Shen Zicheng

"Shen Zicheng."

It's the tone of July and a half.

"Guess what I did?"

The eccentric tone that highlights his bad character.

I can't move, my body doesn't work.

Someone is taking control from me.

And I can't beat him.

I want to speak, but it seems like there is a hand on my neck, and I can't even make a sound.

"If it wasn't for you, I wouldn't have thought of this." Qiyue was speaking in my voice, he was in my body, "So, do I still have to thank you?"

—but why?

I do not understand.

He's in me, he's invading me, as I've invaded him before—but why?

Why can July and a half be separated from that 聻?Why can he hack me?

I obviously haven't eaten him.

Everyone is a ghost turned into a neuropathy, don't you think that what you can do is a bit shocking?

"I didn't want to disturb you today, but I can't help it. Except for today, I don't know where you are at other times." I laughed twice.

"Guess what, what am I going to do?"

This sentence brings a strong sense of uneasiness.

I turned my head—July and a half made me turn my head—to look in Shen Qiao's direction.

Di, who lost July and a half, became the same as before again, hesitating between me and Shen Qiao.

Shen Qiao's expression was particularly frightening.

"Get out!" The next second he came towards me.

But before reaching me, he stopped abruptly.

"Your consciousness is not very high." I heard me say, "Didn't you always want to die with Shen Zicheng? Didn't you always want to kill him again? What's wrong? Can't do it? Do you need help?"

shut up-

After a pause, I said with a smile: "Shen Qiao, kill me, don't you always want to kill me? You see, I won't resist this time, come on, kill me."

Shen Qiao took a step back abruptly, a trace of abnormal blood suddenly appeared on his face, he covered his head, and retreated uncontrollably.

Shut up!

I desperately wanted to find a way to get rid of July and a half, but there was no place in my body to listen to me, only the burning sensation remained in my chest.

It shouldn't be like this...

I feel like something is climbing up in my body.

This feeling came slowly but clearly.

Shouldn't it be like this?Why can't I move?Why can't I do anything?It shouldn't be like this--

"Aren't you going to do it?" Shen Qiao took a step back, and I stepped forward, pressing harder and harder, "You are very strange, I am helping you, don't you just want Shen Zicheng to say that? Why did you Don’t do it? Did you forget what to do? Come on, think about it, how did you kill me back then?”

Shen Qiao bent down abruptly, scratched her throat, and made a sound like nausea.

The burning sensation in his chest intensified.

"If it wasn't for you, I'd be cured, maybe I'd be able to go to college, get a good job—and I'd be able to find a girlfriend, date for a few years, get married, have kids, and live happily ever after Live your whole life—not die because of you at 20, no?"

I want to yell.

But every word of July and a half seemed to poke Shen Qiao's heart.

This was probably Shen Qiao's knot in his heart.

I don't understand why July and a half repeatedly provoked Shen Qiao, doesn't he hate me?Why didn't you come after me?

I wanted to stop him, but apart from the burning sensation in my chest that seemed to set me on fire, I could only feel the increasingly clear sense of others in my body.

I'm repelling me.

"Why don't you do it all the time? Do you think I... like you too?"

--Do not.

"Do you think I love you too?"

——no no no.

"... Where did you get the illusion?"

——No no no no no!

I saw Shen Qiao punch himself in the face.

I heard myself laugh.

Then there were words full of stench like the mud at the bottom of the swamp: "Shen Qiao, stop dreaming, I wish you would die."

not like this--

I want to close my eyes.

But I can't even do that.

I could only watch helplessly as Shen Qiao slowly knelt down on the ground.

He seemed to be dazed.

I originally thought that July and a half wanted to provoke Shen Qiao to kill me.

now I understand.

July and a half doesn't want me to die.

He wanted Shen Qiao to die.

He wants me to be a hunk.

Just like the one he parasitized.

——Thinking of this, I suddenly lost any anger.

I just feel depressed.

I'm still a piece of shit.

There is no use for it.

If she couldn't save Shen Qiao, she couldn't save herself either.

At the same time that I had this idea, I felt that the awkward feeling of being completely out of control from bottom to top climbed a lot in an instant.

Just now I can still feel the presence of my body.

