Abnormal

Had a lot of dreams.

Deep in the muddy and wet swamp, drowning in the calm and deep seabed, struggling on the edge of the cliff with strange rocks.

Repeatedly dying, repeatedly reborn.A heavy wind blew up near my ears, and metal fragments fell from the sky——

"...!"

Gao Tong woke up panting heavily, with a layer of sweat on his back.

where is this?

The room was dark, he closed his eyes with a little low blood pressure, and looked out the window when he raised his eyes again.The sky was a rich blue, half-bright, the street lamps had already been lit, and there were still Chinese knots hanging on the lampposts.It should be early in the morning, right?

There was a whisper outside the door, someone was talking on the phone.Gao Tong was silent for a moment before listening, and the voice became very familiar.

"Yes, just send it to the residence in Shunyi, and I will handle it....Well, thank you."

The other party hung up the phone and seemed to dial another one, but the content was completely inaudible.After a few minutes, everything returned to silence.

The bedroom door was pushed open, Gao Tong immediately closed his eyes and pretended to be asleep, he didn't want to confront that person.

The visitor walked very lightly, and then stood by the bed and looked at him silently.Gao Tong gradually felt uncomfortable, and the suffocating pressure squeezed his nerves.

But the other party didn't do anything. After a few seconds of pause, he just checked the temperature of his forehead with the back of his hand, then lifted the back of his neck and fed warm water into his mouth.Gao Tong pretended to be sleeping, so he had to pour the water into it. Fortunately, the other party controlled it very well, he didn't choke, and his throat was indeed much more comfortable.

Feeling that the other party wiped off the remaining drops of water from the corners of his lips with his fingertips, and then walked towards the bathroom next to him.Gao Tong opened his eyes a little to see, but unfortunately the distance was too far, and he could only see the other party washing something by the sink.

He closed his eyes drowsily and didn't want to look at it.Tired, just tired.

I heard that person coming again.

This time the other party didn't hesitate at all, he just felt cold, and the quilt was thrown off—Gao Tong's toes stretched reflexively, and before he had time to react, the foot of the bed collapsed, and his legs were folded to the sides , and then one of the buttocks was held in the hand.

Gao Tong's body stiffened suddenly, and the next moment he felt that the hanging penis was being fiddled with.He was so ashamed that he could no longer pretend to be asleep, and shouted: "...what are you doing?!"

As soon as he made a sound, he startled himself, his voice was completely hoarse, with a strong nasal voice.Throat burning.

The other party didn't seem to be surprised that he woke up, and only answered briefly: "Clean up."

Gao Tong took a deep breath and wanted to close his legs, but the man's fingers were almost sunk in his buttocks, completely restraining him; the other elbow was also against his leg, making it difficult to move an inch escape.

"Let me go!" Gao Tong kicked his legs and struggled, his voice hoarse: "No, I don't need you..."

The other party raised his eyes and glanced at him lightly.

Looking at each other, Gao Tong's heart trembled violently, and he suddenly fell silent.He looked at Bai Xiuwen.

The temperature in the room was very high, and the other party was only wearing simple white half-sleeves on his upper body, revealing most of his tight arms.He was illuminated by the faint light, and his whole body was filled with an organic coldness.

Bai Xiuwen wiped Gao Tong's lower body with a cotton ball, and then put his finger inside.However, when his fingertips touched the inner wall, Gao Tong trembled in pain. He frowned, and his body arched back in pain.There seems to be a wound inside, and it hurts terribly when touched.

"Just be patient, it will be fine soon."

Bai Xiuwen knew that he would be in pain.There are tearing marks at the anal opening, and the buttocks are slightly opened to see, the delicate and tender meat in the meat hole is swollen and turned light red.He used his index finger and middle finger to open the opening of the hole, and took a cotton swab in the other hand to smash out the sticky substance inside.

In fact, although he was not very proficient in his technique, his movements were very light, and he tried to avoid touching the wound as much as possible.But Gao Tong still couldn't take it anymore, he grabbed the pillow with his backhand, physiological tears burst out from the corners of his eyes, his lower lip was biting with his teeth, almost biting it open.

