Xiao Nuo

When I went back to the film and television city again and came to look for Brother Li, he greeted me with a smile and said, "Ziyan heard that you came to look for her, and just now I asked where you were." I asked, "Where is Ziyan?" where?"

Brother Li waved his hand, pointed to the alley ahead and said, "She waited for you for a while, and when she saw that you didn't come, she went to the hotel in front for dinner." I was so excited that I wanted to run over to find her, Brother Li understood what I meant and said : "Let me take you there, without a work permit, there is no way to enter that hotel."

I thanked him, and he looked at me a few times, as if guessing my relationship with Ziyan.

He walked ahead, I followed behind him, he turned his head and said, "Sister, what do you call me?" I told him that my name was Xiao Nuo, and he glanced at me again and said, "Miss Xiao, you are so pretty. "

I blushed and didn't know how to answer the words, but just smiled.

He looked at me again: "You are really good-looking, have you considered entering this circle?" I said no, I was still studying, and he asked me what my plan was after finishing the book, and I said I didn't know yet, I had to see How are schools assigned.Chatted casually, turned a corner, and I saw the Lushui Hotel. Brother Li smiled and said, "Here we are." Let's go, Miss Xiao, you can contact me if you need anything." He also gave me a business card.

I took it casually, put it in my purse, and knocked on the door happily. Ziyan opened the door. When she saw me, she looked surprised, and then couldn't restrain her joy. I smiled and said embarrassedly: "It's been a long time. not see."

Ziyan stretched out her hand and pulled me in. This room is quite big, similar to an ordinary apartment in a residential area. I thought that there was no way to compare the girl’s single room with Ziyan’s room just now. By the way, I don’t know the girl’s name yet. , I forgot to ask.

There are three dishes and two soups on Ziyan's dining table, and there is a book in the corner of the table, which looks like a script.

Ziyan pulled me to sit down and asked, "Have you eaten? You just want to eat with me." She then handed me a pair of chopsticks.

I took it, picked up some food and ate it. Although I had a box lunch just now, I still want to eat with Ziyan. I haven’t eaten with her for a long time. We have been separated for a year.

While eating, Ziyan brought me food, and turned over the script in her hands with all her attention. I saw that she was eating absent-mindedly, so I advised her: "It's not too late to read the script after eating, it's not too late." Yes." Ziyan frowned and said, "You don't understand, I've been doing something wrong with today's scene, and I can't shoot the feeling the director wanted. I'll think about it carefully and try to shoot it at night, so as not to affect the progress of the crew."

Seeing how serious she was, I didn't dare to say anything more. I just ate quietly, and it was almost finished. Ziyan hadn't even eaten a few bites, and kept studying the script. Seeing this, I had no choice but to say: " Is it so difficult, the director didn't tell you the play." Ziyan said: "I've told you, but I still can't act the way the director wanted."

I saw that she was really embarrassed, so I had no choice but to get up and take her script: "You finish your meal first, no matter how important the play is, it is not as important as your body."

Seeing that the script was robbed by me, Ziyan wanted to lose her temper for a moment, but she held back and had to eat along with me.I lowered my head, flipped through the script in my hand, and saw that Ziyan's script had made a lot of marks.

Looking at the scene where she was staring at that page just now, I think it's very simple and clear, and I don't know what trapped her.

I had to ask her: "What kind of feeling does the director want?"

Ziyan ate the food: "The director said that this section needs a feeling of ashes, and there must be some sweetness in the ashes."

I said, "Yes, the director is right."

Ziyan said: "I understand too, but the director said that I only acted in despair, not the feeling he wanted."

I seemed to understand and nodded: "How is your opponent? Is he acting well?" Ziyan said: "He acted very well." I said: "Then when you act, what are you thinking about?" ?”

Zi Yan said: "I feel the character's past, and all the emotions at the moment, but the director still says that my acting is wrong."

I said: "Everything about this character is just a small part of the whole story, and it is not taken out separately. You try to feel the whole story first, and then feel this character. Maybe you will have a different feeling."

Zi Yan said: "I don't need to know all the plots, I just need to know my plays."

I said: "But the feeling the director wants is based on the whole story. If you can't be on the same basis with him, you can't make the feeling he wants."

Ziyan paused, thoughtful, and after a while, she looked at me and said, "After I finish eating, I will go to the director's room and ask him to talk to me."

I handed the script to her: "Then eat quickly, there are endless scenes to be filmed, and the body is important."

Ziyan smiled.

After dinner, she told me to take a shower and go to bed first, and let me stay here with her. After telling me these things, she went to the director's room.

After I took a shower, I lay on her bed and waited for her, but at three o'clock in the morning, she still hadn't come back. I fell asleep in a daze until I heard the rustling sound and opened my In the blink of an eye, I realized that Ziyan was undressing, lifted the quilt, and nestled in the bed. I moved back because Ziyan was completely naked.As soon as she came into the bed, she hugged me, I didn't know where to put my hands, Ziyan's head was pressed against my chest, she sighed leisurely: "Xiao Nuo, I feel very sad."

