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Before I entered the bathroom, Chen Feng was still holding the door as if trying to squeeze in, and asked with a playful smile: "How? Why don't we wash together? Save time, effort and money."

Just imagining that scene made me feel blood surge, and I almost spit out nosebleeds, so I quickly pushed him out and locked the door.I can't help but feel a little annoyed that he is not serious, and I don't know what will happen if this continues.But I was reluctant to ask me to keep a distance from him, and now I just want to pounce on him just by seeing him.

I was wearing his underwear and pajamas. Because of the disparity in figure, his clothes looked empty on me, and the shoulders kept falling off. What's more hateful is that the trousers had to be rolled up several times to prevent them from being caught. stumble.Even so, I still felt very excited. In the bathroom, I hugged myself like a pervert, and sniffed the clothes that belonged to him.

Seeing me coming out of the bathroom and lying on the bed reading comics, he immediately squinted his eyes and said with a mean smile: "Damn, why do you look so erotic in my clothes? Do you dare to show your collarbone a little more?"

My face turned red again, I glared at him angrily, and then climbed onto the bed.

The place where he lay was warm, and I couldn't help leaning against him.

"So active?" He turned around and hugged me, wrapping me tightly like an octopus.The hot air I exhaled sprayed on my face, itching all the way to my heart.

"You haven't taken a shower yet?" I looked away slightly, trying to push him away.

"Damn it, do you dislike me? Don't forget that the underwear you are wearing is still worn by me!"

"..."

I began to regret agreeing to stay here overnight. This person has no self-consciousness at all. He hugs and hugs me who has a crush on him. Isn't he playing with fire?I feel like my mind is in a mess right now, and I'm really afraid that the last string of reason will break, causing irreversible consequences.

Finally, he got tired of me and got up and went into the bathroom to take a shower.I secretly breathed a sigh of relief, I am so lucky, I will almost react if I don't leave.

At night, the two of us lay next to each other under the quilt. Even without heating, we still felt very warm, even warmer than my well-heated room. I was so comfortable that I fell asleep, but he woke me up with a shake.

"Hey, do you have any plans for winter vacation?"

I said in a daze, "I don't know... Originally, my mother said that I would go to Japan if I got the first place in the exam. Now that I pass the exam like this, I definitely won't go to Japan..."

"It doesn't matter if you can't go, go to Japan, a place where chickens don't lay eggs and birds don't shit..." He muttered, seeing that I was not moving, he shook my shoulder vigorously: "Damn, what time is it now, why are you sleeping?" ? Talk to me!"

I had no choice but to turn around and face him, and said, "Tell me, I'm listening."

The lights were not turned on in the bedroom, but I could still clearly see the outline of his facial features, as well as those pair of faintly glowing peach eyes, as if filled with diamonds, which looked even more alluring in the darkness.

"I'm going to work during the winter vacation, you... If you don't have any plans, would you like to come with me?"

I was surprised and said, "Huh? Aren't you going home during the winter vacation?"

He was silent for a while, leaned over and hugged me, and said, "Well, I won't go back."

The feeling of being held in his arms was very...strange, I lay quietly on his chest and asked softly, "What about the Spring Festival?"

"not going back."

I raised my head in surprise: "Aren't you going back to celebrate the New Year? Then you... you plan to be alone..."

He put my head back into his arms, not letting me see his expression, and said in a muffled voice, "Yes, I want to spend the New Year alone, isn't it very pitiful?"

"But...but, why?"

This time he was silent for a long time before he said lightly, "I don't have a home."

"what?"

He wrapped his hands around my neck and gently ran along my hair, his voice sounded very ethereal: "When I was in elementary school, my parents divorced. At that time, they really didn't hesitate to tear their faces apart in order to fight for my custody. I went to court. Later, the court sentenced me to my mother, but within a few years my mother had another man. That man didn’t like me. In order to marry him, my mother wanted to give me my custody rights. Dad. Heck, she had a good idea. At that time, my dad was married long ago and had a child. Would he still care about my ex-wife’s child? Besides, I was very bad at that time, and my teachers and classmates didn’t like me. My mom can't help it either, do you think my dad would be so stupid to take this hot potato from me?"

I never thought that Chenfeng's family is like this, after being surprised, I feel so distressed that I can hardly breathe.Thinking that he has experienced so many things at such a young age, he can't help but resent his parents.

"Chen Feng..." I hugged him back hard, and this was the only way I could think of to comfort him.I hate myself for being incompetent, not smart enough, and not knowing what to do to make him feel better.

He patted me on the back reassuringly, and continued: "Later, I was kicked around like a football. Grandpa couldn't see it, so he took me over regardless of the objections of other relatives. But grandpa also took a How could a poor old man with a meager pension be able to support me? In order to allow me to go to school, he did not hesitate to sue my so-called parents, forcing them to pay me living expenses, tuition fees and so on. If it weren’t for the old man Before he died, my son was nagging me that I must finish high school, so I wouldn't continue studying, I'm not that material..."

