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I couldn't sleep all night, and shed tears all night. The next day, my eyes were swollen like walnuts, and the eyeballs were still covered with bloodshot eyes. I covered them with a towel for half an hour, but there was no effect.I was afraid that my parents would see and ask me, so I didn't dare to eat breakfast, so I hurried out of the house.

When I arrived at school, I was reading a book when my cell phone rang. It was an unfamiliar number.

"Hey?"

"Fuck! Chu, you have the guts!"

This voice is... Zheng Yuyan!

"Ah!" I suddenly remembered yesterday that she asked me to pick her up in the morning, and I stood up suddenly.

"Ah, fart! You are really kind, dare to let my mother's pigeons! Be careful!"

"No, no, I... something happened to me yesterday, I forgot..."

"I don't care what happens to you! Anyway, I will settle this account with you! Hmph!"

Ruined……

I was eating in the cafeteria at noon, when Zheng Yuyan called again, telling me to go to the school gate immediately.I thought it would be better to die early and die sooner or later, so I went.

Unexpectedly, Zheng Yuyan was the only one who came.

"Damn! I thought you didn't dare to come out!"

My attitude is very sincere: "I'm really sorry this morning, I really forgot..."

"Get out, I didn't come here to hear you talking nonsense! Come with me."

"Where to go?"

"Fuck! Just leave if you are told to leave so much nonsense!?"

She took me to the pool hall I had been to before, and I thought I knew what she was up to.Sure enough, after walking inside for a while, I saw Chen Feng and his "Gang of Four" playing there.

I was about to call out, when my arms were hooked.

Zheng Yuyan said in a very coquettish voice, "Chu Mu, let me teach you how to play billiards!"

"..."

Chen Feng and the others immediately turned their heads, I wanted to push Zheng Yuyan away, but she was like a sucker, clinging to me, and she laughed like a flower, causing me to get goose bumps all over the floor.

"Fuck, what's going on..." Jin Mao murmured.

Chen Feng dropped the pool cue with a "slap", and strode over with a dark face.

When I saw this posture, I immediately remembered what Shi Shi said yesterday, that Liu Chenfeng would be so angry that he would kill me!Feeling numb in the scalp, he hurriedly said: "Chen, Chenfeng..."

Zheng Yuyan interrupted me: "Chu Mu, ignore them, let's go to another table."

"Fuck!" Chen Feng rushed over and grabbed Zheng Yuyan to hook my arm, and with a strong shake, she was thrown out—it was really thrown out, Zheng Yuyan took several steps back and knocked the other billiard table into chaos up.

The irrelevant people all retreated in fright, Xiao Wang and the others immediately surrounded him when they saw that something was wrong.

Chen Feng's expression was too frightening, I was bluffed, and I forgot to explain.

Zheng Yuyan probably hurt from the bump, so she burst into tears: "Liu Chenfeng, why did you hit me? Didn't you say we broke up? Then who I'm with is none of your business!?"

Xiao Wang and the three of them stared at me in surprise: "You are together?!"

Seeing Chen Feng turning his head gloomyly, I couldn't help trembling, and instantly woke up: "No, no, nothing! Me and her... we... misunderstood..."

"Storm is coming" was written on Chen Feng's face, but his voice seemed calm: "What misunderstanding?"

Zheng Yuyan said angrily: "There is no misunderstanding! I'm just dating Chu Mu, how about it? Who are you to me? Why do you care about me..."

"You fucking shut up!" Chen Feng casually picked up the billiard ball on the table and threw it at her hard.

Zheng Yuyan screamed and hugged her head, not daring to say anything more.

Xiao Wang hurriedly said: "Chen Feng, if you have something to say, please speak up. If Chu Mu said it was a misunderstanding, it should be a misunderstanding. How could Chu Mu hook up with your ex-girlfriend if you have such a good relationship?"

I nodded like a pounding garlic, and I was only about to swear to the sky with three fingers.

Chen Feng's complexion still didn't improve: "What's going on? Why are you with this woman?"

"Because..." I blurted out and wanted to say that it was because she threatened me, but I caught a glimpse of Zheng Yuyan's crying face out of the corner of my eye, and hesitated for a moment-if I really said that, wouldn't it kill her?

Chen Feng said aggressively: "Why did you say that!"

"Because... because... I met her and said to bring me to you."

"..."

Zheng Yuyan, who was crying at the side, was obviously stunned for a moment, and looked up at me with her smudged face.I was really afraid that she would jump out and say something if she couldn't think about it, but fortunately she just cried and didn't speak anymore.

Xiao Wang and the others all heaved a sigh of relief: "So that's the case, let me tell you earlier..."

