Bastards are difficult

There is nothing wrong with Zhang Xiu himself, it is the first time he saw such a bloody killing and he was frightened a little bit, so he will be fine after resting for a few days.

It's just that the body is good, but the mental state has not improved.

Zhang Xiu now only needs to close his eyes to see the arrows swishing indiscriminately, as well as the blood-stained grassland, the stumped limbs and dead bodies, never disappearing from sight.

Under such insomnia, Zhang Xiu quickly lost weight.

The flesh on his body has begun to decrease since his body began to grow taller, but overall it seems that he has suffered a little more than his chubby body when he first arrived, and now he is losing flesh at a speed visible to the naked eye, almost every day .

Half a month later, Zhang Xiu's face, which was a bit fat and baby-fat, had lost a pointed chin.

It was at this time that Zhang Xiu saw her true appearance clearly.

In the past, the chubby ones were unisex and cute. Now, if you don’t look at the hair, you’re just a girl. Look at the round almond-shaped eyes, the light-colored willow-leaf eyebrows, and the two small dimples on the melon seed’s face (It’s okay if you don’t laugh), with a small pointed chin, and a thin body. Who would think of him as a boy? If you don’t know him, you will think that some girl is naughty and plays in men’s clothes.

Zhang Xiu was both happy and worried about this.

Even though he is pure O, even though he once dreamed that he had a handsome face, but when such a face really became a reality, he didn't like it anymore.

He is a man, so it is natural for him to want to be handsome, but this kind of handsomeness does not mean turning into a sissy.Even if he is pure 0, he is still a man, and the most annoying thing is a sissy.

Now this sissy face turned into herself.

It's nice to be able to look good, but it's not happy to be like this.

In the past two years, he has a preliminary understanding of the rules of this world.

Compared with the Ming Dynasty in another world, although the folk customs of Dasheng cannot be compared with that of Tang and Song Dynasties, it is considered more open than that of Ming and Qing Dynasties.

At least there is no complete ban on women from the streets, let alone weird foot bindings.

Foot binding began in the Song Dynasty and became popular in the Ming and Qing Dynasties. There was also a frenzy of foot binding in the Dasheng Dynasty. At that time, Dasheng had just established the country and the situation was unstable. Many meritorious officials and their families suffered disaster because their bound feet were too late to escape. The emperor was furious , directly wrote the illegal foot binding into the Dasheng rate, and even stipulated that women with small feet should not be regular wives. If there are more than two women in the family who bind feet Regardless of whether men or women are treated as illegitimate children (unrecognized illegitimate children), this directly deprives them of their inheritance rights.

At that time, there were some Taoists who were blah, blah, blah.Then you bind your feet well and serve your ancestors.

During that time, there were many strange phenomena of men walking crookedly, and this incident is still circulating today.

Zhang Xiu heard about it by accident, and laughed so hard that he almost rolled over.

He just said he felt strange, it turned out that his aunt and mother didn't bind their feet.

Of course, there is another one that is more popular in the upper class, and that is the prevalence of masculinity.

The so-called masculinity prevailing here is actually going to a small house or raising a child, and some are playing with their own servants.

There are also some men of similar status and knowledge who have crossed the road as confidants, but this is very rare.

No matter how popular the south wind is, in this era when there are three unfilial sons and no descendants, it is still despised to be with men regardless of incense.

As far as he knows, there are actually a few male actors in Prince Jing's mansion, and their name tags are also concubines, but they are still in the inner house, and they have no chance to see that's all, their status is not much higher than that of the maids go.

Boys with his looks are the most popular.

It's also fortunate that the Zhang family is also a powerful class, otherwise his appearance would be the source of disaster.

But he can't disfigure himself, he can't just disfigure himself before the flower picker comes, right?Besides, he still wants to be an official. If he loses his appearance, he will not be qualified to be an official.Besides, as long as he is powerful enough, so what if he grows up to bring disaster to the country and the people (in fact, it is not to this extent, Zhang Xiu is just too narcissistic and a little unreasonable to worry about)?Could it be that who dares to hit his mind on him?

Thinking about it this way, Zhang Xiu felt more at ease, and in the future, he will study hard even more, and learn martial arts. The reason why sissies are sissies is because they don't have a good body and good skills. As long as he is good, even if it is martial arts Even a master can kill and maim opponents, so what else is there to worry about?

