I don't want to play anymore

Zhang Ye followed Cheng Yang into the room. Cheng Yang poured pure water into the kettle, pressed the button, turned around and said, "Wait a while."

Zhang Ye nodded, seeing Cheng Yang walking into the room, he followed behind him unconsciously: "Your friends, are they coming to play for a few days?"

"Not sure." After all, there are still a few days before the end of the month, Cheng Yang stood still in front of the cabinet, looked back at him, and opened the door of the cabinet, "Teacher Chang's mental state is not stable. He's in good shape and they might stay a few more days."

While talking, Cheng Yang had already taken out the clothes for sleeping from the closet.

"What do you mean?" Zhang Ye asked, staring at his profile.

Cheng Yang's arm holding his clothes hangs down, glances at Zhang Ye, and walks around him: "Teacher Chang, he was a little stimulated before, but he's much better now."

"Who is that Taozi?" Zhang Ye asked.

"I was born alone, and he took care of Teacher Chang after I joined the group."

"What about Chang Jun? Why doesn't she care about her brother?" Zhang Ye asked again.

Cheng Yang stopped and turned to look at Zhang Ye: "How do you know that Chang Jun is his sister?"

"Guess, when I saw Chang Jun in your room that night, there was a cake. You said it was Teacher Chang's birthday, so it shouldn't be Chang Jun who celebrated her birthday that day, because if that was the case, the crew must have celebrated her birthday. Then……"

If Cheng Yang hadn't been dull due to drinking, he would immediately think of Zhang Ye's conjecture, but even after drinking, his reaction was not too slow, he nodded before Zhang Ye finished speaking, and then automatically connected The previous question was explained: "Chang Jun also wants to take care of it, but Teacher Chang is also willing. Their parents have divorced for many years, and the siblings are one on each side. They are not very familiar with each other. Chang Jun only found out after something happened. past."

"What about Mr. Chang's family? His father or his mother, why don't they care about him?" Zhang Ye asked again.

"Because he came out of the closet before, his father no longer recognizes him, and he has already broken the father-son relationship." Cheng Yang had already walked to the door of the bathroom. After saying this, he looked back at the chapter page, and then pointed inside: "When the water is boiled, you soak it yourself. Don't burn it. I'm going to take a bath."

After coming out of the restaurant, Cheng Yang was more silent than usual, and there was nothing unusual about him. Perhaps he really did not drink too much as he said, otherwise he would tell himself not to burn himself. Zhang Ye laughed silently in his heart: " Oh, you also slow down and slip carefully."

"I said I didn't drink too much." Cheng Yang emphasized again.

"I know, you didn't drink too much, go take a shower." Looking at it this way, he was actually a little drunk, Zhang Ye couldn't help but feel amused in his heart, and decided not to be as knowledgeable as drunk people.

Cheng Yang stared at him with an aggrieved expression: "I know you still don't believe me."

At this moment, Cheng Yang's eyes were very bright, moist and bright, and the tails of his eyes were slightly red, probably because of drinking alcohol. Zhang Ye met his eyes, and his heart beat extremely fast. Emotionally, he was softened by Cheng Yang's appearance, and his voice was a little lower: "I believe it."

Cheng Yang gave him a suspicious look, then turned and went into the bathroom.

After the bathroom door was closed, Zhang Ye raised his eyelids again. He stared at the door for a while, and then glanced at the boiling kettle. There were tiny bubbles rising from the glass kettle, and it seemed that the water was about to boil. , he then turned and walked over.After pouring the water, Zhang Ye put down the kettle. I remembered that Zhao Duoduo said before that boiling water is not suitable for making honey. On the table, staring at the water in the glass in a daze.

Cheng Yang said that the teacher came out of the closet, so he fell out with his family, which means that Cheng Yang does not dislike homosexuality.

His father didn't care about him anymore, he was mentally unstable, and he didn't know his sister well, so it was normal for Cheng Yang and Fa Xiao to take care of him.

But this just shows that Cheng Yang is very... close to him?

