Qing book dyeing

, "This is one hundred and one."

"That's it." Yu Zheshu picked up a few more notebooks and went out to pay the bill.

"Why are you two so slow? I've been waiting for a long time."

As a rough guy, Chen Tun was quick to pick and buy things, but Mo Songci and the others were so slow, making him wait at the door for a long time.

In the end, he also saw Yu Zheshu holding a pen in his hand, "What are you buying this for, and you won't need it."

Chen Tun asked him loudly at the door, Mo Songci has also chosen now, come and pay.

He also noticed the pen, showing a puzzled expression.

Yu Zheshu handed over the money and replied, "It's my birthday present."

"Hey, why didn't you give me this for my birthday, and what you gave me was not as expensive as this!" Chen Tun refused to forgive, and this feeling was different.

Mo Songci stabbed the knife without hesitation.

"Would you use it for you? It's a pity to use it for you after living so rough all day long."

Chen Tun is the worst student among the three of them, and the two of them have also pulled him, but it's a pity that this person is just a fool.

I forgot how I became friends with him.

but……

"Shushu, I didn't see you have other friends."

Yu Zheshu scratched his head, "New acquaintance, I don't know what to give, he studied very well before, so let's buy this."

"Sure enough, Xueba is playing with Xueba, when will we introduce each other, and I have a thigh hug again, hehe."

"If there is a chance, I will introduce you to each other when I have the opportunity."

……

Soon they will start school, and the school can use the elderly machine, which is convenient for students to report to their families.

Yu Zheshu struggled with Kai Qingqu for a long time the night before before he asked for his mobile phone number.

Because he was going to school, the school was kind enough to hold a mobile phone, and asked himself why he needed a mobile phone number.

So Kui Qingqu immediately said: You are here to study, not to play with your mobile phone, why do you want my account?Are we going to talk all night long?

Shushu: I’m short of something at school, so I can tell you. My parents are so busy, aren’t they, and you’re not far from our school?

Well, Qing Qu accepted this statement and gave him his cell phone number.

On the first night, Kai Qingqu received a message from Yu Zheshu, who was "studying" at the school, and it was still in the middle of the night.

-Brother Qingqu, are you home yet? Don't stay up too late.

- you should be sleeping now!

Looking at the exclamation mark at the end of the line on the phone, Yu Zheshu didn't dare to post anymore, and turned off the phone to sleep peacefully.

The third year of senior high school is the most important year, with a bunch of exams, once a week is essential, and he still has to prepare for the exams.

Because the first day of school is already on Tuesday, there are only three days, so there will be no exams this week.

However, as the school decided to follow the authentic high school time this week, that is to say, it is a holiday on Saturday.

Originally, because it was a make-up class, the school was closed on Friday, but now adapt to the situation.

The students complained when they knew about it, but as a senior high school student, they could only accept their fate.

Yu Zheshu also wanted to cry, if he went back for two days, he could spend one night at Kai Qingqu's house, and he wanted to eat delicious food.

But let it go for a day... He had to go home, that was too unreasonable.

So the night he found out, he texted Kai Qingqu again, this time to complain.

Yu Xiaojiang: Brother, let’s put it on for one day this week

Qing Qu: This is so normal, go to sleep

Yu Xiaojiang: I want to eat the food you cook, the school food is not good

Qingqu: ... When did you have such a mouthful? After eating it for two years, you told me it was not good.

Yu Xiaojiang: I want to eat

This tone looked aggrieved, as if he had suffered a lot of grievances.

Qingqu: That’s fine, I’ll bring you food on Saturday morning, leave it at the doorman, and take it yourself

Yu Xiaojiang: good

Turning off the mobile phone, Kai Qingqu couldn't help but spurn his behavior, it was just a meal, and he even agreed to bring him a meal.

What's wrong, is he so talkative?

I'm usually so busy, and I still have to find time to deliver meals, so I'm spoiled by myself?

Kui Qingqu shook his head and continued delivering the order.

Yu Zheshu is really addicted to food like this. In order to let his mother eat something good, Kai Qingqu learned everything, and read all the nutritional recipes on the Internet.

If you don’t have any ingredients, you can change them by yourself, put something else, you have a strong taste, and occasionally add more ingredients to yourself, and the taste will be different.

