L and R (Nian Xing)

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Art comes from life, and words are hot.I hope that my article can resonate with readers. Maybe some people in the article are around us, and some things are happening quietly.If you are like L in the article, low self-esteem, sensitive, and helpless to your original family, you might as well let go of yourself and change yourself, find another way out, and find your true self.Maybe your emotional orientation does not conform to today's social values, it doesn't matter, just follow your heart, and you can make yourself happy.But please remember that we all need to be kind people, and the world is full of vitality because of kindness.

Seoul, Korea

"!" (Have you practiced the basic skills solidly? Everyone is like a piece of rice cake! Are you out of strength?), IM's famous tiger teacher Li Zaixian stared at the trainees in the practice room and shouted, "." You’re not here to rest, you know?).

The accompanying translator was not good enough, and Mr. Tiger really lived up to his reputation.Because there are some Chinese trainees, I try to translate it gently: "You must practice the basic skills well. The teacher said that your movements are not in place. Come on kids." Said "".Such a young age is full of dance classes, Korean classes, vocal music classes, creative classes, etiquette classes and expression management classes all day long. Will their enthusiasm be wiped out by the day-to-day training?I asked myself in my heart.

",.," (Miss Wang Chen, you don't have to be so gentle when translating, if you don't let them understand the power of language now, it will be too late to understand after they debut). ",.." (Okay Teacher Li, I understand), I bowed slightly to Teacher Li Zaixian, and he looked at me with a smile.

As an accompanying interpreter in Korea, I seem to be glamorous, but I hardly have free time for myself.It’s no wonder that my friends always ask me on WeChat if I always see big stars in Korea, and if I can share the same room with idols. I am very helpless and excited when I encounter such similar problems.Every day, I either take a taxi to these children to go to class, run errands to buy coffee for them, or have dinner with them. How can I find the time to see big stars?The whereabouts of idols who debuted in the company are protected or kept secret, which I rarely encounter.Due to the nature of my part-time Korean translation, job opportunities are random, and sometimes interviews are blocked, but that is also because I was not familiar with Korea in the past.This time, thanks to An Rongmin, the brother of An Zhenyu, who I met during my senior year as an intern in a Korean company, Rongmin Ouba is a staff member of IM. I owe my work and accommodation in Korea to his help.In a country like South Korea, I have a deeper understanding of how important connections and status are. We cannot climb to the highest position, so we listen to people with high status and serve people with authority.

During the few months in IM, I was eager to meet someone, but I was not eager.Through the information on the Internet, I learned that she often comes to the company, maybe it is for the group meeting?Practicing vocal and dance?I have no way of knowing.The relatives I met at the company sometimes told me about GO.UP's visit to the company, but she only met one time in person, and a large group of people bowed and greeted each other to the extent of "".Coincidentally, every time the group members entered the company, I was either in the basement with the trainees or not in the company. Everything was clear, but we still missed it.I know very well in my heart that we will meet, we are not passers-by, but God knows that we are not ready to meet again.