coincides with cause and effect

Xie Yi had a beautiful dream

In front of him was the face that he thought about day and night in the dream, with his eyes closed and his face blushing.

The fiery temperature burned his desire all the way.

Pale fingers, trembling body, hoarse panting.

Everything in sight made his sanity disappear in an instant.

The heat spread to the lower abdomen, and self-control seemed to be a huge joke. At this moment, he just wanted to take possession of this person who he had missed for 6 years.

Desire surges, and the body is entangled.Sadness full of taboos and despair rose from the bottom of my heart.

Until the moment of peak.

He saw Shen Ye opened his eyes.

On his pale, reddish face, his dark eyes slowly opened, his slender eyelashes trembled slightly, his cold eyes were temperatureless, and he looked at him mockingly.

Xie Yi woke up instantly.

He sat up from the bed, his body seemed to still have residual heat from the dream, and the heat in his lower abdomen hadn't dissipated, and the bottom of his pants was already wet.

Only that chill pierced deeply into my heart, icy cold to the bone.

After a while, Xie Yi walked into the bathroom and poured water on himself from head to tail. His soft hair was wet and pressed against his cheeks tightly, and a lot of water flowed directly into the eyes along the hair.

He still kept his eyes open, and buried his head in his arms after a while.

Tears suddenly came out of the eyes, and were submerged by the water in an instant. Xie Yi stood under the water for a long while before reaching out to wipe his face and showing a bitter smile.

Chunmeng has no trace, even if you can hug the person you miss in your arms when you dream back in the middle of the night, when you open your eyes, you can still only see emptiness and desolation.

Then I realized that no matter how deep the love is, it will never mean anything.

The first time Xie Yi dreamed of Shen Ye was on the eve of his university graduation.

Xie Yi, who has studied biology, knows that nocturnal emission is a very normal phenomenon, but when he dreams back at midnight, it is not the soft woman who is hugging him in his arms, but Shen Ye, the intern instructor he has always admired and loved.At that time, Xie Yi suddenly understood what kind of ulterior feelings he had for Shen Ye.

At first Xie Yi was terrified.

He wanted to suppress this emotion, but it always backfired. The closer he was to Shen Ye, the deeper he was attracted. Even when he saw Shen Ye's face, he couldn't suppress the crazily raging desires and thoughts in his heart.

Want to be close to him, want to hug him, want to kiss him, want to possess him.

But when he was really facing Shen Ye, no matter if he acted rashly, he could only suppress this emotion over and over again, almost masochistically, not daring to let the other party notice the slightest trace.

However, Xie Yi has never been a forbearing character, and finally when he graduated, he made up his mind to show his heart to Shen Ye.

Looking back later, Xie Yi found out bitterly that from the very beginning, he had suffered a crushing defeat.

The bathroom was filled with steam, Xie Yi turned off the hot water, walked to the sink, wiped off the steam on the mirror, and looked up at himself in the mirror.

The mirror surface was not clear, which made his expression rather blurred. The only thing that could be clearly seen was the bright red and eerie mark under his unobstructed right eye after taking off the glasses.

Because of the tears, the corners of his eyes seemed to be slightly red, but he couldn't see clearly.

let it go.he thinks.

To see that person again is already a dream come true, how dare he expect more.

Since then, mountains and rivers have never met each other.

For him, for him, it is the best ending.

Xie Yi opened his mouth slightly, and the person in the mirror moved his lips slightly, but Xie Yi didn't make a sound.

He closed his eyes in despair, and gently stroked the red mark with his right hand.

The lips opened and closed, and slowly spit out two silent words.

seventh day.

Can't do it.

No matter how thoroughly you want to break it off, if you can't do it, you still can't do it.

Can't help missing, can't help approaching, can't help paying attention, can't help following that person's figure.

Throughout his life, he couldn't bear the two becoming strangers.

He couldn't bear the fact that Shen Ye didn't exist in his life.

Xie Yi thought he must be crazy.

He slammed his fist into the mirror.

When Le Wuyi called, Xie Yi had already finished dressing and was about to go out to buy breakfast.

