you are the star that fell into my eyes

two months later.

This semester is over, Luo Zhan originally wanted to fly to the UK to find Shi Chen, but Shi Chen said that they had to go to class, so there was no time to take care of him, and he might not have time to come to him in the next one or two years, maybe the next time we meet to wait until graduation.

Luo Zhan kept telling Shichen to take good care of himself on the phone, and to think of him a thousand times a day, Shichen said dumbfoundedly that it was impossible to forget him.

After hanging up the phone, Luo Zhan suddenly put away his hippie smile. It was too uncomfortable for him not to see each other for several years. Luo Zhan thought, it would be better if he sneaked to England to have a look at the time.

However, this idea was quickly strangled by Luo's mother. Luo's mother said that Luo Zhan always wanted to go abroad. When his own money was blown by the wind, he didn't know how much it would cost back and forth, and told him not to go abroad until he graduated from university.Luo Zhan argued hard, saying that the two of them did not always go abroad.Luo's mother took it for granted that they earned the money, and he earned it himself if he was capable.

Just like that, Luo Zhan couldn't check the time at all.

During the summer vacation, Luo Zhan took Xie Nu and Xu Qiao out for a trip again. Luo Zhan and Xie Nan talked about themselves and Shi Chen. Xie Nan was shocked at first, and then he was even more shocked when he knew that Lu Zijin also supported Luo Zhan.

"You must be happy," said Xie Nu.

Luo Zhan said with a smile: "I am really grateful to all of you. My roommate also accepts that I like a boy. Shichen and I will be happy. We will share our happiness with you."

Xie Ning suddenly frowns: "I feel that Meng Ning doesn't want to talk to me recently, and it took a long time to return to the chat. I'm depressed."

"Ah? Is there something wrong with you?" Luo Zhan asked.

"No, no, I can't think of anything wrong with us," Xie Ning rubbed his hair randomly, and said with a bitter face, "After I went to college, I obviously felt that she...was not that kind to me."

Luo Zhan patted him comfortingly and thanked him: "I heard that Meng Ning is in Nanjing, and long-distance relationships are like this. After a few years, it will be fine."

"I'm a little envious of you and Shi Chen, they're both the ones who have to be with each other," Xie said angrily.

"Don't, don't, I can't afford it if you bend over," Luo Zhan quickly stopped his thoughts. Xie Chen's family is not very rich, and his family is not very good. If he likes boys, his parents will probably go crazy .

"Bah! Don't be so affectionate, I just envy the relationship between you two," Xie Angrily punched Luo Zhan, "Well, how is it today, I heard that he has contacted you."

"It's very good, everyone is very good, his world-class teacher is nice to him, and his teacher sometimes takes care of Shichen when he is abroad," Luo Zhan said.

"It's fine," Xie Nu said, "Nothing is better than everyone."

Luo Zhan looked at him and complained: "You are getting old, so sentimental."

Xie Ren's literary and artistic fantasies were immediately broken by Luo Zhan: "I'll fuck you! I'm only twenty, sir!"

In the past few years in college, Luo Zhan has been single. He can't find Shichen, and international calls are expensive. Although he is not short of the money, Shichen may not have time to call him, and the chat on Penguin has also been cut off. , It seems that Shichen abandoned this Penguin, WeChat... Shichen doesn't seem to have WeChat, so the two of them haven't communicated for two years.

In the past two years, many girls have expressed their admiration to him, but as long as the other party does not make it clear, Luo Zhan will ignore them all and reject them all.The friends around him looked at him sadly every day. It was difficult to find a girlfriend in college. So many girls liked him, but he refused to accept any of them, which made them, single dogs, grit their teeth.

We can't wait, and you don't want any of them.This hatred is pulled.

No matter what people around you persuade, you choose one, let those girls give up, and then let us get out of the order.Luo Zhan stiffened his neck and refused, it was too unprincipled!It's so bottomless!Too much to live up to his love for Shi Chen!

So in the eyes of everyone, Luo Zhan was still "single" until his junior year.

In the third year of junior year, Luo's father began to ask Luo Zhan to learn something from him. After all, Luo's company still had to be taken care of by Luo Zhan. During the summer vacation of his junior year, Luo's father called Luo Zhan to the company for an internship.

The Luo family's company has taken over many industries, entertainment, and trade, all of which are extended by the Luo family. All that Luo Zhan will take over is a huge empire. This must be a big responsibility, and Luo Zhan must shoulder it.

On this day, Luo's mother asked Luo Zhan to pick up someone at the airport.

"Who? Do you need me to pick it up?" Luo Zhan was still eating breakfast.

"This person is very important. You met each other when you were young. He is the daughter of the Luo family's cooperative enterprise." Luo Ma smiled inscrutablely.

"Who?" Luo Zhan had an ominous premonition.

Luo's mother flipped through the photos sent by others on her mobile phone, and held them up for Luo Zhan to see.

"The Tang family, Tang Ningzhi."

