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Although they don't see each other often, they text each other very frequently.The originally poor and boring days became more interesting after having a small expectation.Sometimes I just sit in a daze and don't think about anything, but I just laugh out loud for no reason.

"Xiao Mu, are you in a relationship?" The deskmate looked at me with pity.

I was stunned: "No, who did you hear that from?"

"Everyone is talking behind your back. You seem to be in a good mood recently. After class, you send text messages with your mobile phone, and you keep laughing in a daze. What is it if you are not in love?"

I was a little disgusted with the gossip and pressurized tone at the same table, so I casually said: "It's nothing, don't make wild guesses."

"Can't even I say it? Aren't we good friends?"

Facing this, I bought a reference book and concealed it lest I saw the "good friend" I borrowed from him, I smiled calmly: "Yeah, we are good friends, so I'm telling you the truth, there are no girls." My friend, I am in a good mood recently because my parents said they would take me to Japan during the winter vacation."

"Oh..." The tablemate suddenly realized: "So that's the case. I'm really afraid that you fell in love early. We are now at a critical stage. Falling in love will only waste time. Don't be stupid."

"I know, thank you."

"Also, the people we met in Bai Yinggao before, I inquired about them, they were all gangsters. Especially the one you said saved you, Liu Chenfeng, I heard that he used to stab people with a knife ,Terrible……"

With a "pop", I stood up unbearably, and walked out of the classroom expressionlessly under the astonished eyes of my deskmate.

The monitor who maintained the order of the self-study class immediately yelled, "Chu Mu, where are you going?"

I stopped at the back door of the classroom, turned around and said with a smile, "Shit, shit."

Amidst the laughter of the whole class, I slowly walked out of the classroom, went down the stairs, walked all the way to the playground, and sat on the sidelines to watch other people's physical education class.Even in physical education class, the passion that teenagers should have is completely invisible-this is Nanhai University.In addition to learning, or learning.What kind of morality, intelligence, physique and beauty are just talking about it.

Unable to bear it, he took out his mobile phone and texted him: I skipped class.

After a few seconds, a new text message came in: yo rebellion

——Just now I told the female monitor in front of the whole class that I was going to take a shit.

——Fuck, your squad leader didn't call you a hooligan

—No, but I think I've been named.

--WTF

——The class monitor is in charge of classroom order, and has a booklet in his hand. When encountering disturbances or disobedience, write down the names and hand them over to the class teacher.Don't you?

——What kind of a disturbance is shit, your monitor never shit? Fuck it!

Follow up with one: Our monitor is one of our own

--very nice.If only I were in the same class as you.

——Don’t be so fucking nasty, where are you nesting now?

— Our school playground.

——Aren’t you still in your school? What kind of skipping class?

——Doesn’t skipping class mean being absent from class for no reason?

As soon as this text message was sent, a volleyball rolled to his feet.

"Excuse me, classmate, can you throw the ball over?" The girl's voice was delicate.

I looked up and thought it looked familiar. When I bent down to pick up the ball, I remembered that it was the class flower of the next class. When I threw the volleyball back to her, she smiled at me and said sweetly, " Thanks".

Bow your head and continue to read text messages:

——In Lao Tzu’s dictionary, skipping class is considered skipping if you leave school, and you are skipping class at most.

I guess he didn't see my reply, so he followed up with a message: I was arrested

I smiled and replied: What is the difference between skipping classes and skipping classes?I just went to pick up the ball for the beauty. It's the class next door, very pretty.

It took a long time this time before I received a reply: Why do you want me to help you catch up?

——No need, if you help, maybe people will fall in love with you.

——Yo, quite self-aware

Followed by one: really fancy

——What, pure appreciation.

——It’s also you, isn’t it me?

—Nonsense!

——fucking shy

I was angry and funny, and was thinking about how to repay him, when a sweet voice suddenly sounded in my ear: "Excuse me..."

I was really taken aback. When I looked up, the other party was also taken aback by my reaction, and hurriedly said, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to scare you."

Huh?It's the class flower next door.

I wondered: "What's the matter? The ball rolled here again?"

