Pride and Prejudice of Jane Eyre

Jane Eyre clearly knew that she was in a dream.

She was lying in the small room in Tongzilou when she was a child. She wanted to open her eyes, but there was darkness in front of her eyes, as if her eyelids were glued together.In the dark, the senses of smell and hearing become particularly sensitive.There is the sound of clinking woks and iron spoons in my ears, and the familiar aroma of braised fish slowly enters my nose through the crack of the door.

The mother was busy in the kitchen, and the father was talking to her, and the laughter of the two people flooded into her senses along with the aroma.She couldn't hear their conversation clearly, just like white noise, she could only feel the ultimate happiness from their laughter.

Her nose was sour, she had been longing for this kind of fireworks for 20 years.Maybe it was the more I wanted to dream of them, but I never saw them again.She knew it was a dream, but she didn't want to wake up.

She closed her eyes in peace and listened carefully to the movement in her ears.Dishes collided on the table, making a crisp sound.Father often had to drink a bottle of beer at dinner, Jane Eyre knew, and sure enough, after a while, she heard the bottle being put on the table, mother complained reproachfully, father laughed, comforting and flattering her.

Then there was a sound of familiar footsteps, and Jane Eyre's heart beat faster, and she knew that they were going to come to the room to ask her to eat.

But the long-awaited sound of the door lock did not ring.

A burst of explosion sounded in the bottom of her heart, screams, calls for help and the hiss of an ambulance intertwined. Jane Eyre wanted to cover her ears, but she couldn't escape the despair no matter what.The white light flickered in front of my eyes, dazzling and hurting.

This scene has tightly shackled her countless times.

"Wake up! Wake up!" She wanted to scream and tell herself, but her throat was hoarse and she couldn't make any sound.

A tinnitus-like sound pierced through the eardrums and went straight to the bottom of my heart.Jane Eyre couldn't hold back the tears at last, rushing out of her eyes.The crackling sound in her ear slowly stopped, and she heard her heartbeat, beating, beating like a drum.

Instead, her heart beat faster and faster, she felt a pain in her heart, and she couldn't breathe.

She breathed heavily, fighting for every drop of water, every trace of air.But the feeling of suffocation became more and more intense, she curled up into a ball in pain, and fell powerlessly to the ground, listening to her heartbeat in despair.

Bang bang bang.

Bang bang bang.

Bang bang bang.

Suddenly, a faint duet-like heartbeat sounded, and the oxygen in the air became thinner and thinner.

"Am I going to die?" she asked herself.

Those two young faces that thought about it day and night flashed before her eyes. They leaned together, smiling happily and sweetly.They didn't speak, just smiled quietly and looked at themselves, laughing and laughing, tears streaming from the corners of their eyes.They stretched out their hands and hugged her, the warm body temperature wrapped her up, Jane Eyre clutched her chest tightly, couldn't help throwing herself into their arms, crying loudly.Her back was gently patted, like a pillar of comfort in a childhood nightmare.

Gradually, the warmth faded away, and Jane Eyre panicked and wanted to hold on to them tightly.But not only the temperature, but even the picture in front of him gradually faded.She was going crazy, just like the one time when she was a child, crying and begging them not to leave.

"Don't go!" she screamed.

"I am relieved to see that you are happy now." The gentle voice sighed.

"Without you by my side, I will never be happy!" Jane Eyre was like an unreasonable child at the gate of the kindergarten, unwilling to leave her mother's embrace.

"You have found your own happiness." She gently stroked her face and leaned against the man beside her, "Just like me, when I first met him, I knew that no matter life, old age, sickness or death, we would be together. "

"Yes, we have been together." His voice was as deep and warm as ever, "Xiao Ai, you have found a home in this world. You can't always be like a child, relying on the arms of your parents."

Jane Eyre choked with sobs and shook her head, her throat seemed to be stuck, and she couldn't say anything, but those gray-blue eyes appeared in her mind.It looked at itself right and wrong, with infinite tenderness and distress inside.

"You should always be together. Xiao Ai, you will not be a little girl forever. I am not a qualified mother, and I did not grow up with you. But, don't leave regrets and guilt like me." She Kissing Jane Eyre's forehead, said softly.

Jane Eyre was tired from crying, her head was aching, she managed to force out her voice: "I just want you to be by my side."

She smiled softly and shook her head, as if there was nothing she could do about her stubbornness.Her lover stroked their hair without speaking.Jane Eyre was horrified to find that the temperature around her was getting lower and lower, the two people in front of her eyes gradually became transparent, and the touch gradually disappeared.

She opened her eyes wide, and the last thing she saw were two pairs of bright, soft black eyes.She couldn't make a sound, and sat on the ground slumped, tears streaming down like rain.

Gradually, her eyes became dark and she lost consciousness.

A itchy feeling ran across his face.The moist/moist warmth moved from the eyelids to the under eyes, and from the eyes to the lips.Her eyes were so dry and so tired that she could barely keep them open.

"Honey, are you awake?" His hoarse voice rang in his ear, "You are crying, why?"

