I don't want to play anymore

Zhang Ye didn't say when the flight would arrive. Cheng Yang left Zhao Tao's rented house early in the morning and went to the apartment. The older sisters who did housekeeping were gone yesterday, and a chef who called himself Lao Zhao opened the door for him.

"Mr. Cheng, what would you like to have for lunch?" Not long after Cheng Yang sat down in the reception room, Old Zhao came over with a smile and asked.

"Wait for Zhang, let's talk about it when President Zhang comes." Cheng Yang said.

"Zhang Zong will arrive in the afternoon." Old Zhao said.

"That's it, then you can make something casually, just make noodles, it's simpler." Cheng Yang said.

"Ok."

After Lao Zhao left, Cheng Yang continued to read the teaching materials he brought over. He planned to tutor two more students during the summer vacation, so he had to do some preparations in advance.

Not long after, Lao Zhao came over and asked Cheng Yang to eat. Sure enough, as Cheng Yang ordered, it looked like a simple bowl of noodles, but when he sat down at the dining table, he found that it was not a bowl of noodles. The simple noodles looked bland, but they smelled delicious. He took a sip of the soup first. The soup was very fresh. He didn't know if it was made from chicken soup or something else.

Old Zhao smiled and asked from the side: "Is the salt flavor okay?"

"Just right, sorry for your trouble." Cheng Yang said with a smile.

Seeing that he loves to eat, Lao Zhao rubbed his hands contentedly, maintaining that smiling expression on his face.

After eating a bowl of noodles, Old Zhao stepped forward to collect the tableware. Cheng Yang watched him go to the kitchen, and then went back to look at the materials.The apartment was quiet. Cheng Yang lay on the floor at Zhao Tao’s house last night, and he didn’t sleep well. The afternoon sun was just right, and the temperature of the air conditioner in the apartment was just right. He looked at the computer and felt a little sleepy after a while. Fall asleep on the sofa.

When Zhang Ye came, what he saw was Cheng Yang sleeping crookedly on the sofa with a blanket on.

"I saw that he was asleep, so I didn't ask him to go to the bedroom." Old Zhao whispered.

"Well, go get busy." Zhang Ye walked over and sat down on a single sofa next to her.

Cheng Yang, who was asleep, had a peaceful face, his overly beautiful eyes were tightly closed, and his eyelashes cast a fan-shaped shadow on the eyelids. Although he couldn't see the emotions inside, Zhang Ye could imagine that those eyes were in any situation. The appearance of the situation, it will shine when you are happy, and dark when you are depressed. When you faced Zhu Zhenting's provocation in the crew, how cold and full of sarcasm you were when you stood up for him, but when the two were intimate, They are full of tenderness and pampering.

Hearing what Zhang Wen said, Zhang Ye has been in a trance, distressed, and righteously angry. Now sitting here, Cheng Yang is very close, he can see and touch, and his heart gradually settles down. All the loss and unwillingness in the past have become insignificant, and the present, this moment, is the most precious.

Thinking about it, Zhang Ye couldn't help reaching out and touching Cheng Yang's face. As soon as his fingers touched the corners of Cheng Yang's eyes, Cheng Yang opened his eyes.

"When did you come here? Why didn't you wake me up?" Cheng Yang's voice was a little hoarse, he stared in a daze, sat up, and said to Zhang Ye apologetically.

Zhang Ye withdrew his hand, and helped him pull the blanket that had slipped upwards: "Did you not sleep last night?"

"Slept, didn't sleep well." Cheng Yang said frankly.

"It happens that I'm sleepy too, go up to sleep with me for a while." Zhang Ye looked at him and said.

Cheng Yang froze for a moment: "Oh, good."

There was silence in the apartment, only sunlight came in from the window, the two went upstairs one after the other, Zhang Ye pushed open the bedroom door, turned around and held Cheng Yang's hand: "Come in."