"No..." She pushed her long hair behind her ears, her cheeks were slightly flushed because she just finished exercising, "That... are you Chu Mu from Class 2?"

I looked at her unexpectedly.

In Nanhai High School where there are many top students, I can be regarded as a top-grade student at best.Usually a low-key person, never participated in the activities held by the school, and never won any awards.If it weren't for the fact that the boys in our class grew up really sorry for the motherland, and I was just set off to be a bit handsome, my presence in the class would be almost zero.Up to now, some people in our class will call my name by mistake. How can the class flower in the next class know me?

"My name is Shi Shi, from Class 3."

I nodded and said, "Well, hello."

She smiled at me, sat down beside me generously, brushed her long black flowing hair, and said, "Why are you here at this hour?"

It was the first time in my life that I was accosted by Ban Hua, but I was in a calm mood. Although the girl in front of me was pretty, I thought Chen Feng was much prettier than her.

"Self-study class, come out to get some air."

The reminder of a new text message sounded, and I didn't click to read it right away, but Shi Shi reminded me: "You seem to have a new text message, don't you want to read it?"

I hesitated for a while, but couldn't help but said, "You...do you have anything else to do?"

The other party's sweet smile froze slightly, and he stood up and said, "Can I buy a bottle of soda?"

The wallet is in the schoolbag, but I didn't bring the schoolbag out.He fumbled in his pocket and found a crumpled ten-yuan bill. Without thinking twice, he handed the ten-yuan bill to her and said, "I didn't bring my wallet with me. I only have ten dollars."

She smiled contemptuously, said "no need", turned around and left.After walking a few steps, several girls surrounded her and asked "what's the matter" in one go, and then she said loudly: "I would like to accept the bet, and you can go to the canteen to get what you want to eat, and I will pay for it."

The girls around her cheered, and I saw her turn her face to me and rolled her eyes forcefully. I was a little worried that she had rolled her eyes away.

Shaking his head amusingly, he looked down at the text message, and there were three unread messages:

——Is this a plan to give up forever?

——I was really caught this time, and I will save you

——Do you want to come to my house after school?

There are a lot of things I want to say, but in the end I only reply with the word "yes".

I thought that the head teacher would definitely invite me to the office for tea after the self-study class. I already had the consciousness of seeing death as home, but it turned out not to be.I glanced at the class monitor, she didn't intend to make eye contact with me, she was obviously angry with me.This situation confuses me a bit.

After school, I carried my schoolbag and planned to find Chen Feng, but the deputy squad leader suddenly stopped me, stared at me and didn't speak.

I asked blankly, "Is there something wrong?"

"Where are you going?"

"Uh... let's go home."

"Don't you usually eat lunch in the school cafeteria?"

"...I want to go back to eat today, can't I?" I really feel that the girls in this school are baffled.

The deputy squad leader looked like he hated iron for being weak, and said fiercely: "Chu Mu! Do you have a conscience? Do you know why the squad leader didn't remember your name?"

I was also quite curious: "Why?"

"you you……"

The deputy squad leader looked like she was going to jump over and strangle me to death, I stepped back uncomfortably, thinking that whether the squad leader remembers my name is her freedom, what does it have to do with your deputy squad leader?

"Xiaoqian!" The squad leader suddenly appeared at the front door, without looking at me, and shouted to the deputy squad leader, "Let's go!"

The deputy squad leader gave me an unwilling look, shook his head vigorously and left.The long ponytail almost fell to my face, and I secretly cried: "It's so dangerous, so dangerous."

When I arrived at the door of Chenfeng's house, the door was closed tightly. I knocked a few times and there was no response, probably because I hadn't come back yet, so I sat down at the stairs and took out my mobile phone to send him a text message.

——Have you come back yet?

It's been a long time since I got a reply, and I'm a little puzzled.

After another 10 minutes, still no return or my text messages, I started to feel that something was wrong.This has never happened before. If Chenfeng asked me out, he would come back as soon as possible. If anything happened, he would call or send me a text message to tell me, what happened today?

I tried to call him, but the phone turned off.

What should I do... Should I go to Bai Yinggao to find him...

