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We didn't have a cold war after that, because Chenfeng called that night, with the same attitude and tone as before, without mentioning anything about the day, as if the dispute during the day was just my illusion.At night, I dreamed that Chen Feng told me to break up with a blank face. After waking up, I found that the pillow cover had already been soaked with tears.The heart-wrenching feeling in the dream seemed to continue into reality, making me breathless.

In just a few days, I lost a lot of weight, looked haggard and depressed.My parents were terrified and took me to the hospital for an examination, but nothing was wrong.The doctor said it was due to too much mental stress, and asked me to rest well and stop thinking about it.So my parents were very considerate and helped me cancel the "May [-]st" tutoring plan.

"Hey, it's almost a holiday, be happy!"

After school, I suddenly didn't want to go home, so I asked Shi Shi to accompany me to circle around the playground——suddenly found that since Chenfeng and Chenfeng became lovers, the friends around me have changed to Shi Shi.Because there are many things that I can't tell Chen Feng.Whenever this happens, I will miss the days when I was friends with Chen Feng and talked about everything.

"Shi Shi, would you suppress yourself for the person you like?"

Without even thinking about it, Shi Shi said, "That's definitely not the case. Just kidding, falling in love is for fun, and you've reached the point where you have to suppress yourself so hard, so why insist? Just break up."

"What if you love each other deeply?"

"But... why do you want to suppress yourself?"

I was silent for a while, and said: "For example, the other party doesn't want you to ask about his affairs, but you want to know very much, so will you suppress yourself from asking in order not to annoy him?"

"Of course not!" Shi Shi looked at me like an idiot: "What's the point of being together like this?"

Yeah, what's the point of being together like this...

But I'm such a fool.

In order not to break up, I would rather suppress myself and choose to be a "obedient card" who pretends to be deaf and dumb.

I think that's because in this relationship, I got deeper.

So doomed to lose completely.

"Mu Mu, do you really have to take tutoring for the three days off?" Chen Feng's voice on the other end of the phone sounded pitiful.

"Oh, I forgot to tell you, it's no longer used. What's the matter?"

"No need?" Chen Feng said happily: "You mean you don't need to go to tutoring anymore?"

"Yes."

"Oh yeah - God help me too!" He laughed three times over there.

I laughed, and the haze that had been hanging over my heart dissipated a little.

"It's like this. The boy with the golden retriever is going to entertain us to the hot spring resort run by his family. It's in the outskirts of the city and it's free. How about it? Are you going?"

In fact, rather than going to a resort, I would rather sleep with you in a small apartment of more than [-] square meters, read comics and play games, or simply do nothing, just hug and chat on the bed.

However, his voice was full of expectation, and I hesitated for a second before saying "yes".

Not long after hanging up the phone, Xiao Wang called, begging me non-stop, asking me to help persuade Shi Shi to go to the resort together.

I was a little embarrassed: "But, just us few boys, Shi Shi should not agree?"

"Damn, who said it's just us guys? There are several girls, and Yang Xiaomei will go too. Chu Mu, please, please, don't you have a good relationship with Shi Shi..."

I interrupted him numbly: "You said Yang Xiaomei will go too?"

"Yeah, Liu Chenfeng didn't tell you? Fuck, they didn't become a couple, but brother and sister—Liu Chenfeng recognized Yang Xiaomei as his sister, didn't you know?"

"...I don't know, he didn't say..."

"Then I don't know. In short, Shi Shi's lobbying work is entrusted to you! For Xiong-Di's happiness, you must work hard!"

I can't hear what Xiao Wang said later, and my mind is full of Chen Feng's recognition of Yang Xiaomei as his younger sister.Although our school rarely has such a thing as "recognition of relatives", I have also heard that it is very popular in other schools.What is "recognizing brothers and sisters", "recognizing brothers and sisters", to put it bluntly, it is actually an ambiguous drama of "more than friends, less than lovers" - there are many people who have changed from "brothers and sisters" to "couples".

I think that's why Chen Feng helped Yang Xiaomei out.

Just like me before, Shi Shi has already arranged various tutoring for her holidays, and I spent a lot of time trying to convince her, so I can only feel sorry for Xiao Wang.But what she meant by listening to Shi Shi was not that she didn't want to, but that she couldn't help herself.

We made an appointment to meet at Chen Feng's place, and when I got there, Xiao Wang, Da Tou and Jin Mao were already there, and it seemed that they stayed there last night, and they were still asleep at this time.Seeing me staring at the empty wine bottles on a table, Chen Feng pointed to Xiao Wang who was still sleeping soundly on the sofa with his chin, and said, "Don't worry about it, this guy drank it all. Damn, last night But I was so noisy, I almost couldn't hold back and threw him on the street."

I smiled and said: "There is no way, Shi Shi can't go, he must be in a bad mood."

