coincides with cause and effect

Xie Yi naturally didn't expect to meet Huayue here, but in the past few days when he returned to China, there were too many coincidental things like this, and every time he jumped out when he was caught off guard, he didn't know whether to cry for a while. Still should laugh.

Subconsciously looked at Huayue's side, she was accompanied by a tall woman with long hair, half of her body was covered by Huayue, so that Xie Yi couldn't see her face clearly, and then looked around Looking around, he didn't find Shen Ye's figure.

It was probably Huayue who was shopping with her best friend.

Xie Yi thought so, looking at the silhouettes of Huayue and the long-haired woman from a distance, his mind started to wander a little bit.

He can't remember when he first saw Huayue.

Maybe it was a quick glance when he first entered Liuyue Company as an intern, or maybe it was a passing by when he was working in the office, but since his relationship with Shen Ye has become closer, Hua Yue has also begun to appear frequently in Xie Yi. in sight.

As a conscientious secretary, Huayue not only helped Shen Ye a lot in his work, but also infiltrated into Shen Ye's life little by little.Xie Yi couldn't remember how many times Shen Ye received calls from Hua Yue outside of work, and every time at this time, Shen Ye would frown slightly, say "I have something to do" to Xie Yi, and then get up and leave in a hurry.

Xie Yi still remembered that there was always a potted plant on the window sill next to Shen Ye's desk, and the lush green crawled from the window to the desk. taste.Once Xie Yi blurted out, "The potted plant on the teacher's window sill looks very cute", and Shen Ye replied casually: "It was given by Huayue."

At that time, the bright smile on Xie Yi's face froze for a moment.

There were rumors about Shen Ye and Huayue's office scandal in Liuyue Company back then, but at that time, the two parties were indifferent to the rumors and did not give the slightest reaction. Dissipated over time.

Xie Yi used to dismiss this as well, thinking that Shen Ye has always been a person with a clear distinction between public and private, and his close relationship with Hua Yue is only because of work, at most because Hua Yue is his secretary.

It was only later that Xie Yi discovered that he was just deceiving himself and others.

Indifference is not a kind of default.

Xie Yi has never been a character of forbearance, he just does what he thinks of.

When he found out that he had ulterior motives for Shen Ye, he hesitated for a while before making up his mind to express his feelings to Shen Ye.

He is no stranger to confession, but as a campus male god, he used to be the one to be confessed to, but now he suddenly became the one who confessed, and the person who confessed was still of the same sex, so he was somewhat at a loss measures.

After referring to the experience of these years, Xie Yi found that it is the most sincere to confess in person. Of course, since it is a confession, it is natural not to go up and say "I like you" empty-handed, that would not show his sincerity and sincerity.

In the end, Xie Yi begged a piece of jade from a Taoist temple outside the city, which is said to contain the pure energy of the heavens and can guarantee people's life's safety. On it, he engraved the eight characters "I have a stone in my heart, and I can't turn it around". .

Shen Ye is a person who can risk his life when working. Even Xie Yi can't stop him from working hard for the company day and night. Over the years, his health is getting worse day by day. Xie Yi, who was very close to Ye, knew how weak his body was.

According to the Taoist priests in the temple, this piece of jade contains pure fresh air. Wearing it for a long time can eliminate diseases and take care of the body. The owner agreed to hand it over to him.

Xie Yi, who lives under the teaching of socialist theory, has never believed in such mysterious and illusory things as the destiny of gods and demons.

But he was willing to give Shen Yexin a letter last time.

However, most of the time, things don't go as expected.

Just like some words, even though they have been lingering in the bottom of my heart countless times and rehearsed in my mind countless times, when it comes time to really say it, there may not be that chance.

It may not have that identity and qualifications.

Xie Yi stood at the door of Shen Ye's house and lingered for a long time.

At this time, the sky was dimly lit, and the temperature difference between day and night made the air filled with a layer of mist that was as light as smoke, covering the whole house in a hazy way. Looking up, it gave people the illusion of being in a dream.

Xie Yi really felt like he was in a dream.

Fingers unconsciously rubbed the jade box in the palm of his hand, the surface carved with simple patterns brought a rough touch, uneven, just like Xie Yi's mood at this time, ups and downs, difficult to calm down.

Xie Yi couldn't help but began to admire the girl who dared to express her heart frankly in front of him back then. It was the first time in his life that he was fearless, and he tasted the taste of hesitation, which was vaguely mixed with a bit of shyness in the mind of a teenager.

After turning around the gate for the seventh time, the security guard of the community once again cast a suspicious look at Xie Yi.If it wasn't for Xie Yi being well-dressed and not looking like a bad guy, he might have been driven out by the security guards long ago.