Zhang Xiu, who was worried about herself, finally felt relieved when she thought of this, well, the goal in the future is to be able to be a minister, and it is enough to be under one person and above ten thousand people.

Of course, some bits and pieces of self-defense items are essential, such as pepper powder packed in Xiaohe (mainly because Columbus has not passed the pepper to China), lime powder and the like, daggers are also essential, Hidden arrows should also be equipped.

Suffering from persecution paranoia, Zhang Xiu almost forgot those nightmares after such a toss.

The news that Mingyan reported back was basically worthless.

Prince Jing's mansion must be in a state of chaos now that this happened, it's fine for Zhang Xiu to go by himself, it's good for Mingyan to go without being locked up, Mingyan only dared to take a look from a distance.

However, I haven't received any bad news in the past few days, such as going to attend the funeral of a certain person in Prince Jing's Mansion, which means that the person was injured at most, and his name is worry-free.

Having thought about her future direction and determined her self-defense weapons, knowing that the person she cared about was nothing serious, Zhang Xiu felt relieved.

This goal was established, and the mind was no longer in a daze, and the speed of mental seeing improved.

After a few days, her sallow face turned rosy, and Aunt Yu finally relaxed and could concentrate on taking care of her youngest son.

Because of Zhang Xiu's improvement, the little girl Zhang Suxin no longer forbids her to visit her brother, and the little girl doesn't have any playmates, so she ran to Zhang Xiu's yard every day.

During Zhang Xiu's recuperating days, he finally figured out all the corners and corners of his yard, and also cultivated feelings with his younger sister and two younger brothers by the way.

The names of the two little guys have finally been decided, the eldest brother is named Zhang Lun (LUN), and the second brother is named Zhang Luo.

The two children are just four or five months old, and they are chubby and just able to turn over. They are obedient and listen to the sound, and they can see things clearly. Zhang Xiu took his younger sister Zhang Suxin to tease the two children every day when he was bored. The girl was much happier.

After the special crutch he designed was ready, he took the crutch to see Gao Jin. Before he was ill, Aunt Yu didn't allow him to move, let alone leave the hospital. He just asked someone to send some money and money to the two of them. herbs.

The body of this crutch is willow wood, and the joints are made of thin iron sheets and rivets. Not only can the length be adjusted freely, but the support rod is also wrapped with two layers of sable skin, and even the bottom is made of buffalo leather. For shockproof use, the most important thing is that as long as the bottom of the crutch is pulled out, it will be a glaring gun point, and there is a hidden groove in the support rod that can only shoot embroidery needles, which can hide thirty embroidery needles at a time. Needle, if it is poisoned, it will really make people guard against it.

Zhang Xiu was quite satisfied with his design, but even with the amount of iron he used too much, he was out of breath after walking three to 40 meters on his shoulders, so he had to hand over the crutches to the odd number to carry them.

The Zhang family has a small population, and many courtyards are empty, some of which are allocated to guards and servants.

Zhang Quan and Gao Jin lived in a small courtyard in the northeast corner, and there was a servant waiting on them.

The injury this time was purely accidental. When the accident happened, both of them thought that they would not survive. After finally surviving, Gao Jin was seriously injured again.

Even if he recovers from his injury, his whole life will be over, and he has no other livelihood, can he be supported by Zhang Quan?Not to mention that Zhang Quanle was not happy, even if Zhang Quanle was happy, Gao Jin himself was not happy either.

Because of worries about the future, despite taking good medicine, Gao Jin often had fever repeatedly, and the wound never healed, and even began to fester.

Because of the despair about the future, Gao Jin, who was always optimistic, couldn't laugh anymore. This gentle young man lost his usual good temper, and he was easy to talk about when he was sick. Like the living dead.

Zhang Quan saw the pain in his eyes and his heart, but there was nothing he could do. Gao Jin didn't talk to him at all, and even refused to take medicine these days.

Zhang Quan understood that Gao Jin was thinking about it. If he hadn't packed up all the sharp things, he might have seen a corpse the next day. Because of Gao Jin's dangerous mentality, Zhang Quan didn't dare to leave for a moment. , and even took his own quilt to sleep on the same bed with Gao Jin, for fear that he would be overwhelmed and commit suicide.

So when he heard that Zhang Xiu was coming, Zhang Quan couldn't help showing a joyful smile on his always expressionless face. Gao Jin had always had a good time with this young master, so he always listened to brother Xiu's words, right? !