I don't want to play anymore

It was already past one o'clock in the morning when we returned to the hotel after the posing. Liu Dongdong was still in a daze. He was shocked by the speed of the company's public relations. He wanted to say something to Zhang Ye, who was already sleepy: "I'll go back to the company tomorrow, let's talk about it when I go back to the company."

In fact, sleepiness is one aspect, and exhaustion is the main reason.

"Then I'll make you some honey water." Liu Dongdong said.

"No need, I'm almost sober." Zhang Ye waved his hand and closed the door.

Zhang Ye fell on the bed too lazy to move, very sleepy and tired, but his brain was still highly excited and couldn't fall asleep at all.

What do you mean by stealing chickens and losing money? Last time he wanted to 'fish' at the food stall, he didn't catch any fish, and was photographed.

In order to create a false effect, they went to the alley behind the stall at night. He and Sun Linyue's assistant borrowed a seat to take a group photo, and then several people took a group photo. Shou, the 'hammer' has saved enough.

Tomorrow morning, the marketing account will release a highly blurry photo to test the water, and the company will decide whether to release a 'clarifying' photo based on the follow-up situation.On the way back, Sun Linyue said that when he was hacked before, the company had done similar operations, and the effect was not bad.But the chapter page is not hacked this time, it can only be regarded as 'self-defense'.

He lay down for a while and still couldn't fall asleep, sat up again, hesitating whether to take a shower or not, he is not in a good mood now, although the problem seems to be solved, although Shan Jie said that many people in the circle have done this before, He is not the first, nor will he be the last, but the fact that he created a 'gossip girlfriend' for himself still makes him feel uncomfortable.

It was late at night, and the hustle and bustle of the street outside the window could hardly be heard, and the house was very quiet.In the silence, the vibrating sound of the mobile phone was particularly abrupt. Zhang Ye struggled to find the mobile phone from under the quilt. He was a little surprised when he saw that it was Zhang Wen calling, since it was already so late.

After the call was connected, Zhang Ye gave a 'hello', but the other party didn't speak. Zhang Ye was silent for a few seconds, so he had to ask: "Is there anything wrong?"

"I'm here with Shan Jie." Zhang Wen said.

What I mean by that is - Zhang Wen knows everything about him.

"I can't sleep, I want to chat with you, but I don't know what to talk about." Zhang Wen sighed and said, "What about you? Did you just go back to the hotel?"

"Yeah." Zhang Ye rubbed his nose. He felt a little fever in his stomach, and he pressed it a few times. It was really uncomfortable, and he sat up on the bed again.

"I remember you said before that you don't think those people don't take responsibility."

Sure enough, Zhang Wen knew herself best. Zhang Ye was stunned for a moment, and said with a wry smile, "So you called me in the middle of the night to make fun of me. I finally lived the life I hated."

"No," Zhang Wen denied, "I admit that I have always wanted you to leave that circle, but these are two different things. I want you to come back out of the best interests, and now I care about you because of the relationship between us. You don’t have to feel depressed or guilty, you make a choice, which shows that you think it’s worth it. No matter what people do, the most important thing is that you think it’s worth it. Now you have found the person who makes you feel worth it, and you have done it Things that make you feel worthwhile, it’s good, it’s really good.”

Zhang Wen has always been calm and sensible enough. It is precisely because of these that Zhang Ye cannot get close to her when she grows up. She treats you well and will clearly tell you why she treats you well. This makes the relationship that was originally a family relationship , also reveals a sense of alienation.Whenever Zhang Ye thinks of these things, he always thinks of an old saying, when the water is clear, there will be no fish.He didn't like it, but he was used to it.

After being silent for a long time, Zhang Ye laughed and laughed at himself, "That's why I came to express condolences."

"That's right." Zhang Wen said.

Zhang Ye had already walked to the table, he switched the phone to his left hand, picked up the kettle, poured half a glass of cold white water, raised his neck and drank it in one gulp, then switched the phone to his right hand again: "You have other things to do?" ?"

"Are you coming back tomorrow?" Zhang Wen asked.

