Shen Zicheng

I don't know which option is correct.

Admittedly, I am not a life-loving activist, nor do I find death terribly frightening.I have never felt how good it is to be alive, and this idea has not changed from birth to death.

But I can't connect death with Shen Qiao.

I know that maybe now he is just like me in the past, hoping for an eternal sleep rather than continuing to linger in this world.

But I am selfish.

I think Shen Qiao can live on.

Without me, without 聻, without messy ghosts and evil spirits, I hope he can continue to live.

There may be hope if you are alive.

Without Shen Zicheng, there will always be Zhang Zicheng and Li Zicheng to bring him out of the shadow of losing me.

Just like he brought me out of the broken world back then.

But I can't convince myself.

Maybe it would be better to conform to Shen Qiao's expectations?Perhaps no one else would save him?Maybe...maybe...?

I debated it to myself over and over, but neither I nor I could convince me.

I don't know whether I'm doing it for Shen Qiao's good or for my own.

I am thinking aimlessly.

And wandering aimlessly.

I began to lose all consciousness like a sudden disconnection. Sometimes I would regain consciousness quickly, and sometimes when I opened my eyes, it had changed from day to night.

This feeling is familiar.

I am becoming not me.

I don't know how much time I have left, but after disconnecting and reconnecting again, I found myself standing in a ward.

In front of him was a pale ward.

And a shattered, terrified ghost.

His body was lying on the hospital bed.

The electrocardiogram is connected into a smooth line.

Then I lowered my head and saw the black mist like an abyss, agitated, and faintly bloody flowing.

I know that my time may really be short.

I wanted to apologize to that innocent victim, but when I looked up, all I could see was his desperation.

He doesn't want to die.

Although he is dead, he still wants to live on as a ghost.

This is how a normal person should react.

……

When I was at Chen En's house, I hesitated whether to ask Chen En's father about July and a half, but in the end I gave up the idea because Chen En's father was too frustrated.

I still can't figure out what July and a half is.

But what I'm sure of is that he's not that dummy from Chen En's family, he should just be a part of it.

Then why did July and a half accomplish what Chen En's grandfather had never done?

Chen En's 聻 probably wandered around after leaving Chen En's house, until it met July and a half-I guess it chose him as the next one, but what happened after July and a half?When I saw him, he really didn't have the breath of a living person.

If he died later, why didn't Di continue to wander?Why can it continue to devour evil spirits?How did he suppress the original qi?What kind of monster is he?

I can't figure it out.

If I can figure it out, then I might be able to find another option in a different way.

It's just that July and a half left the stage too hastily, so I didn't have time to discuss the mystery with him.

But maybe the psychological shadow he brought to me was too thick, and I always felt that he was still waiting for an opportunity in a certain corner.

——I suddenly thought of this because I probably should have met July and a half again—or rather, the son of Chen En’s family.

It's not good to be out of control. I can't guess where I will be the next time I regain consciousness... I can't even guess whether I can regain consciousness next time.

Di, who has lost July and a half, still has the appearance that makes people lose their SAN value. This may be Di's real appearance, devouring other evil spirits, and turning evil spirits into a part of himself.

It is like a walking nightmare, walking through a lively square with no one else but aboveboard.

The people who are still alive walk back and forth in its writhing body.

I don't know what it is doing in this kind of place, and it stands to reason that such places generally don't have ghosts.

It's too busy and active here.

People can't help but compare.

So it stands to reason that it should not be able to find traces of evil spirits here.

Then again, why am I here?

According to previous experience, I usually stay in a dark and remote place or where a newborn ghost has just appeared.

It was the first time to appear in such a crowded place.

I mingled in the crowd, and the scorpion moved tens of meters away from me.

It seems to be looking for something, every face is carefully watching every living person passing by it.

Those extra limbs often brushed past their heads or sides.

Originally, I was still sweating for those living people.

After realizing that it was slowly approaching me, I suddenly thought of something.

...Aren't I just an evil ghost by the way?

At the same time as I realized this, I saw the dense faces on the distorted body looking towards me at the same time as if he heard my inner voice.

My scalp was numb for a while.

Although I believe that Chen En's father didn't lie to me, and most of the time, Di would not be able to contact evil spirits, but the fact is before me that July and a half had a bad luck in front of me.

Although I don't know if the current scorpion can catch me without the help of living people, I decided to run away immediately.

But before I turned around, I heard Di talking.

Countless faces, countless mouths, and countless voices called my name repeatedly and irregularly: "Shen Zicheng—"

It's not me if you don't listen!

I immediately turned around and ran away. I don't know if it will work or not, so I ran away first.

I regret it now, if I knew it earlier, I would have learned how to escape quickly from July and a half.

No matter how I escape, I always hear the noisy voices hanging behind me, from calling my name to countless people letting me pass, the voices are men, women, old and young, tirelessly telling me to stop over and over again .

I obviously only offended a part of you!Is it necessary to come and catch me all over?

Di couldn't hear my wailing, it really followed me closely like a hyena, and I could even feel its greasy breath falling behind my head.

It was as if someone's fingertips had slid from the back of my head all the way to my shoulders and neck.

This made me rush forward like a fire in my ass.

Fortunately, I am dead. If I was still alive, I would have fallen to the ground from exhaustion at this moment.

I was quite anxious, although last time I took advantage of the situation and pulled Qiyue off the horse, but this time the scorpion neither ate part of me, nor did I have the same backbone as Qiyue—at least I didn’t see it—just With my small body, it can only eat two bites.

I thought about many ways to die, being eaten by Shen Qiao's cockroaches, or being replaced by the cockroaches in my body, but I never thought of being caught by other cockroaches.

If I'm eaten by this 聻, I probably won't be able to suppress it like July and a half.

I'd just be a part of it, those splayed limbs, those numb, weird faces.

This is probably a worse ending than me being replaced by the dung in my body.

If I just die like this, what should Shen Qiao do?His body will still haunt him, probably even death will not let him do it.

If I had known that there would be such an ending, I should—

— My thoughts stopped abruptly.

Because the following words terrified me myself.

This fear is more profound than that brought to me by the dick behind me.

And just as I was busy emptying my mind, I seemed to suddenly step over a certain line.

The breath behind me, like a gangrene, suddenly disappeared completely.

I didn't dare to stop immediately, but it didn't stop me from turning my head back and taking a look.

The dick stopped right behind me, looking at me anxiously and longingly, wandering back and forth anxiously.

It's like hesitating to trespass on someone else's territory.

...Let me guess, who can be considered in the same position by a hun near here, which big boss it would be.

Almost as soon as I had this thought, I felt like something was burning me hard in my chest.

Immediately afterwards, I saw a black mushroom cloud suddenly rising from the southeast direction.

In the middle is an indifferent face.

Wow.

The boss is here.