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Before I could find the so-called mixed-sex hot spring, I saw many men and women walking towards me, all wearing yukata and smiling cheerfully.

Among this group of people, I instinctively saw Chen Feng walking far behind.

Of course, Yang Xiaomei was by his side.

Like any other couple, they chat happily, with enviable smiles on their faces.

Not knowing what Yang Xiaomei said, Chen Feng suddenly burst out laughing.

Yang Xiaomei covered her mouth and laughed.

The pain that had been ignored just now suddenly surged up doubled. My eyes went dark, and I almost couldn't stand up. I subconsciously stretched out my hand to support the wall.

"Hey, are you all right, young man?" A middle-aged couple hurriedly supported me.

I whispered "It's okay", shook my head, and stood up straight.

"Oh, children nowadays don't care about their bodies. How can you take a hot spring with such a bad complexion? If you pass out, you will die. Go back and rest."

I wanted to say "thank you", when a familiar voice suddenly came out: "Chu Mu!"

As soon as my back went numb, I asked someone to grab my arm from behind: "Why are you here? Are you okay?"

The middle-aged couple enthusiastically said, "Are you his friend? Oh, he can't soak in the hot spring like this. You should take him back to rest quickly."

He thanked repeatedly, and the couple walked away in peace.

My whole body couldn't stop shaking for no reason.

He felt it, and put his arms around my shoulders: "It's cold? Why are you shaking so much?" He touched my forehead, "Fortunately, I don't have a fever. Come, I'll take you back to rest."

I didn't speak, and let him help me walk back like a puppet.

"Chen Feng," a sweet voice caught up, softly: "What's wrong with Chu Mu?"

I stopped abruptly and looked back.

Yang Xiaomei looked at me worriedly, looking very cute and pitiful.

Chen Feng said: "It's okay, he probably caught a cold, I'll take him back to his room, and you should go back and rest quickly."

Yang Xiaomei shifted her gaze to Chen Feng's face: "But, I'm afraid..."

"It's okay." Chen Feng's tone was rare and gentle: "I'll send Chu Mu back to rest first, and I'll find you in a while. Don't worry, nothing will happen if I'm here."

Yang Xiaomei smiled affectionately: "Well, I believe you."

Something in my heart suddenly collapsed.

I silently followed Chenfeng back to the room, no matter what Chenfeng said, I didn't say a word, I was afraid that I would ask a lot of things that Chenfeng didn't like me to ask, I was afraid that we would quarrel after being together, I was afraid that I would faint because I was too excited. I was afraid... Chen Feng looked at me with apologetic and compassionate eyes, and said to me: "Chu Mu, let's be friends in the future."

I can't stand it.

I know I can't take it.

I can't bear it, so I can only keep silent, don't ask anything, don't listen to anything.

At least for this moment, Chenfeng is still mine.

"What's wrong with you? Really uncomfortable?" As soon as he entered the room, he picked me up horizontally, went straight to the bed and put it down, and while helping me undress, he said: "You really lost a lot of weight, lighter than a girl. "

girl?Have you ever hugged a girl?who is it?Yang Xiaomei?

"Tsk, why don't you just live with me, and I promise to make you fat and fat."

live with you?Don't you think I'm in the way?

"Why don't you talk?" He covered me with the quilt, leaned over to look at my face, with a smirk on his face: "Are you still angry? Okay, okay, okay, okay? I don't care too much about you, so I do It's too much. Who told you to keep me from doing it, which caused me to hold back for so long. "

"So you went to find Yang Xiaomei?" I was startled when I heard my voice as cold as ice.Too bad, why did you say what you thought?

Chen Feng's smile froze: "What did you say?"

I didn't dare to pursue it, so I could only close my eyes like an ostrich: "I'm talking nonsense."

After closing his eyes, only the sound of Chen Feng's slightly heavy breathing remained in the world.

My hands subconsciously clenched the sheets.

"Mu Mu..."

I got scared and turned my back to him in a hurry: "I'm tired, I want to sleep."

He was silent.

After a while, I heard his sighing voice: "Okay, you go to sleep first, and if you have something to say, you can talk when you wake up."

I didn't dare to move, I closed my eyes tightly, and didn't even dare to breathe.

After a while, the mattress next to me bounced off, and I knew that Chen Feng had got out of bed, and I felt a sharp pain in my heart, I couldn't care about anything else, I sat up instinctively and grabbed his hand: "Chen Feng! Don't go!"

Chen Feng was shocked, and hurriedly sat back and looked at me: "What's wrong?"