"I haven't made up my mind yet." Zhang Ye's original intention was to go to City A first, and it was an excuse to go back to the company, and the purpose was to meet Cheng Yang, but now that something happened on the Internet, he knew that he was on the cusp of a storm, and whether this is the right time to meet again Cheng Yang, he couldn't figure it out either.

"Come back, Shan Hao is engaged, grandparents are back, let's meet the family, and I will fly over here with Shan Jie tomorrow morning," Zhang Wen said.

The old Mr. Zhang and the old lady have been abroad since they didn’t care about the company’s affairs. They haven’t returned to China for several years. The old man came back from a long distance. He also made the decision for him. In fact, it's not that he couldn't figure out the situation. He also knew that it was not good to go to Cheng Yang at this time, but he just missed that person too much.

"Well, I see, I'll change the ticket." Zhang Ye went back to the bed and sat down on the small blanket in front of the bed.

"Shan Jie asked me to bring you a sentence."

"Tell me, I'm listening." Zhang Ye bent one leg and put his arm on his knee.

"She has already negotiated with the marketing account that broke the news before. The other party sent a friendly message, saying that you should be careful and avoid suspicion. Someone in the circle wants to mess with Cheng Yang. The person who took the photo said he didn't take it. To high-definition pictures, but who knows, maybe I don’t want to cause trouble, maybe I didn’t give enough money. This time it’s like this, but there’s no guarantee for the future.”

Zhang Ye almost couldn't hold back a swear word, and asked after holding back: "Shan Jie checked it out, is it Yiyu's Wang Biao?"

"Not yet, not so fast," Zhang Wen sighed, "But it's almost the same. Cheng Yang has never offended anyone except him in the circle. Shan Jie will help you out with this tone, but not Now."

"This bastard!" Zhang Ye still couldn't help cursing.

"Okay." Zhang Wen used a soothing tone, but the tone was very cold. She always knew that Zhang Ye was a person who could control his emotions, and he was smooth in dealing with others. She hadn't seen him so angry in many years. , I was a little surprised for a while, it seems that Cheng Yang is very important to her brother, after a pause, she said: "It's getting late, go to bed early."

After hanging up the phone, Zhang Ye raised his head and leaned against the bed behind him. He didn't know why he was so angry, but when he thought of Wang Biao coveting Cheng Yang, he was very angry.

He wanted to talk to Cheng Yang, but when he saw the time on the phone, he dismissed the idea again, opened the dialog between the two on WeChat, read the message from beginning to end, and then opened the photo album again.There are very few photos in his mobile phone album, except for a few landscape photos, the rest are Cheng Yang, and there are a few photos of him and Cheng Yang, he looked at them one by one, recalling the mood when he took these photos, Slowly, the anger in my heart subsided, leaving only my heart full of longing.

The yearning scratches the heart and liver, but there is no outlet to vent.

The night was really too deep, so deep that he remembered last night in the bathroom, Cheng Yang's thin back was pressed against the glass, water droplets rolled from his chin, rolled over his Adam's apple, so sexy.Think of his sparkling eyes and the red corners of his eyes, he hugged his arms tightly, his nails dug into his flesh, the scorching/hot panting/breath he sprayed on his neck when rhythm/moving, and his unusual softness lips...

Zhang Ye finally got up from the rug, unbuttoned his shirt, and walked to the bathroom.

He rarely makes this for himself. With the same hands, Wu Zhen once said that he can be a hand model. Of course, Cheng Yang can too. Cheng Yang's hands are also very beautiful, strong and flexible, but in At this time, there is a very big difference between the two...

After waking up the next day, Zhang Ye immediately picked up the phone, fearing that there might be missed calls or messages.

But nothing, he scratched his hair and called Cheng Yang.

It took a long time for the call to be connected, and he heard a very noisy background sound on the other side.

"Are you up?" Cheng Yang asked.

"Well, I just woke up, how about you?" Zhang Ye asked.

Cheng Yang slept on his grandfather's hospital bed for a while last night, and he woke up when the nurse came to make rounds before dawn.

