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My eyes were swollen from crying when I left the tattoo parlor.Chen Feng was speechless, but his eyes were excited and bright.Me too, although I feel pain, but my heart is also very excited.It was as if some kind of ceremony had been held, and from then on we belonged only to each other.

"Let's go to the movies." Chen Feng held my hand forgetfully.

Startled, I pulled my hand back reflexively.

Chen Feng's face darkened.

I smiled and said, "Don't you want to watch a movie? Let's go, what movie do you want to watch?"

He let out a cold "hum", turned around and left.

I hurried to catch up: "Chenfeng..."

He ignored me and walked straight on.I said all the good things, but he kept his face cold and silent.Helpless, I had no choice but to follow him silently.Originally thought that he was so unhappy that he was going to go home directly, but instead he walked to the cinema.

Because it is not a weekend and it is broad daylight, there are not many people in the cinema.Chen Feng walked to the counter and looked down at the movie playlist. I sneaked over and followed him to watch.

Fortunately, he didn't push me away or tell me to go away.

"What do you want to see?" He lowered his head and said suddenly.

Not sure if he was talking to me, I said nothing.

"Tsk!" He raised his head and glared at me impatiently, "I'm asking you something!"

I was flattered: "Huh? It's okay..."

He rolled his eyes, took out two ten-yuan bills from his wallet and gave them to me, and said impatiently: "Go, go, go buy something to eat."

"……What do you want to eat?"

"Are you an idiot? You have to ask! Of course it's popcorn and soda! Could it be steak?"

"..."

Before I took the money and walked away, I clearly saw the expression of the ticket sales lady holding back her smile.

When I came back after buying food, Chen Feng was already waiting at the entrance, and when he saw me, he looked impatient again: "What are you dawdling about, come here quickly."

I hurried over and asked casually, "What ticket did you buy?"

I don't know if it's my illusion, but his expression is a little stiff: "You know it after reading it?"

When I checked the ticket, I sneaked a glance and found that it was the only romance movie (…).

This kind of film is a minefield for me and Chen Feng, why does Chen Feng suddenly want to watch it?

Not daring to have any opinions, I silently followed him into the arena.There were really only the two of us in the entire theater, and that feeling was very strange, as if the whole audience was covered.

I habitually walked forward, but Chenfeng grabbed my back collar with a "tsk", and dragged me to the back.So in the empty theater, we sat at the very back, looking down at the rows of empty seats in front.

When the movie was about to show, two more girls came in, they didn't seem to notice us, they chirped and laughed and sat down in the middle of the seventh row.

Chen Feng looked unhappy: "What, it looks like a high school student, shouldn't it be time for class?"

"..." Obviously he has forgotten that we should be in class at our age.

"What are you doing? What romance movies are the two girls watching?"

"..." Isn't it weird for two big boys to watch a romance movie together?

The film was very boring, but the two girls in front were laughing and joking, very noisy.I don't care, I eat popcorn in silence.But Chenfeng had a long face, staring at the heads of the two girls like a spirit behind his back.

"Come on, let's eat." I could only coax him, and handed him the bucket of popcorn in my hand.

He snorted and gritted his teeth: "I really want to throw these two women who are in the way!"

"..." Fearing that he would really do this, I hurriedly fed him some popcorn, and smiled flatteringly: "Don't be like this, you're still a girl after all..."

He glanced sideways at me, and the darkness in his eyes suddenly became playful.

As soon as my finger became hot, Chenfeng opened his mouth to hold my finger that was pinching the popcorn to feed him, licking and sucking repeatedly, those peach blossom eyes stared at me from bottom to top, it looked... extremely erotic .

As soon as the scalp exploded, it felt like all the blood in the whole body rushed to the head.

I was completely petrified, and Chen Feng acted like a normal person, sat back and continued to watch the movie, chewing popcorn in his mouth, tsk tsk: "Well, it's very sweet."

"..."

My fingertips were still hot and humid, and my head was buzzing. I stared at the movie screen with my eyes fixed, but I had no idea what was playing on it.

Fortunately, Chen Feng's mood seemed to have improved a lot.

After a pause, Chen Feng's hand suddenly put on my thigh intentionally or unintentionally.I glanced down, then glanced sideways at the owner of the hand, seeing that he was concentrating on watching the movie, and didn't think much about it.

But after a while, that hand began to feel restless, along the inner thigh of my thigh, all the way up.

I was so frightened that I almost cried out, and quickly held down that hand: "Chen, Chenfeng..."

Chen Feng stared at the movie screen and said intently: "Watch your movie."

"..." What do you think of me like this?