I raised my heart: "What's wrong?" Ziyan sighed again: "After I heard the director talk about all the background, and the past of all the characters and their respective fates, I felt very sad, sorry for my role, It seems that something is stuck in my heart and I can't swallow it."

I stroked her head and looked at the clock beside the bed, it was already past four o'clock in the morning.Said: "Go to rest early."

Ziyan hummed, and fell asleep in my arms, her body pressed against me tightly. I felt a little uncomfortable and said, "Why don't you wear a pajamas." Ziyan said, "No, since I was filming, I'm used to being naked. , Sleep, I feel that I can liberate myself and better devote myself to the role."

I had no choice but to let her go, but I didn't know where to put my hands. I struggled in a daze for a long time, and I fell asleep. When I opened my eyes at around seven in the morning, Ziyan was gone. Yan has already gone to filming, and just after washing up, someone knocked on the door and brought me breakfast. After eating breakfast, I found Brother Li. "Ziyan specifically said that if you come, I will let you in."

I went in, and what I saw was that Ziyan was wearing a thin gauze, snuggling in the arms of a man, and they were talking about something.

I felt a little uncomfortable all of a sudden, no wonder the scene had to be cleared, Ziyan's body was completely exposed outside, how could a layer of gauze cover it, Ziyan was crying, and that man was crying too.Make life and death the same.

I only heard the director slam, and said: "It's over, Ziyan's performance is very good, today."

Hearing that Ziyan was praised, I was very happy, but when I saw the actor helping Ziyan to get up, there was still unstoppable love in his eyes, as if there was no drama, I felt a little indescribably bored.

I was too lazy to watch, so I had to leave the studio. When I came out of the gate, I met Brother Li. He called me. I just answered casually, and I didn’t bother to talk to him.

After wandering around the film and television city for a long time, I didn't seem to have any destination, so I had to go back to the hotel, Ziyan's room.

Lying on the bed, I fell asleep unknowingly. When Ziyan came back, I didn’t wake up. I woke up because Ziyan touched my face. Ziyan took off her clothes, went to bed, and touched me again I smiled and said: "What's the matter, you go out for a day, and you don't know me anymore." Ziyan's eyes lingered on my face: "Xiao Nuo, you are so pretty, why don't you act with me."

I smiled: "I'm ugly, not good-looking."

Ziyan said: "You look very good-looking." I said: "I still have to study, I don't have time to act." Ziyan asked: "Then after you graduate, have you thought about what to do?"

I said: "If the grades are good, the school will assign you a job. You may become a policeman or a soldier." Ziyan said: "Then you are doing this to protect people. Instead of protecting others, you should protect me." I was a little surprised Said: "Protect you?"

Ziyan said: "In a few days, I will act in the summer movie "The Spy". As soon as the movie is broadcast, my reputation will also rise. At that time, I will also hire a special person to take charge of the work and protect my life." Life, safety, stuff like that."

I was a little moved by what she said: "You want me to protect you by your side." She looked at me and said, "Okay, Xiao Nuo, this year, I actually miss you very much, but I'm busy with work. I don’t have time to find you. Even if I have time, I can only ask you out for dinner. After a long time, the relationship between us will gradually fade. If you don’t care, then reject me .”

I said nervously: "Of course I care about you. I also hope to be like high school with you. We stay together for two days, study and eat together."

There was a smile in Ziyan's eyes and said: "Isn't that just right, if you stay with me, we can always be together, do you think it's okay?"

Of course it is good to be together, I am a little yearning: "But I haven't graduated yet, I have to finish my studies..." Ziyan's face is close to mine, her breath is on my face, a little itchy , I even wanted to press my body on me, I was a little embarrassed, pushed her shoulder away, touched the slippery skin on her shoulder, and said, "It's about going to school..." Ziyan looked at me and said, "It's important to go to school, Between us is more important.” I said, “Of course, between us is more important, but going to school is also very important.”

I studied hard for so long before I was admitted to this police academy, and I don't want to give up halfway like this.

Ziyan touched my face; "After going to school, it's not a part-time job or something. You would rather protect others than me."

I thought about it, and said, "I can't protect you forever. After graduation, I still have to find a job to do. After all, I have to rely on it for food, so I can't play around."

Ziyan said: "So you are worried about eating." Then, she stretched out her arm and opened the bedside table, took out a wallet from it, and took out a card for me: "This is all my money, including In the future, I will deposit all the money I can earn from being a star on this card, and this card is yours now, you can spend it as you like, as long as I, Mo Ziyan, have money, then you, Xiao Nuo, will have it too."

I don't like this: "Ziyan, this is not acceptable, no matter how good our relationship is, we can't do this, and it makes me very uncomfortable..."

Ziyan kissed my cheek: "What's wrong with you? Are you afraid that I won't be able to support you, or that I don't have enough money in this card, or you don't believe that I have money in this card? Oh, I know Now, you are afraid that one day I will run out of money in this card, right?"

I just don't like this. Ziyan is a friend, a friend who will leave at any time. I can't tie my future to her. Sticking to my face, staring at me without blinking, I heard my own voice: "You just pay my wages, I don't need this card."