The Tang family is also a giant company with branches all over China. The Tang family and Luo Zhan have cooperated for five or six years and have made a lot of profits together.Luo Zhan was brought to Tang Ningzhi's birthday party by Luo's mother when she was a child. Later, Tang Ning was sent to study in the United States by her father Tang Qizhong after entering junior high school.

Counting now, Tang Ningzhi is about to graduate, so Tang Qizhong asked his daughter to come back to adapt to the company first, and then return to the United States to complete her studies.

"Mom, are you right? Why did the daughter of the Tang family ask me to pick her up? Does she not have a driver?" Luo Zhan struggled before leaving.

"Isn't this giving you a chance to get in touch with her? The daughter is so good, if you get in touch with her more, it will be easier for you to marry in the future," Luo's mother said.

"What?!" Luo Zhan suddenly stopped, "Marriage?"

Luo's mother nodded: "Yes, I have talked with Mrs. Tang, and she is also very supportive of this marriage. The two of you are well-matched, and being together is also good for the two companies."

Luo Zhan slammed the door: "No."

Luo Ma frowned: "What are you doing?"

"Don't go!" Luo Zhan's face darkened, hearing the word "marriage", he was in a bad mood, who wants to get married!

"Luo Zhan! Don't be willful," Luo's mother said seriously. Marriage is good for both families. Luo Zhan has to understand this truth.

"I'm not going!" Luo Zhan just sat down on the sofa like that, "What kind of marriage, why should I marry, why?"

"You!" Luo Ma stood up suddenly, a little angry, "The road has been paved for you, don't be self-willed at this time, you are a child of our Luo family, you should think of the Luo family!"

"I don't!" Luo Zhan roared in a low voice, and his good mood immediately disappeared. He looked up at Luo's mother, "Why arrange my future? Just because I was born in Luo's family? I was born in such a good family. Families, shouldn’t there be more choices in the future?”

"Luo Zhan!" Luo Ma slapped the table.

"I don't accept it! I, no, accept, accept! Mom, you just set up my marriage, a girl I haven't met a few times, is this suitable for you?!" Luo Zhan insisted not to be outdone .

"Appropriate?" Luo's mother took a deep breath, suddenly grabbed the bag at the side, threw it in front of Luo Zhan, and shouted at Luo Zhan, full of disappointment, "Look! Take a good look for yourself! What are you doing? ! Where are you going to put our family?! Luo Zhan, you actually... fell in love with a boy!"

Boom!Luo Zhan's mind suddenly exploded, and he was startled, looking at the photos thrown out of the bag and scattered all over the place, dozens of them, all of them were him and Shichen!

He knelt down slowly, picked up one by one with trembling hands and looked at them.

Almost all the photos were taken in England, he went to find Shichen, they entered a room, they were in a bar, they... and Shichen came to him, the moment he kissed Shichen...

Luo Zhan stared at the pile of photos in disbelief.

who took it?

Who took it? !

who is it? !

Finished!

It's over! It's over! !

I can't hide it... the time...

Luo Zhan gripped the photo tightly, squatting stiffly on the ground and couldn't get up for a long time. At this moment, he almost lost the ability to think, and the secrets he kept in his heart were all exposed, he fell, he fell into the abyss...

hour...

"You...you are really a good son of our family!" Luo's mother trembled angrily and pointed at Luo Zhan.

When she heard the news at the time, she was heartbroken and couldn't sleep at night. She had been thinking about it for a month. She was afraid that her child would be pointed out by thousands of people and discriminated against by everyone. The Luo family couldn't afford it. If it wasn't for Luo Zhan Resisting the marriage, she and Luo's father still wanted to wait for a showdown with Luo Zhan after they had found their way.

But now... I have to say that Luo Zhan is no longer a child, and he is no longer someone they can "control".

"Here, this is you... Did you find someone to take the picture?" Luo Zhan asked in a trembling voice as he looked at the pictures.

"Yes," Luo Ma said calmly, "If it weren't for these photos, I really wouldn't know that my son actually likes...men."

Luo Zhan took a deep breath and stood up: "That's it, I just like men..."

"Slap!" Luo Mama suddenly slapped Luo Zhan on the face, deflecting Luo Zhan's face, and five clear red marks immediately appeared on Luo Zhan's face, showing that Luo Mama's slap was full of strength.

But after beating Luo's mother, she cried. Luo Zhan seldom saw his mother cry. Luo's mother sat down slowly, covering her face, sobbing from her fingertips.

"Mom..." Luo Zhan said with pain on one side of his face, "I'm sorry..."

"How can you... how can you like a boy..." Luo's mother cried tremblingly, "You are the only child in our family and the only heir of the Luo family. land……"

Luo Zhan stood silently, he knew how difficult his choice would be, but it is not a sin to like someone.

"Mom, will you stop me?" Luo Zhan asked softly.He thought, even if his mother objected, there was nothing he could do. He had already engraved time deeply in his bones, in his heart, and was fused with his blood, inseparable.