"I've been up for a while. Now the doctor is here to make rounds. I'll call you back later."

"OK, bye."

Several doctors in the department had already checked the bed inside, and walked over to Cheng Yang's bed. Cheng Yang stepped aside so that the doctor could examine his grandfather.

After the examination, a doctor wearing glasses turned to look at him and said, "Are you the patient's?"

"I'm his grandson." Seeing that the doctor seemed to want to say something, Cheng Yang glanced at the old man on the bed and said to the doctor, "I'll find you in the office later."

The doctor nodded and left the ward with the rest of the doctors.

"Carambola." The old man said with difficulty and weakness with his lips moving.

Cheng Yang hurriedly turned around and squatted down in front of the bed: "Grandpa, I called the meal, I'll help you up, you eat first."

The old man's thin hand tremblingly stretched out from under the quilt, and took Cheng Yang's hand: "Yangtao, I want to go home, I don't want to be treated, it hurts too much, it's too uncomfortable."

At that time, after an operation, the old man didn't cry out pain or say a word of suffering, which shows how uncomfortable the old man is now, which made Cheng Yang feel even more uncomfortable. He held the old man's hand: "The doctor will find a way, I will go and tell the doctor .”

The old man wanted to say something, but he coughed violently before he opened his mouth. Cheng Yang quickly rubbed his chest and said, "Don't worry, I'll go and tell the doctor, it doesn't count if we say anything, just listen to the doctor."

The old man's chest heaved up and down, and there was a 'ho ho' sound in his chest, like an old bellows: "Go home, go home..."

"Okay, go home, let's go home, don't worry." Cheng Yang frowned and his voice became hoarse.

Li Jianqun happened to come in from the outside, and walked to the bed in two or three steps: "What's the matter?"

The old man rolled his eyes, saw that it was his son, looked at him and said, "Go home, bring me home."

Li Jianqun said: "Why don't you live well here? Why do you want to go home? I also asked for leave and came back here to serve you here. What are you afraid of?"

The old man was panting so badly that he couldn't speak, and looked at Cheng Yang again. Cheng Yang knew what grandpa meant, and he immediately said, "Look, my uncle is here too, and I'll go back to school later, don't worry, You won't miss class."

The old man rolled his eyes and looked at the ceiling above his head, his mood gradually stabilized.

Cheng Yang glanced at his uncle: "You feed the porridge in the thermos to grandpa, I'll go to the doctor."

Li Jianqun waved his hands and said, "Go, go."

The doctor still advised them to treat conservatively, while pointing out that his grandfather's condition was very bad and he might be in danger at any time.

"Is there really no other way?" Cheng Yang felt heavy and depressed, feeling extremely uncomfortable.

"Currently, our hospital's technology is just like this. I will adjust the medication for the problem you just mentioned to relieve the patient's pain as much as possible." The doctor turned the pen and inserted the pen into his chest pocket. is leaving.

"What about the transfer?" Cheng Yang asked again.

The doctor smiled wryly: "Going to other hospitals with higher medical standards may be effective, but I can only say that your family's situation is not optimistic. You are old, chronically malnourished, and your health is poor. , would be fatal to a patient like him, not to mention that he himself has just completed a year of cancer surgery and is still recovering in all aspects, and his body is really weak."

"I see." Cheng Yang's heart sank, he hastily thanked the doctor, and hurried out of the office.

At the end of the corridor is the toilet. When he entered the toilet cubicle, he couldn't help it any longer. With the sound of flushing water, he yelled in a low voice twice, and tears came out. When life was hard before, he said he didn't want to After studying, I want to sell vegetables with my grandpa. Grandpa said to let him study hard, and when he is admitted to university, he can also enjoy the blessings.He is admitted to university now, but life is still so difficult. Not only can he not let his grandfather enjoy the blessings with him, but he can't even afford the cost of better treatment for the old man.

The old man kept saying that he wanted to go home and that he was going to die. In fact, he just didn't want to increase his burden, and was afraid that he would delay his studies. The more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt, and he felt useless. Those thoughts of self-destruction that he had suppressed for a long time endured I can't help but want to show my head a little bit.