Her tears moistened his lips.Then, his lips caught hers, and between lips/tongue, she tasted a bitter and salty taste.The heat of his skin, the familiar smell and weight of his body lifted her from the abyss.

Jane Eyre opened her eyes, a gentle moon hung high in the sky, the curtains swayed quietly in the wind, and a faint bell rang downstairs.

"It's four o'clock, Janet." He buried his face in her neck and muttered, "Is it a nightmare? Don't be afraid, I will always be by your side."

"I'll always be by your side." His voice echoed their promise.

Jane Eyre's throat choked, she turned her face, hugged his waist, and kissed him eagerly: "You promise?"

"I promise, honey." He also put his arms around her waist, deepening the kiss, and after a while of gentle reassurance, he kissed her ear, repeating, "I promise. You forgot that I sent a kiss at the wedding." Did you make the oath? I love you more than I love myself until the end of my life—no, even at the end of my life, I want to meet you again in my next life.”

"I love you." She said solemnly.

He smiled, wrapping his hands around her waist.The loose silk nightdress had unraveled at some point.His breathing became heavier and heavier, but he restrained himself and put his collar on her chest.

"I'll look at you, sleep in peace." His arm was placed under the back of her head, allowing her to sleep peacefully in his arms.Jane Eyre's mind was dizzy, and she soon fell asleep.This time, there were no painful memories in the dream, only two homing pigeons flying together lingeringly in the blue open world.

His gray-blue eyes stared at her sleeping face, and he closed his eyes reassuringly after hearing his steady breathing.

"Looks like I'm going to ask the doctor to take a look." This was his last thought before falling asleep.

Early in the morning at Pemberley Manor, the owners hadn't gone downstairs yet, but the whole manor was already quietly operating.Mr. Darcy got up lightly, and put his lover on the bed safely.She left the familiar temperature and wrinkled her nose.Mr. Darcy smiled, and kissed the tip of her nose and the corners of her mouth.

Mr. Darcy put on a dressing gown casually and left the master bedroom.He rubbed his right arm as he walked downstairs.As soon as she walked into the dining room, she saw Mrs. Reynolds serving Georgiana for breakfast—Georgiana was at a marriageable age, and she was spoiled by Jane Eyre to be "lawless"!Although she always looks like a steady lady in the manor in front of people, everyone who knows her knows that she is quite a rebellious person, and even told herself openly and secretly that she has no intention of getting married!

Jane Eyre naturally knew her thoughts, but never forced her.She even expressed to Mr. Darcy in private that she supports all of Georgiana's deliberate decisions!

"Pemberley Manor is naturally able to support an unmarried lady." Jane Eyre said, "She won't get married if she doesn't want to. Nothing is more important than her being happy."

"But you're not afraid of gossip? Mrs. de Bower more than once..."

"Mr. Darcy, speak as if you were afraid of her!"

"Mrs. Darcy, the only thing I'm afraid of is you!"

Under Mrs. Reynolds' "monitoring", Georgiana tried her best to maintain scrupulous etiquette and ate breakfast.She looked up sleepily, and saw her brother in disheveled clothes came in. She couldn't help asking, "Jane hasn't woken up yet? She's been getting more and more lethargic lately. Do you want to ask a doctor?"

Mrs. Reynolds watched Georgiana falter - she hadn't even swallowed the scones yet!

"That's exactly what I mean, Mrs. Reynolds, please call the doctor. Janet has been having nightmares and waking up in the middle of the night recently." Mr. Darcy sat at the dining table and asked the servant to pour him a cup of black tea , Mrs. Reynolds delivered the breakfast by herself. After taking a sip of black tea, he said worriedly, "It hurts me to see the bruises under her eyes, but she didn't become thinner, but rounder!"

Mrs. Reynolds complied, and she left the restaurant with a guess in mind.

Sure enough, at noon, exclamations of joy broke out in the master bedroom of Pemberley Manor.

"What did you say?!" Jane Eyre leaned against the head of the bed, her eyes widened, and she looked helplessly at her abdomen, which was slightly swollen. She thought it was because she had eaten too much in winter!A few days ago, she was even considering whether to exercise to lose weight, otherwise she would not be able to wear tights and dresses at the dinner party to meet His Majesty the King a few weeks later.

The doctor packed up the instruments in his hands and looked at Mr. Darcy with a smile on his face.He sat beside her, holding her hand tightly with his trembling hands.

"Honey, there is going to be an heir to Pemberley Manor!" Mr. Darcy was trembling all over. He hugged Jane Eyre, completely wrapped her in his arms, and put the velvet quilt around her chest.He couldn't help choking, and repeated in her ear, "We're going to be parents! Janet!"

When Jane Eyre heard this word, tears rolled down her eyes.

"I wish their eyes were pure black," she murmured.

The author has something to say: I wrote the episode before, and I was crying while listening to Maomao's "One Meat and One Vegetable" while writing it qwq

There should be another episode today, which is being written about the heroine's career in the UK.