Cheng Yang was in a trance for a while, he wondered if he was dreaming, otherwise Zhang Ye's attitude towards him in the hotel was relatively cold that day, why did he suddenly become so gentle and amiable now?It's a 180-degree turn.

Seeing that he was stunned, Zhang Ye turned his face and kissed the corner of his mouth, wrapped his arms around his waist, and led him inside: "What's wrong?"

"Nothing." Cheng Yang said.

The two lay down on the bed, Zhang Ye held Cheng Yang's hand all the time, didn't speak, just lay on the pillow and looked at him quietly.

Cheng Yang thought that Zhang Ye was probably waiting for him to confess. He cleared his throat and said, "What happened last year, in fact, I avoided you that day because I just had a fight with Lu Gang and got injured. .”

"I guessed it." Zhang Ye put his hand on his waist.

Cheng Yang looked up at him in surprise: "You, how did you know?"

"Lu Gang went in, you know that?" Zhang Ye pulled him into his arms with some force.

"Yeah. I know."

"Chang Jun asked Shan Jie for a little help, but it was mainly thanks to his smoking/drugs, otherwise he would be clean and no one could do anything to him." Zhang Ye's tone gradually became colder.

Although Cheng Yang was mentally prepared to tell Zhang Ye everything, at this moment, he still couldn't help being a little nervous, and his body became more and more stiff.

"Shan Jie asked someone to go to Lu Gang's hometown to investigate some things," Zhang Ye felt Cheng Yang's body was stiff, he looked into his eyes, held his hand, and gently rubbed the back of his hand, "They Say you've been in the detention center before."

"Yes." Cheng Yang couldn't help shaking when he heard those three words, and his voice became dry.

"Did they bully you when you were inside?" Zhang Ye held him in his arms.

Cheng Yang's face was pressed against Zhang Ye's neck, his lips trembled, and he said, "Yes."

"It was because of these things that you told me that you didn't want to see me?" Zhang Ye was so distressed that he asked in a low voice. Although it was cruel to ask like this, he wanted to ask clearly and he wanted to clear up all misunderstandings.

"Yes." Cheng Yang said.

"Don't be afraid, no one will investigate you in the future, and no one will bully you." Zhang Ye held his face in his hands, looked into his eyes, and said every word.

Cheng Yang finally stopped trembling and nodded: "Okay."

Zhang Ye lowered his head and kissed his lips, Cheng Yang's eyes were sore and swollen, and he couldn't hold back, tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes.

……

That place was fine during the day, and everyone stayed in their positions honestly. At night, those people began to become restless. Cheng Yang heard them talking about him all the time, saying that he was because of a perverted teacher. Throwing a man into the hospital, mocking him in a low voice as a pervert, and even asking him if he had done that thing with that teacher, Cheng Yang pretended not to understand and never responded to them.

The guards inside were still very strict. Cheng Yang could tell that those people looked at him with ill intentions, but they didn't dare to do anything with the guards around.

The day of the accident was a rainy day. When the guards were changing shifts, it was raining outside, and there was a loud thunderstorm. Although it was evening, the sky was already gloomy like late at night. Those people finally seized the opportunity, and several people surrounded him.

Cheng Yang shouted desperately, but the lightning came one after another, and the thunder was rolling, as if it was exploding in his ears, and he couldn't hear the movement inside at all from the outside.He could only struggle desperately, but there were three or four people on the other side. He was punched in the face, and his nose bleeds all over his face. Although he kicked back, he still couldn't break free. After tearing it down, when he was almost desperate, the door was finally opened from the outside.

The guards found that the situation inside was not right, so they rushed in, and those people dispersed immediately, and Cheng Yang was carried by them to the medical room in disheveled clothes...

It wasn't until he ran into Lu Gang last time and got into a fight with him that Cheng Yang knew that among those who wanted to force him at that time, one of them knew Lu Gang. He took Lu Gang's money and promised to spend more time there. Taking care of Cheng Yang, he encouraged the rest of the people to attack Cheng Yang together. After he went out, he told Lu Gang what happened inside, just because Cheng Yang transferred to another school later, and Lu Gang couldn't find him. Wherever it went, those rumors were not widely spread.