Chen Feng didn't quite believe it, he frowned and looked at me sharply: "Really?"

Suddenly, I was very disgusted that he questioned me like this.

The negative emotions that have lasted from yesterday to now came out regardless of the occasion, I couldn't control myself, and said what I was thinking: "What are you doubting? Do you really think I am the kind of ex-girlfriend who will hang out with good friends The one who got mixed up?"

My tone is very bad, I understand it, but I can't stop myself.

This is the meanest thing I have ever said to Chen Feng.

Everyone didn't expect me to say that, and looked at me with a terrified expression.

The same is true for Chen Feng, a trace of panic flashed across his gloomy face: "No, I'm just..."

so tired.

very tired.

Not wanting to argue any longer, I lowered my head and said, "I'm sorry, I... I was speaking too harshly. I'm going back to school first, you guys continue to play."

"Hey!"

I buried my head and rushed out of the billiard hall. The sun hurt my eyes a little. I raised my hand and rubbed my eyes when someone grabbed my arm from behind: "Chu Mu!"

Chen Feng chased after him, and said with an ugly face: "I told you to wait, why are you running?!"

"What... what's the matter?" I lowered my head and rubbed my eyes.

"What's wrong with you? Why don't you look at me? What's wrong with your eyes? Sand in? Come and see."

He took my face in his hands, trying to lift it up.With such a concerned tone and such gentle movements, I suddenly became disgusted and waved his hand away: "Don't touch me!"

"..."

The world froze.

Time stood still.

I panicked: "Yes, I'm sorry Chenfeng, I..."

Chen Feng stared blankly at the opened hand, with a look of disbelief.

am I crazy?

How can I treat Chen Feng like this?

It's obviously my own problem, why should I vent my anger on Chenfeng! ?

I really... wish I could strangle myself...

"What are you crazy about?!" Chen Feng stared at me in shock and anger, still in disbelief.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I... I didn't mean to..."

"Damn, what the hell do you mean? Something has been wrong since yesterday. I didn't reply to text messages. I said something was up after a few words on the phone. I couldn't wait to hang up before I finished speaking. Now I'm angry at me again and called I don't touch you! Fuck, how did I offend you?"

"No, no, I... I..."

"And just now, you thought I couldn't see it. You said you met Zheng Yuyan just by chance. You were lying, right? Damn, you said you would never lie to me again. The more you are able to tell lies with your eyes open It's getting better and better! I think your mother is right, you just let me lead you into trouble, you should stay away from me in the future!"

It was like this again, the tide of darkness overflowed from all directions, submerging me bit by bit.

The dazzling sunlight just now disappeared, and I couldn't feel a ray of light.

I heard myself say coldly, "What about you?"

Chen Feng frowned and said, "What about me?"

"You said that I opened my eyes and told nonsense, what about you?! You obviously have a girlfriend! You obviously have a date with your girlfriend! Why did you lie to me about going to work!?"

Chen Feng widened his eyes in surprise: "What nonsense are you talking about? Are you crazy?"

Say no more!

Say no more!

shut up!Shut up! !

I took a deep breath, wiped my blurred eyes hard, and said, "I'm sorry, I know I'm not qualified to tell you this, so just think I'm crazy! I'm going back to class, goodbye."

"Hey! Chu Mu! Stop! Speak clearly! Chu Mu..."

There happened to be a taxi parked by the side of the road, and someone got out of it. I rushed over and sat in the back seat of the taxi, slammed the door, and said to the driver, "Master, please drive quickly!"

As soon as the driver stepped on the accelerator, the car flew out with a "whoosh".

"Student, didn't the student from Bai Yinggao bother you just now?"

I froze for a moment, didn't answer, just said: "Please send me to Nanhai University."

The driver was still saying, "Hey, you are wearing the school uniform of Nanhai High School, so be careful not to bump into the students of Baiying. Fortunately, it was me you met. If it were someone else, I'm afraid you wouldn't dare to drive away..."

Yes, in the eyes of others, we will always be enemies.

It's as if in your heart, we can only be friends forever.

Chenfeng, I don't want to lose you, but I suddenly feel so hard by your side.

What has changed?

Obviously, it was enough to just look at you and be by your side before, why can't I do it now?

I also want to be your friend happily just like the beginning, even if I like you secretly, that is my business alone.

But since when did I become greedy?

If you knew that I wanted to monopolize you, you would be scared away, right?

Chenfeng, Chenfeng, Chenfeng, Chenfeng...

(Yao Ran: I have something to do tomorrow, please forgive me if I don’t have time to change it.)