Of course, if the delay continues, the consequences will not be much better.

Taking a deep breath, Xie Yi said silently in his heart, "Even if you die sooner or later, you will die sooner or later." Finally, before the security guard's patience ran out, he solemnly rang the doorbell.

Before that, Xie Yi had imagined the situation of him confessing to Shen Ye many times, and also imagined Shen Ye's reaction countless times.

Shock, disbelief, anger or joy...

He imagined that Shen Ye might flatly refuse, and also imagined what it would be like if Shen Ye agreed. He even thought that if Shen Ye refused, he would keep chasing after him, day after day, year after year. No matter how hard and cold the heart is, there will always be a day when it will be melted by his enthusiasm and persistence.

However, he never thought that this confession would be strangled to death before he could say it.

Accompanied by the slight sound of turning the handle, the door of Shen Ye's house slowly opened, Xie Yi's fingertips rubbing the box also stopped, his palms tightened slightly, and he gripped the box as if holding the most precious thing.

The smile on Xie Yi's face gradually became stiff.

After seeing the person who opened the door, Xie Yi was struck by lightning.

After opening the door, Huayue yawned slightly, rubbed her head that was not fully awake because of being woken up early in the morning, and then greeted Xie Yi who seemed to be a bit out of place.

"Xie Yi? You're here to look for Ah Ye, right? He's off this weekend, and he stayed up late at work last night, so he's probably still asleep. Is there anything you need to do at work? I'll call him."

"Ah... no need." Xie Yi took a step back, lowered his head slightly, covered the expression on his face, and said in a low voice, "I... I just have some questions to ask the teacher, and I'm not in a hurry. Since the teacher is still resting, it will be the same to ask again when I go to work tomorrow."

As soon as the words fell, Xie Yi didn't wait for Huayue's reaction, nodded his head indiscriminately, then turned and ran away.

Hua Yue blinked her confused eyes at his receding back, and after a while, driven by the hazy drowsiness, she went into the room to catch up on sleep.

Xie Yi seems a little strange today, forget it, let's talk to Ah Ye when I wake up.

Walking out of the road, there is a lawn at the corner. In the middle of the lawn are a few reclining chairs. Xie Yi listlessly found a chair and sat down. Looking down at the elegant and simple box in his hand, he felt as if his whole heart had been dug out. Coming out, the pain was extreme, and after suffocation, there was endless numbness.

He slowly recalled the situation just now.

When Huayue opened the door, her hair was a little disheveled, her clothes were pajamas that couldn't be more homely, and she couldn't hide the sleepiness on her face.

Even though he knew that the relationship between Shen Ye and Hua Yue was extraordinary, he never expected that the two would actually live together.

Or, it's just that he didn't dare to think about it, and he has been deceiving himself all this time.

And... Ah Ye.

In the company, Huayue always called Mr. Shen in a business-like manner, but in private, she used the title...

Ah Ye.

Hua Yue blurted out this title that Xie Yi wanted to call but didn't dare to call all the time, and she didn't even feel that there was anything wrong with it.

He smiled bitterly.

Xie Yi, how long are you going to lie to yourself?

The old past was complicated and confusing, but it was like a needle deeply stuck in the bottom of his heart. After getting used to it, he didn't pay much attention to it at ordinary times, but when he thought of it, he felt a dull pain. When it was pierced deeply, his whole heart seemed to be stabbed deeply. Poked through the general.

Hua Yue and the long-haired woman didn't see Xie Yi, Xie Yi looked down at the suit bag in his hand, just like when he looked down at the jade box back then, ridicule and bitterness came to his heart, and he felt a little emotional So many years have passed, and it is said that things are different, but there are so many histories and pasts, and there has never been any change.

Just as he loved Shen Ye so much, but had to let go.

Xie Yi had no intention of going up to greet Hua Yue.

He sighed softly, closed his eyes to recall his thoughts, opened his eyes and was about to go downstairs to leave, but saw Huayue and the long-haired woman stopped in their tracks.

The long-haired woman turned her head to the side and said something. Xie Yi couldn't hear clearly because he was too far away, but he could see it with his good eyesight... She smiled, and stretched out her hand to brush away the broken hair on Hua Yue's forehead. It is a very simple movement, performed by this long-haired woman, but there is an inexplicable tenderness and tenderness in the smooth flow of water.

Then she turned around slightly and kissed Huayue very naturally.

Xie Yi's pupils suddenly widened.

He couldn't be mistaken, the eyes of the long-haired woman watching Huayue were too familiar.

That was every midnight dream when he thought of Shen Ye, he saw in the mirror in the bathroom, the same eyes as himself.

Affectionate, fiery, persistent, firm...

Only then did he understand how deeply he could love someone.