Unable to sit still, I got up and ran downstairs, and just as I rushed out of the apartment building, I bumped into someone.The man let out an "ouch" and sat down on the ground.I was taken aback. When I saw that it was a girl with dyed red hair, heavy makeup, and Baiying high school uniform, I was even more panicked: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, are you okay?"

"Fuck you, you don't have eyes!"

I bent down to help her, but she beat her on the head several times with her bag.

It hurt so much, I hugged my head and backed away, all I could say was "I'm sorry".

The girl yelled and cursed, jumped up from the ground, kicked me with her high heels, I thought to myself that it was Bai Yinggao, the girls were stronger than the boys in Nanhai, I turned around and ran away.The girl chased and scolded me from behind. I was a little embarrassed and helpless.What the hell is going on today?Net provoke girls.

"Chenfeng! Catch that kid! Damn he dares to bump into my old lady!"

Before I could react, someone pinched the back of my neck, and I shrank my shoulders subconsciously.He raised his head in fear, but saw Liu Chenfeng with a weird face in the backlight, and was instantly overwhelmed with surprise: "Ah! You..."

"Chen Feng, this kid is from Nanhai, right? How the hell did he dare to bump into me and even run away..." The tough girl strode over, picked up her bag and hit me on the back.

I don't know what she put in that bag, it was so hard it almost broke my bones.

"Okay!" Chen Feng grabbed her bag with one hand, and said impatiently: "Enough of you! What does a girl look like!"

"What, why are you so loud..." the girl muttered dissatisfiedly, but she didn't dare to hit her anymore.

I stared at this scene in a daze, and then my mind full of fog suddenly had a flash of inspiration, and I was sober for a moment.Obviously, that tough girl knew Liu Chenfeng.Could it be that……

"Go away!"

I was still staring at that girl, when suddenly I heard Liu Chenfeng's dull voice.I froze for a moment, looked into his eyes a little confused, but he avoided my gaze, and said in a cold tone: "Get out."

I finally confirmed that the words were addressed to me, and I didn't dare to speak indiscriminately, and I didn't dare to stay any longer. I lowered my head and whispered "I'm sorry" to the girl who was staring at me, then I grabbed my schoolbag tightly, turned and walked quickly open.

I vaguely heard the girl ask: "Do you know that kid?"

He said lightly: "No..."

In fact, it wasn't particularly uncomfortable. My head was blank all the way back, as if I had a dream.After returning to school, there was no food in the school cafeteria, so I went to the canteen to buy a bottle of Nutrition Express and a piece of bread, and sat on the stone bench by the playground to eat.

The weather is a bit cold, but bathed in the sun, there is still a little warmth.

The playground was empty and there was no one there.

After eating the bread in silence, he took away the packaging bag and threw it away, then walked back to the stone bench and sat down to continue in a daze.

"Beep -" the sound of a new text message.

I didn't move, the sun was very comfortable, I was a little too lazy to move.

"Beep-"

I remembered the first time I went to Chenfeng's house, Chenfeng told me that he couldn't reveal his true interest, because he was the bully in the hearts of Xiong-Di and his girlfriend, and he couldn't show any childishness.Obviously, denying my acquaintance with me in front of my girlfriend is also to maintain my image in the other party's mind.

"Beep-"

It's nothing to mind.I'm good friends with him, and it's also right to help him cover up.

"Beep-"

I just don't understand, how could Chen Feng like such a girl?In comparison, I think the arrogant monitor of our class is better.

"@#￥%... looking for your father to fuck? @#￥%... looking for your father to fuck..."

I was taken aback, but I didn't want to answer the phone that much.

He was obviously not angry, and told himself that he didn't need to worry about such a trivial matter, but he just didn't want to talk to him at this time.

What is wrong with me?Are you losing your temper with Chen Feng?

Why lose your temper with him?Just because he broke the appointment?Or is it because he told his girlfriend that he doesn't know me?What's the big deal?Shouldn't friends be tolerant and accommodate each other?

Chu Mu, Chu Mu, if you don't answer the phone, Chen Feng may ignore you.

