I don't want to play anymore

When Zhang Ye arrived home, he saw bright lights in the yard from afar. When the car drove to the door, the door opened automatically, and then he saw Miss Chunchun standing by the fountain in the middle of the yard waiting for him.

"Just stop here." Zhang Ye said to the driver.

"Okay." The driver replied, and parked the car beside the pool steadily.

Zhang Ye opened the door and got out of the car, and Miss Chunchun came running over: "I'm finally back, isn't there a traffic jam on the road?"

"Well, it's a bit congested on the elevated road." Zhang Ye said as he walked towards the entrance of the villa.

Sister Chunchun followed him, because she was petite, she could only keep up with him by trotting: "You must be hungry, wait a minute, I'll go to the kitchen to get you something to eat, sir and wife are here, The eldest lady said that she will not go back to the old house tonight, but come over tomorrow morning."

"Okay, I'm sorry." Zhang Ye said and walked to the door.

Zhang Bin and Chuning both walked down the steps: "I'm back."

"Well," Zhang Ye said, "you didn't have any entertainment at night!"

"Yes, to entertain my son." Zhang Bin said with a smile.

Zhang Ye glanced at his father. Zhang Bin has been very busy, and he can see that he is waiting for him at home today. It seems that Zhang Wen has already settled with them about the matter between him and Cheng Yang. Walking through the porch, Zhang Ye turned around. I went to the living room next to me and sat down on the sofa: "If you want to ask anything, just ask."

The husband and wife glanced at each other, and it was still Zhang Bin who spoke: "Your mother and I have heard what your sister said."

Zhang Ye leaned on the sofa, looked up at his parents standing opposite the coffee table: "Are you going to object? Let me say first, objection is invalid."

The expression on Zhang Bin's face froze for a moment, and then he smiled. He sat down on the sofa, sighed and said, "You child, I haven't said anything yet, how did you see that I was going to object?"

Zhang Ye bent down and grabbed a few cherries from the fruit plate: "Then what do you want to talk to me about?"

"Talk about your career plan," Zhang Bin picked up the teacup on the table, "I heard from Wenwen that the child is still studying, and he doesn't plan to get involved in the entertainment industry in the future. What I mean to your mother, since we talked about it, the last It’s good to settle down, actor is a profession, here today, there tomorrow, you are young, sometimes you will be more playful, if you are not together for a long time, it will not be good for the stability of your relationship.”

Zhang Ye didn't expect his parents to admit Cheng Yang so readily, and to think so much for him, so he was taken aback for a moment before saying, "I will think about it carefully."

"All right, you think about it." Zhang Bin glanced at Miss Chunchun who was standing at the door of the living room, and said to Zhang Ye, "Ah Chun asked you to eat."

Zhang Ye spit out the cherries in his mouth onto a tissue: "Then I'm going to eat."

"Go." Zhang Bin waved at him.

Sister Chunchun didn't prepare a rich dinner, but Zhang Ye's favorite food was all dumplings stuffed with shepherd's purse and eggs, two side dishes, and a cup of soup.

After filling the soup for him, Sister Chunchun didn't rush to leave, and sat down beside her with a smile: "Master, I heard that you are in a relationship?"

Zhang Ye bit the second half of the dumpling: "Yes."

"I went to look at the photos on the Internet, he is quite handsome." Sister Chunchun said gossipingly.

"A real person is more handsome than a photo." The dumplings tasted good, Zhang Ye was in a good mood after eating, and couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed.

In their family, he and his sister talked the most, they could talk about everything, but because they talked too much and thoroughly, the two of them were always polite, but they couldn't talk about being close.With his father, he is a loving father and a filial son. Zhang Bin never interfered with any of his decisions and created a loose space for him to grow up. However, Zhang Bin was too busy. When he was young, he would still cling to his father, but when he grew up, the father and son were a little distant .With his mother, for a long time, he had been giving himself psychological hints not to be like his mother, so his feelings for his mother were more complicated.Only Sister Chunchun, she was a servant in their house when he was a child, so he always regarded Sister Chunchun as a member of the family, and it was the easiest time to face her.

"Then what, did the husband and wife talk to you about work just now?" Sister Chunchun asked.

"Yeah." Zhang Ye took a sip of the soup.