After finally adjusting his emotions, he came out of the cubicle, washed his face on the faucet outside, stared at his bloodshot eyes in the mirror, tried his best to stretch his brows, and told himself that he was going back to the ward, no Let grandpa see his frowning look.

Before entering the ward, he heard the all-too-familiar quarreling sounds, and the suppressed anger and all kinds of pain in Cheng Yang's heart suddenly burst out again.

My aunt just doesn't know how to read facial expressions, or she does, but she doesn't feel the need to read a nephew's facial expressions. She continued to push her cowardly husband: "Who told you to come back, you will have money if you come back and guard him? Don't you need to eat?"

Cheng Yang pulled his uncle away and stood in front of his aunt: "Are you being unreasonable?"

"It's not your turn to speak here yet," said the aunt aggressively.

Cheng Yang grabbed her arm and pulled her out of the ward.

"What are you doing? Let me go." My aunt struggled hard, trying to get rid of this thin-looking nephew. She never imagined that Cheng Yang, who looked so thin, would have such great strength.

Cheng Yang saw his uncle chasing him out, and he looked back at him: "Don't follow."

Cheng Yang's words were full of anger, Li Jianqun flinched, looked around again, and retreated behind the door.

The aunt cried all the way, attracting a lot of people to poke their heads to watch the fun, Cheng Yang ignored her and dragged her to the fire escape, then he slammed the door and pushed the chunky aunt to the corner of the stairs: "You know I will Fighting, the last time I beat a young and strong man, he didn't get out of bed for a month, do you think I beat you, will you still get up for the rest of your life?"

The aunt stared at him incredulously: "How dare you! I'll sue you. At that time you were a minor, and you beat someone up to spend some money, and someone pleaded for you. You're fine now. It's different now. I'll sue you." When you go to prison, you will never get out for the rest of your life."

"Just in jail? I thought I'd be shot/killed?" Cheng Yang approached her, stared into her eyes, pressed her shoulders, and confined her to that corner.

"Let me go, you white-eyed wolf, eat our Li family, live in our Li family, not our Li family, you can go to college, you turn your face and deny people now, you still want to beat me, you see How can I tell you?"

"This is the 10th floor. Do you think I'll kick you down from here, will you still be alive? I'm not scaring you. Although your life is bad, my life is not precious. What is college? So what if you go to college? The perverted teacher you are talking about graduated from a famous university and went to teach in a poor high school in our small county. Let me tell you, I really don't care." Cheng Yang became more and more excited as he spoke, and pressed the woman's hand harder and harder.

"You, you, what do you want?" Seeing his increasingly sullen expression, my aunt seemed to be a little scared at last, and said with trembling lips.

"I don't want to do anything, I just want you to touch your own conscience and think about it carefully. It's true that I have lived in your Li family these years, but you know how much the rent in our county is. A house with two bedrooms and one living room , now it’s only 3000 yuan a month. Besides eating from your Li family, my dad pays for living expenses every month, [-] yuan a month. Ten years ago, when he was paid [-] yuan a month, he gave it You three thousand, two years ago, when he was five thousand a month, he still gave you three thousand a month, if you don’t give that much, you go to his unit to make trouble, everyone will see it, you can’t play tricks. As for the three thousand a month, how much is spent on me, you know it well, and I know it too. I don't want to settle the score with you, I just ask you a little bit. From now on, let my uncle An Ansheng take care of my grandfather in the hospital , I will pay for the medical expenses, you don’t need to pay a penny, but he has to take care of him, he is his son.”

The aunt looked at him, the flesh on her face was shaking along with her mouth, it was obvious that she didn't want to agree.

"Otherwise, I'll kill you." Cheng Yang let go of her after speaking, gave her a cold smile, turned and left.

After walking a long distance, Cheng Yang turned his head and took another look. The door of the emergency exit was still ajar, and the woman still didn't come out. She must have been frightened by himself!It should feel good to be a villain, but he can't feel happy at all, it's still so uncomfortable.