So he is very skilled in cooking, and it's no wonder that Zhe Shu is thinking about it all day, after all, his own dishes are not that tasty.

……

Saturday morning morning reading ends.

"Lao Mo, Shushu, let's go, go down to eat." Chen Tun called them as usual, planning to eat together with the three of them.

"Here we come." Mo Songci said and was about to pull Yu Zheshu's sleeve.

As a result, Yu Zheshu pulled his hand away, "I won't go down for dinner today, I have something to do, and school is over at noon anyway."

Mo Songci frowned: "Why don't we bring some for you, so you can eat something delicious when you go home."

Yu Zheshu waved his hand, "No need, no need...you go."

Chen Tun: "Hurry up, there will be too many people and you won't be able to buy pumpkin porridge."

Seeing that he really didn't want it, Mo Songci simply ignored him, turned around and went to the cafeteria with Chen Tun.

After waiting for 2 minutes, feeling that there were not many people in the corridor, Yu Zheshu ran to the guard's duty room.

There were several lunch boxes there, and there was a bag with Yu Zhe's book written in a pen. The font was the same as that on the book he took from Kai Qingqu's house. It was slightly scribbled and beautiful.

☆, meal delivery

Yu Zheshu took the thermos box to the classroom and opened it. There were not only ground polenta in it, but also two vegetables and meat, and he was very happy.

Put the notebook down casually, and eat when you make room.

Because the insulated box was full of things, Kai Qingqu also brought him a bowl, chopsticks and spoons, everything was available.

After taking everything out, I found a note inside.

It said: Young general, put the lunch box back after eating, I'll get it at noon.Remember to study hard.

Taking advantage of the lack of people at the moment, Yu Zheshu speeded up his meal for half an hour, and he had to recite the book later.

It's a pity that the sky didn't come true, Chen Tun and Mo Songci came back before he finished eating, and they probably dealt with it.

When they entered the classroom and saw Yu Zheshu eating, they both ran over.

"Damn, you don't call us when you have delicious food." Chen Tun grabbed the chopsticks and ate a piece of meat as soon as possible.

Mo Songci stood aside and started talking about him: "Your food is so good, it's no wonder you have to go to the cafeteria with us."

As he said that, he brought Yu Zheshu's spoon over calmly, and scooped up the dishes.

Chen Tun couldn't keep his mouth shut while eating, and even took the time to comment: "I said Xueba, you can't eat alone, you won't give us such delicious food."

After reading it, Yu Zheshu was unhappy, "He made this for me, you guys want to eat it at home."

"It's really delicious, here," Mo Songci handed over the spoon, "You still have it, and it's not that you are not allowed to eat it, we just have a taste."

"This is mine! I said it for a long time before he gave it to me. Look at how much you eat me!" Yu Zheshu was very unhappy, but time was running out, so he could only hurry up to eat, and the old class would come soon up.

Chen Tun heard a word sensitively: "She? Who, according to you, it's not your mother." Chen Tun opened his eyes wide, "Could it be that you made a girlfriend behind our backs!"

"My friend, a man! A man!" Yu Zheshu hurriedly proved his brother's innocence.

Mo Songci thought for a while, and also noticed the piece of paper on the table with writing on it, and asked him, "The one you handed in new?"

Yu Zheshu took a deep breath and gave a vague 'hmm'.

Chen Tun still wanted to ask, but someone yelled: "Old class is here..."

Mo Songci didn't panic, he sat next to Zhe Shu, Chen Tun sat far away, and immediately ran towards his seat.

Yu Zheshu could only tidy up in a hurry, threw the lid of the insulation box at his feet, picked up a textbook and started to memorize it.

Mo Songci vaguely heard him saying jingles.

The morning always passed quickly, and Chen Tun ran over to talk in the middle of get out of class, and was glared at by Yu Zheshu several times.

As for?Classmate Yu Xiao replied: If it weren't for you, I could eat more. I only eat this one meal a week, is it easy for me?

Chen Tun disdained: "Everyone is a man, at worst I'll learn from you, next time I'll cook for you, that's fine."

"Can you make it, can it be eaten?" Yu Zheshu and Mo Songci said in unison.