"Your grandfather is so nice..."

"It's okay, the old man is so fierce. He obviously lost all his teeth, so he can still chase me for a few blocks! Once I skipped class to play games, and after I let him know, I chased him around with a rolling pin , caused me to fall headlong into the stinky ditch..." Thinking of something funny, he couldn't help laughing.

I laughed along, thanking the grandfather whom I had never met before, thanking him for letting Chen Feng pass by, so that his heart would not be filled with hatred.

"After the old man got sick and passed away, those so-called relatives flocked like rich wolves and leopards, for fear that I would embezzle the property. Damn, besides an old house, what other valuable things can the poor old man have?" Son? But my smart mother didn't think so. She came to hug me and cried at this time, and said a lot of good things. She just wanted to know who the old man gave the house to. You know, if the old man gave the house to If I am a minor, it is equivalent to giving my mother the guardian directly. But the old man is not that stupid, he has already sold the house to someone else, and as for the savings account, I only know the password. Anyway, the old man is not here The house is gone, and I'm tired of those relatives who desperately want to get money from me, so they just go here to study in high school-I really don't miss it, the old man went to see the Buddha and insisted on giving it to me Leave a magic spell, it's annoying."

I thought to myself that it is lucky to have this magic spell, otherwise I would not have met you.

"But that's fine, otherwise I wouldn't have met you."

"Huh?!" I raised my head in surprise, grinning and said, "I think so too!"

He smiled and lowered his head, rubbed the tip of my nose, and cursed softly: "Idiot."

I blushed, and simply buried my head in his arms again, and said, "Since your grandfather has already thought about it for you, why do you still have to work so hard?"

"Stupid, have you forgotten? I told you, I stabbed someone, and I lost more than half of the money the old man left me. If I don't work, do I drink the northwest wind?"

"Huh? I... I thought it was..."

"You think my smart parents paid for it? It's a joke. The police called them after they put me in the detention center. When they heard that I had stabbed someone, they talked with the police on the phone without even showing my face. Just do whatever you want, just pretend you don’t have my son. Damn it! They think I’m rare? Fortunately, I’ll be eighteen after Chinese New Year, so I don’t need any shit guardian.”

I hugged him tightly, my heart ached, and I couldn't say a word.It was a past that was so complicated and broken that I couldn't even imagine and experience it. Any words of comfort would seem cheap.

Feeling my sadness, he patted me on the back lightly: "What are you doing? Do you have pity on me? Fuck, do I need it? I don't know how happy I am now that no one cares about me." Pause After a pause, the voice lowered: "Besides, don't I still have you now..."

With a beating heart, I nodded vigorously: "Yeah!"

He smiled softly and hugged me tightly.

Cuddling each other like this seems to dissolve all the sorrow and pain. We leaned on each other and didn't speak for a long time.

After a while, I called out: "Chenfeng..."

"Ok?"

"So you're one year older than me..."

"Nonsense!" He rolled his eyes, suddenly pinched the back of my neck, pulled me out of his arms, stared at me and smiled maliciously: "Call me, brother, come and listen."

I blushed inexplicably and my heart beat: "What... what, I don't want to..."

"Should I call? Should I call..."

"Wow ha ha ha ha... stop... stop... ah ha ha ha... you... scoundrel, use this trick every time... ah, don't... ha ha ha ha..."

Laughing and laughing as usual, originally it was simply scratching, I don’t know what happened later, when I stopped to catch my breath, I felt that Chen Feng’s hand got into my clothes at some point, and was gently touching my clothes. on my back, and then there was a downward trend.

The atmosphere suddenly became weird, I felt itchy, but it was not just a simple itching, I moved my body suspiciously, and looked up at Chen Feng, Chen Feng's eyes were very strange, and there was no smile.Such a strange feeling made me feel uneasy, but I didn't dare to move, I could only look at him in bewilderment: "Chen... Chenfeng?"

The hand on my waist stopped, he looked at me with fierce eyes, and seemed to be holding back, then he suddenly jumped down and pressed me tightly, as soon as I moved, he shouted: "Don't move!"

I didn't dare to move, and felt aggrieved: "Chen Feng, it's so heavy... How about getting up? It's uncomfortable..."

"To shut up."

"..."

Chenfeng's upper body is firmly covering my body, I feel as if I'm being pressed under the Five Fingers Mountain, a little breathless.He put his head on my right shoulder, rubbed it, and said, "Chu Mu..."

He rarely called my name, I was surprised: "Huh?"

"You... You really didn't approach me to have sex with me?"

