up master minor

The first time I met Qin Meizhen was under the maple tree in Phoenix Mountain.At that time, she was already a little famous, and I was just a teenager who was ignored by no one.

When we met, I was down and out, walking around the world with a pair of sunglasses and a tattered guitar, with crooked long hair permed, and flared pants with holes. The first time she saw me, I was sitting full of She sang this love song under the maple tree with green leaves (under the maple tree in autumn). She smiled, not knowing whether she was laughing at my immaturity or my inappropriateness. In short, with Xia Chan, her smile was very sweet.

She can't be considered a beauty, at most she can be regarded as an ordinary girl next door, even if she wears a fashionable dress and a big wave curl, her facial features will not be more impactful, but her face and smile will make people I feel comfortable. After her, I have never met an artist like her again. Without a beautiful appearance and a proud figure, she has stood at the pinnacle of Asian music with her voice alone.

I am not as good as her. I have not been able to keep pace with her for a long time. In the circle at that time, there was no one in the circle who mentioned Qin Meizhen who did not know her, and after she left, no one who grew up in this era People will not know her, but I can only stand behind the scenes and watch her shine and become a legend.

It can be said that the relationship with her can progress, which can be said to be beyond my expectations.I admire her and regard her as the lover of my dreams. Well, I am afraid that all the boys at that time thought so. Her sweet smile, lively personality, and perfect voice are enough to make up for any of her shortcomings.I never thought that she would be willing to swim with my arms, in this small world, to spend this wonderful time that I will remember for a lifetime.

Because of her, I started drifting north.

To be a musician in that era required great courage.My parents, they hope that I can successfully enter the university, find a solid job, marry an honest and stable wife, and spend this life safely and smoothly.Obviously, being a musician is not an option that can be included in my future life for them.Almost at the cost of breaking up with my family, I came to city b to pursue my dream and my girl.

In the beginning, I was an ordinary member of the small resident singers in the various underground concert halls in city b. My voice was in poor condition, my voice was muddy, and I couldn't even last for an hour of resident singing. This gave me [career] It brought a lot of troubles in the early days. No concert hall was willing to accept me as a long-term resident singer. Obviously, these situations brought me a major blow. When I was young, I always felt that I was an underappreciated talent. Meiyu, but after only three months, I realized that this road is not a smooth one for me.

However, before I gave up completely, He Yi gave me a straw.

I became a part-time composer.My talent in composition is much higher than in singing, which I didn't expect.My first song was given by He Yi to an artist under him at the time to sing, and it became an instant hit.It's not a good song. From my current point of view, it's just a piece of rubbish. It's just a song to relieve my hardships when I was drifting north. I dreamed of being able to soar into the sky and spread my wings, but this song became popular.And I also saw hope.

Then I officially struggled on the road of composing, thinking that one day the songs I wrote could be sung by her. Just writing one by one, I finally got a little out of this circle Mingtang, who has won the title of a young composer who has achieved success in a young age, and my music can finally be placed in front of her for her to choose.It's humbling, but I'm happy with it.

He Yi said she wanted to see me.I know that if she is willing to meet me when she sees this song, then she must remember me.

That day I was dressed in a dignified appearance and came to the teahouse. She was wearing a small dress and her hair was coiled up. She looked much more mature than before. She looked at me and said to me: "Long time no see, how are you?"

She accepted my pursuit.This caught me by surprise. I thought she would eventually choose the banker from Hong Kong and Taiwan, or a Chinese-American star, or a well-known director, but in the end, she chose me.After I got married, I asked her why she was with me, and she said, "Only when I'm with you, can I feel at home."

I thought she loved me, but then I figured it out, she didn’t love anyone, what she loved was just how I made her feel, compared to other suitors, I was more down-to-earth, although I used to be frivolous, but in the end I didn’t With that courage, I will only be with her for the rest of my life, and it will only be the two of us who will be guarded, and then the small family of the three of us, ordinary and beautiful.

She is five years older than me.When Kaien was born, it was a dystocia. Fortunately, the Bodhisattva was kind, and both mother and child were safe. I gave the name of Kaien to the bad child who tossed his mother for a long time. For no other reason, I wanted him to remember that his life was his mother. Yes, you have to be filial to his mother for the rest of your life, love her, kiss her, and don’t make her worry. This is my father’s little selfishness. I still remember when Kai En went to kindergarten and came back crying and said he wanted to change his name. I taught him a lesson in the end For a moment, the expressions on their mother's face were so nice.

She had planned to retire after that tour.Since giving birth to Kai En, her body has been a little weak. During her concert tour, she still had symptoms of dizziness from time to time. At that time, Kai En was almost five years old, and she should be at school age. I also felt very regretful around me. I advised her to take a good rest for a while, and she agreed.And that day, it was raining lightly, and I took Kai En to her concert, which was also the last one.

She knew that we were watching her from below, and her eyes never left Kai En and me. She was very gentle, and every song she sang seemed to be a confession. On that day, she even became extremely beautiful, like a red dress. Huo spun around and sang, just for a moment, fell from the stage.

The crowd was rushing towards her, everyone excited, seemed to think she was just getting close to the fans, crowding like mad, wanting to get closer, closer to their idol.

I know, she is in a coma.

Our position is at the top, the best position. With a telescope, I can look around the whole field. I saw her like a broken butterfly. I don’t know if she was still conscious at that time. She ran, and for the first time, I felt that the crowd was like an iron wall, blocking life and death.

Kane saw everything in his eyes.I am not a competent father, nor a good husband, neither of them, I have protected them well.

what can I do?Let me do it, as long as she comes back.

The author has something to say: Well, it can be regarded as explaining some background.