Cloudy but no rain

Su Fengmian knows what "re-acquaintance" is, but he doesn't know what Ji Zhifei's intention is. Even if he re-acquaints, what happened before will be treated as if it didn't happen, and they still maintain this kind of not-so-distant relationship , Ji Zhifei is still Ji Zhifei, and he is still himself, it doesn't matter at all.

"Oh, that's fine." Su Fengmian had no choice but to respond ignorantly.

After more than ten minutes of silence, the flight boarding information finally appeared on the LED display in the terminal hall. Su Fengmian felt relieved and got up to go to the boarding gate. Ji Zhifei followed behind him unhurriedly.

This made him very uncomfortable, Su Fengmian had always followed Ji Zhifei, now Ji Zhifei was behind him, making Su Fengmian always want to look back at him a few times, and then change the order.

When he was finally walking on the boarding bridge, Su Fengmian couldn't help but turned his head and glanced at Ji Zhifei, but happened to bump into Ji Zhifei who was also looking at him, and he didn't hide it, and he didn't evade when he looked at him .

"What's wrong?" Ji Zhifei stepped up two steps to catch up with Su Fengmian, and walked to his side.

"It's nothing." Su Fengmian thought about how to find a topic so that the long journey would not be embarrassing. "What is your seat?"

"A1, he wants me to upgrade, you should also be in business class."

Nonsense, Su Fengmian thought to himself, this road was originally taken by business class passengers.

"Yes, I'm at A2, sitting next to you."

"Hmm..." Ji Zhifei nodded thoughtfully, and soon the two found their seats and sat down.

Sure enough, there is still a difference between business class and economy class. In fact, he knew it from the time he entered the VIP lounge. It is warmer and quieter than ordinary lounges.

The seats in the current class are also made of leather, and the backrest can be completely flattened at 180 degrees, allowing people to sleep comfortably until the plane lands.There were no babies crying or talking.

It was the first time for Su Fengmian to fly business class, and she was reluctant before, thinking it was unnecessary.

"Why don't you sit down?" Ji Zhifei asked him in a low voice.

"It turns out that the business class manager is like this." Su Fengmian raised his eyebrows, and after he sat down, Ji Zhifei helped him put the back of the seat back—although the seats were in the same row, there was still a little distance between the two of them. Ji Zhifei had to stretch out half of his body to get Su Fengmian's seat.

"Business class is indeed much more comfortable. You can lie down and get a good night's sleep."

Su Fengmian nodded, but noticed that Ji Zhifei's backrest was not put down, and he asked, "Aren't you going to sleep?"

"Oh, I have to deal with the hospital." Ji Zhifei smiled, and then took out a tablet from his briefcase, which made Su Fengmian feel an indescribable feeling in his heart, and stared at him blankly.

"Don't worry about sleeping, I'll call you when it's almost here." Ji Zhifei didn't know what Su Fengmian was thinking when he looked at him, so he had to add, "Don't worry too much about your mother, it will be fine."

After he lay down, he couldn't fall asleep, so he just watched Ji Zhifei quietly. After the plane took off, he shuttled through the dark clouds, and all the lights in the cabin were turned off, leaving only Ji Zhifei in front of him. The tablet was still shining with light, and Su Fengmian didn't fall asleep, but just closed his eyes and took a nap.

In fact, he was quite sleepy, but when he closed his eyes, he would think of many things.

It's as if I've been dreaming all this time, and when I close my eyes, I wake up from the dream, very sober.

"Hello, give A2 a blanket, thank you." Ji Zhifei's voice was gentle.

Su Fengmian listened, this kind of gentleness is like a blue whale in the deep sea, heavy instead of light, completely different from Ye Fuyi's gentleness, it makes people feel safe.

A few minutes later, he felt a layer of furry blanket covering his body, soft and soft, with some fur rubbing against his neck and chin.Ji Zhifei tucked him under the quilt, his hands were very warm, and when they slid across his chin, Su Fengmian even felt that his hands were a little hot.

Now Ji Zhifei is really gentle, completely beyond his cognition, reminding him of his father and his childhood.

Even though his childhood was far away from Su Fengmian, he never forgot the kindness and love his parents had for him when he was a child.

Especially my father, the role of parents in my impression is not in line with the tradition, my father has always been the one who said good things, limp, and loves to fight with himself, my mother is more often a bad face, he can't remember how many times, The father and son were punished by their mother to stand together, but with their father, even standing as a punishment is very interesting.

The more rosy childhood is, the more bleak the present life is.

The death of his father was a fatal blow to him, and the operation was performed in his presence.

Su Fengmian's nose suddenly became sour, and tears fell down on the back of Ji Zhifei's right hand.

The light was very dim, and Ji Zhifei was stunned. He couldn't see if Su Fengmian was crying, but he subconsciously stroked Su Fengmian's face. He didn't know whether his hands were rough or Su Fengmian's face had become old. It's not that smooth, he can touch a little bit of beard stubble, and cold tears, his heart seems to be trembling, such an intimate and not intimate contact, Ji Zhifei has been waiting for many years, so that his hands are shaking of.

Su Fengmian felt the gentle palm and opened his eyes. The environment was very dark, and the screen of Ji Zhifei's tablet was already dark. He could barely see Ji Zhifei's eyes and the gaze that was always on him.

"Don't cry." Ji Zhifei lowered his voice and spoke breathlessly, "Don't cry..."

When Su Fengmian drank too much but did not shed tears, Ji Zhifei wanted to cry out when he was sad, but when he saw Su Fengmian crying, he seemed to be more sad than the other party. What Su Fengmian shed was a tear, and he only felt that he was It is the whole heart that has been shelled.