Obviously, neither of them believed in Chen Tun, which made Chen Tun a little depressed, but under the temptation of Xueba's homework, that depression soon disappeared.

Yu Zheshu didn't put the insulated box back, he was thinking of waiting for him at the gate at noon and still seeing him.

So at noon, the little classmate did not go with the two buddies, but waited at the door for Kai to clear the canal.

When Kai Qingqu came, everyone had almost left, and he saw Yu Zheshu standing at the door with a schoolbag and a lunch box.

"I want to wait for you." Yu Xiao said sincerely.

"..."

'Pfft', Kui Qingqu said, his heart was smashed, numbly.

"I haven't finished eating, I don't want to throw it away, waste it," Yu Zheshu stretched out the hand holding the lunch box, "Go home and feed Douding."

Kui Qingqu couldn't hide his smile, and patted him on the shoulder "seriously": "Douding will thank you very much, you let him improve the food."

Yu Zheshu also laughed, his body trembling so much that his schoolbag was shaking.

"Come on," Kui Qingqu patted the back seat of the car, "Brother will take you home."

"Aren't you going to deliver the order?" Yu Zheshu asked him suspiciously, with a cute expression on his face.

"By the way, it's not far anyway, let's go."

Sitting in the back seat, Yu Zheshu could clearly see that Kai Qingqu was sweating profusely.

He held the lunch box in one hand, and pinched Kai Qingqu's clothes with the other, shaking it back and forth to allow the wind to enter.

In Kai Qingqu's heart, this action of his was like a tranquilizer, which immediately cooled him down.

Yu Zheshu was doing this all the way, and he didn't stop until he was downstairs at his house.

After a few more words, the two separated.

When they got home, there was no one there. He Xi and Yu Jianwei didn't come back until late at night.

Sitting there and finishing his homework, he was still thinking about a few books, and then ran to Kai Qingqu's house after finishing.

"Hi, Little Douding, I'm here to see you."

As soon as the door opened, Douding threw himself on him, whimpering and rubbing his legs to act coquettishly. Yu Zheshu picked him up and wrapped him in his arms, and walked into the house.

Maybe Kai Qingqu was too busy, the room was not as tidy as when he left before, and the quilt was not folded.

Yu Zheshu went to the bookcase to move out the books again, read them carefully, and picked out the basic materials again.

After picking, I cleaned up the room diligently, stacked the quilts, wiped the table, and even tidied up the clothes in the closet.

When Kai Qingqu came home at night and saw how tidy the house was, he thought that the snail girl was here again.

Only when I saw the small note left on the table did I know it was Yu Zhe's book. The handwriting on it was neatly written: Brother, I took a few more books. Douding has been fed, so there is no need to feed it.

Thank you bro.

The writing is unpretentious and sincere, Kai Qingqu held the note and looked at the clean room, feeling very comfortable.

In the following week, Yu Zheshu didn't pester him to deliver meals anymore, because he was dealing with Kai Qingqu's birthday.

Since you can't go back in time, let's make up later.

On Wednesday, he began to ask his day students for help, asking them to help order a cake outside the school, as long as it was small, and he would pick it up after school on Saturday.

Chen Tun and Mo Songci's eyes were straightened, they were buying pens and birthday cakes.

Mo Songci, Chen Tun: Why didn't I see him so active on my birthday!

There is no time for dinner at noon on Friday.

Chen Tun opened his mouth to Yu Zheshu with malicious intentions: "Hey, Xueba, you have prepared enough birthday gifts."

"Yeah, why haven't you been so active on our birthday?" Mo Songci also interrupted in a 'yin and yang' manner.

Yu Zheshu has a frank face: "He treats me very well."

Chen Tun and Mo Songci: "We treat you badly?!"

"No, no," Yu Zheshu pursed his lips, "Your hobbies are different from his, and his mother is not in good health, and he hasn't celebrated his birthday for several years."

In this way, the two can understand that although they are all ordinary families, they never miss their birthdays.

Even in school, there are classmates who live together, and everyone is lively and happy.

When school was over in the afternoon, Yu Zheshu went to a cake shop not far from the school to get a cake, and then called He Xi, saying that a classmate had a birthday treat, and he would not go back at night.

Anyway, the school is a little closer to Kai Qingqu’s house, so I went to his house on foot. On the way, I bought a few repaired and processed candles. They were purple and pretty.