Zhang Ye suddenly felt sore and swollen. After drinking, the young master had already forgotten about his position, and bit his lower lip again and again, calmly sour.

Staring at the water glass for another 3 minutes, or [-] seconds, Zhang Ye blinked, his eyelids were so heavy, it might be because of the alcohol, he felt dizzy in his head, and his limbs were weak, so he raised his hand to touch the glass , the water was still very hot, so hot that he immediately took it away.

Forget it, sit down and wait.

Zhang Ye closed his eyes and shook his head. The dizziness in his head was not relieved, and his thoughts did not become clearer just because he shook his head twice. He opened his eyes, turned and walked towards the sofa.

Cheng Yang was actually drunk too, and he didn't realize it until he started to shiver in the cold water for a long time. He turned up the water temperature a bit, and after a long time in the shower, he didn't remember to wash his hair...

He didn't remember Zhang Ye until he came out of the bathroom and walked towards the bed. He stood still and looked around, and found that Zhang Ye had fallen asleep on the sofa.

Cheng Yang put the towel around his neck, rubbed his eyes, and suddenly remembered that he hadn't drunk the honey water yet. His gaze went back and forth between the glass water cup on the table over there and the chapter pages on the sofa, and finally thought , or sleep is more important, Zhang Ye must be exhausted after walking with him for a long time today, if he wakes him up to drink a glass of water, won't it not be worth the candle if he can't fall asleep after drinking.

So Cheng Yang went around to the front of the sofa, bent down and got Zhang Ye's legs hanging under the sofa to the sofa, helped him take off his sneakers, found a thin blanket for him to put on his stomach, and gave him another pillow on the bed Pad it under the neck, then turn off the light, go to bed and lie down.

It was not easy for him to fall asleep after drinking. Occasionally, the light from the car lights on the road outside the hotel slanted in through the gaps in the curtains and hit the ceiling. He opened his eyes and stared at the flashing light at that time in a daze. irrelevant.

He thought for a while, Zhang Ye also came to drink honey water in his room last time when the crew had a dinner together. Zhu Zhenting was looking for trouble that night. They came to this room directly after they came out from Wu Zhen's side. Everyone was in a bad mood at that time. He mixed honey with cold white, and Zhang Ye left after drinking.

After a while, I thought again, Zhao Tao and Teacher Chang are here, if there are any fun and delicious things nearby, I can take them to try.

After a while, he remembered the dinner at night, the movie Sun Linyue mentioned, and Zhu Chenxing. He always felt that the relationship between him and Sun Linyue was delicate, and Zhang Ye seemed to know it.Then when I entered the box, why was Zhang Ye unhappy?

In the end, his thoughts returned to Mr. Chang and Zhao Tao. All the things that happened before were accompanied by dizziness after drunk, which made him feel depressed and painful.

He had a lot of dreams that night, for a while, he was on the beach full of huge waves, and for a while, he was on the high school campus, and the rented house where a lot of blood was dripping on the ground...

Zhang Ye didn't sleep very well that night. Even though he was very tired, he still hated the sofa in his dream because it was too soft and uncomfortable. All kinds of things were interrupted, and finally when he was about to go to bed, the bed suddenly sank to the ground in front of his eyes. He woke up suddenly, and his heartbeat returned to normal after hysteria for a while, and then he found himself sleeping on the sofa. After dreaming of looking for a bed everywhere, he reacted for a few seconds before he remembered what happened last night before going to bed.

This is Cheng Yang's room, and this is the sofa in Cheng Yang's room.

He noticed again the thin blanket on his body and the pillow under his neck, and the shoes...

He didn't drink the honey water yesterday, and he had a slight headache at the moment. He rubbed the center of his brows, remembering that he was sitting here waiting for the water to warm up, and then fell asleep. It seems that the shoes are Cheng Yang's. Help him take it off.