Is it really okay to lose him and you'll be all alone again?

With a pain in my heart, I quickly took out my phone, but the moment I pressed the call button, the other party hung up.There were three missed calls and six unread text messages displayed on the screen.After hesitating, he finally clicked on the text message instead of pressing the callback button.

——I want to tell you that the goddamn cell phone that I don't need to come over has died

——Have you been waiting for a long time? Have you eaten yet?

——Why don’t you come back, aren’t you angry?

——What about it? You are a woman, so stingy

—Forget it, let me call and talk to you

——Chu Mu, I like you.

I almost threw the phone out, stood up suddenly, and stared at the words "Chu Mu, I like you" on the screen for a long time.

"Beep-"

I was taken aback, and I clicked on the new text message, and it was menacing: Fuck, you didn’t answer my phone and rebelled, okay? Then don’t contact me anymore. Damn, I’ve never seen such a stingy person like your head "buzzing" "Sound, I was very confused by the two sentences "Chu Mu, I like you" and "Don't contact me from now on", I don't know which sentence is true and which is false.After taking a few deep breaths and looking at it carefully, I realized that the confession text message was not sent by Chen Feng, but... the squad leader! ?

Omg - is the world crazy?

How could a girl like the class monitor with eyes on the top of her head who vowed to be the first lady like me in the future?It must be another silly prank between girls.

I deleted the text message a little annoyed, and then sent it for a while, feeling weird in my heart.Slowly, all kinds of feelings that I had deliberately ignored just now came to my mind—when I thought that the confession text message was sent by Chen Feng, besides nervousness and confusion, there was actually some kind of furtive excitement... Then I found out that it was not him When it happened, my chest seemed to be filled with lead again, and I couldn't tell whether it was disappointment or frustration.

but……

How could I hope that the confession message was sent by Chen Feng? !Am I...

Throwing the phone aside in horror, like it wasn't a phone but a viper.

Something is wrong!

The alarm bells rang in my heart, and I vaguely felt that something terrible was about to happen.

Or, without my knowledge, it has already happened.

Unprecedented fear and helplessness enveloped me. I curled up and hugged my knees tightly, but I still felt cold all over.

what do I do……

etc!You can't jump to conclusions so quickly, can you?

Maybe... Maybe it's because I put all my thoughts on him that I have this illusion.

Yes, it must be so.

Not at all what I thought it would be, but...it's...empathy!

It was like suddenly finding an exit in a dark abyss. I jumped up from the stone bench excitedly and laughed three times at the empty playground. He rushed back to the classroom at a sprint speed, planning to take a nap on the table.

No matter what troubles, sleep will disappear - this is the dogma I have believed in for many years.

As a result, he was so immortal that he made eye contact with the monitor as soon as he entered the classroom.There are only a few people in the classroom, either doing homework or sleeping, and the monitor and deputy monitor sit and chat together.As soon as they saw me coming in, they stopped in a tacit understanding. The squad leader quickly looked away and pretended to turn over the book, but the deputy squad leader smiled at me strangely with an expression of watching a show, as if he was sure that I would walk over.

How can I go over there?joke.Regardless of whether the confession message is true or not, I will die if I walk over it—if it is fake, I will definitely be laughed to death if I go over and ask; if it is true, what should I say?If I accept it, my life would be worse than death, if I reject it, my life would be worse than death.The best option is to pretend to be deaf and dumb.

I silently looked away, lowered my head, walked back to my seat, and fell asleep on the table.

Chen Feng... he should be very angry now...

They all said the words "don't contact me again".God, what am I going to do...

Text back to apologize?Call to explain?

No, no!Just thinking about it makes my heart beat faster!

At this time, it's better to calm down and contact me hastily. If the head gets hot and says something that shouldn't be said, it's really over!

That's right, Chu Mu, cheer up and wake up, you and Chen Feng are friends, friends!

Stop thinking about it!If you let Chenfeng know how you feel about him, you will definitely be disgusted, and then you really don't even have to be friends.

Yes, that's it, be patient today, don't contact Chen Feng, call tomorrow to apologize, Chen Feng won't really break up with me.