Ben Worry

On the day when Dongchuang's incident happened, Lin Ben also suffered some physical pain after being dragged home, but his family was used to pampering him in the past, and he was not as reckless and sadistic as Father Ji.The scary thing is often not fists, an immature mind is the easiest to be shaken.

"Is that the person who hooked you up? Tell me." Father Lin gripped Lin Ben's collar viciously. "I like him! I just like him, why do you beat him like that?" Lin Ben roared against the coercion from his father. "NTMD is the heart of lard. Can a man fall in love with a man? It must be the shameless post, right?" Lin's father's words are guiding Lin Ben's thinking.Not long after the Lin family father and son arrived home, Hei Waterfall called Lin Ben's neighbor.On the phone, Black Waterfall said his thoughts bluntly: "The school leaders want to keep Ji Wuyou, but in terms of past friendships, I definitely want to keep Lin Ben. The leader said that one of the two must go. I I will find a way to let Ji Wuyou go, the premise is that you have to let Lin Ben admit that Ji Wuyou hooked up with him first, understand? If you can get this done, I can do it with Ji Wuyou .” After communicating with Black Waterfall beforehand, Father Lin made up his mind to let his son let go.

"Don't you still want to go to Beijing, Shanghai and Guangzhou to go to university? If you can't pass this level now, let alone university, you won't even get a high school diploma, and you still talk about love and love. Who are you disgusting? Who the hell taught you this ???" Lin Ben's father still scolded the son in front of him who seemed so incompetent at the time. "In order for you to go to this school, I spent 4 yuan in school selection fees, not counting the management of the school leaders. You fucking know what the hell. You will get me into trouble." Father Lin continued. "Thank you for the money you spent on me. If I hadn't been in No. [-] Middle School, I wouldn't have met Wuyou. The more you want to break us up, the more I hate you." Lin Ben said unwillingly. "Don't fucking mention that pervert's name to me. You are amazing, right? Let me tell you the truth, that pervert's family has already told the teacher that it was you who hooked up with him. It was you who shamelessly harassed him. It was you You have no face and skin and insist on being nice to others. Others said they never liked you. That pervert pushed you out without saying a word." Father Lin looked at Lin Ben with an expression of looking at a fool. explain. "Impossible, Wuyou likes me, you're lying," Lin Ben roared angrily. "Why did I lie to you? This is what your classmate told me, saying that Ji Wuyou told others in private that he was very annoying to you, and pestered him endlessly every day." Father Lin watched Lin Ben's emotions gradually lose control and chased after him talking. "Think about it for yourself? How old am I? I have seen so many things in the market. If something happens, I will put all the shit on you? Do you think you are more popular?" Father Lin locked Lin Ben's phone while talking. The room is gone.

"No, Wuyou loves me. Even if I like Wuyou first, Wuyou won't tell the teacher to hurt me. Wuyou won't. Wuyou loves me," said the teacher. After his father's repeated bombings, Lin Ben gradually began to lose his mind, and his mind was full of questions like whether he loves me or not.Lin Ben had reached the limit of his thinking, thinking about the scene when Wuyou, who had passed out in his arms, told him that you were leaving quickly, and recalled those words that his father said just now that he could not distinguish between true and false.Good and bad, true and false repeatedly eroded the little will left of the young man.

"Love me? Wuyou loves me! Why didn't he say that I love you? Why didn't he say it? Why did he say he loved me when he could protect and bear it? Does it mean that Wuyou doesn't really love me, protect? Commitment? Why didn’t he protect me?? Why did he say that he didn’t like me because I was chasing after him? Didn’t he say that he only loved me if he had to protect and take responsibility? Wuyou doesn’t love me?” Lin Ben’s brain is now in confusion It was filled with all kinds of chaotic thoughts that this age couldn't bear, and it almost collapsed.

Lin Ben just lay on the bed thinking about all the possibilities, whether to love or not, finally Lin Ben opened his eyes, thinking dully: "Wuyou actually doesn't love me, if he loves me, he won't love me." When I said those words to the teacher, he would not admit it, this is protection, and I also don’t admit it, this is also protection, that’s right, Wuyou must not love me.” Compared with Father Ji’s fist violence, Father Lin’s tactics It seems to be more clever, but the harm it brings is also greater. Lin Ben's deep love for Wuyou and those previous pictures are repeatedly reorganized and changed in Lin Ben's mind. The more confused Lin Ben thinks, the more he gets. The more confusing the answer, the more hurtful it was, so I kept thinking about it all night until dawn.

Before Lin Ben got up, Father Lin came to the bedside and said: "The school called me and said that the man had already gone to school with his father, and said that he put all the responsibility on you, the school Only one of the two is left, and he passed the responsibility to you. Who do you think will leave? Being persuaded to leave with such a stain may also mean expulsion. No matter how capable I am, no high school will want you. Graduated from junior high school What can you do? Distribute leaflets on the street? Or go to the side of the road to shine shoes? You are not sensible, if you still want to go to school, I will find a way to ask your school leaders, you give me in the house Reflect on it." Lin Ben didn't doubt his father's words this time, thinking why Wuyou did this, did he really hate himself so much, or was he lying to himself from the beginning.Recalling the first two people on the way home, Wuyou didn't pay much attention to him, and they didn't say a word. No matter how he tried to please Wuyou, he was still a little cold. The more Lin Ben thought about it, the more he felt that Ji Wuyou Didn't like myself from the start.He hated himself for being so stupid and believed in Ji Wuyou, but in the end, he couldn't go to school and was expelled with a taint.

Lin Ben just waited foolishly at home for a day, waiting for his father to bring some good news, at least he didn't want to be fired with such a taint.At dinner, Lin's father brought a piece of news that shocked Lin Ben at this time. "The school leaders have decided to let that person stay, because his grades are better than yours, and he said that everything was initiated by you, but he didn't respond to you much. You find an opportunity to go to school to pack your things and say goodbye to your classmates , remember to thank you, Mr. Zhang, for taking care of you these days. Do you have to know after packing up everything? The main thing is to give me a word of thanks." Father Lin said calmly while eating with.After hearing the news, Lin Ben stood up suddenly and was about to go out. Father Lin smiled and continued to eat when he didn't stop him.