Cloudy but no rain

There is no heating in the duty room of the hospital. The central air-conditioning in the corridors and halls is used for heating. After the door of the duty room is opened, some heat can flow in, but if you sit in it for too long, you will feel cold hands and feet.

Ye Fuyi always sits for a while and then goes around the ward to move his limbs, let the blood circulate, and the body will be warmer.

But he was always absent-minded - he hadn't contacted Su Fengmian for a week in a row, plus there was no operation task during this period, Ye Fu Yi felt that life was very dull, even though it was only a week, it still felt like a month had passed.

A week ago, he sent He Yin the electronic version of the previous divorce agreement. After sending it, He Yin did not respond.

But Ye Fu Yi didn't want to rush her either, he knew He Yin's character, the more he urged, the slower he was, the more arrogant he became.

After the unhappiness at the restaurant that day, he guessed that He Yin probably knew about Su Fengmian's existence, and he was afraid that if he pressed too hard, He Yin would find fault with Su Fengmian in a hurry.

As for why Su Fengmian didn't reply to the news, Ye Fu Yi didn't know, but he was not as anxious as the first three days, and kept calling and sending WeChat.

In short, Su Fengmian will definitely not have any accidents, because Su Fengmian updated Moments two days ago and shared an article about high school biology education.

Ye Fu Yi went to the locker room to change his clothes after his last visit to the inpatient department. He could finally glance at his phone and skillfully opened Su Fengmian's circle of friends. There was no new news or reply.

He glanced at the time, it was 04:30 in the afternoon, if he departed from Jingrong Hospital to Su Fengmian's school now, he should be able to wait for him when Su Fengmian got out of class at 05:30, and then come back to be on duty at night.

Thinking of this, Ye Fu Yi sent Su Fengmian a WeChat message, waited for a few minutes, but there was no response, and called again, but no one answered.

Ye Fu Yi threw the phone in the briefcase and drove off.

Along the way, he didn't deliberately think about some negative things. He just drove steadily and stopped at several traffic light intersections. Ten to one, and so on to the next traffic light crossing for another cycle, it seems that there is no crossing where you can just meet the green light and drive past smoothly.

All he encountered was a red light all the way.

In fact, this is not the first time he met a person who suddenly stopped talking to him. He also knew that in this case, it meant that there was no need for the two of them to interact anymore. The other party must have a new love or was tired of it.

In short, there can be various reasons, and all reasons lead to an answer.

But he still had to admit that this was the first time he had the urge to ask for an explanation after the other party disappeared.He didn't know which link went wrong, and he didn't know what Su Fengmian was thinking. He only knew that he cared a lot, more than when he proposed to be together at the beginning.

Ye Fu Yi drove the car and saw the archway of the school where Su Fengmian taught. A huge stone monument stood beside the street. There were many cars parked on the parking lot outside the school area. They should all be parents who came to pick up their children.

He couldn't find a parking space to park in, so he had to go around the back and forth on the back-shaped road next to the school street, while calling Su Fengmian.

"Beep beep...the number you dialed is busy, please try again later."

"The number you dialed is busy, please try again later."

"please wait......"

......

I don't know how many times this sentence has been played hands-free, but the parking space at the school gate has never been vacant.

Ye Fu Yi finally couldn't bear it anymore, his heart was burning like a smoldering fire, he parked the car by the side of the road - parking indiscriminately was against the law, he knew, but he really couldn't wait for too long.

Ye Fuyi walked to the school gate, but was stopped by the security guard: "Please show the staff ID card."

He explained helplessly: "I came to find a teacher named Su Fengmian."

"Su Fengmian, oh I know, I need to make a phone call to confirm." The security guard said as he entered the security booth, there was a landline inside, "Wait a minute."

Hearing this, Ye Fu Yi breathed a sigh of relief inexplicably.He was afraid of hearing something dramatic about Su Fengmian no longer teaching here.And he did think about this problem, so he felt that he would probably go crazy for a short time.

"What's your name, sir?"

"You tell him my surname is Ye."

"Ok."

"It's a certain Mr. Ye." Su Fengmian was struggling to correct the students' messy homework, especially when he saw a student who could write the word "loneliness" in the biology fill-in-the-blank question, he just wanted to drop the pen , although he was not a violent person.

Mr. Ye, you don't need to think about it to know it's Ye Fuyi.

From that day on, he never replied to Ye Fu Yi's message, nor was he ready to really say goodbye to him.For him, there was actually a lack of a proper reason. Breaking up requires a reason. He didn't think about how to tell Ye Fu Yi how he knew a series of things, and he didn't know what tone to tell him. Yin came to find himself once, just yesterday.

But he never thought that Ye Fu Yi would come to the school.

"Let him in and tell him that I'm in the science office on the third floor of Teaching Building No. [-]."

"Ok."

"Thank you."

Su Fengmian hung up the phone, and the office returned to silence.At this point, the other teachers usually went to eat, but he continued to correct the papers.

During this period of time, he assigned twice as many homework assignments to the students as before. The reason he told the students was that their grades were not satisfactory, but he knew in his heart that he was just adding workload to himself, and he didn't want to let himself have time to think about it. About Ye Fuyi.

Su Fengmian glanced at the student's homework under his elbow, and those sparse fill-in-the-blank questions seemed to suddenly become dense, black words crawled all over the paper, and he felt that these words were almost climbing up his arm.

With a "click", the red pen in his hand fell on the table.

He picked up the red pen again, and searched for pen caps, drawers, storage boxes, pencil cases, file folders on the messy desktop...until he searched all the papers and materials, he couldn't find them.

