Cloudy but no rain

"What are you looking at?" Ye Fu Yi handed back the menu to the waiter in a black vest and white shirt, and noticed that Su Fengmian, who was sitting opposite him, cast his eyes not far behind him.

Su Fengmian pulled back his gaze like pulling back the string of a kite, and turned to look at Ye Fuyi: "I was wondering why the lights over there are blue, and our side is all red."

"You know you're not good at lying." Ye Fu Yi raised his arms, supported his head, looked at the opposite person lazily, and smiled inexplicably, "But I don't mind."

Su Fengmian was stunned for a few seconds, he admitted that he was looking at a person, but that person had just left.So he didn't speak anymore, it was a tacit consent.

The two sat for a while in relative silence, looking at the night scene outside the window from time to time.The city is as busy at night as it is during the day, but everyone is busy with different things.

Busy with making a living during the day, busy with life at night, sometimes accidentally busy busy forget what is life, what is running around.

Ye Fuyi's steak and Su Fengmian's pasta were served at the same time, along with two glasses of white wine.

Su Fengmian doesn't eat steak - he hates using a knife.

Ye Fu Yi was cutting the beef on the plate, and suddenly raised his finger to the blue box next to Su Fengmian's arm: "You can open it now and have a look."

"What's inside?" Su Fengmian took out another small box from the blue box, he opened it again, and found a wallet lying inside, he raised his eyebrows in surprise.

"Do you like it?" Ye Fu Yi asked him, his tone seemed to be sure that Su Fengmian would like it, without the ups and downs that interrogative sentences should have.

Su Fengmian nodded, raised his face, and bumped into Ye Fuyi's black eyes like undercurrents, feeling a little disappointed for some reason.

I couldn't tell what was wrong, but Su Fengmian didn't seem to see the warmth of love in Ye Fuyi's eyes.

So he wasn't sure what the significance of this gift was.

The restaurant is very big and there are many people. The background music is a live version of Diva. In fact, the background music is played very softly to minimize its own sense of existence, but Su Fengmian can still hear it clearly.

There is a tacit silence among those who dine here.Su Fengmian doesn't like this kind of quietness.

Not long after, the two of them ate quietly until the second half, when Ye Fuyi went out to answer a phone call, Su Fengmian took a breath, put down the fork, and sighed softly.

He looked down at the oily yellow spaghetti on his plate, he really couldn't eat it anymore.He took out a tissue, wiped his mouth clean, called the waiter over, and paid the bill.

When Ye Fu Yi came back, he turned on his phone and took a look.

The classmate group of more than ten years suddenly had someone talking.A small red dot popped out, hanging on the head portrait of the graduation group photo in the chat box.

Usually in the group of classmates, there are not many people who talk bubbly for a year, and some just help to bargain for a lot, or vote for a certain child.

If you come across someone who sells insurance or borrows money here, you may receive a message that "so and so has been kicked out of the group chat by the group owner" after a few seconds.

After all, everyone knows one thing well - the relationship between the classmates more than ten years ago has faded, and if they talk about money, the friendship will be completely ruined.

Su Fengmian went in curiously, swipe up a few times, and saw the three words "Ji Zhifei" in the message sent by someone.

His heartbeat gradually accelerated, and the movement of swiping the screen slowed down. After reading what everyone said, he finally confirmed that the person whose profile picture was a few neon lights was Ji Zhifei who had just joined the group chat.

"Is this coming to eat fireworks?" The monitor of the year joked.

"It's finally here after losing contact for so long." This was said by the person who shared the dormitory with Ji Zhifei back then.

"Welcome, welcome, send a red envelope to celebrate!" Su Fengmian didn't recognize the person who said this, and he didn't recognize anyone without a note.

But a few seconds later, a red envelope from Ji Zhifei was sent out, and it took about a second or two before it was sold out.

The whole process only takes four to five seconds.

It's not that Su Fengmian didn't grab it, but he paused before clicking on the traditional Chinese character "开", and didn't click on it.With such a little hesitation, how could it be possible to snatch the red envelope from Ji Zhifei, a new celebrity.

He then glanced at the empty red envelope, which was a random amount of 200 yuan.