Although it had been a long time since that incident, to Cheng Yang, it was still like a nightmare. Even Zhao Tao and Chang Chen didn't know about it, and today was the first time he told anyone about it.

Zhang Ye hugged him tightly, as if she wanted to rub him into her arms, until the person in her arms completely calmed down, Zhang Ye gently touched the back of his head and said, "Go to sleep for a while."

Now he finally understands why Cheng Yang reacted like that when he made out with him for the first time, and what kind of psychological shadow Cheng Yang needs to overcome every time afterwards.

Zhang Ye only felt very distressed. It was far more difficult for this person in his arms to come to this day than he imagined. What he wanted to do, neither became indifferent nor extreme and gloomy.

Due to the great emotional ups and downs, Cheng Yang fell asleep soon after he calmed down. Zhang Ye put his arms around his waist, looked at his peaceful face after he fell asleep, and fell asleep soon after.

When the two woke up, it was already past seven o'clock in the evening. Cheng Yang lifted the quilt and got up: "I still have to go to class."

Zhang Ye was in a daze, followed him to sit up, and turned on the bedside lamp: "Didn't you all finish the exam?"

"Tutoring the students," Cheng Yang bent over to put on his shoes, "Is my computer downstairs?"

"Probably." Zhang Ye rubbed his eyes, crawled over from the bed, put his arms around Cheng Yang's waist, and kissed him on the face: "How long will it take?"

"One hour."

"I'll wait for you for dinner." Zhang Ye yawned.

"Eat first, I'll eat after class." Cheng Yang said as he left the bedroom and hurried downstairs to the reception room.

Zhang Ye sat by the bed again in a daze for a while, looking at the messy quilt on the bed, and after a long time he was sure that everything just now was not a dream, and that Cheng Yang had really returned to him.When he walked into the study downstairs, Cheng Yang had already started teaching the students. Zhang Ye stood where the camera couldn't see, with his back against the bookshelf, looking at Cheng Yang with his arms around his shoulders.

Cheng Yang glanced at him from the corner of his eye, and after a long time, he felt embarrassed by him, turned his face and mouthed him and asked, "What's the matter?"

Zhang Ye shook his head, pointed to the outside, and walked out unsteadily.

When Cheng Yang came out after class, the dinner was already set on the dining table, and Zhang Ye handed him a loose-leaf book the size of A4 paper.

"what is this?"

"Chang Jun's script, I'm next, and it happens to start during the summer vacation, do you want to go with me to the crew?" Zhang Ye asked him with a smile.

Cheng Yang was stunned: "Didn't you say that the filming has already started?"

Zhang Ye nodded: "Sun Linyue and the others started the machine. At first they wanted me to play you, but they also tried other actors, but they couldn't find the right one." After a pause, he asked again: "Do you think I can play you well?" You?"

Zhang Ye's eyes were shining brightly under the crystal lamp, and Cheng Yang felt a ripple in his heart: "Yes."

Zhang Ye turned his face and kissed the corner of his mouth.

Cheng Yang froze for a moment before saying, "You are not the same now as before."

"Why is it different?" Zhang Ye looked at him and said.

"You used to ask, but now it's very straightforward." Cheng Yang said with a smile.

"That's because it was a probationary period before, and we had to make a good impression." Zhang Ye looked at him with a smile.

"What about now?" Cheng Yang asked back.

"Now you are mine, of course I have to do whatever I want, whatever I want, whatever I want..."

Before Zhang Ye finished speaking, Cheng Yang brought a piece of vegetable to his mouth: "Aren't you hungry?"

"Hungry," Zhang Ye took a bite of the dish, chewed and swallowed it, looked at him and said, "very hungry."