seven peach abo

Now it is not.

Intentional or unintentional, intentional or unintentional, looking back, I am relieved, Ye Ling rarely finds reasons on others, at least Yang Ye is not responsible for the failed relationship between him and Fu Xinyu.

So who is to blame?If the answer to a question is wrong, you can always find out which step went wrong. Ye Ling couldn't stop himself from exploring whose fault it was. This was the only piecemeal and messy battlefield he lost.At one time, he felt that Fu Xinyu was more wrong. Suddenly one day, he realized that what Fu Xinyu said at the time was actually right. In this relationship, he was really not like him anymore. For example, he always wanted others to do it. That's wrong, blindly blaming others is not like what he does.

Why is he so tolerant of others, but sets a different high standard for the only close lover, and builds a wall of understanding?

Ye Ling no longer complained about the other party.And when you can't figure out who is more wrong in a relationship, it seems that you can't find the reason for the superficial failure, and only the term failure itself is left to define.

Just uncontrollable, helpless failure, that's all.

Only then did Ye Ling know that Fu Xinyu hadn't made it up. He really didn't like to be indecisive and change his mind midway, and he really didn't like to make it up. Ye Ling half-jokingly said that he was cold and violent, but he said no, it turned out he really wasn't.

When Fu Xinyu was "cold and violent", he didn't think about destroying the relationship, but about repairing it. When he really decided to break up, whether it was questioning, arguing, or dealing with it calmly, it was no longer necessary.Because he knew that this person would have nothing to do with him in the future.

So he seemed very gentle instead.No matter how noisy Ye Ling was, how loud she was, how much she cried, the response she got was similar comfort, instead of direct or indifferent confrontation. Ye Ling wanted to persuade him, but he no longer wanted to persuade Ye Ling. Fu Xinyu told him this over and over again. is temporary.

His sadness is temporary and will always pass.

Ye Ling's estrus period came, he didn't take any medicine, and he didn't see Fu Xinyu. Shen Sen gave him an infusion three days in advance, and hung up two bottles every day. The red and white pills have almost the same effect. It is used to delay the onset/estrus. The side effects are much lighter than the red and white pills. I didn’t say much. Ye Ling didn’t see any paper drug descriptions or labels during the whole process, and didn’t ask much. Tianye left three or four obvious pinholes on the backs of both hands.

Fu Xinyu came back, and Ye Ling showed him the pinhole on the back of his hand, "It's gone all over the place, next time you can't come back, I'll go find you." He wanted to complain about the pain of Shen Sen's medicine, but he couldn't help it. It was cold and painful, but saying this seemed to blame Fu Xinyu, so he gave up this miserable description.

Fu Xinyu explained to him the specific effect of the drug in detail. It is true to delay the onset/estrus, and it is also true to dilute the marks. "Your drug resistance is fine, and you can use the inhibitor normally after three months."

At that time, it can be restored to exactly the same as before it was not marked.

Ye Ling didn't understand, "Does it have to be unmarked with inhibitors? You won't come back here for three months?"

Ye Ling lay on Fu Xinyu's body, with short black hair brushing Fu Xinyu's arm, Fu Xinyu reached out and touched his hair, looked down at him, and said, "Ye Ling, let's break up."

This scene, the words he said, appeared in Ye Ling's dreams countless times afterwards, and every time he woke up from the dream covered in cold sweat.

Ye Ling felt a strong sense of unreality at that moment, Fu Xinyu would not casually joke about the word breakup, how close he was to him, and how clearly he knew at this moment that what he said was true, there was no need to confirm again, but How could he believe it, "April Fool's Day is too early, it's not funny."

"I'm serious."

"...Because I haven't looked for you in this period of time? I'll look for you every day, okay? If you want to talk about it, just ignore it and ignore you. I won't talk about you again. What I said last time made you angry, right? ? I... can apologize." Ye Ling said with a confused face.

"When you did nothing, you don't need to apologize to anyone." Fu Xinyu said slowly.

"Did I do nothing, then why did you say break up?"

"Did you see Yang Ye's activity? If this is what you care about, can I delete his communication number? I can't see him, I can't see you..."

Drugs are used to speed up the fading and disappearing of marks. Omega naturally resists this process. Over a long period of time, AOs are quite loyal. In order to maintain the mark, anti-nature fading marks will often make omega more dependent on alpha, hoping to regain mutual It is difficult for Ye Ling to say whether he has been affected by this kind of mark. At that time, Fu Xinyu was talking about the effect of drugs, but Ye Ling only thought he was lying.