Su Fengmian sighed, and clicked on Ji Zhifei's profile picture again. He glanced at Ji Zhifei's WeChat name.

To be honest, he was quite curious about what ID Ji Zhifei would have, and Ji Zhifei's WeChat name did not surprise him.

It's just a boring short horizontal bar, and there is no other emotion to be seen.

Su Fengmian brushed the short horizontal bar with his finger, but felt that it was so cute.He thought to himself, if WeChat could set a blank name, would Ji Zhifei's name be blank?

His circle of friends can't be entered either, maybe only his friends can enter his circle of friends.

Su Fengmian conveniently clicked on Apply to add friends.

He also wondered why he didn't dare to grab the red envelopes, but his friends dared to add them.While Su Fengmian was thinking, he tapped his fingers lightly on the screen.

He probably didn't want to show his face in front of his classmates, he knew that those people would talk about his liking for Ji Zhifei back then.

In this way, he and Ji Zhifei would be very embarrassed.

This kind of joke can only be started in front of him alone, and no one can stop it if the gauze is pierced.

And maybe... Ji Zhifei already has a family.

That's right, he's already in his forties, how could he be as stubborn and single as Su Fengmian.

Su Fengmian tried his best not to feel disappointed about it.

Nothing could be more normal.

In the reason for the application, Su Fengmian edited and edited and finally wrote: Ask some questions about Su Luoqi's injury.

For the first time, Su Fengmian was thankful that he had a student named Su Luoqi, so he still had a reason to bother Ji Zhifei.

He anxiously waited for Ji Zhifei's reply. After waiting for 5 minutes, he quit WeChat, entered a video software, and clicked on a half-hour long video.

In this way, after he watched the video, Ji Zhifei might have already replied.Su Fengmian completely forgot that he was having dinner with Ye Fuyi.

His thoughts were wandering in the air, so he didn't look serious while watching the video. He didn't know what the main character in the video was talking about, as if they were doing makeup, talking about some kind of makeup.

What impressed me the most was the opening sentence "welcometomychannel".Afterwards, he didn't understand the fast-talking English.

It’s like when he sat in the back row of the classroom and Ji Zhifei sat in the front row when he was in class in college, Su Fengmian wouldn’t listen to what the foreign teacher said, once he caught sight of Ji Zhifei’s back, he would indulge himself in a daze and be distracted .

Halfway through the video, the waiter came over and handed him the bill and the change. He suddenly realized that Ye Fu Yi had been on the phone for nearly 10 minutes and hadn't come back yet.

And he also wandered here for 10 minutes.

Su Fengmian hastily turned off the video and switched to the WeChat interface. After a few heart thumps, he failed to live up to his expectations.

Ji Zhifei didn't reply to Su Fengmian, but Ji Zhifei said a few more words in the group during this period.

Therefore, it's not that Ji Zhifei was absent, but he just selectively ignored Su Fengmian's friend request.

Su Fengmian thought over his words "thank you" and "you're welcome", feeling a sense of loss all of a sudden, he swipe left on the screen slowly, and a red button popped out, he deleted the classmate group chat records.

However, group chats always pop up from time to time, Su Fengmian simply set up to block group messages, at this moment, he only hopes that WeChat will one day have a bottom function.

"I've been waiting for a long time." Ye Fu Yi came back as if fighting a fire.

"Is there something urgent?" Su Fengmian put away his mobile phone, and he also put away the ups and downs of emotions that were confined to a mobile phone screen just now.

Ye Fuyi took a bite of the steak and shook his head: "There is no urgent matter, just a family member of a patient causing trouble. Just now I asked Director Liu to deal with it."

"make trouble?"

"Well, it's a common thing, but those family members get discouraged after a while. Everyone knows that some people just can't be saved, and some people can only go home to recuperate. Some things are life."

"Then you know it well, why are you still making a fuss?"

Su Fengmian asked casually, but he seemed to know the answer, because these things happened to him ten years ago, people don't want to admit their fate, but after 30 years old, many things can't be done without admitting it, it will only make the fall worse Miserable, as if he just added Ji Zhifei as a friend and was ignored, like a fool.

"Because I'm not reconciled."

After Ye Fu Yi finished speaking, he took a sip of the white wine.