Now I seem to be chopping off bit by bit.

I lost my feet, my legs, my belly, then my chest—

It stops there.

Then, I felt something else, waking up in my body.

That thing was hot as fire.

... So my body is so lively?

……

I can't tell what it's like.

The tingling sensation was like needles one after another, piercing sharply in my mind one after another.

My mind is very confused.

I could feel as though people were tearing me apart from all directions.

But I can't see anything.

I kept my eyes open, but there was nothing in front of me.

Sometimes it feels like my body has been torn apart, and other times it feels like a gap has been filled.

It was like fireworks exploded in my body, and every time I exploded, I seemed to regain a little bit of my body.

I gradually found my feet, my legs, my belly, my hands, but none of them seemed to be where they should be.

I seem to have no human shape.

It's a strange feeling.

I seemed to vaguely hear the voice of July and a half, he seemed to be yelling something, but the voice was as indistinct as a broken tape.

However, I can roughly guess that most of them are quotations from some villains who cannot accept failure.

I don't hear anything other than July and a half.

But judging by the diminishing sense of fireworks going off, the battle inside me may be over.

So I waited quietly in the darkness for a while, until suddenly two dazzling red spots appeared in front of my eyes.

My body seemed to gather into me in an instant.

At the same time, I felt a strange sense of falling.

Logically speaking, I should still be standing in front of my cemetery, but I feel as if I am falling from a high altitude to the ground.

Before I fell into a mosaic, this feeling of falling into the void suddenly disappeared.

I saw July and a half.

Just like when I first met him, he looked down at me with a high attitude.

It's just that judging from his broken half body, he doesn't seem to be having a good time either.

And that broken trace is still slowly expanding.

Like something I can't see is tearing at him.

"I won." He said suddenly.

It was so abrupt that I didn't react for a while.

... Normally speaking, shouldn't this be a plot of the villain's whitewashing?Shouldn't you talk eloquently about how you came to be the way you are?

But Qiyue didn't say a word, he just opened his bright red eyes and showed a malicious smile.

That shattered mark climbed up his face.

Then the next second, my eyes suddenly brightened.

At the same time I saw a cloud of black mist swallowing July and a half whole from the side.

The black mist rolled violently a few times like the surface of the sea under a torrential rain, and then slowly revealed an expressionless human face.

Although I have seen it many times, I still feel a lot of pressure.

It stared at me for a moment, as if thinking about whether to eat me by the way.

Fortunately, it had just eaten July and a half, and finally it looked away.

—Eat July and a half?

I froze suddenly.

……Will not.

I found Shen Qiao in sight.

Will not.

He still knelt down on the ground as if in a daze, but where he lowered his head, there were so many scarlet bloodstains.

Will not.

I tried my best to calm myself down and shouted at Shen Qiao: "Shen Qiao, I won."

I won.

July and a half was unsuccessful.

He failed.

It was July and a half that failed.

So no.

Will not.

"Shen Qiao!" I couldn't help raising my voice, but I still didn't get any response.

I looked anxiously at Shen Qiao's body, but it didn't go back, and looked at the other messy thing indifferently.

Why don't you look at Shen Qiao?

Should you watch him?

The agitation almost made me lose my mind, and I couldn't control my anger, so much so that I felt my body start twisting into something else again.

—but before I lost myself, I heard a slight cough.

I woke up instantly.

"... Congratulations." Shen Qiao's voice was mixed with coughing, "You have won."

I turned my head slowly and saw Shen Qiao standing up very slowly while supporting the ground.

His face was ugly.

But somehow still alive.

still alive.

I suddenly fell to my knees and sat on the ground.

Shen Qiao laughed out loud.

He wiped the remaining blood from the corner of his mouth with his sleeve, pouted a few times, and said, "It's a good thing you ate a small piece of it, otherwise that bastard would be really hard to deal with."

I didn't speak, and the ups and downs made my mind buzz.

"Stupid?" Shen Qiao smiled lightly.

"..." I actually had a lot of things I wanted to say, but when I opened my mouth, what came out was still: "Those words were all made up in July and a half—"

"I know." Shen Qiao interrupted me, "I didn't listen to what he said at all. Listening to the enemy carefully is too stupid."