"There are some things. They must be embarrassed to tell you. Although you are so old, you have never been in a relationship before. Let me remind you." Sister Chunchun lowered her voice as she spoke, a little embarrassed.

"What's wrong?" Zhang Ye raised his head in a daze.

Sister Chunchun gave a dry laugh, and took out a small square bag from the front pocket of her apron, "That's it. Although you are all boys and won't get pregnant, you still have to take safety measures."

Zhang Ye took a look at the thing that Sister Chunchun pushed over. Not only did his hands stiffen, but the dumpling he was holding fell back onto the plate, and his face also stiffened.

Sister Chunchun probably didn't expect him to react so strongly, she was embarrassed for a while, scratched her neck and stood up, forced a smile and said, "That's ok, you eat slowly, I'll go to the kitchen to clean up." He ran away in a flash.

It took Zhang Ye petrification for more than ten seconds before he came back to his senses. He picked up the small bag that Sister Chunchun pushed over and looked at it. He hesitated for a moment. Well, I ended up stuffing it in my trouser pocket.

I just don't know when it will be used, alas!He stuffed a dumpling into his mouth, thinking wistfully!

When his mind moved away from the little episode of Miss Chunchun, he thought of his parents again. The parents could accept this matter so smoothly. It's related, it's the first time he's been in a relationship in so many years, which in itself is quite miraculous for parents.

He also thinks it's amazing, he likes a person, and that person also likes him, and he is still such an excellent and good-looking person!

·

The next day was Friday, Cheng Yang asked the people in the dormitory to help him take the books back after school in the afternoon, and he went directly out of school and took the subway to the place where Zhao Tao and Chang Chen rented a house.

Zhao Tao hasn't come back from get off work yet, and Chang Chen is the only one at home.

"When did you go back to school? Why didn't you call before you came here? There's nothing to eat at home." Chang Chen opened the door and saw him. He was very surprised, bent down and handed him a pair of slippers.

"Yesterday afternoon." Cheng Yang closed the door, bowed his head and untied his shoelaces: "How are you recently?"

"Very good, I'm already working." Chang Chen said with a smile.

"Really?" Cheng Yang said in surprise.

"Well," Chang Chen smiled contentedly, "I do one-on-one tutoring online. Now I only bring one student, and there are three classes a week. It's very easy. I think I can take two, Chang Jun and Tao Zi. Everyone said let me take my time and start with one."

"Take your time. If you bring too much, you may not be fully prepared. After all, you have to be responsible to the students." Cheng Yang said.

"Yeah, that's what they said."

"Does your institution have requirements for academic qualifications and work experience?" Cheng Yang's heart skipped a beat.

"Do you want to try it too?" Chang Chen asked with a smile.

"Well, grandpa is hospitalized again. I don't have much money anymore. I still want to take him over." Cheng Yang said.

"Let me ask for you. In your situation, you can tutor lower grades, and you can definitely take junior high school students." Chang Chen said as he turned on his phone, "I happen to have the WeChat account of our person in charge. You ask."

Chang Chen and Zhao Tao rented a two-bedroom apartment with a small living room, and it was tidy. It looked like Chang Chen did it. Zhao Tao, Cheng Yang knew that he was not good at cleaning the house.

The two sat down in the living room, Chang Chen sent a message with his hair down, and said while typing: "If you want to take the old man over, I still have some money here, and I will ask Chang Jun to borrow some more, and the medical conditions at my hometown Not too good, your aunt is unreasonable, the old man will definitely have a hard time at home."

Now that I have no income and still have debts, my grandfather will have to find someone to take care of him. My grandfather needs money for medical treatment, money for hiring nurses, and money for renting a house. There are too many places to spend money.Even if Chang Chen and the others lent him money, Cheng Yang was not sure that he would be able to afford all the subsequent expenses.

"The person in charge has replied." Chang Chen glanced at him, "He said that there are students in your school who work as tutors in the organization. If you are interested, you can try it. A class ranges from 200 to 300 yuan, and the duration is one hour. Hour."

"When can we start?" Cheng Yang asked.

"Let me ask for you." Chang Chen said.

·

After Shan Hao's engagement ceremony, there was a drinking party. Zhang Ye was most annoyed by this kind of drinking party, because every time, many people would come to strike up a conversation without anything to say, and had to socialize.