"Luo Zhan... I beg you, please." Luo's mother raised her arms to hug Luo Zhan, "You can't like him, and don't like him, okay..."

Luo Zhan gritted his teeth and shook his head: "I have...Mom, I have..."

Luo Ma grabbed Luo Zhan's shoulder and asked anxiously: "You...you did that thing?!"

"I... am..." Luo Zhan suddenly became depressed.

"You...you, you are really crazy!" Luo Ma roared, "A scourge! That kid...that kid...why didn't I see that he was a scourge! What a disaster our family has suffered!"

Luo Zhan was taken aback, then smiled wryly and said: "Mom, don't talk about him, it's me...it's all me, he refused, it's me..."

Luo's mother pushed Luo Zhan and said harshly: "I don't care who it is, I will cut off all contact with him immediately, and don't contact him in the future!"

"mom!"

"Are you really clear about the current situation?!" Luo's mother stared at Luo Zhan and said sharply, "Our family has a big business, and we also have good resources in the market, but it's just like this. How many people have killed our family? Staring, how many people are waiting for our family to go down in order to seize our company. Recently, the government is also secretly investigating our company. You... You insist on making such a thing on the cusp of the storm, you are not, you want your mother and father Fate?! Homosexuality, how many people can you make a fuss about, Luo Zhan, don’t be self-willed, okay!"

"I..." Luo Zhan lowered his eyes and started sideways. Shi Chen also said similar things. It turns out that "like" is really heavy and a burden...

"Mom is not stopping you from liking someone," Luo's mother breathed a sigh of relief. To be honest, she didn't dislike it. After all, she only had one child, Luo Zhan, so she naturally wanted to give him the best. Luo Zhan can pursue what he wants , This is very good, but he has too much involvement, they are not ordinary families, she can't just ruin the whole company for the benefit of her own children, the social environment is like this, she can only stop it with all her heart.

"Mom also thinks there is nothing wrong with liking someone, but the mistake is 'the person you like is a boy'. If you are not a child of the Luo family, you don't have such a deep background, and there is no in-and-out relationship, it doesn't matter who you like," Luo said. Mom pulled Luo Zhan to sit down, and said softly, "But you are here now, and you have responsibilities according to your position, Luo Zhan... your responsibility is the entire Luo family."

"I know..." Luo Zhan said with his head down.

"I hope you can figure it out, let's meet Ningzhi, at least let the Tang family see our sincerity." Luo Ma touched Luo Zhan's head and sighed, "It would be great if you could be born in an ordinary family... "

"Do I have to marry her?" Luo Zhan asked.

"Perhaps yes, this is a bargaining chip, which is related to the future of the two families," Luo Ma said firmly, "You haven't graduated yet, so there is no need to rush this matter for now, as long as you get to know each other well."

"Oh," Luo Zhan twitched the corners of his mouth, but he couldn't laugh at all.

"Time..." Luo Zhan thought for a while and said.

"Does that child like you?" Luo's mother picked up a photo. The photo was taken in England. In the London School of Economics and Political Science, on the greenway, Luo Zhan was chatting with Shi Chen and laughing frivolously, while Shi Chen looked at it with a smile. He, the youthful and beautiful feelings can be seen at a glance, the maple leaves are flying, and the two teenagers blend into the scenery, like a painting.

Thinking of Shichen, Luo Zhan smiled: "We like each other."

"It's a disaster," Luo's mother looked at the photos and said, "This child is good-looking and excellent. It's not a 'disaster'. It's a pity that it fell into your hands."

"Mom?" Luo Zhan's expression was extremely strange for a moment.

Luo Ma kicked over and roared, "Hurry up and pick him up! His plane is almost here!"

After Luo Zhan went out, Luo Ma sat down again and looked at the photos one by one.One night, when she heard Luo Zhan calling, she felt that something was wrong, so she asked someone to follow her, but she never expected to get these photos.

Two boys, just in their prime, in their prime.Luo's mother couldn't help thinking that she met Luo's father at such an age.

At this age, both love and hate are romantic.

Luo's mother had to look at each one, Luo Zhan was smiling on each one, and the unsmiling boy in her memory was also smiling. No matter what angle they looked at, there was something touching in their eyes. Feelings - that is love from the heart.

In this era, in this society, it is not easy for people to find someone who wants to be with them for a lifetime, let alone two boys, any kind of love in this world should be recognized and tolerated.

If Luo Zhan didn't need to take care of everything behind him, it wouldn't be difficult for them to be together. It wasn't her and his father who would accompany him in the future, but the person Luo Zhan believed in.

But everything finally...if...

Luo's mother finally fixed her eyes on a photo - on the road next to Xiamen University, under the dim streetlights, a boy is kissing another boy.

I hope God can bless my child with a smooth future... Mama Luo closed her eyes.

The author has something to say: How did I write such a heart-warming text? ----!