Fu Xinyu asked him to think carefully, "When you calm down, you will agree with me, we are not suitable."

"I don't agree, never agree." Ye Ling refused to communicate with him.

Fu Xinyu didn't bother with him about this matter, he went to Changxing soon, Ye Ling called him every day, Fu Xinyu didn't refuse to answer, the word "divided", there is a disassembled herringbone on the top, and a knife on the bottom, okay Words, literally, Fu Xinyu's gentle attitude is sharper than a sharpened sword, and Ye Ling, as he said, really calmed down slowly.

"Let's talk about this matter after you come back." Ye Ling said loosely.

Fu Xinyu said yes, and Ye Ling noticed that he no longer wore the ring he gave him.

He didn't know what to do.

Probably there is no way in this world to retain a lover who has decided to break up.

Calm down for a while, when we met, Ye Ling immediately changed his mind again, he couldn't leave him, never, every thought, every cell finally said so, he cried.

Fu Xinyu silently wiped his tears.

The more Ye Ling couldn't control his emotions, the more he pleaded with tears, the more he confirmed what Fu Xinyu said was not suitable. Fu Xinyu said that the negative impact of this relationship on them was far more than the positive.

Ye Ling said: "Fuck off nm."

Ye Ling: "You/mother just moved on and don't like me anymore."

"may be."

Ye Ling burst into tears.

After three months passed, the marks on Ye Ling's body were completely gone, Shen Sen injected him with the first inhibitor, and the number of times he met Fu Xinyu in the three months can be counted on one hand, and Shen Sen met frequently , Ye Ling finished taking the inhibitor, and thanked Shen Sen coldly, "This is my last visit."

Shen Sen said "ah", "It's not permanent, it needs to be injected every two to three months, how can it be the last time?"

"It's not good to go to the ex's doctor after breaking up." Ye Ling said with a smile.

After leaving the clinic, it was drizzling, and Ye Ling was empty-handed without an umbrella. Normally, he rarely held an umbrella in this kind of rain. He pulled up the hood of his hooded jacket, walked into the rain, and suddenly remembered many months ago. , the day he took the pink leaflet of the fraternity, it was also a rainy day similar to today.

His classes this semester are almost over, only the exams are left. The literature and classics major ends routinely, and the final exam is half a month earlier than them. For today's last exam, Ye Ling went to Fu Xinyu's classroom door to wait for him.

The rain was getting heavier and heavier, which was different from the day when I picked up the leaflets. The rain stopped soon; Ye Ling went to the teaching building and got wet, wearing a hat and her hair was still half wet. Putting it in the pocket of the coat and leaning against the wall to wait for someone bored.

The classroom on the other side of the corridor let people go first, some went left, some went right, amidst the flow of people coming and going, only Ye Ling stood still against the wall.

Fu Xinyu was startled when he saw him, Ye Ling pulled off his hat nonchalantly, and revealed his face, "Let's go."

He went to Fu Xinyu's place to get clothes. He originally planned to only take clothes. When he got there, the apartment he hadn't entered in a few months was so familiar. The models were built together, and he made all these soilless green plants, and the desk in the bedroom can't be left to Fu Xinyu, leave it to him, I'm afraid Fu Xinyu would throw it away as soon as he came out of the door.

The suitcase was spread out on the ground, throwing away clothes, daily necessities, fragmentary paintings, models, and books, and soon it was more than half full. Ye Ling didn't have a second suitcase here. He squatted on the ground and looked up at Fu Xinyu, confidently : "I can't take it once."

Fu Xinyu said: "You change your clothes first, the clothes inside are wet."

Ye Ling: "You can't control it anymore."

Fu Xinyu was speechless.

Ye Ling took out those odds and ends one by one, and put the green plants back in their original places one by one. This is not something that belongs to him alone. The other party doesn't want it anymore. What else is he going to do?It's so boring.

Ye Ling closed the suitcase without making a sound, pulled the handle of the suitcase to stand up, and finally said something cruel, "You are the one who wants to break up, not me, so don't regret it." .”

They looked at each other for a moment.

As soon as Ye Ling went out, he was still waiting for the bus, and deleted all of Fu Xinyu's contact information. He had no confidence in himself, and asked the other party to get back together. He didn't care about dignity. Does Fu Xinyu still have this thing in front of him?It's just that if he continues to toss, he is afraid that there will be no memory left in the end.

It rained all night that day, and the ground was damp when we went out the next day, but it stopped raining.It rains now and then in this place, but rarely in a row.