is very strange recently, as if... he's getting more and more presumptuous.In the past, he would play with me and make jokes that made people blush and heartbeat, but he would not treat girls like this now.

Although I don't reject his closeness to me, his ambiguous attitude can easily give me the illusion that I have expectations, so I dare not let myself play around with him.But in the face of the crush's acting like a baby, I don't think even Liu Xiahui can stick to any principles.

Wei Wei turned her face to look at him: "What do you want to say?"

He stared at me, his eyes were as black and deep as black grapes, which made me flustered.Then I heard him say, "Let's have sex."

"..."

My pupils constricted, and I pushed him away with my elbow: "Are you kidding me!"

He "hahaha" laughed and fell to the ground.

But I couldn't laugh, so I sat down for a while, and then started to pack my things.

Seeing me like this, he didn't dare to laugh anymore, and said nervously, "What are you doing?"

I didn't look at him, I lowered my head and stuffed stacks of review materials into my schoolbag: "I'm going home."

"What time is it now!?" He rushed over and snatched my schoolbag, threw it on the ground, and looked at me with a frown: "What's going on, you? Can't you be kidding me?"

I don't know if I was angry or sad, I couldn't say anything else, I just repeated "I want to go home", and then bent down to pick up my schoolbag.

He snatched it with his hands again and threw it on the ground.I picked it up again, he threw it again; I yelled: "What's the situation, you? Fuck, what's your face when you're fine? Aren't you just joking? As for losing your temper like this?"

I probably let the negative emotions go to my head, and then shouted: "Yeah, yeah! I can't make a joke! What?!" As soon as the words came out, tears flowed, and I didn't know what I was doing. What's the matter, I feel very sad anyway.With tears in his eyes, Chen Feng's astonished and bewildered face appeared a little distorted.

When he was in a daze, I rushed into the bathroom, picked up my schoolbag, didn't dare to see his reaction, and rushed out of his house, it was like running away.

On the bus back, I calmed down, and then I had the urge to bump my head to death.Not only yelling at Chenfeng, but also crying like hell, what the hell am I doing! ?Chenfeng didn't know that I liked him, that's why he made such a wicked joke, why should I be serious? !It's over now...

After I went back, I sent him an apology text. Although he replied, the content made me feel chilly.

——Well, it’s okay, you don’t need to come tomorrow, I have something to do