Anyway, it was still early before Kai Qingqu came back, so he simply went to take a shower, walked all the way, and was still carrying a big schoolbag, tired and hot.

He went into the house to look for the pajamas he had been wearing here before, and he brought a change of clothes when he came back, and there were underwear.

Taking a bath and smoking Douding until twelve o'clock, Shushu sat on the stool drowsy.

Suddenly, Douding, who had been quiet all this time, ran to the door wagging his tail—Kai Qingqu came back.

Yu Zheshu quickly turned off the lights and hid in the bedroom.

When Kai Qingqu opened the door, he found that the door was unlocked and the room was still dark, so he thought it was a thief.

He rushed into the house in a hurry, but it was still dark.

Just as he was about to turn on the light, he suddenly felt a light source beside him, and when he turned around, he saw Yu Zheshu's smiling face, which was glowing red from the candlelight in his hand.

He came out slowly wearing his clothes with a candle in his hand, and kept singing: "Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you..."

Kai Qingqu felt a little sour in his eyes, and wanted to rush up and hug Yu Zheshu, but he thought he was dirty, and he didn't want to dirty Yu Zheshu again.

Yu Zheshu went to turn on the light, only then did he find that there was a cake and a box on the table.

"I can't come back for your birthday, so I'll make it up today," Yu Zheshu smiled, and he didn't seem to be dozing off, "I don't know what you like, so I bought this pen and the box you bought separately, don't dislike it .”

Wei Qingqu's heart trembled, he threw the things in his hand, turned around and said: "I don't mind it, I like it very much, wait, brother will cook for you."

It was too late to make porridge at this time, and the noodles didn't feel that way, so he simply fried a few dishes.

The gate is closed, outside the gate is a quiet alleyway, and inside the gate is a joyous hall.

After Kui Qingqu was ready, he called Yu Zheshu to bring the dishes into the house, and the air conditioner was also cool and shady. Since Yu Zheshu came to his house, the frequency of use of the air conditioner has increased sharply.

He took advantage of this moment to take a shower and clean himself before entering the house.

The two of them ate vegetables, cakes, and chatted. It was very pleasant, and Douding also ate a lot of delicious food.

Yu Zheshu, who had been holding back for a week, had no scruples and ate a lot. Although he didn't finish eating in the end (too much), he was still full.

Kai Qingqu didn't eat much, he didn't know that Yu Zheshu would come, he had eaten before and hadn't digested it yet, so he wasn't hungry.

"Hi~" Yu Zheshu burped, and collapsed on the chair as usual, "I'm full, it's delicious."

"Didn't you say you shouldn't eat so much at night?"

Yu Zheshu smiled, giggling: "I can't hold back."

Kui Qingqu shook his head helplessly, cleared the table, and brought another glass of water.

"Drink some water, we'll eat vegetables tonight," Kai Qingqu passed the water over, "or else I'll wake up tomorrow morning with a dry throat."

Looking at the glass of water, Yu Zheshu felt that it was hard to swallow, and finally bit the bullet and drank a little, feeling that he couldn't hold it anymore.

Following Kai Qingqu into the house to sleep, Kai Qingqu had already taken off his shirt and entered the bed, waiting for him.

But seeing Yu Zheshugan standing beside the bed, he opened his mouth to express condolences: "What's wrong?"

Yu Zheshu cried and said with a mournful face: "I drank the glass of water just now, I feel uncomfortable."

"Hey, come here," Kai Qingqu really couldn't do anything about this person, "I'll rub it for you."

As soon as Yu Zheshu sat on the bed, Kai Qingqu stretched out his hand.

He often worked and had calluses on his hands. He rubbed them in circles on his bulging belly, which gave him an indescribable feeling.

"Hey, brother, please write me a name, otherwise it will be too late when you leave tomorrow." After saying that, he ran out of bed.

After digging in his schoolbag for a long time, he went out to soak up the pen and put it in front of Kai Qingqu.

Those were the two books that Yu Zheshu had just bought, and nothing was written in them.

"Your handwriting is beautiful, this is the first one to write my name, hehe."

Classmate Yu Xiao felt elated when he thought about it: I bought it, and the first name written was my name.