After dealing with a boy who was a family friend with their family, he poured himself a glass of wine, got up and went to the small garden outside, and just sat down on the bench under the flower stand to send a message to Cheng Yang, Shan Hao's voice was loud. It sounded behind him.

"I said why did you hide out? It turned out that you were sending a message to your boyfriend."

Zhang Ye was taken aback by him, frowned and looked back: "Why are you walking without sound?"

"'What are you doing?', brother, you know what, you are asking like you are checking posts." Shan Hao said while lying behind him, looking at the dialog box on his mobile phone.

Just as Zhang Ye was about to say something, Cheng Yang's news came back.

[Buying vegetables with Mr. Chang in the supermarket. 】

"Hey, your partner is shopping in the supermarket with someone else." Shan Hao said, propped himself up on the back of the bench, jumped over, and sat down beside Zhang Ye.

"That's not because of you. If it weren't for your engagement, I wouldn't have come back." Zhang Page didn't want Shan Hao to read his chat content anymore, and locked the phone screen by pressing the side button.

"Did your partner get angry when he saw your scandal? Going to the supermarket with others on purpose?" Shan Hao asked in a particularly awkward manner.

"He's not as boring as you said." Zhang Ye said unhappily.

However, he was not sure. Although Cheng Yang would not go to the supermarket with others just because he saw his scandal, but it has been two days. Has Cheng Yang seen the news on the Internet?

"Boring? Isn't this normal?" Shan Hao said, because his girlfriend had done this before.But after he finished speaking, Zhang Ye was stunned and silent, and he was a little dazed for a while. After all, he was talking about a boy, and his situation was not the same, so he went back and made up for it: "No, I just said that casually, your Before the scandal was released, you really didn't communicate with him, did you?"

Zhang Ye turned to look at Shan Hao, Shan Hao is good everywhere, but this mouth is very annoying, but it's annoying, it's good that Shan Hao reminded him, otherwise he would really forget about his online scandal No, he gave Shan Hao the wine glass in his hand, and walked away with his mobile phone.

Walking to the lawn under the fence, Zhang Ye dialed Cheng Yang's number: "Have you bought the vegetables yet?"

Cheng Yang pushed the shopping cart in one hand and held the phone in the other. He followed behind Chang Chen. He was not good at grocery shopping, so he could only pick up things along with him: "Teacher Chang is still picking."

"What's so good about the dishes?" Zhang Ye blurted out, and he was stunned after speaking, what's the matter?

Sure enough, Cheng Yang was silent for a few seconds before he said, "What's wrong? Is your dinner over there?"

"It's still in progress, I'm coming out." Zhang Ye didn't want to admit that he was jealous, but it was the fact that he felt a little depressed for a moment, so he slowed down his tone, and asked again: "Haven't you guys had dinner yet?"

"No, we bought vegetables and went back to make hot pot. Taozi got off work late." Cheng Yang said.

"Then are you going back to school at night?" Zhang Ye frowned unconsciously, one Chang Chen and one Zhao Tao, and he was Cheng Yang's boyfriend. He is Cheng Yang's boyfriend, isn't it only natural to be jealous?

"Just watch the time, I won't go back if it's too late." Cheng Yang said.

The atmosphere between the two was suddenly a little delicate, Zhang Ye unconsciously kicked the turf: "Oh, then are you there tomorrow?"

"Well, Teacher Chang helped me find a part-time job in a tutoring agency. I'll go with him to meet the person in charge of the agency tomorrow." Cheng Yang took the fat beef roll that Chang Chen handed over and put it in the shopping cart.

"Part-time job? Are you short of money? Is it grandpa who needs medical expenses?" Zhang Ye stopped kicking the turf.

Cheng Yangjing paused for two seconds, then half-jokingly said: "I've never been rich, some of my classmates are doing part-time jobs, and there's a buddy in our dormitory who's doing a live broadcast, but he doesn't have many fans, and the live broadcast room isn't very popular. "

Seeing that Cheng Yang was avoiding this question, Zhang Ye felt a little uncomfortable. I gave you the money and swallowed it back: "You said that tutoring institution is a tutor for students?"

Chang Chen took a few more boxes of mutton rolls and put them in the car, and turned to the other side of the freezer. Cheng Yang pushed the car and followed: "Well, but you don't need to go to the student's house, it's online."