He took off the blanket and sat up, the room was very quiet, only the faint light came in through the cracks in the curtains, the surroundings were in darkness, he curled up his knees, sat on the sofa for a while, leaned over and looked at the big bed inside At first glance, Cheng Yang's figure under the blanket was a bit blurred, only a slender silhouette could be seen, but by coincidence, Cheng Yang turned over and happened to face him.

At that moment, Zhang Ye's breath was suffocated.Fortunately, Cheng Yang didn't wake up, just turned over and didn't move. Zhang Ye slowly relaxed, and then began to think about whether to leave now while Cheng Yang was still awake, or wait for Cheng Yang to wake up and say hello before leaving.

But after much deliberation, it seems that either way is quite embarrassing.

The young master who was sober suddenly became ashamed, sitting on the sofa and worrying earnestly, but he didn't realize that Cheng Yang on the bed over there had already woken up, and he didn't get up just because he wanted to stay longer.

Zhang Ye thought about it for a while, and finally decided to check the time first. If it is still early, then go back, otherwise it would be really silly to sit here. Just when he just touched the phone and hadn't had time to take it out, the room The cell phone rang suddenly.

It was Cheng Yang's alarm clock that rang.

Zhang Ye suddenly felt guilty, and instinctively let go of the tug-of-war in his heart before, bent down to look for shoes, and prepared to leave quickly before Cheng Yang woke up.

It's a pity that it was too late, and Cheng Yang knocked the bell off in less than three seconds.

Cheng Yang threw the phone back on the bedside table and turned on the light in the room.

Zhang Ye sighed slightly when the light came on, turned around to say hello, "It's six o'clock?"

"Well," Cheng Yang lifted the blanket and sat up, "Yesterday I saw you fell asleep, so I didn't call you. Don't you have a headache now?"

"It's okay." Zhang Ye bent down to tie his shoelaces.

"I was afraid that you would fall off the sofa, but you slept soundly." Cheng Yang said again.

Cheng Yang's voice was a bit hoarse just after waking up. Although he spoke with a smile, Zhang Ye still felt that after waking up from sleep, Cheng Yang's attitude seemed a little different from last night.

After eating last night and drinking later, when he wanted to be intimate with Cheng Yang, Cheng Yang would co-operate with him, but now... Although he was talking about caring, it always made him feel polite. illusion.

Zhang Ye was suddenly a little irritable. At this moment, he had the urge to say something clearly, but the time in the morning was tight, and he also knew that now was not the most suitable time.

He finally suppressed all his urges, got up from the sofa and said to Cheng Yang: "I'm going back to my room, you can collect the blanket and pillow yourself."

"Yeah." Cheng Yang smiled and nodded.

It wasn't until he heard the sound of the door opening and closing next door that Cheng Yang came back to his senses.

He thought a lot last night, some of which were not, the present, the past, his own, and other people's.

Although it was confusing, he thought about some things clearly.

When he first found out that he had a crush on Zhang Ye, he told himself that filming should be the first priority, and don't rush to get rid of that emotion. As long as you have a good sense of proportion, after the filming and the filming, everything will return to the right track.

But recently he found that he has no way to grasp the so-called sense of proportion. He would think about the future after filming, some very realistic things.

He can perceive Zhang Ye's attitude towards him, and he is willing to respond with ambiguity, but since when it comes to the future and reality, there are many examples around him. From Teacher Chang, he already knows that this road is not good Walk.

Difficulties may be good, but if they are not done well, they will be extremely tragic.

As for Zhang Ye's family background and Zhang Ye's future path, there is a huge gap between them fundamentally.

The current state of Zhang Ye may be due to the influence of this drama. The emotions of the characters in the drama have been placed on the actors for more than ten years, and it will take a few months to complete.

So he can no longer pamper himself, let alone Zhang Ye.

It may be nothing to him to make a mistake, but it is unknown to Zhang Ye.

Taking a ten thousand step back, even if Zhang Ye is true to him, of course this is just his very slim and almost hopeless expectation. Then we have to wait until the end of the drama, everyone calm down and think clearly.

Cheng Yang sighed softly, bent down to pick up the pillow and blanket from the sofa, turned and went to the bathroom.