Chen Feng glanced at me a few times, I was a bit puzzled, couldn't help but looked down at himself, and heard him say: "Sit down, I'll go brush your teeth and wash your face."

Looking at him, he should have just woken up, with disheveled hair, sleepy eyes, and only wearing a tank top and beach shorts-this reminds me of how he was dressed like this when we first met.

Time flies so fast, it has been almost a year since we first met.

Thinking of the scene when we met, my mood, which has been in a bad mood, became a little warm.

"Yo, Chu Mu, are you here?"

While I was clearing away the empty wine bottles, the golden retriever who was lying on the floor by the sofa woke up, brushed his hair and sat up while saying hello to me.

I smiled: "Morning."

The golden retriever yawned, squinted his eyes and looked at me for a while, and suddenly said: "Fuck, little friend, what have you been struggling with lately, why are you so thin?"

As soon as I looked up, I saw Chen Feng standing at the door of the bathroom, looking straight at me with a steamy face.

I avoided his gaze uncomfortably: "Maybe the final exam is coming soon, I didn't sleep well, it's okay."

The golden retriever shouted: "Fuck, the students in Nanhai are all like you, so how many people suffer from depression."

"Shut up your mouth." Chen Feng walked over angrily, stretched out his feet and kicked the golden retriever who was still sitting on the ground, "Why don't you wake up those two when it's already time!"

The golden retriever muttered depressingly: "Damn it, I can't be nicer to the gold master..."

Chen Feng kicked him again: "Jin you motherfucker! Hurry up!"

I was about to call Xiao Wang for help, when Chen Feng suddenly turned around and said to me: "I have something to ask you, come in with me."

I followed him into the bedroom blankly, and the golden retriever shouted from behind: "Enough, you guys! Is there anything you can't say in front of me..."

With a "bang", Chen Feng slammed the door expressionlessly.

"What's the matter?" This was the first time I was alone since the last argument, and I felt a little uncomfortable.

Chen Feng leaned against the door, looked at me with his arms folded, and said for a while: "Tell me, what's the matter? I haven't seen you for a few days, why have you lost so much weight? Your complexion is still so bad, are you sick?"

I touched my face subconsciously: "No, don't think about it. My parents took me to the hospital for an examination. There is no major problem. The doctor said it was caused by poor sleep."

Chen Feng frowned, a little doubtful: "Is it really because of the final exam?"

I don't know what he saw, so I can only play haha ​​with a guilty conscience: "Yes, otherwise, what else could it be?"

He stopped talking and stared at me with a gloomy expression.

I silently looked away, and the corners of my mouth twitched with a smile: "You change your clothes, I'm going out first."

I walked over to open the door, but Chen Feng didn't want to let go. I looked at him suspiciously. He suddenly grabbed my wrist and pulled me towards him. I instinctively avoided the obvious gesture of kissing.

It really seems to come from instinct, because the speed is too fast, I have no time to think.

Realizing that I was avoiding making out with Chen Feng, I was also a little surprised: "Chen Feng..."

The strength of grasping the wrist increased, Chen Feng suppressed his anger and said: "What are you angry about? Tell me, who knows what you are thinking if you are silent?"

am i mad

I just feel a little depressed, and I can't lift my spirits.

Forced to show a smile: "Well, why should I be angry? Stop thinking about it."

"Still saying no!" Chen Feng couldn't control it, and jumped into a rage: "Whether it's text messages or phone calls these days, you always look like you don't care! Ask you if you want to meet and push back! Chu Mu, you It wasn't like this before! Or are you deliberately alienating me!?"

"Chen, Chenfeng, calm down..." It was so loud, and I was not afraid that people outside would hear it. I was sweating a little: "How could I deliberately alienate you? I... I just don't have much energy recently, so don't be angry... "

"Knock knock."

Across a door, the golden retriever said outside: "Hey, aren't you arguing? Come out quickly, Yang Xiaomei even bought breakfast for us."

I subconsciously looked at Chen Feng's reaction, but he didn't respond, he stared at me and shouted outside: "Eat yours! We'll get out soon."

I shook my wrist from being clasped: "Okay, let's go out."

"What a fart!" Chen Feng stared at me fiercely, but he couldn't hide the deep helplessness in his eyes, "You idiot! If you let me know that you have something to hide from me, I will..." As if suddenly Knowing what to say, he paused for a long time before leaning over and whispering in my ear: "Fuck you to death."

My face turned purplish red, and I couldn't believe my ears: "You..."

"How?" He pouted provocatively, and suddenly laughed out loud as if he couldn't hold it back. I was stunned by the quick change of face.Enough laughing, he reached out and pinched my face, whispered "idiot", hugged me tightly into his arms, and sighed when I couldn't see his expression: "What should I do to you? manage……"

That sigh broke my heart.

I buried my face in his arms and hugged him tightly.

The familiar temperature and familiar smell enveloped me, and I felt at ease like never before.