Su Fengmian remained silent, letting Ji Zhifei wipe away his tears, and stroked his ears and neck with his thumb.

So ambiguous.For the first time, Su Fengmian felt that he and Ji Zhifei could also be ambiguous.

"You are sad today. You have cried twice already." Ji Zhifei said reassuringly, as if he was talking to a child, speaking every word very slowly. If it wasn't for the distance, he would definitely give Su Fengmian a hug. .

"Can you talk to me?"

"But it's embarrassing to say it," Su Fengmian shook his head, "after all, he's not too young."

"Have you ever heard a saying that a man is a teenager until he dies? Although it's ironic, it's also quite true." Ji Zhifei said with a smile, the crow's feet at the corners of his eyes are very sexy, this kind of atmosphere makes Su Fengmian a little dizzy, but he Still amused by this sentence.

"Then are you a boy?" Su Fengmian asked jokingly holding back tears.

Seeing that he hadn't shed any tears, Ji Zhifei felt relieved and stared at him for a few seconds, wanting to say, when you laughed, you were still a teenager, but you still endured it.

"Whether you are or not, anyway, I am." Ji Zhifei replied, "In terms of mentality, you must always be young, although you are indeed old, it is quite amazing."

"How amazing? You don't accept old age."

Ji Zhifei shook his head, looked away, and looked at the roof of the cabin. Although it was pitch black, there was no sense of abyss. This pitch blackness was an undercurrent, and every molecule in the air was beating and chaotic.

"I mean, it's amazing that I can still see you at the age of 40." Ji Zhifei sighed, "Although..."

Before Ji Zhifei finished speaking, the plane suddenly bumped up and down.

"Be careful." Su Fengmian interrupted Ji Zhifei hastily, sat up straight, and raised his hand to hold Ji Zhifei's wrist.

Then, the broadcast sounded: "Hello passengers, our plane is slightly turbulent due to the influence of the airflow, please don't worry, fasten your seat belt..."

Hearing this, Su Fengmian breathed a sigh of relief, and after a few minutes, the plane stabilized, and he didn't realize that he was still holding Ji Zhifei.

"I haven't been on a plane for a long time, and I'm not used to it..." He smiled mischievously.

Ji Zhifei didn't listen to what Su Fengmian was saying, he just looked at Su Fengmian's hand and pondered for a moment, then Su Fengmian slowly let go of his hand and said, "Uh, um, do you still have a job? I'll sleep for a while."

"Okay, good night." Ji Zhifei had no choice but to withdraw his hand, and Su Fengmian turned his back.

He took a deep breath quietly, turned on the tablet computer, and started studying a bunch of documents again.

It's just that it's hard for him to concentrate, his mind is full of Su Fengmian's every move just now, especially when he is holding him, which makes it hard for Ji Zhifei to believe that Su Fengmian has no interest in him at all.

But if it's just an emergency move, it seems understandable.

He was secretly helpless, he still couldn't find any example to prove that Su Fengmian still had some thoughts about him, and he was really narcissistic to think so.

He thought, and felt quite disappointed.

It's been so long, and I don't have the slightest grasp of Su Fengmian's mind. It's completely different from before. In the past, what Su Fengmian said and did, Ji Zhifei could guess what he was thinking, and he didn't even need to guess.

"You have an unread mailbox." Ji Zhifei was feeling depressed when a message popped up from his mailbox.

He clicked on it, and it was from Dean Qian.Dean Qian doesn't like to send WeChat very much, and most of the information is sent to others or emailed.

Dean Qian: Have you asked for leave these days?Don't forget to go through the formalities for going abroad when you come back after the Ching Ming Festival holiday.

Only then did Ji Zhifei think of this again, he immediately replied to the email, and received Li Jinxiu's WeChat again.

Li Jinxiu: On the night of April NO.15, hold a practice banquet for Lao Ji!Anyone who can come must come!

To make matters worse, this message was not sent in a private chat, but Li Jinxiu created a group, and in the group, he attacked everyone, including doctors and nurses who were in the same period or younger in the surgical and orthopedic teams.

This time it is really known to everyone.

Ji Zhifei was a little annoyed. He looked at the time. It was past twelve o'clock in the evening. He estimated that Li Jinxiu had just got off work and was probably very tired. It would be unfair to find fault with him at this time.

He could just put it aside.

In fact, Ji Zhifei didn't go to him, not because Li Jinxiu just got off work, but because he didn't think clearly about whether he wanted to go or not.

He himself is not someone who would give up a rare opportunity for career advancement for the sake of love and love, so the reason for not going is not all because of Su Fengmian.

He just doesn't know if he can handle living abroad at the age of 40.

In terms of language, although he has been learning and following up, if he is completely immersed in a foreign language environment, can he cope with it?he does not know.

He didn't even know how he would survive the past two years after he went abroad. Apart from learning skills, he probably wouldn't have any other social activities.

Ji Zhifei didn't know whether to be happy or worried for a while, only hesitation and confusion.

He sorted out the rest of the information, and looked at the time again. It was past one o'clock in the morning, and the plane was about to land in half an hour.

He turned his head and glanced at Su Fengmian, Su Fengmian probably really fell asleep, and he didn't know when he turned to his side.

He patted Su Fengmian's shoulder lightly: "It's about to land, you can wake up, otherwise you will be in a haze when you get off the plane."

Su Fengmian frowned and babbled a few words, in Ji Zhifei's eyes, he seemed to be acting like a baby.