"Su Fengmian."

Su Fengmian raised his head subconsciously when he heard his name.

Ye Fuyi's voice seemed so strange.I haven't heard his voice or seen his appearance for a whole week. Among other things, Su Fengmian only thinks that he is as emaciated as himself, but his beard is still cleanly shaved, and his lips are still covered with a thin layer of pimples. The lipstick is protective, and a little bit of gloss can be seen when you get close.

But Su Fengmian still felt Ye Fuyi's fatigue.

He knew that Ye Fu Yi was busy with divorce procedures recently.

"I still have a little homework in hand. If you have anything to do, go to the corridor and wait." Su Fengmian looked back and tidied up the messy papers on the desktop.

"I'm in a hurry, and I have to be on duty at night." Ye Fu Yi glanced at his watch, then his eyes fell on Su Fengmian again, waiting for his response.

After hearing this, Su Fengmian didn't intend to go around anymore, put down the red pen, and left the office, Ye Fu Yi followed him to the outer corridor.

The outer corridor of the school is next to the river. Every day at five or six o'clock, as long as it is not raining, you can see the sunset glow in the sky. It is usually orange-red, like salted egg yolk turning into water, dizzy and flowing into the river.

Today is no exception, but Su Fengmian is not in the mood to appreciate the sunset.

"Even if we want to separate, we can speak clearly. Don't just leave without saying a word." Ye Fuyi's voice was so low that only those standing around could hear it.

Su Fengmian just likes this voice, it is very similar to Ji Zhifei, but different.He no longer knows whether he likes the part that looks like or the part that is not the same.He just felt sad.

"You have a son, right?" Su Fengmian smiled lightly.

"Hmm." Ye Fuyi's heart skipped a beat, the golden river water in front of him shimmered like thumbtacks on the water surface, piercing the eyes.

At this moment, he suddenly understood that Su Fengmian already knew that he not only had a son, but was also married.

"But I'm about to get divorced." Ye Fuyi explained hastily.

In fact, he didn't intend to confess, he planned to get divorced, everything was logical, Su Fengmian didn't need to know that he had been in an extramarital affair for such a period of time.

"Quick, so we haven't left yet."

"It's going through the formalities."

"Your wife came to see me."

Ye Fu Yi only felt that the topic was jumping a bit.

"I guessed it, so you have been ignoring me because of this."

Su Fengmian shook his head, staring down at the hands on the railing.The afterglow of the setting sun fell on the palm of his hand, but he couldn't hold it. Once he held his hand, the light couldn't enter the palm of his hand, and the only thing he held was darkness.

"Don't you want to know what she said to me?"

"What did you say? Difficult for you?"

"No. She said that she didn't want others to think that her marriage failed because you fell in love with a man. She said that all reasons are acceptable except this." Su Fengmian's voice was as calm as the flowing water in front of him, and only he I and God know how many times he has done psychological construction for himself since He Yin came to look for him yesterday.

But it’s also interesting to think about it. It took him less than 24 hours to go from collapse to confusion to accepting reality, during which he slept an unprecedented good sleep for nine hours.Su Fengmian sometimes admires his endurance.

"Fu Yi, I don't want to make any comments on your marriage. I'm not qualified. But I also don't want to be the one who hurts others."

Ye Fu Yi just kept silent, he knew that Su Fengmian would have his reasons, but if it was this reason, he would probably be unwilling and regret it.

He was thinking, if it wasn't because he concealed his marriage, Su Fengmian might choose to get along with him all the time, whether plain or warm, in short, he would always get along with him. He knew that Su Fengmian liked stability, and now he was tired of the so-called Fresh men and women.

It doesn't matter whether it's okay or not, there are still a few decades left, and it's nice to live together as a partner.

"What if, if I didn't want to divorce her because of you?"

"But I'm already a wound to her, no matter what your reason is." Su Fengmian said, "I can't get over this hurdle, and I won't try to get over it. Let's separate, so I won't feel so uncomfortable, okay?"

He had already spoken very straightforwardly, and Ye Fu Yi had no reason to pester him any longer. He opened his mouth, and finally swallowed all the questions he wanted to ask.

Su Fengmian patted him on the shoulder, grinned and said, "Let's get together and get away, I wish you happiness."

"You have to be happy too."

"Then you go to work, it's past six o'clock." Su Fengmian waved his hand and left, halfway there, he remembered something, turned around and said, "It's actually my fault that I haven't replied to your message, but... ..”

"It's okay, you go to work. I'm going to work too." Ye Fuyi tried to keep his tone relaxed.

Su Fengmian nodded, then turned and left.

He is wearing a long black trench coat today, his back looks like a swallow flying south in winter.

Ye Fu Yi didn't ask Su Fengmian in the end whether he still loves him or not. Such a question is really meaningless like a young couple breaking up.Whether you love it or not, in your forties, this issue is not important anymore. For two people who can't be together, it doesn't matter if they love or not.

Su Fengmian returned to the office and closed the door by the way. One or two teachers had come back after dinner, exchanged greetings with him and continued working.

He suddenly felt empty in his heart, as if all the depression in the past week or months had been released, leaving only a hollow core.

He sat heavily on the office chair, the chair turned at a small angle, and in front of him was the mobile phone on the table.

The phone screen suddenly lit up, and he picked it up to look at it. Due to the settings, he could only see WeChat notifying him that he had a message, but he couldn't see the content of the message.

Su Fengmian swiped the screen, it was sent by Ye Fuyi, his heart skipped a beat, but after all, the stone sank into the water and there was no more waves.

"I'm sorry, you must be happy."