When he was done, he hugged the book and put it back in his schoolbag, and let Kai Qingqu continue rubbing his stomach while lying down.

After Kai Qingqu put his hand up, he regretted a little, and his throat tightened a little.

But already started, what can I do?Gan!

After rubbing for a long time, the little guy didn't speak anymore, only then did he realize that Yu Zheshu had fallen asleep leaning against the head of the bed.

...Little heartless, just mess with me like this when you're done serving.

Helpless, Kai Qingqu had no choice but to sit up, stretched out his hand to put him down, covered him with a quilt, and then turned around.

Thinking about it slowly, thinking about it carefully, Yu Zheshu is really... Sigh.

Forget it, I still have to work tomorrow, so let's go to sleep, look back at the sleeping person, and then turn back and sleep with the pillow in my arms.

He didn't dare to sleep facing him, it was not easy to fall asleep that way, and his heartbeat would speed up...

Since he confessed to Zhang Qing last time, he couldn't hold back anymore. He knew how he felt, and Yu Zheshu didn't understand anything, so he became a little unscrupulous.

Early the next morning, Yu Zheshu got up, washed his face and made his bed before going home.

I ate too much the night before, and now I don't feel hungry at all.

He Xi hadn't left when he got home, seeing his son's momentum, he came back with vegetables in his hand.

This dish was brought to him by Kai Qingqu in the morning, and it was placed on the table directly. He saw it when he got up, and there was a note under the pen next to him.

"Why are you bringing back a bag again, and whose clothes are yours?" The clothes were baggy, and they were obviously bigger than my son.

Oops, I forgot to change my clothes.

"My friend, wasn't it his birthday yesterday? I took a shower at his house." Yu Zheshu said while carrying the dishes to the kitchen to demonstrate his current embarrassment.

He Xi didn't ask any further questions, and went to work.

Yu Zheshu took a long breath, hurried into the room to change his clothes, and sat there quietly doing his homework.

【Yu Mochen】

Chen Tun: Xueba, have you finished writing biology? After you finish writing, copy it @书书

Shushu: Wait a minute, not yet

Chen Tun: okay

Song Ci: I read it too, I forgot to bring my textbook, I can’t remember the knowledge points clearly

Shushu: Got it

When I was quiet, I wrote my homework the fastest. After I finished my homework, I sent out the answers, and Yu Zheshu went to do the laundry.

After much deliberation, I also washed the clothes of Kai Qingqu, put them in a bag after washing, got on the bike and ran to find Douding.

When I got the clothes support in the bathroom, I found that the clothes that Kai Qingqu changed last night were still soaking.

It was estimated that they were washed at night before, so he had never seen him with dirty clothes. It was because he came last night that he didn't wash them.

Yu Tianluo Zheshu washed Kai Qingqu's clothes again, after all, he didn't wash his clothes because of himself.

Going home at night, Kai Qingqu knew what was going on when he saw the clothes hanging in the yard, and his heart was filled with emotion.

Turning on the phone to thank Yu Zheshu, and being blackmailed for another meal, Kai Qingqu couldn't laugh or cry.

So on Wednesday, Yu Zheshu didn't go to dinner with Chen Tun and the others in the morning.

The two of them saw that someone must have delivered food again and ran to the cafeteria to eat in a hurry, then ran back to the classroom.

At first glance, Yu Zheshu was indeed eating, and the two of them sneaked past, another mess.

Yu Zheshu was so angry that he finished his meal in a huff, and after class, he washed the lunch box and sent it to the guard room.

During the period, Mo Songci and the others accompanied him down, and suffered a lot of stares along the way.

Going back to the dormitory at night, Yu Zheshu complained on the mobile phone about the "dirty" behavior of the two bad friends, which made Kai Qingqu tremble with laughter while holding the mobile phone.

-Since they like it too, it's okay to eat some, you can't finish it anyway

Shushu: They even snatched my chopsticks and spoon!

-Okay, okay, I'll get you some more next time, let them eat together

Under Yu Zheshu's accusation, he managed to make Kai Qingqu go again.

So on Friday morning, Yu Zheshu was uncharacteristically, and when the morning get out of class was over, he called Mo Songci and the others in time and asked them to come down with him.