"Relax...Relax." Bai Xiuwen tried to comfort him, and at the same time pushed the water-filled needle into his body: "It's a bit deep, and it may take some effort to get it out. Come on, take a deep breath."

Gao Tong couldn't hear what he was saying at all, the tendons on the inner thighs were tense, and the soles of the feet were half twitching.

The position was as humiliating as a woman on a delivery table.His legs were spread wide, and his privacy was completely exposed to the eyes of the man who had violence against him.It reminded him of the horrible memories of last night - slapped, forced oral sex, pinned down, creampie.

But he can't do anything.

"Okay, it's clean." Bai Xiuwen rubbed his acupoints, took a towel to wipe his hands, and said, "Wait a minute, I'll get some povidone iodine and ointment, it will be much better after applying it."

Bai Xiuwen went downstairs to get the medicine, Gao Tong leaned on his hands and got up, pushing himself out of bed.However, his body seemed to be falling apart, before his toes touched the floor, he rolled under the bed exhausted.

With a bang, the bones collided with the floor, making a hollow sound.

Gao Tong struggled to prop up his body, trying to get up with his hands on the edge of the bed, but unexpectedly tore off the quilt hanging beside the bed - at that moment the heavy quilt hit his face, directly burying him.

Gao Tong didn't move anymore.

That's fine, he can't see anything, he doesn't know anything, the darkness begins to give him a sense of security.

This is what Bai Xiuwen saw after taking the medicine and entering the door.The side of the bed and the ground were a mess, the quilt wrapped the young man into a ball, only a thin leg was exposed.

He turned on the light, put the disinfectant and medicine aside, tore off the quilt, picked Gao Tong up and put him on the bed.

Under the light, Gao Tong felt more and more invisible, he curled up together, not knowing where to put his eyes.

He said hoarsely, "My... my clothes."

"Are you cold?" Bai Xiuwen asked him.

The house is heated by floor heating, which is actually very warm.But Gao Tong's point of wanting clothes is not the temperature.

He shook his head and picked up a pillow beside him to shield himself.The next moment it was snatched away by the opponent.

"If it's not cold, you don't need to wear clothes." Bai Xiuwen put the pillow aside and went to fetch the medicine: "There are only two of us at home, so it's okay."

There is no way to communicate at all.

Gao Tong felt that the nerves in his mind were twisted, and he had nothing to say.The other party quickly grabbed his waist and turned him over, telling him to lift his butt.He didn't respond.

"This posture will reduce the pain, be obedient." Bai Xiuwen stroked the hollow of his waist, and said gently: "I cooked a lot of dishes, all of which you like. Let's eat after applying the medicine, shall we?"

Gao Tong didn't have the slightest appetite and didn't move.In the end, it was Bai Xiuwen who got him up and applied the medicine.

After the end, Gao Tong completely lost strength, and he lay motionless on the bed like a corpse.Tiredness hit him, and he wanted to sleep again.

Bai Xiuwen went to wash his hands, and sat next to Gao Tong when he came back.He lightly squeezed the back of Gao Tong's neck, and suddenly asked, "Where is the collar I gave you?"

collar?

With a movement of Gao Tong's finger, the memory suddenly jumped to half a month ago.

In the quiet afternoon, the afterglow of the setting sun spreads gently on the promenade on the top floor of the hotel.While waiting for the elevator, he took out the collar in his pocket.

Ownership, Possession, MrBai, Mr. Bai...

There was a dull pain in the brain, and suddenly returned to the real world.Gao Tong raised his eyelids heavily, he thought the other party was right.

Clues everywhere, all kinds of coincidences.It is clear that as long as you have the heart to connect together, you can get the truth.It's just that he is stubborn and refuses to believe it.

Where did the collar go then? ...

"I don't know." He didn't bother to think about it, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "I lost it a long time ago."

The air suddenly froze, and Bai Xiuwen didn't reply.

Gao Tong buried his head deep in his arms, and then he felt the strength of the other party's pinching on the back of his neck slightly increased - so he instinctively shrugged his shoulders to avoid, but was turned over and hugged.