"Master, master, I just found out that the person we met yesterday was actually Shen Ye from Longbingyu Company! Shen Ye, who is one of the two pillars of domestic games alongside Taihua's Qinghe! Back then, the Liuyue game development company was on the verge of bankruptcy, and it was him He led Liuyue to stand up after breaking through with one hand, and transformed into Longbingyu, a well-known game company in China."

Le Wuyi was full of vigor and vitality as always, Xie Yi responded casually, but his thoughts began to drift away.

Xie Yi also knew about Liuyue's game R&D company being in trouble back then. Shen Ye hoped that he could directly come to Liuyue for a job after graduation, so maybe he didn't think of him as Liuyue's future hope.

It's just that in the end he failed Shen Ye's expectations and resolutely left at his most lonely moment.

Xie Yi seemed to be able to imagine how much effort Shen Ye spent all these years to turn the tide and save Liu Yue.It's no wonder that after many years of reunion, Shen Yeqing has lost a lot, and has become much sharper and sharper.

Shen Ye's cold face today is really the treatment he deserves.

However, he couldn't imagine that if he hadn't chosen to leave back then, whether he would have hurt Shen Ye in the end.

Even though he knew when he returned to China that one day he would meet Shen Ye again, he never expected that the reunion would come so hastily, which caught him off guard.

Joy, sadness, pain, desolation, despair...

Under such circumstances, Xie Yi really had mixed feelings in his heart.

But in the end, it's still a bit gratifying.

The rabbit puppet that I glanced at yesterday reappeared in front of my eyes.The fabric is precious, the workmanship is fine, and it is obvious at a glance that it is for a well-loved child.

Probably the child of Shen Ye and Hua Yue.Xie Yi thought bitterly.

The people he loves, the marriage is happy, the family is happy.What else can he ask for.

As long as he is happy.

After hanging up the call with Le Wuyi, Xie Yi closed his eyes slightly, and no longer in the mood to have breakfast, he took a coat from the hanger and went out.

The moment the door was closed, a sentence flashed through Xie Yi's mind.

I have heard that you are in good health. Although I have thoughts in my heart, I can't bear to disturb you.

Things are always unpredictable, Xie Yi didn't want to disturb Shen Ye, but not long after he left the house, Shen Ye called.

Time can change many things and many people, but some things seem to never deteriorate.

It's like Shen Ye hasn't changed his cell phone number in the past 6 years, just like Xie Yi has already memorized this string of numbers backwards.

When 11 numbers flashed on the phone, Xie Yi pressed the call button almost instantly.

"Hello...? Xie Yi?"

Xie Yi's hand holding the phone trembled slightly because of the deep voice that was so familiar that he would never forget it in this life.

"it's me."

"I am Shen Ye."

"I know."

"Oh." Shen Ye was silent for a moment before asking, "The phone call to you just now didn't work, so I called again."

"I chatted with Wuyi just now..." Xie Yi leaned sideways against the wall, entrusting all his strength behind his back, "Shen... Teacher, do you need me?"

Shen Ye's voice was a little cold: "During dinner yesterday, you left in a hurry, and you left something on the seat, and now it's here with me."

Xie Yi subconsciously checked the pockets of his trousers, and when he felt the emptiness, he realized that the pair of rings he always carried with him were gone.

It's just that she never thought it would be in Shen Ye's hands.

"I'm busy with work, and I don't have time to wait for you for too long. At 3 o'clock in the afternoon, the coffee shop on the opposite corner of the company is out of date."

That ring... was originally made by him for Shen Ye.

Xie Yi smiled wryly, and thought: Can I choose to leave the ring there and not take it back?

It was only after he was silent for a moment that he replied, "Okay."

Shen Ye hung up the phone after hearing his reply.

The hang-up sound from the phone reached his ears, but Xie Yi kept holding the phone close to his ear, until he could no longer hear any more sounds, then he took down the phone and searched one stroke at a time. Added the word "Shen Ye".

After a while, the name was deleted and two words were retyped.

Ah Ye.

Obviously we don't plan to meet again.

The moment he heard Shen Ye's voice again, all his psychological construction collapsed.

He could no longer hide how much he wanted to see Shen Ye.