I choked up.

I don't know if Qi Yue, who is still in the cold, will be blown up if he hears this sentence.

After thinking about it, I looked at that indifferent face again and said, "Why don't you let it go back?"

Shen Qiao followed my gaze to look at it, and said casually: "Because there is no need for it to come back."

——I suddenly fell silent.

Shen Qiao didn't speak either.

I searched for a long time before I found my voice: "...not funny."

Shen Qiao nodded and said, "Because I'm not joking." After a pause, he restrained his expression and said softly, "I can't live anymore."

"Not funny." I repeated.

"Shen Zicheng," Shen Qiao said, "I can't live anymore."

"Not funny!" I screamed.

Then I felt my whole body collapse.

I probably, I probably became what an evil spirit should be.

Shen Qiao still stood there without moving, he showed a slightly tired smile, and after I gradually calmed down, he said slowly: "It's digesting that bastard now, it can't hang my life anymore. "

"I was originally brought back from the brink of death by it, but now it just sent me back." He looked at Di. "When I die, it will eat me."

After being silent for a while, he turned his gaze to me again, "At that time...you are the only one left."

I can't speak.

I can't think of any way to change this ending.

But why Shen Qiao?

I thought so much about how I would lose me, but why was Shen Qiao the first to lose?

Why Shen Qiao?

what should I do?

……what can I do?

I saw Shen Qiao started to cough again, and he covered his mouth, as if he was trying his best to maintain his image.

But the dark red liquid with a little black light still overflowed from his mouth and nose.

He poohed a few more times.

But the blood on his face couldn't be wiped dry.

... Instead, I suddenly calmed down.

I can't save him.

No matter what, I can't save him.

I struggled to get myself together, and my scrambled body wasn't quite right for what I was doing.

Then I stood up.

I looked at Shen Qiao.

Take a deep breath.

Then walk up to him.

I'm not smart enough.

So I can only copy Shen Qiao's method.

Shen Qiao's eyes widened. He seemed to want to retreat, but he couldn't move his body.

I could feel the cold gaze of that face.

After getting close to Shen Qiao, I can still feel the pain that penetrates deep into my bone marrow as if trying to peel my skin off.

But honestly, the pain was so mild compared to the fact that someone was fighting inside me.

I stopped in front of Shen Qiao.

It seemed like the first time I had been this close to him since my death.

"You are so annoying." I couldn't hold back the words.

Shen Qiao blinked her eyes, but said nothing.

"Don't you make me feel like I was a fool before?" I muttered, "Why did I struggle for so long?"

Shen Qiao seemed to want to say something, but when she opened her mouth, more blood came out.

Maybe his body was a mess too.

Then he said in a slightly vague voice: "Aren't you always stupid?"

I wrinkled my nose.

Then I gritted my teeth and agreed: "...you are right." After a pause, I sighed, "I can't help it, who made my mind go wrong."

Shen Qiao laughed out loud, I don't know which sentence hit his point of laughter, he laughed so much that his body began to shake a little.

I stretched out my hands towards Shen Qiao.

Then the next second, he fell into my arms.

After such a long time, I finally got in touch with Shen Qiao.

It actually doesn't feel bad either.

Make me feel alive.

I hugged Shen Qiao vigorously, and complained in a low voice: "You obviously look so thin, why are you still so heavy?"

Shen Qiao smiled vaguely, and I waited for a while before I heard his slight voice: "Because I'm taller than you."

I choked.

It took a long time to hold back a sentence: "I can still grow."

Something drips on my shoulder.

Drop by drop.

Cold and moist.

It took Shen Qiao a long time to answer me: "In the next life."

... I choked again.

It's really hard for you to have to scold me after all this.

"...I can't tell you." I muttered.

Shen Qiao just laughed.

The laughter was also gradually drowned out by the faint noise sounding from behind me.

It's so noisy.

I tried my best to hug Shen Qiao closer.

It's a pity that I still can't hear Shen Qiao's voice.

There was only the sound of lightly exploding fireworks, slowly approaching from behind me one by one.

Fog as deep as night surrounded it from all directions.

"Next life."

I said something quietly.

Then closed his eyes.