The concern on that face was so real, my nose was sore, I opened my arms and hugged him tightly, begging in a low voice: "Don't go, please? I want to hug you to sleep."

Chen Feng gave a low laugh, rubbed the back of my head vigorously, and said, "Damn, why are you acting more and more like a baby? Lift your head up."

I raised my head obediently, he leaned over and we kissed naturally.

His heart was going up and down, and then it slowly fell back into his chest.

After a long time of kissing, gradually there is a taste of lust.Feeling that Chen Feng's breathing began to become heavy, and his hands were fumbling under my clothes, I twisted my body a little uneasy.

"Damn..." He muttered, backed out of my mouth, looked at me with dark eyes, and said, "It's no good, if this goes on, I think I'll lose control again. Go to bed quickly, and I'll go out for a while."

"Where are you going!?" I got excited and grabbed his arm tightly.

Chen Feng was taken aback, frowned and said: "What's wrong?"

Unable to control myself, I blurted out and asked, "Are you going to find Yang Xiaomei?"

Chen Feng's face darkened, but it was rare that he didn't get angry. He paused for a few seconds, and then said patiently: "Don't think about it, I'm looking for Yang Xiaomei because a man always harassed her when I was in the hot spring. He had a conflict, and the man said that it would be fine. Now that Xiao Wang has gone back, Yang Xiaomei lives alone, I am worried..."

"Why do you want to take a hot spring together?"

"Golden Retriever and the others suggested that it would be more lively and fun for everyone to soak together."

"Then why are the golden retrievers gone and the two of you still staying there?"

"Because Yang Xiaomei said she was a little dizzy, so I sat with her for a while and drank something... Damn, what do you want to say after asking so many questions!?"

what i want to say...

Yes, I have asked so many questions, but I just want to ask one thing——

"Do you like Yang Xiaomei?"

at last……

Still asked the export.

It's really not my style to burn the boat like this.

It's just that I can't control myself anymore, my mouth seems to have my own thinking, I can say whatever I want, completely out of the control of my brain, and I can't stop it.

"Damn it! What did you say, you idiot!? Tell me again!" Chen Feng stormed like thunder, grabbing my lapel with all his strength.

I looked up at his distraught face and still thought it looked good.

Without warning, tears started to fall down.

It hit Chen Feng's hand, as if he was burning, he withdrew his hand suddenly, looked at me in surprise, and panicked: "You...why are you crying? Well, well, it's all my fault Right? Don't cry, why do you like to cry so much..."

He wiped my tears carelessly with rough but warm hands.

Annoyed and distressed.

My heart skipped a beat, and I suddenly felt that this was enough.

He was originally a normal person. In the name of love, I forced him to walk on a one-way street full of thorns. He gave up too much for me. What qualifications do I have to ask for more?I forced it.

"Chen Feng," I took a deep breath, wiped away my tears, and said, "Go find Yang Xiaomei, I'm fine."

The attitude changed too quickly before and after, and Chen Feng couldn't react: "...Are you okay?"

I forced a smile: "I figured it out, it's not a big deal. Since you have already promised him, you can't break your promise, go."

Chenfeng's eyes lit up, he quickly kissed me, and said approvingly: "As expected of my wife Liu Chenfeng. Okay, you go to bed first, I'm sure Yang Xiaomei will come back when she's fine."

"Ah."

He took a few steps towards the door, stopped suddenly, and looked back at me.

I kept smiling at him.

He stared at me for a long time, then suddenly turned back quickly, leaned down and kissed my eyes, his gaze was firm: "You have to trust me."

His eyes were so beautiful, so sensational, full of fiery emotion.

I blinked and said softly, "Yeah."

The bottom of my heart was empty and cold.

After Chen Feng went out, I kept staring at the time on my phone. At about eleven o'clock, I heard the sound of the door being opened softly. I immediately turned off the phone and tucked myself into the quilt to pretend to be asleep.

"Mumu?" A very soft voice.

I did not respond.

He didn't call me anymore, but took off his clothes, climbed onto the bed, hugged me from behind, kissed my face a few times indiscriminately, and soon fell asleep, but I didn't close my eyes all night.

Chenfeng told me to trust him, and I wanted to trust him too.

But he couldn't help thinking about what they said and did during the time he and Yang Xiaomei were alone.

If it was in the past, maybe I would just stand behind Chen Feng and secretly look at Yang Xiaomei who was standing beside him with envious eyes, admiring in my heart that it was made in heaven.

But now, it can no longer be done.

Chen Feng and I will never go back to the past...

Suddenly remembered an old saying, if life is only as it was first seen.