"..."

I was embarrassed and angry, unable to push him away, so I could only pat him on the back: "What are you talking about..." Although I like him now, when I approached him at first, there was absolutely nothing impure thought!

Then he didn't know where he got offended again, he was silent for a while, then suddenly rolled away from me, rolled to the other side of the bed, turned his back to me and murmured: "If it's not, forget it!"

what happened?What did I say wrong?

The temperature quickly lost with the distance he opened, and the cold wind came in from the gap between the quilts we were covering together, making me shiver.I stared at his back wonderingly, seeing that he didn't intend to turn around, so I tentatively leaned over and put my head on his back, seeking his warmth.

"Chenfeng, are you angry?"

"..."

"Sorry, did I say something wrong?"

"..."

"You also know that I can't speak, but I didn't mean to make you unhappy."

"..."

No matter what I said, he didn't mean to change his mind. I was a little at a loss, but I didn't dare to turn him over.After waiting quietly for a while, he didn't make a sound, could it be that he fell asleep?

I thought to myself, let's talk about it when I wake up tomorrow morning.I just felt a little thirsty, so I lightly lifted the quilt and sat up to find some water to drink.As soon as I sat up, I was grabbed by my wrist. I was shocked, and when I turned around, I saw Chen Feng also had a shocked expression.

"What are you doing? Where are you going?!"

I was stunned and said, "I...I want to drink water, what's wrong?"

Chen Feng was stunned for a moment, as if he was relieved, then he glared at me fiercely and said: "Would you like to drink water!?"

Why do I have to say when I want to drink water?Then I saw Chen Feng also sat up, lifted the quilt and got out of bed.

"Chenfeng?"

He turned his face and stared at me, and said angrily, "Lie back for me!"

When Chen Feng brought me a cup of warm water, I still felt like I was dreaming.He stuffed the cup into my hand, then jumped onto the bed immediately, got into the bed tremblingly, and kept chanting: "I'm freezing to death, I'm freezing to death..."

I was moved and distressed, and hurriedly said, "Is it cold? Otherwise, I'll give you water..."

"Drink your head! Hurry up and sleep!"

After I finished drinking the water, he took the cup and put it on the bedside table.After I lay down again, he hugged me even with the quilt.

I smiled and said, "Aren't you angry?"

He snorted coldly: "If you get angry with an idiot like you, wouldn't you be angry to death?"

I smiled and looked at him fixedly. For some reason, my eyes were slowly attracted by the lips that were close at hand.

I really want... I really want to kiss...

Chen Feng suddenly frowned and said, "What are you doing? Your heart is beating so fast?"

"Huh!?" I pushed him away violently, turned my back to him, wishing I could suffocate myself in the pillow, "No, no... I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep, good night."

"Hey! What about what I just asked you?"

"Ah? What's the matter?"

"Fuck!" He turned me over at once, propped up his upper body and looked down at me, with a fierce look in his eyes: "You think I told you a story just now? Do you want to work with me during the winter vacation?!"

"Ah, that..." I didn't remember it at all, I smiled apologetically: "I've never worked part-time, I'm afraid I'll hurt you..."

He looked very eager, and interrupted me: "It's not a difficult job. I'm looking for a job in a record store. I know the boss. He said that he needs two winter workers to help take care of the store. If you agree, I will do it tomorrow." Call him to confirm."

I was stunned and said, "Eh... what are you going to do?"

"You are the one collecting money, and I will promote it, how about it?"

It sounds very interesting, and being able to be with Chenfeng again, I was so excited, but when I thought about the situation at home, I hesitated: "But...you also know my parents..."

The flashing fire in his eyes was extinguished. Although he was calm, he still couldn't hide his disappointment: "Oh, that's right, you are not short of money..."

"No, I really want to work with you, I want to be with you! But, but my parents will definitely not agree, I... I..."

"Damn, why are you nervous?" He squeezed my face dumbfounded, and said, "I'm just talking casually, if it doesn't work, forget it, why do you look like you're about to cry?"

"Chenfeng..." I really hate my own weakness and incompetence, I hate the life that I can't decide on my own, if I can, I really want to ignore everything and just stay by Chenfeng's side.

"Okay, there's no need to be so entangled in something big? Go to sleep, go to sleep!"

I looked into his eyes seriously, and said in an almost swearing tone: "Chenfeng, I will spend the Spring Festival with you, and I will never leave you alone!"

Chen Feng was startled, and slowly withdrew his smile, looked at me with straight eyes, and said softly, "Really?"

"real!"

He looked at me for a while, his eyes gradually became soft: "Okay."

Chen Feng...

This is my promise to you, no matter what happens, I will never break it...

(Author: You can't blame me if there is no update. I don't know why the website can't be logged in. I just update it together when I have the Internet.)