Chen Tun and the others were still in a daze, and when they came up with the lunch box, they realized that Yu Zheshu's friend had packed three pairs of chopsticks in it, and the food was obviously more than before.

The parents of the three of them are office workers, so there is no time to deliver meals to them. It is very rare to have such a "parent" meal.

"Xueba is really a good person," Chen Tun took the chopsticks and went to open the insulation box, "I even asked him to bring some more, and he knew that he would let us enjoy it."

Mo Songci didn't say a word, and ate food in silence.

Only then did they realize that there was only one bowl.

Yu Zheshu had quick eyesight and quickly brought the spoon over: "Hahaha, it's all mine."

Chen Tun and Mo Songci: "Fuck!"

Classmate Yu served the rice and said to them disdainfully: "He told you to eat too. If it wasn't for him, you would eat ass!"

"whispering sound"

Mo Songci thought to himself: This person is pretty good, I didn't expect that the first time I ate an off-campus meal at school was cooked by my peers.

A few people were rambunctious, and they ate very quickly. Mo Songci drank the porridge directly in front of the insulated box, and Chen Tun didn't dislike it, so he drank it right after he took it.

Eating breakfast is like grabbing a baby.

After that, when they officially entered the third year of high school, there was obviously more homework, and there was only one day off each week, so Yu Zheshu had no time to go to Kui Qingqu's house.

But he is nervous about studying, and he still wants to eat delicious food.

Originally, he was afraid that Kai Qingqu would not give it to him because he thought it would be troublesome, but as soon as he said it, he agreed, which was a bit unbelievable.

Later, when Kai Qingqu sent them off, Chen Tun and the other two would always be included, which made Yu Zheshu a little unhappy.

That's obviously what I want to eat, what are you two mixing up!

But Yu Zheshu was very pleased with the fact that Kai Qingqu only made one bowl every time.

Look, he only remembers me, you are all gifts, just two chopsticks, hahaha.

Later, Chen Tun and the others simply asked their day-study classmates to help them buy a small insulated box with two bowls in it, and the two of them had a great time eating and drinking.

☆、Zhang Qing passed away

Yu Zheshu is very happy at school, because there is delicious food every week.

But Kai Qingqu became more and more anxious, because Zhang Qing was getting thinner and thinner, and his body was thin, but now his face was sunken, and his eye sockets were protruding.

Her stomach hurts even after drinking water, so she basically doesn't eat, and lies in bed every day, almost unable to move—she has no strength to get up.

This situation continued until the end of September, when Kui Qingqu was on the way to deliver the bill when he suddenly received a call from the hospital.

I sent the customer's order in a hurry and almost spilled it. Before the customer could respond, I hurriedly apologized and rushed to the hospital.

When he arrived, Zhang Qing had already been covered with a white cloth.

Kai Qingqu walked over trembling, tears were already all over his face.

Dr. Wei came over and handed Zhang Qing the bag under the bedside table, which contained a bank card, hundreds of dollars in cash, and the family's real estate certificate.

The nurse next to him came over and gave him a piece of paper without his mother's words on it.

The bank card password was explained on the paper, which was his birthday.

It said that Dr. Wei saved the money for her here, and it was all earned by him.

Dr. Wei didn't give her the best medicine, just a daily drip and sometimes a little painkiller.

Seeing this, Kai Qingqu rushed over and grabbed Dr. Wei by the collar and complained in a broken voice: "Why didn't you give her the medicine? I paid for it. You shouldn't listen to her as a patient...you shouldn't... ..."

Dr. Wei sighed and patted Kai Qingqu on the back: "This is your mother's decision..."

"It would be great if you didn't say no to her. If it weren't for you, she wouldn't leave now, no!"

Kai Qingqu loosened Dr. Wei's clothes and squatted next to Zhang Qing's body, weeping, holding Zhang Qing's hand tightly and refusing to let go.

The hands that used to wash and cook for him, and stroked his head, were now bitingly cold.

He couldn't help crying, his eyes blurred with tears, tremblingly held up the paper to his eyes, his tears covered his pupils, the words on it were not clear, these were the last words Zhang Qing left for him.

'Son, don't blame them, I won't let you use it.I've dragged you down for so long, and Mom doesn't have much money to buy you a birthday present this year, and you were still running around for me on your birthday.