He pushed my hand away, stroking my inner thigh provocatively with his slender fingers.Even through the pants, the weird numbness still spread all over my body, and I couldn't help but shudder.

When that hand touched the base of my thigh, I almost jumped up, I couldn't bear it anymore, I tried to push it with my hand, but I couldn't push it away.I looked at him nervously, and begged: "Chen, Chenfeng, don't be like this..."

Although the theater was dark with the lights turned off, I was still burning with shame.

Chen Feng didn't look at me, and kept staring at the movie screen.The unruly hand didn't stop, but skillfully unzipped my trousers and poked inside...

"Oh!" I bit my lower lip hastily, not daring to let myself make any strange noises.

The hand kept moving, and I couldn't restrain my whole body from shaking, and my legs were already as soft as cotton.Nervous, restless, and irritating made me extremely sensitive.The pleasure surged up wave after wave, and when the feeling was approaching the peak, I subconsciously wanted to push Chenfeng's hand away, not wanting to dirty him, but he was still moving stubbornly, and the speed was getting faster and faster, I really couldn't bear it With such stimulation, a white light flashed in front of my eyes, and I slumped on my seat weakly.

Chen Feng, who had been staring at the movie screen, suddenly turned his head to look at me, the white light from the screen shone on his face, his face was very red, and his eyes were dark and deep.

I was stunned for a while, and he suddenly leaned over and kissed me deeply...

In the movie, the male protagonist said affectionately: "If you are a flower, then I would rather become a pile of cow dung for you to insert."

"Clap" sounded.

The heroine scolded: "Stinky rascal!"

The two girls in front laughed sharply.

Chen Feng kissed my ear lightly, panting slightly: "Honey, let's go home."

……

No matter how stupid I am, I know what to do when I get home, so I can't help being a little nervous.You know, since that nightmarish night at the hot spring resort, I have never done anything with Chen Feng again.It's not that I don't want to, but that I can't do it.There was a hurdle in my heart. Every time I wanted to do it, I couldn't help but think of the painful experience of that night, and then my whole body became stiff, and I couldn't relax no matter how much I caressed it.Chen Feng felt ashamed in his heart, and he couldn't force me, so he just comforted each other every time, and didn't make it to the last step.

I know that Chen Feng endures very hard, and I hate myself for being like this, but I just don't know what to do.

This time was the same, no matter what Chen Feng did, I was lying there like a stone, my whole body tensed.Chen Feng worked hard for a while, but found that it didn't work, and his face was a little ugly.I became more nervous, looked at him with fear and guilt, and unconsciously grabbed the bed sheet.

Seeing my expression, Chen Feng was stunned for a moment, his face immediately eased, he lowered his head to kiss my face, and coaxed softly: "Why such an expression? Are you afraid of me?"

"Chenfeng, I'm sorry..."

"Idiot, it's not your fault."

He smiled reassuringly, sat up and said, "Okay, let's prepare dinner, I'll be late for part-time work later."

I peeked at his back while getting dressed, always feeling a little lonely.

I feel extremely uncomfortable, Chen Feng must be more self-blame for me like this.But I don't want to be like this, I don't blame him for that matter anymore, I don't want him to keep worrying about it.

"Chen Feng..."

He was shirtless and sat on the edge of the bed with his back to me. He didn't look back when I called him, but just gave a soft "hmm".

"How about... I use my mouth..."

I think I just said something like that out of the blue.

Chen Feng's body shook, and he turned his head and stared at me suddenly, with an expression of disbelief.

I regretted it as soon as I said it, but when I saw Chen Feng's red eyes, my heart was stabbed, and I said without thinking: "Is it okay?"

Chen Feng was dumbfounded: "You...why did you suddenly..."

I scratched my hair in embarrassment: "Then what... I also read the comic book you borrowed from Kexin..."

"..."

The two looked at each other for a while, Chen Feng suddenly gave a "puchi" smile, and my face turned red hot, wishing I could find a crack in the ground and get in.

Chen Feng laughed enough, crawled over and rubbed the back of my head, and kissed the tip of my nose again, the love in his eyes made my heart beat like thunder: "You idiot, how could I be willing to..."

"Chenfeng..." For you, I'm fine, really.

Chen Feng wrapped me in his arms gently, and said with a sigh: "It's all my fault, I'm sorry."

"No!" I hugged him tightly, choked with sobs: "It's over, I really don't mind at all. But...but I don't know why...Chen Feng, give me some time, Give me some time, okay?"

Chen Feng gently rubbed my hair: "It's okay, don't feel pressured."

I hate myself for being like this.

But powerless.