The wide palm fell on his ribs, and the other hand supported the hollow of his leg, which felt warm and cool to the touch.Gao Tong turned his head and didn't want to look at each other, but then he heard Bai Xiuwen say softly: "It doesn't matter."

It really doesn't matter.he thinks.

It's just that he doesn't know people clearly, and that he is out of control.Indulging in the slightest bit of tenderness given by the other party in the virtual world, and then obsessing over it and persuading yourself, it is extremely stupid.

"The collar is just a temporary mark, and the contract borrowed in kind always lacks proof. Tongtong, when you recover a bit, I will prepare a real ceremony for you—it's not exactly the same as the master-slave contract, We no longer need formal means of words or objects to carry this relationship. Your body is enough.”

Gao Tong didn't know what he was talking about, his whole body was terrified and his scalp was numb.

Bai Xiuwen got up, carried him out of the bedroom and went downstairs, "This villa is not high in floor level, and there is no elevator, so it's convenient for me to hug you more." Regardless of Gao Tong not answering him at all, he said to himself Said: "It's just that once your body recovers, you have to learn to crawl by yourself obediently. When the weather turns warm, if you train well, I can take you out for a walk in spring and summer."

Seeing Gao Tong trembling imperceptibly in his arms, he smiled and comforted him: "But don't worry about being seen by others. I don't have a hobby of forcing outdoor exposure, just stay in my yard."

Gao Tong's chest rose and fell a few times before he said in a hoarse voice: "...Bai Xiuwen. Can we have a good talk."

Bai Xiuwen looked down at him.

"It's not necessary." He hugged Gao Tong tighter in his arms: "You just need to know that you are safe, and you are safer than ever, and that's enough."

Gao Tong wanted to speak several times, but in the end he kept silent and looked away.He lay stiffly in Bai Xiuwen's arms, his neck was propped up, and there were signs of tension on his lower abdomen.

Seeing his appearance, Bai Xiuwen couldn't help being a little amused: "Am I so uncomfortable? You are so thin, and your ribs have been pressing against me. I haven't said anything yet."

He tossed Gao Tong lightly as if joking, but there was a one-story-high hanging ladder under his feet. Gao Tong was frightened and scratched for a moment, only to find his arms wrapped around the other's arms when he was caught.

He hugged Bai Xiuwen tightly.

The temperature of the opponent's body penetrated through the thin shirt, and guided the pulse along the lines of his palm.Gao Tong froze for a moment, looked up in a strange way, but met the other party's eyes, and heard him say something softly, your heart beats so fast.

"I..." Gao Tong withdrew his hand uncomfortably, but before he finished speaking, the world was spinning in front of his eyes, his back hurt, and he was pressed against the handrail of the stairs——

The spine was pressed against the hard wood, and Gao Tong choked in pain.Bai Xiuwen pushed his legs away, he lost his support point, and had no choice but to clamp the opponent's waist.

Bai Xiuwen looked at him, and said slowly: "I want to kiss you. Do you like me to kiss you?"

"..." Gao Tong looked away in embarrassment.

He whispered, "You don't want to humiliate me in this way again. What you did last night...wasn't enough?"

"Is that the only feeling you have?"

Bai Xiuwen smiled and didn't say anything further.He leaned down, held Gao Tong's cheek with one hand, and played with his soft lips with the pulp of his thumb.The other hand wrapped around the other's thin waist, rubbing/pinching the soft flesh around his waist ambiguously.

Gao Tong's breathing suddenly became heavier, and he felt that Bai Xiuwen's entire hand was covering his face and throat, making him unable to breathe.The next moment the other party's kiss fell, and the tongue licked his chapped lips. This object was obviously soft, but it was violently attacking and aggressive, as if attacking a city, and directly tilted his lips and teeth.

"Ugh..."

It is rare to kiss in such a sober state, the sound of sticky water penetrates into the ears, and the forehead and fingertips are hot like a high fever.Gao Tong's legs were so weak that he couldn't hold on, and slipped down from the opponent's waist little by little.

Bai Xiuwen told him to tighten it in a low voice.