Su Fengmian watched him eat silently for a long time, and then said "hmm".

Ye Fu Yi stopped the knife and fork, looked up at him: "What happened?"

"It's nothing, I just had a drink and I'm a little sleepy."

"I told you, you're not good at lying." Ye Fu Yi glanced at the wine glass next to his plate, it was still as full as before, Ye Fu Yi put down the knife, clasped his hands together, and looked at Su Fengmian calmly, "Although you are 40 years old, you are still young mentally, and it is not wise to lie. I mean, at least in front of me, you don't have to fake any emotions. Of course, if you don't want to say it, I won't force you .”

Su Fengmian kept silent, as if he had made a mistake, he stared at Ye Fu Yi with innocent eyes.

"Have you ever been in a relationship?" Ye Fu Yi couldn't get used to being stared at by him, so he changed the subject.

"No." Su Fengmian replied, his words were flat, like a soft wind blowing, "I haven't talked about it, what do you think it feels like to be in love."

Ye Fu Yi looked at him and pondered for a moment, then said: "If you like, you can try it with me."

"Okay." Su Fengmian blurted out almost without thinking, and there was no excitement in his tone.

This was beyond Ye Fu Yi's expectation, Su Fengmian finally saw a little setback in his eyes.

"Don't reject me?" Ye Fuyi smiled immediately, "We have only known each other for half a year. The number of times we meet is also very small, and we don't even know each other well."

Su Fengmian shook her head: "Anyway, if I refuse you, you will have a way to make me agree."

Ye Fu Yi neither denied nor admitted it.

Su Fengmian didn't know why he agreed.

Maybe it was just now that I saw Ji Zhifei talking to other students in the group, but he didn't reply to his own message, neither refused nor approved, and simply ignored it.

At this moment, he heard the seeds that had been buried in his heart for many years were finally thrown into the sea with a thin and weak plop.

Su Fengmian waited for Ye Fu Yi to finish eating the steak, then took his car back home.However, Ye Fu Yi let him sit in the passenger seat.

Su Fengmian pulled down the seat belt, and Ye Fuyi leaned over and pulled it over for him. The movement was smooth, and the seat belt was smoothly inserted into the lock slot.

"Thank you."

"You don't need to say thank you anytime now, you know, there are some things I should do." Ye Fuyi spoke in the same tone of preaching as before, but after the preaching, he put a kiss on Su Fengmian's face.

Ye Fu Yi sat up straight, stepped on the accelerator, and the car started.

Su Fengmian looked at the night road ahead, and the neon lights ran past, Su Fengmian thought of Ji Zhifei's head portrait.

"You have been in love many times, Mr. Ye."

"Call me Fu Yi." Ye Fuyi turned on the turn signal, and heard a "da da da" sound in the car.

It took him a few seconds to switch off, turning around on the left turn ahead.

"It's a lot, do you mind?"

"I don't mind."

"You can mind." Ye Fuyi said, "I don't mind."

As soon as he finished speaking, both of them laughed.

Su Fengmian's mood became brighter, he just smiled, but his smile still froze on his face.

The car was quiet again. After driving for a while, Ye Fu Yi pulled over and stopped. He didn't know where Su Fengmian's house was.

So he asked, "Where is your home?"

"Let's go to your house." Su Fengmian said softly, turning his head to look at him, "I didn't bring the key. The key was left in the hospital."

"Fengmian, you are lying." Ye Fuyi unbuckled his seat belt, leaned closer and kissed Su Fengmian.

Su Fengmian catered to his kiss, which was a little hotter than the one during the day.

Su Fengmian knows that her grand secret love is really coming to an end today. This one-way marathon has been running for a long time, and the backlog of emotions in my heart seems to have not been alleviated. The so-called answering the lyrics that are playing in the car, I Love you until the end without pain or itching.

For him, Ye Fu Yi is a new choice.A new choice does not mean a good choice.

Su Fengmian couldn't understand Ye Fu Yi, he didn't even know anything about it.

Ye Fu Yi's kiss got deeper and deeper, Su Fengmian couldn't breathe, and was pressed on the seat by him, unable to move.

At this time, Su Fengmian's cell phone rang, but it was covered by the heavy breathing of the two people.