"Oh, this saves you from running away," Zhang Ye took a deep breath, knowing that Cheng Yang would not accept his help, he couldn't help but said, "I have a suggestion, I don't know if you want to hear it or not."

There were not many people in the supermarket at this time, and the surrounding was very quiet, but Cheng Yang felt agitated for no reason, because he knew what Zhang Ye was going to say, and he didn't want to talk about it with Zhang Ye: "Go ahead."

"Grandpa may not be able to receive good care and medical treatment in his hometown. I think it's better to take him to City A..."

Cheng Yang interrupted him, his tone was very slow, but a lot colder: "You take him there, you can find him a good hospital, and help hire two nurses... Zhang Ye, are you planning to help him?" Li Hui and his family bought a house, so they don't have to bother me all the time, right?"

Zhang Ye didn't expect Cheng Yang's reaction to be so strong: "I, I'm not, I just want to help you solve a problem, I'm your boyfriend, can't I help you?"

"There is a limit to helping people. I don't think I'm at the end of my rope yet." Cheng Yang pinched his brows and continued, "Forget it, I shouldn't get angry at you. Let's do it first. We've finished shopping." , I have to pay the bill."

Zhang Ye was afraid that he would hang up the phone, so he hurriedly said, "Cheng Yang, did you misunderstand me?"

"Misunderstanding?" Cheng Yang was stunned for a moment, "No, it's because I haven't slept well in the past few days. I just arrived in the dormitory yesterday, in a new environment, so I didn't sleep well, and then I didn't have a good rest and I didn't feel good." But he had to squeeze out a smile to deal with everyone around him. He couldn’t lend his negative emotions to others. After a pause, he said sincerely, “I’m sorry, just pretend that I didn’t say anything just now.”

"I'll go see you tomorrow." Zhang Ye's voice became serious.

"What are you looking at me for?" Cheng Yang laughed, and then slowed down his tone: "I came over after a few days of rest, you should deal with the family affairs first."

Zhang Ye didn't know what to say, bit his lower lip: "Then I'll call you later."

"Okay, let's do this first." Cheng Yang hung up the phone after finishing speaking.

There is nothing wrong with Zhang Ye, even if he wants to help him, he is afraid that his words will not be thorough and make him unhappy. It is because he is too sensitive, too irritable, and... low self-esteem.

But Cheng Yang just couldn't control himself!

The gap between him and Zhang Ye is too big, hundreds of thousands and millions are not worth mentioning to Zhang Ye.And him?He was short of money, very short.He could ask Chang Chen for a loan, Tao Zi for a loan, and even Chang Jun for a loan, but he couldn't ask Zhang Ye for a loan, nor could he accept the care he gave him in terms of money.

In the final analysis, it is all a sad self-esteem at work.

In the past, he always warned himself to have a peaceful mind, but many times it was too difficult to achieve a peaceful mind.

He knew that it was meaningless for him to compete like this. Even if he worked in the future, he might not be able to earn the money of a sports car for the rest of his life without eating or drinking, but at least for now, he couldn't accept Zhang Ye's gift peacefully.

Then, he thought that his temper had always been bad, extreme, stubborn, and easy to go to extremes. Wang Biao wanted him to be with him, and he could give him resources. Jie also rejected the olive branch thrown by Dingyu in her heart.

Perhaps such stubbornness itself is a kind of defect in character, and paranoia is a disease, but this is him, and he also annoys himself!

He couldn't help but think to himself: Why did that uncle save him back then, if only he had left with his mother!There will be no more bad things now!

The gloomy thoughts of self-destruction were finally suppressed by him these days, but now they are intensifying, and he feels powerless.

Chang Chen, who was walking in front, suddenly turned around and saw him clutching his phone, frowning tightly together, very surprised, and asked, "What's wrong?"

Cheng Yang shook his head, his voice trembling: "Have you bought it yet?"

"It's almost there, and there is still one hot pot base missing." Chang Chen looked at him with deep worry on his face, but didn't say anything else.

"Where is it? I'll get it." Cheng Yang really didn't want Chang Chen to see his expression before he adjusted his mood, so he turned his face away.

"Let me go. You go to the service desk to check out first." Although Chang Chen was worried, he was very considerate and didn't put him in a more embarrassing situation. Shelves go.

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