I want you to live freely, without any drag, nothing can stop a person from moving forward.

Now that mom is gone, you're the only one left. Live well and find a reliable person to live with in the future, just like your father. Bring me to see you when the time comes.

Mom doesn't want to go into the grave. Mom has never run outside in her life, and she doesn't have much knowledge, so she just wants to go and sprinkle it in the sea for me. I want to go outside and have a look.

Don't be sad, I will be your mother in the next life, I will always be there. '

These words were written by Zhang Qing and asked the nurse next to her to help write, she didn't even have the strength to hold a pen.

Kui Qingqu squatted on the ground and cried for a long time, and finally stood up trembling and apologized to Dr. Wei in a hoarse voice, and thanked the others here.

People who died in the hospital could not be taken home directly, so Kai Qingqu first went to apply for a population registration certificate before finding a funeral home to take Zhang Qing home.

He controlled his emotions, told the takeaway management about the situation, and settled his wages—he didn't do it.

What he did was originally for Zhang Qing, but now that Zhang Qing is gone, he has no reason to persevere for a while.

A large wreath was placed in the yard, and there was a piece of white mist everywhere, and the color on the wreath was the only color.

During the day, Kai Qingqu tied a white cloth and knelt in front of the crystal coffin to burn paper money. At night, he sat on the bench next to the crystal coffin, and fell asleep until he couldn't bear it anymore.

Douding felt the master's low pressure, and never left his side for a moment.

If it weren't for Douding's eagerness to pick his legs, Kai Qingqu might not even come out.

After Zhang Qing passed away, he didn't even have any relatives. For the first time, the huge yard showed its emptiness. Apart from wreaths and white cloth, there were no other decorations in the yard.

Yu Zheshu didn't reply to his message at night, and he didn't deliver food since that day.

The three foodies in the school knew that Kui Qingqu hadn't responded to the message, but Chen Tun and Mo Songci were big-hearted. They might be busy, and they have delivered to you so many times, and there is no shortage of these two meals.

Yu Zheshu didn't think so, no matter when Kai Qingqu was busy, he would find time to reply him.

This time there was no movement for so long, it was not normal at all.

But the monthly exam is coming up these few days, the first monthly exam in the third year of high school, he doesn't have so much time to think about Kai Qingqu, so he can only wait for the November holiday to go back and have a look.

Zhang Qing's body was stored for three days, and Kui Qingqu took her to be cremated, all the way silent, confused, with a dull pain in his head.

There, he picked out a good urn and put Zhang Qing's ashes in it.

He can dream of Zhang Qing every night, of the joy of the family of three in the past, and he wants to give her the best.

After taking Zhang Qing home, he turned into hugging Zhang Qing's urn, and would not let go at night, with his head on the box, and he could fall asleep while sitting.

Yu Zheshu had a holiday on November [-], and told He Xi and Yu Jianwei that he was going out to play on the same day, and he was going to visit Kai Qingqu's house, and he was very worried.

After getting the answer, he rode on his own hill, took two clothes, and ran towards Kai Qingqu's house.

Seeing the door of his house open from a distance, he was surprised that Kai Qingqu was at home at this time.

"Brother Qingqu, I'm here!" He shouted outside before he arrived, and Douding, who was visibly thinner, greeted him.

"Brother! Brother?" Entering the courtyard, he was shocked when he saw the white cloth that had not been removed in time.

"elder brother……"

He saw the man sitting dejectedly on a chair, holding an urn in his arms.

His eyes were dark and blue, he hadn't slept for an unknown amount of time, his beard was unshaven, his whole body seemed to have lost his soul, his cheeks were sunken, and he looked ashamed.

Nothing like the man he had seen a few weeks ago.

Seeing that it was Yu Zheshu, Kai Qingqu moved, opened his mouth and said, "You are here, go and buy something to eat yourself, I don't want to move."

His voice was hoarse, as if he hadn't drunk water for many days.

This appearance frightened Yu Zheshu, and he hurriedly put down his schoolbag and ran over.

He put his hand on Kai Qingqu's shoulder, "Brother, how long has it been since you ate?"

"I don't know... I'm not hungry." Kui Qingqu patted Yu Zheshu's hand down, "If you don't want to eat, go inside and do your homework."