He stroked Gao Tong's earlobe, and slowly put his fingertips into the warm ear canal.Gao Tong gradually lost other channels of hearing, and could only perceive him with his breath.

Bright bead chains hang from the crystal chandelier on the ceiling, and the light is cut into countless magnificent and psychedelic fragments.Gao Tong opened his eyes half-opened and half-closed, and saw countless himself in it.

The tongue was hooked and sent between the lips and teeth of the other party, and he let out a charming and broken pant.

But this is not his original intention, Gao Tong thought.

Drooling, fever on the cheeks and fingertips, chest tremors... These are all uncontrollable physiological reactions, and they are his nerve reflexes when facing Bai Xiuwen.This is an unsolvable proposition, and it has been like this since high school, and he can't find the answer.

After a long kiss ended, Bai Xiuwen let him go.He held Gao Tong's waist and hugged him obliquely like a baby.

"You are much lighter than the barbell used for weight training." Bai Xiuwen breathed steadily, and said with a smile: "I was thinking, how about I hug you when lifting weights in the future, and the fun of exercising will be much more like this."

But Gao Tong ignored him.He lowered his eyes dully, and saw his naked body, with his penis hanging lifelessly between his legs, and his skinny legs, so ugly that he wanted to vomit.

He wanted to cover it with his hand, but just as he touched it, he was pushed down by the other party——

"...Are you enough?!" Gao Tong finally couldn't help it, he grabbed the other's fingers fiercely, and shouted with red eyes: "Bo Xiuwen, I am a normal person, not a dog for you to play with at will! I don't know what's on your mind, and I don't want to know, but there is no relationship between us... No, it didn't matter before, I didn't know you were him then!"

Bai Xiuwen's face was as deep as water, and he looked at Gao Tong's finger holding him indifferently, without saying a word.

Gao Tong thought he had heard it, so he calmed down his anger and continued to speak: "What you have done has constituted a crime. If you give me the clothes now and let me go, I can... pretend it never happened, no Tell anyone these things, or the time, time..."

"Otherwise, see you in court?" Bai Xiuwen smiled slightly: "I can hire you a lawyer."

He knew that Gao Tong was just bluffing.He didn't understand these things at all, and probably got a little understanding of them from some half-baked legal science articles. If he was really asked to say something, he would be speechless.

It was cute to hear him say these words in a serious manner, so he didn't interrupt Gao Tong with words.

"Is it better now?" Bai Xiuwen said, "If you're done venting, it's time to eat something. After that, we'll go back to Beijing and I'll show you our new home. The full set of equipment purchased in the training supplies customization store is classic and exquisite, and you will like it."

"You..." All the words were ignored and treated as child's play, the rising anger almost burned Gao Tong, he gasped for breath, and struggled violently: "Bo Xiuwen! -"

A slap on the face made him silent.

The tears that were in his eyes just now were directly beaten out, Gao Tong was a little dazed by the beating, and it took him a long time to feel the burning pain on his face.

"Say dirty words again, and I'll hit you again. But it's not just here." Bo Xiuwen brushed Gao Tong's slapped cheek with the back of his hand, and said lightly: "You have to get into the state quickly, otherwise you will be hurt when you re-train. You have to suffer."

Gao Tong didn't speak.

The two went to the restaurant on the first floor to eat, and Bai Xiuwen placed him on the soft chair in the middle of the dining table, put the knives and forks, chopsticks, spoons and paper towels next to him, and wiped his hands with a sterile paper towel beside him.

Gao Tong's hands are also very white, long and thin, with finger bones when touched.Bai Xiuwen wiped his palms with downcast eyes, and said suddenly: "It's time to cut your nails."

Gao Tong's wrist was shaking.

After wiping it clean, Bai Xiuwen got up and took off the insulation cover, and the aroma of the food overflowed in an instant.Gao Tong glanced unconsciously out of the corner of his eye, and found that many of them were his favorite home-cooked dishes.

Bai Xiuwen said: "These are the dishes you order most often in the food delivery app. I just made some. If you want to eat anything in the future, you can tell me."