Yu Zheshu had no choice but to go into the kitchen to boil water, go out and buy two bowls of wontons, and when he came back, he put everything in front of Kai Qingqu.

He held the spoon in front of Kai Qingqu: "Eat something, ah..."

"I won't eat." Kai Qingqu slapped Yu Zheshu's arm, and the wonton soup splashed out on Kai Qingqu's body, almost scalding Yu Zheshu.

Seeing this, Kai Qingqu's eyes finally fluctuated a little: "Go over and eat, it will burn you in a while."

No matter how much he persuaded him not to eat it, Yu Zheshu couldn't eat it either.

Seeing that it was getting dark outside, Kai Qingqu didn't move, just sat in that position.

The food had cooled down, and Yu Zhe was so angry that he went to pour a glass of water and put it next to Kai Qingqu's chapped lips.

He still didn't drink, Yu Zheshu forced him to drink, and spit it out several times, and finally drank half a cup after stumbled.

"Go, go into the house and sleep," Yu Zheshu pulled Kai Qingqu into the house.

I don't know if it was because he hadn't changed his position for a long time, but Kai Qingqu took those few steps with great difficulty, staggering, and was almost dragged to bed by Yu Zheshu.

"Put this outside," Yu Zheshu reached out for the urn, but was hugged even tighter by Kai Qingqu, and he quickly said, "Okay, okay, don't take it, sleep, ah."

At this time the weather was no longer hot, Yu Zheshu put the quilt on him, he was motionless, surrounded by low pressure, he curled up to protect the urn, Yu Zheshu looked a little trembling.

Yu Zheshu faced him, watching him sleep, wondering if it was because he hadn't touched the bed for too long and didn't sleep for too long, Kai Qingqu lay down for a while and closed his eyes, Yu Zheshu couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief seeing him close his eyes.

As a result, when Yu Zheshu woke up in the morning, he saw Kai Qingqu's eyes wide open and empty, staring at him blankly, and shrank back in fright.

He wanted to pat Kui Qingqu, but before he could touch him, he saw Kai Qingqu's eyes moving, slowly gaining some focus.

"I'm going somewhere else today, are you going?"

"Go, go, I'll go, where shall we go?"

Yu Zheshu was not at all worried about letting him run out by himself.

"Go to a place with an ocean."

Kui Qingqu quickly booked tickets online, and took the urn with him on the way to Q City.

Before leaving, Yu Zheshu took him to shave, take a bath, and put on clean clothes, otherwise he was afraid of scaring others when he went out.

It's the November holiday, and there is a sea in Q City, but there are no tourist attractions and relatively few people.

After taking the train for several hours, the two walked to the beach again.

Kai Qingqu threw Zhang Qing's ashes into the sea one by one, and Yu Zheshu stood behind him, watching the man who had always been so tall suddenly shrunk, his figure was full of sadness.

After Kai cleared the canal, looking at the direction of the water flow, he knelt down and solemnly kowtowed a few times, every time he kowtowed into Yu Zheshu's heart.

After that, the two sat back to back on the big rock by the sea.

"Do you really think there will be a heaven? Do people really have a soul?" Kai Qingqu asked Yu Zheshu aloud while holding an empty urn and looking at the sun.

Yu Zheshu didn't know what to answer, so he could only say dryly, "I will."

"I'm an atheist, and I don't believe there is any heaven and hell, but if there is, my mother will definitely be in heaven. She is such a good person, and she won't fall to the ground no matter what..."

Kui Qingqu suddenly said such words, which made Yu Zheshu's impression of him even deeper.

Afterwards, the two of them didn't speak any more, they watched the sunset slowly, and the whole sea surface was reflected in red, showing the time criterion in the world.

When it was dark, Kai Qingqu reluctantly followed Yu Zheshu to find a homestay.

I asked for a double room, and after entering, Kai Qingqu turned on the TV and kept changing channels, as if looking for something, holding the remote control panel in his hand and pressing it, without any pattern.

Yu Zheshu was sitting next to him, and suddenly Kai Qingqu said: "I will be left alone from now on..."

After finishing speaking, the TV remote control board was thrown away, as if some switch had been turned on, tears began to flow out.

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